Paranoid actor he wants to have me

The little bugs in the night tirelessly sang softly, adding a bit of relaxation to the atmosphere in the living room at this time.

Sheng Xu stared down at Li Qingzhuo's eyes without blinking, and asked again: "What did you say?"

Li Qingzhuo touched Sheng Xu's face pityingly, he thought, if he waited for Sheng Xu to take the initiative to give him the title, it would be impossible.

This man is really a dull gourd, and he keeps his mouth tightly shut when he is forced to speak, not to mention getting him to take the initiative is simply as difficult as reaching heaven.

So Li Qingzhuo would first cut out his heart and offer it with both hands.

"I said I love you." Li Qingzhuo held Sheng Xu's head slightly low and pressed it against his forehead, "It's been since you were not 19 years old."

Sheng Xu was stunned, blinking his eyelashes in confusion.

The two of them were so close that the light from the ceiling couldn't penetrate, casting only a small shadow on their cheeks.

Seeing his silly look, Li Qingzhuo smiled: "Give me some response, Xiao Shengxu."

"..." Sheng Xu blinked his eyes a few more times before making a difficult sound, "Are you kidding me?"

He really didn't trust himself.

Li Qingzhuo felt pain in his heart, but he didn't show it on his face.

He exhaled slightly, and said, "I'm coaxing you, but I'm not lying to you."

"When you're sad, it directly pierces my heart... Sheng Xu, I'll be in pain too," Li Qingzhuo said hoarsely, "So I have to coax you."

Sheng Xu said: "I don't need to coax..."

"I'm sorry, my little Shengxu has been sad for so long because of me," Li Qingzhuo interrupted him first and said, "But at that time, I really couldn't take another look at you, I...I did wrong……"

"It has nothing to do with you."

"...Yes, the Lord is not with me, but I still can't accept it, and I don't want to let you know such... such a thing, it's too embarrassing," Li Qingzhuo has never been so almost unreserved since childhood Expressing himself was really hard at first, but when he finally said it, he could only feel relieved, "I know you hate me, but I'm afraid to know you hate me... I can't face you, and I can't face it At that time, I... seemed to be about to collapse."

He thought of Sheng Xu who came to wait for him in the underground garage even if he was not afraid of being photographed. Every word he said to Sheng Xu was so clear in his mind. At that time, Li Qingzhuo said, "I am such a person, frivolous. I'm used to it, but I didn't expect you children to be so easily moved, I didn't think carefully."

"In this circle, don't expect to be really happy with each other."

"Walk."

……

But now Li Qingzhuo said: "Sheng Xu, this circle is colorful, what others see may not be true, and most of the time I am not true...so I am used to being frivolous, but I am seven years older than you. A child as old as you is easy to fall in love with, especially you who were so easily shy at that time, I thought very carefully, I intentionally teased you, seduced you, and let you have me in your heart."

But he only forgot that the closest people would put him together, plot against him, and keep him.

Li Qingzhuo took a deep breath, making the tone clearer: "I hope that when you grow up and have complete self-awareness, you will be able to tell whether you like me or admire me... This is the biggest mistake I made. I shouldn't be so self-righteous waiting for you."

"Anytime, anywhere, there will be love between two people."

"Sheng Xu," Li Qingzhuo said, "Little Sheng Xu, come back."

In his speech every single word, Sheng Xu's eyes were already flushed red, and upon closer inspection, a layer of water vapor quickly filled the depths of his pupils, soaking his eyeballs.

It seems that all the grievances suffered back then have been favored today and at this moment.

Sheng Xu is really easy to coax, as long as Li Qingzhuo says something nice to him, he can wait and protect him regardless.

Just look at the short three years they've been together - compared to the time they've been apart.

Sheng Xu treasured all the good things Li Qingzhuo had done to him back then, and gave them back as gifts.

But I don’t know if it’s because he was unwilling to be self-willed and successful, and still harbored grudges. Now nearly ten years have passed, and Sheng Xu, who has grown from 21 to 30 years old, suddenly looks like a wayward child, saying: "I just said you like me. "

There was a bit of gnashing of teeth in the tone, and a little imperceptible rise, obviously coaxed.

Li Qingzhuo laughed directly, nodded and said hastily: "Yes. I moved my heart first."

In this relationship, no matter what, he has to let Sheng Xu take the upper hand, let Sheng Xu become the one who is always favored, Li Qingzhuo is willing.

But Sheng Xu who heard these words retorted subconsciously: "It's not you."

"Ah?" Li Qingzhuo raised her eyes.

Sheng Xu stopped talking.

Li Qingzhuo was suspicious, and stepped back a little: "Do you have something to hide from me?"

"No."

Perhaps it was because Li Qingzhuo's heart-out action was too successful today, and Sheng Xu was infected.He looked at the person in front of him seriously, and Li Qingzhuo said that he could lock him up, and they would only have each other in the next few decades, and there would be no one else.

