Paranoid actor he wants to have me

The phone rang again abruptly, Li Qingzhuo gasped softly, pecked Sheng Xu's lips, and said, "Don't be angry anymore, okay?"

Sheng Xu: "Yes."

"It's not uncomfortable anymore." Li Qingzhuo wiped away the tear stains on Sheng Xu's face, and sucked away the moisture oozing from the corners of his eyes, feeling so salty and painful.

Sheng Xu: "Yes."

"Let's get up and go to the living room." Li Qingzhuo said.The tone is very low, and he is seriously seeking advice, lest he disturb the emotions that have finally stabilized at this time.

Fortunately, Sheng Xu responded, "Yes."

Li Qingzhuo laughed, he let out a breath, and straightened his waist slightly. This movement can be said to be not obvious at all, but the smile that Li Qingzhuo had just pulled from the corner of his mouth froze immediately.But fleeting.Li Qingzhuo put his hands on Sheng Xu's shoulders, and slowly stood up with his legs kneeling on the ground.At that moment, he could hardly support his own weight, and Li Qingzhuo borrowed some strength in time to keep from kneeling down again.

Sensing something, Sheng Xu subconsciously stretched out his hand, and immediately stood up to hug Li Qingzhuo.He moved his eyes down, not much red, but glaring...

"...I'm sorry." Sheng Xu's voice trembled.He stared at it without blinking, which could be called despair, and the water mist that stopped just now spread heavily on the surface of the eyeballs, but this time it was filled with hatred for himself.He was at a loss, wanted to touch Li Qingzhuo more but was afraid of hurting him again, and said again, "I'm sorry, Xiyun...I...I'm not..."

"Okay, okay, don't worry, I'm fine." Li Qingzhuo hurriedly comforted him, feeling a little uncomfortable, but he was one of the parties involved, so he knew there was nothing wrong with it.It was at the very beginning that Sheng Xu lost his mind and accidentally hurt him. After all, he was out of order and forgot to be careful.

Li Qingzhuo patted Sheng Xu's arm that was hugging him, bent down to pick up the clothes on the ground, then raised his head and kissed Sheng Xu: "Don't be afraid, it's really fine. I'm not a person who will be brave. If something really happens, I will definitely be ten times worse." You feel sorry for me a hundred times more. Go back to the living room first, don't be afraid."

Sheng Xu picked up Li Qingzhuo by the waist and went to the living room. After putting him on the sofa, he hurried to find the medicine box.During the period, the eyes were red, like some beast that was irritated or extremely helpless.

Li Qingzhuo opened his arms to ask Sheng Xu to put on his pajamas, and let him clean himself with a hot towel and apply medicine with peace of mind.Crying on the sidelines, teardrops hit his back and waist, every time Li Qingzhuo was hit, he felt his heart and lungs shattered to the ground.He was still lying on the sofa, but he had to half get up and hug Sheng Xu's head, and said in a hoarse voice, "After I've said it, don't cry anymore. If you cry again, I'm going to die of pain."

"...I'm sorry." Sheng Xu tried his best to hold back, apologizing over and over again, wishing he could kill himself a few minutes ago, or bear the pain for Li Qingzhuo.He shouldn't be so impulsive, such a jerk.

"sorry Sorry……"

Li Qingzhuo really didn't feel much pain, it was just because of the force at the beginning, which caused a small wound.Having sex with Sheng Xu at night. After so many times, Li Qingzhuo's body has long been used to this kind of thing.It's just that a man's body is limited, and he always needs some external help. Even if he doesn't use it, he needs a little longer preparation.in case.Sheng Xu is very patient every time, no matter how hard he endures, it will be fine.This is the second time he has lost his mind.

The first time was on the first night of having sex with Li Qingzhuo.That time Li Qingzhuo really felt that he was going to die. Although he was not injured, Sheng Xu was too fierce and didn't listen to others.If you really compare it, today it seems like a small fight.

But seeing Sheng Xu's terrified appearance, Li Qingzhuo felt distressed and also found it funny, and one more thing - it could be sold out.

