Paranoid actor he wants to have me

The living room is very quiet, only the chandelier on the ceiling is working tirelessly to emit light.

The other three adults all seemed to be in a state of extreme stalemate.

Only their eyes met each other to form a confrontation.

"...Ms. Li, why are you still lying to me?" Zhangzhou Chen had just received Sheng Xu's malice, his little heart trembled in fright, and he took a step back, as if he didn't want to get involved between the two of them. war.

Hearing this, Li Qingzhuo just pursed his lips stiffly, but did not look at Zhang Zhouchen, and still looked at Sheng Xu and said, "I'm sorry, Manager Zhang, for shocking you."

And Sheng Xu not only didn't hand over what was in his hands, but also moved the contract to his side.

Li Qingzhuo didn't even want to pull the corners of his stiff lips, and his voice became a little hoarse for some reason: "Sheng Xu, give me the things... I just want to see it."

Sheng Xu went to the sofa and sat down, opened the contract and signed his name in two seconds.

When Li Qingzhuo subconsciously walked over to look at it, Sheng Xu had already closed the contract, and then threw it directly to Zhang Zhouchen, saying in a vicious voice, "Disappear."

Zhang Zhouchen caught it in a hurry, turned around and ran away.

There was no pause or hesitation.

Looking at the back of Zhangzhou Chen who was almost running away, Li Qingzhuo pursed his lips, and watched the door of the living room open and close vigorously.

Almost instantly, there was only death-like silence in the living room.

Li Qingzhuo maintained the posture of standing beside the sofa without moving, the hand that wanted to accept the contract finally dropped to his side very lightly, curled up unconsciously.

When his fingertips touched the cold material of the clothes, Li Qingzhuo only felt pain from the ice.

He has a lot of questions to ask. He wants to ask why Sheng Xu continued to build his Moon Primary School, and let Chang Jingyi take the credit for so many years. Don't you feel wronged?And why don't you tell yourself when you're doing this, you have to be sneaky to sign a contract, isn't it sad?

But Sheng Xu obviously didn't want to talk to him.

Li Qingzhuo opened his mouth, but also felt that his throat was so dry and sore.

He let out a breath, and asked Sheng Xu with a smile: "Have you not eaten yet? I'll place an order for what you want to eat?"

Someone spoke, and the living room finally stopped being so quiet.

Hearing this, Sheng Xu looked up at him: "Didn't you and Qi Tiantu treat your colleagues to dinner?"

Li Qingzhuo's hand that placed the order paused, and the pain in his heart was overwhelmed even more unscrupulously, making his fingertips on the screen tremble uncontrollably.

It turned out that Sheng Xu thought that he would come back late today, so he let down his vigilance and asked Zhang Zhouchen to bring the contract home... Li Qingzhuo steadyed his heavy breathing, and said, "I'm not afraid that you will be bored, I'll give you the contract first." came back."

They are testing each other's bottom line.

Zhang Zhouchen seemed to be able to follow along with what he said when he was there, but now there were only the two of them left, but they both began to keep silent.

Keep silent.

In this world, only when you get along with friends can you do whatever you want, and when you face the person you like, you will only try every step of the way and be cautious.

If you take too many steps, you will cross the boundary, break a certain balance, and you have to bear the consequences; if you take too few steps, the relationship can be maintained, but you are really not reconciled, and you just want to get closer, and get closer.

After Li Qingzhuo placed the order, he put down his phone. He hesitated to speak for a long time, and finally said: "I'm going to take a shower."

They didn't talk about the Moon Elementary School anymore, and Li Qingzhuo never saw the contract.

This atmosphere lasted until Sheng Xu went out to get takeaway, and after eating and washing up, the atmosphere became more and more weird.

When the two were going to sleep, Li Qingzhuo kissed Sheng Xu's lips and asked, "Are you coming?"

When the words fell, Sheng Xu grabbed the back of Li Qingzhuo's head violently, and pressed him desperately in front of him, his breath full of aggression and possession.

……

Apart from the suicide and the first night when Sheng Xu confessed the past, this was the second time Li Qingzhuo felt pain.

It hurt so much that he clung to Sheng Xu's shoulder and neck, tears fell down and hit Sheng Xu's shoulder socket, making the person hugging him stained with his painful tears.

Li Qingzhuo's whole body was shaking, but he wasn't in physical pain at all, he was in distress.

The pain was so painful that even taking a breath felt like stabbing with a knife.

He even felt a kind of confusion, thinking to himself, why did he self-righteously wait for Sheng Xu to grow up, and when he was 18 years old, wouldn't he be able to fall in love? But he was afraid that Sheng Xu would act impulsively because he was too young I regret being with him again, they are really not the same age.

but……

However, Li Qingzhuo bit her lip forbearance, her fingertips were trembling...

If he had known this, if he had known that it would make Sheng Xu so sad, he would not have waited for him to grow up and just pulled him over to make him his own.

But there are no ifs and buts in the world.

……

Sheng Xu didn't want to tell him about Moon Elementary School, so he didn't. Li Qingzhuo calmed down, kissed the corner of Sheng Xu's mouth charmingly, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm going to take a shower."

It's not suitable for them to talk too much face to face now. Sheng Xu didn't seem to want to catch up.

It's summer now, and it only takes 5 minutes to take a shower, but he doesn't know what Li Qingzhuo is thinking, he didn't come out after taking a shower for half an hour.

Half an hour later, there was a "click" sound from the bathroom door outside the bedroom, and Li Qingzhuo's footsteps gradually approached.

And gradually far away.

He didn't go back to the room.