They are going to die together, and they should say anything.

"Xiyun."

"Huh?" Li Qingzhuo was suddenly a little nervous.

Sheng Xu then said: "You touched my head when I was 15 years old, and I was not as tall as you at that time."

Li Qingzhuo was confused: "What?"

……

Apart from Sheng Xu himself, only Sheng Yu knew about this matter.

When Sheng Xu 15 went to the airport to pick up Li Qingzhuo by himself, he didn't tell Sheng Yu, and was almost beaten up by his brother when he got home.

But since he was a child, due to the lack of the company of his parents, Sheng Xu became independent very early, so he didn't need to worry about his family.

And when he was in school, he didn't bother to make friends because he couldn't have collisions with others of the same age in thought.

It's just that at some point, Sheng Yu discovered a problem when he got home from work in the company.

Sheng Xu, who never used to play with mobile phones much, let alone watch too much TV, started watching videos.

In the video, Li Qingzhuo is without exception.

Sheng Yu asked what he was doing, Sheng Xu was silent for a moment, and only replied: "I want to talk to him."

Sheng Yu asked why he wanted to talk to him, Sheng Xu didn't understand, but said, "I just want to talk to him."

Li Qingzhuo on the screen is always smiling, and he can handle everything with ease, which is not at all the same as Sheng Xu's personality.

They are out of tune, and they are almost two extremes, but Sheng Xu likes to watch it very much.

When Li Qingzhuo built the first Moon Primary School, the media blocked him several times and finally asked him why he chose such a name. Li Qingzhuo said: "It doesn't make any sense, it's just the light at night. Power can bring a little more choice direction for children in need."

Sheng Xu doesn't like to say anything, but he is a person with strong action.

Qi Tiantu announced Li Qingzhuo's itinerary at that time, Sheng Xu knew where he would show up at the airport, and that day happened to be Saturday, so he took a taxi to the airport by himself.

Sheng Xu has never chased stars, and during the time he wanted to talk to Li Qingzhuo, he didn't know why he wanted to talk to Li Qingzhuo, so he didn't know anything about the circle at all.

He was a little discouraged when he got there.

After being controlled, although the fans in the airport were not as exaggerated as the crowds, the heads in front of them were also surging.

Sheng Xu is a boy, and he doesn't want to squeeze with girls, and he doesn't want to touch flesh with male fans, so he is almost alone in the periphery, a little lonely.

When Li Qingzhuo appeared, the fans waiting here all rushed forward, but everyone didn't mess up the order, and even if they were excited, they didn't follow too closely.

Flowers and greeting cards were picked up in Li Qingzhuo's arms one by one, and he hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, you can't accept gifts."

They all saw Li Qingzhuo at close range, only Sheng Xu was still standing outside, as if he was making up his mind whether to squeeze in or not.

But at this moment, Li Qingzhuo's eyes suddenly looked at him.

Sheng Xu was taken aback. He was wearing a mask at the time, because he didn't care about other people's eyes, and his hair wasn't trimmed much, covering his brows and eyes a bit, and the exposed part didn't have the vigor that a normal 14- or 5-year-old boy should have.

"Little brother." Li Qingzhuo walked straight towards him, bent slightly and said, "Did you come alone?"

Sheng Xu was dumbfounded.

He resisted the movement of backing up and the rapid heartbeat, and replied: "Yes." After correcting, "It's not my little brother."

After the words fell, there was laughter all around, Li Qingzhuo also smiled, and nodded: "Okay, it's a child."

Sheng Xu's hair is really a bit long, and he is wearing a mask. No one can tell what he looks like, but from the exposed skin, he must be a beautiful child with red lips and white teeth.

Li Qingzhuo also seemed to think that his hair was a bit of a hindrance, and he didn't know what to think. As soon as he raised his hand, he wanted to touch the head of the child in front of him, but Sheng Xu was so frightened that his eyes opened slightly and he took a step back. With his hands empty, he was not embarrassed, and asked with a smile, "Didn't you come to see me?"

Otherwise, why are you so resistant.

But Sheng Xu immediately explained: "I... subconsciously."

He is not used to human touch.

Hearing this, Li Qingzhuo understood, he took out a sunflower from the flowers that the fans gave him just now, and said first: "I will borrow a flower to present to Buddha."

Fans who sent flowers shouted: "Send!"

Li Qingzhuo handed the sunflower to Sheng Xu, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to catch it, he said: "Be happier in the future, I hope you will be happy and worry-free."

Sheng Xu didn't understand why Li Qingzhuo said such things to him when they met for the first time.

But at that moment... He actually wanted to cry.

From childhood to adulthood, only Sheng Yu accompanied him, but he was ten years younger than Sheng Yu. When he grew up, Sheng Yu started working in the company, and he became a person again.

But... Li Qingzhuo seemed to have seen through Sheng Xu at that moment, so he wished him happiness and worry-free future.