"Do you feel sorry for me?" Li Qingzhuo hugged a pillow in his arms, and stretched out his hand to scratch Sheng Xu's chin.

Sheng Xu didn't hide, and said "um" when he heard the words: "I'm sorry."

Li Qingzhuo kept moving her fingers, and said again: "From then on, I promise to tell you in advance everything I do, and you have to trust me, okay?"

Sheng Xu put away the clean medicine that he had finished applying, and looked at Li Qingzhuo's back again. The purple bruise on his waist was pinched, and he applied a hot towel to him, and replied, "Yes."

"If you're still unhappy, just tell me, okay?" Li Qingzhuo straightened up a little, and leaned in front of Sheng Xu's face, "Sheng Xu, I'm your lover, you don't just have to understand this with your mouth, You have to understand this from your heart.”

Sheng Xu raised his eyes.Li Qingzhuo's light-colored pupils like glass are full of his shadow, and the love inside is obvious, rich and deep.He should: "Yeah."

"Still scared?"

Sheng Xu shook his head.

Li Qingzhuo induced him to answer by himself, answering sincerely: "Whose one am I?"

Sheng Xu's lips moved slightly, but his voice was unbelievably hoarse at this moment, with a lingering stubbornness: "Mine."

"Then who do you belong to?"

Sheng Xu's emotions subsided, and that stubbornness was replaced by firmness: "Your."

"I love you." Li Qingzhuo smiled lowly, satisfied, and completely relaxed, and kissed Sheng Xu's lips.

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It was getting late, and neither of them had eaten yet. Sheng Xu asked Li Qingzhuo what he wanted to eat, and went to the kitchen to make something simple. He wouldn't if it was too troublesome.They usually have to go on and on about filming and publicity, and they don't have time to learn things other than career.Apart from career, Ai Li Qingzhuo is enough.

Li Qingzhuo lay on the sofa to see who called just now.Qi Tiantu asked him why he went to see Chang Jingyi, and it was clear that Liang Xuan had said it—whether he said it on his own initiative or not. After all, Qi Tiantu is so fierce, and no one is not afraid of him at work.

Li Qingzhuo simply replied that it's okay, put down his phone and suddenly remembered Sheng Xu's elder brother, this man really almost killed him.Even after marrying Sheng Xu, he didn't want to go back to Sheng's house to meet this person, he was afraid he couldn't help but kick him!But the eldest brother is like a father, shouldn't it be okay to beat his father when he meets him?Besides, Sheng Xu's parents might pick him up and throw him out.

There is no one to back him up, Li Qingzhuo was extremely depressed when he realized this, after thinking about it, Sheng Xu is his big backer, and his mood improved a lot.

After eating dinner, I took a shower again, and it was already early morning after tossing.

Li Qingzhuo waited under the blanket for Sheng Xu to finish blowing his hair, and when someone came in, he took the initiative to get into his arms and let him hug him.The lights in the bedroom were extinguished, and the light of the moon slanted in through the undrawn French windows, casting a thin layer of silver dust on the floor.It seems to be inviting people to dream.

dreaming... dreaming...

Li Qingzhuo looked past Sheng Xu's powerful arms and stared at the floor-to-ceiling windows, letting Yuehui's silver hide in his eyes.He whispered: "Sheng Xu."

Sheng Xu hasn't slept yet. I don't know if he didn't feel sleepy or what: "Yeah."

"... Sheng Xu," Li Qingzhuo shouted again.When the waiter answered again, Li Qingzhuo's voice trembled slightly indistinctly, "Have you ever dreamed about me?"

"..."

There was silence in the darkened bedroom.Only the sound of Sheng Xu's breathing above his head fluctuated together, as steady as falling asleep.He didn't speak, and naturally he didn't answer.

Li Qingzhuo thought that he didn't understand what he meant, so he withdrew from Sheng Xu's arms, leaning on the bed with his elbows, staring into Sheng Xu's eyes: "That's right, since I died..."

"Li Xiyun." Sheng Xu interrupted him with blazing eyes.Very quickly truncates a past fact that should not be mentioned.