Sheng Xu, who was still lying on the bed waiting for him to come back to sleep after washing, suddenly got up, opened the half-open door, and asked, "Where are you going?"

Li Qingzhuo, who was halfway down the stairs, was startled when he heard the sound, leaning on the handrail to look back, he said, "I'm just going..."

"Are you going out?" Sheng Xu stared at him closely.

Following his words, Li Qingzhuo subconsciously looked down at himself, what are you doing out in pajamas, are you being photographed?

Sheng Xu went down a flight of stairs, without blinking his eyes: "Li Xiyun, why don't you ask me about elementary school?"

Wen Yan Li Qingzhuo blinked his eyes, and said with a smile: "You see that you hide so tightly every time, don't you want to say it, why should I ask if you don't want to say it?"

As he said that, he turned and went downstairs to find a water glass.

Sheng Xu followed behind him, and suddenly said in a wrong way: "Are you disappointed that I built your elementary school?"

Li Qingzhuo was about to raise his head to drink water, when he heard the words: "What?"

"I'm sure it wasn't Chang Jingyi who did it, aren't you very unhappy?" Sheng Xu, who has always been known for his calmness, has repeatedly fought and failed in front of Li Qingzhuo, and it's even worse now.

His eyes were red, and this was the result of all his patience: "I've been curious about it for so long, and now I finally know who it is, so you're not interested anymore, aren't you?"

Li Qingzhuo clenched the cup tightly.

He really felt the problem between him and Sheng Xu.

None of them was honest enough, and none of them still had a gap in their hearts.

Li Qingzhuo thinks that Sheng Xu has always hated him, and Sheng Xu's fear of Li Qingzhuo has nothing to do with him, and he doesn't trust Li Qingzhuo.

"... Sheng Xu," Li Qingzhuo stopped laughing, he stared at Sheng Xu's eyes with unconcealed sadness, his pupils were filled with distress, and his voice trembled slightly, "Actually, you don't have to replace me..."

"What's wrong with my elementary school?" Sheng Xu interrupted him, speaking very fast and irrationally calm, "I'll ask you again, do you know that I will be disappointed in the future? You don't even ask me anymore, It's not Chang Jingyi, are you particularly disappointed?"

"No, no," Li Qingzhuo put the cup on the coffee table, walked into Sheng Xu, a little incoherent, "Sheng Xu, I mean..."

Who knew that Sheng Xu wouldn't let him continue talking at all, and said through gritted teeth: "Then Chang Jingyi used to be your boyfriend and fiance, he can express his feelings and respect for you unscrupulously."

"What about me? What about me—?!"

The roaring sound broke through the eardrums without hindrance, and it seemed to make a deafening sound.

Sheng Xu is like a caged beast. Even though the person in front of him hurt him bloody, he still stretched out his hand to lock the cage door to prevent himself from hurting him.

Sheng Xu took a step back, lowered his head and stared at the ground, his slender eyelashes trembling uncontrollably.

Li Qingzhuo was stunned, and subconsciously took another step forward.

But Sheng Xu took another step back.

"...Xiao Shengxu," Li Qingzhuo said in a hoarse voice, "Don't retreat, I have to let me catch up with you even if I coax you, you are like this... I can't catch you."

Sure enough, Sheng Xu didn't move anymore, and his posture just now didn't change.

Li Qingzhuo finally approached him, raising his hand to touch his red eyes.

The usual smooth talk and eloquence failed again at this time, and he didn't know what to do at all.

Sheng Xu didn't refuse his touch, and whispered: "Everyone can love you, only I can't."

"..."

Li Qingzhuo's eyes were filled with mist, and he couldn't force it back, and his eyes became more and more sore.

He knew that there would be a quarrel between himself and Sheng Xu, and he would be at a loss when that day came.

I didn't expect to be at a loss, but I was more relieved.

Li Qingzhuo calmed down, and tried to lower his voice and said: "Where can I go in my pajamas? Why do I go out at home? I'm just thirsty, so I'll come down and get a glass of water... Don't be angry, don't be afraid."

Tomorrow seems to be a beautiful sunny day, and there are small bugs in the garden.

It is very light and can be heard, as if it is something that is not well hidden.

No one spoke in the living room for a long time, Li Qingzhuo wanted to coax Sheng Xu more, and was about to speak with a slight movement of his mouth.

Then Sheng Xu spoke again.

He whispered, "That's all I have left to think about. I know I'm causing you trouble, but I don't know what I should do... I just want to be with you selfishly and continue what you want , but things that cannot continue for the time being.”

In the years that no one knows, in the corner where no one steps.

His flirtatious continuation lasted a full six years.

If you count the earlier ones, it is... 12 years.

12 years, Li Qingzhuo thought, what has he been doing.

The moisture in the sour pupils could not be held back after all, and Li Qingzhuo's tears slid down all at once.

He choked up and said, "Sheng Xu...I..."

He said: "What virtue and ability do I have?"

Sheng Xu still lowered his eyes: "Because you are Li Xiyun."

Li Qingzhuo smiled helplessly, held Sheng Xu's face in his hands, and coaxed softly: "Okay, okay, kiss my little Sheng Xu, don't be sad."

Sheng Xu remained silent.

Li Qingzhuo said again: "Many people love me, but I love you."

As if hearing something incomprehensible, Sheng Xu was stunned for a moment, then suddenly raised his eyes.

He stared straight into Li Qingzhuo's eyes, and asked hoarsely, "What did you say?"

Li Qingzhuo said seriously: "Sheng Xu, lock me up, I agree, and voluntarily."

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