Sheng Xu's voice was very low: "Thank you."

Li Qingzhuo straightened his waist, straightened his body with Sheng Xu at the same level, and said, "Goodbye, kid."

He still has work to do next, and he planned to leave after speaking, but Sheng Xu's body was faster than his mind, and he stretched out his hand to keep him: "Hey..."

Li Qingzhuo turned back: "Huh?"

The slightly protruding Adam's apple of Sheng Xu's young man moved lightly, and said in a low voice, "How about...you should touch your head...Brother."

……

Li Qingzhuo was particularly impressed by this incident. A boy who looks cold and cool just wants you to pat his head and call you brother. No one will forget this if he puts it on him!

but……

"That's you?!" In the living room, Li Qingzhuo, who was so impressed that he immediately remembered the matter after hearing the incident in a few words, turned pale with shock and couldn't believe it at all.

Seeing Li Qingzhuo's reaction, Sheng Xu, who was still a little shy because he took the initiative to talk about it, pursed his lips and asked, "Can't it be me? Then who do you think?"

"No!" Li Qingzhuo said, "I really didn't expect... I remember that you joined the film industry at the age of 16, and I never heard of you when I was 18 when I was filming."

It's no wonder that Li Qingzhuo didn't recognize it, it's really because Sheng Xu covered it up too tightly.

After so many years, no fan posted the video of the pick-up on the Internet and said it was Sheng Xu.

Fans who have conducted archaeological research on Sheng Xu did not recognize it.

At the airport, 15-year-old Sheng Xu held back his shyness and asked Li Qingzhuo to touch his head. When Li Qingzhuo couldn't help laughing, he put his hand on his head and rubbed it. ... can I work with you?"

Hearing this, Li lightly twitched his brows.Everyone has their own pursuits, as long as they are for what they like, they should get a certain amount of support. He knows that his words will bring a certain amount of strength and reference to the boy in front of him.

So Li Qingzhuo answered him firmly: "Of course. But now you have to study hard."

Sheng Xu nodded: "Okay."

Li Qingzhuo looked down at him. He was about to leave, but he remembered something. He reached out and touched the sunflower petals in Sheng Xu's arms, which seemed to be just a normal interaction between idols and fans.

But Li Qingzhuo approached slightly, pulled up the mask that had been brought down to his chin to cover half of his face, and said in a voice that only he and Sheng Xu could hear: "If you really like filming and want to enter the industry , When an investor asks you to go out to eat and drink, remember to try not to go, learn to refuse, purely relying on strength and opportunity may take a long time, but you will be much happier... Or you can tell me, I will protect you of."

Li Qingzhuo, who has been in the entertainment industry for six years, has never advised a stranger so sincerely, let alone saying that I will protect you.

He has long said that he is not noble and does not have so much time and energy to take care of other people's affairs.

But he heard the boy in front of him say that he wanted to work with him, with a clean tone and a clean personality.

He should always be clean.

Just go after what you like.

But then no one came to him, and no one sought his protection.

Li Qingzhuo took this incident as an episode, after all, people set more than one goal in their life.

Even if it is set, it does not have to be implemented.

But before he knew it, that person had already quietly come to him.

……

Although Sheng Xu didn't join the fan circle, he knew everything about Li Qingzhuo very well. He knew that Li Qingzhuo's high school years were completed by a private teacher hired by the company.

Although it is not possible to imitate everything, Sheng Xu is smart enough, and he resolutely walked in this line of work during school.

It is bound to go to Li Qingzhuo's side.

He had nothing to do with this circle at first, but because there was Li Qingzhuo in it, he worked hard and spent three years to stand in front of Li Qingzhuo without any salary.

Let him have himself in his eyes and in his heart.

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"This..." Li Qingzhuo still felt unbelievable, and then his heart became even more sour.

It turns out that the meeting of two people can be prepared so long in advance by one person.

Li Qingzhuo felt that his eyes were going to be useless and disobedient again, he controlled it in time, and reduced his thousand words into one sentence: "You still called me brother at that time, look at you now."

As he spoke, he raised his eyes and stared at Sheng Xu's eyes, and said, "Call me brother."

"..." Sheng Xu and him looked at each other for two seconds, then silently looked away.

Li Qingzhuo smiled, leaned forward and said, "Shout quickly."

"..." Sheng Xu pushed him away, not meeting his eyes, and said, "Don't shout."

Sure enough, growing up is no fun at all.

Li Qingzhuo continued to lean forward and discussed: "So, you call me brother, I say I love you, and I give you a kiss, how about it?"

After the words fell, Sheng Xu's eyes moved.

He was moved.

The next second, he looked at Li Qingzhuo, as if he was afraid of people's repentance, so he asked first: "You speak first."

Li Qingzhuo immediately said seriously: "Sheng Xu, I love you."

"Well," Sheng Xu said, "I see."

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