"Okay, it's not death," Li Qingzhuo changed his words instantly, and said, "After my accident... have you ever dreamed about me?"

Li Qingzhuo couldn't describe the way Sheng Xu looked at him at this moment.The man he loved just pursed his lips subconsciously, but looked straight back without avoiding his eyes. It seemed that one less look at Li Qingzhuo could make him lose five years, so he had to cherish it all the more.But after a while, those ink-like pupils were like ripples suddenly appearing on the surface of a calm lake, trembling slightly.

Li Qingzhuo's voice was hoarse, "Sheng Xu?"

"En." Sheng Xu finally spoke out loudly."Every day," he said.

Li Qingzhuo's breath was stagnant, and the unspeakable sourness exploded deep in his chest like a volcanic eruption. The scorching temperature that could not be described in the world burned him mentally, and he felt a blow to the head that made his brain buzz.He thought, sure enough, he owed Sheng Xu another five years, and he will never pay it off in this lifetime.He wanted to ask something more, but his throat was so dry and sore that he wanted to vomit blood, and he couldn't make any sound no matter what.The lips trembled several times, but it still didn't work.

Fortunately, Sheng Xu knew, he sat up and hugged Li Qingzhuo into his arms, put his forehead on his shoulder, and said in a hoarse voice: "Before you come back, I see you in my dreams every day."

Li Qingzhuo hugged him and bit the back of his hand.

No one can explain why such a thing happened, maybe Sheng Xu heard Li Qingzhuo's departure with his own ears, he couldn't express his emotions like anyone else, he couldn't get out.God pity him, let him go through the pain of not falling asleep for a week, his physical function finally violently resists his spirit, and falls into a deep sleep.

He is a member of the entertainment industry, he has to be sneaky when going to the hospital, or he has to explain it when he is photographed, and he has to make a big splash.Fortunately, Sheng Xu went home that week and stayed with Sheng Yu.Sheng Yu invited a family doctor, but he had a high fever, couldn't wake up, and slept for almost a week.

No one knew that he dreamed of Li Qingzhuo.It still started from Li Qingzhuo's childhood dream.But in the dream, Sheng may feel pain and sadness.He often felt that this was true.

But that's really not true.Li Qingzhuo in the dream grew up so fast that Sheng Xu could notice his changes almost every month.The one year he stayed there was Li Qingzhuo's four years.

Therefore, for a long time, Sheng Xu often heard Li Qingzhuo ask: "Why am I several years older, and you are only one year older."

Sheng Xu couldn't answer, so he could only say that he didn't know.When he saw Li Qingzhuo every day, he just reported his age, name, and "You must remember me," which has hardly changed in the past five years.

Later, he discovered that whoever's obsession was causing the trouble, everything that Sheng Xu got along with Li Qingzhuo in his dream was something that Li Qingzhuo had never experienced when he was alive.

For example, Li Qingzhuo had no friends in kindergarten, so Sheng Xu gave him a friend. When Li Qingzhuo was bullied and dropped out of school in the fifth grade, Sheng Xu protected him and let him go to school well...

Li Qingzhuo used these things as jokes to Sheng Xu when he was alive.He said that if life happens again, you may have to experience what you haven't experienced.

Time flies so fast in the dream, Sheng Xu can witness Li Qingzhuo's four years in one year and witness his obvious growth.Time passed so slowly in the dream, Sheng Xu counted the time every day, counting a thousand days and nights without reaching the end, waiting for the second thousand to see the light for the first time.

But Li Qingzhuo didn't remember him, and pushed him into the abyss again.So he can only take the initiative to take steps, contrary to what he said, "It doesn't matter if you don't remember me."

……

Li Qingzhuo held Sheng Xu's pajamas tightly with both hands, and after forcibly calming down, his vocal cords didn't hurt so much.

But it was still difficult to make a sound, the tone was as terrifying as swallowing dozens of knives, he could only shout: "Sheng Xu..."

Other than that, nothing more can be said.

"Yeah." Sheng Xu caressed Li Qingzhuo's back and said, "I'll grow up with you."

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