no home

Shen Yanxi stayed up all night, clutching the ticket that Zhou Qing gave him tightly in his hand, feeling in a trance.

Zhou Qing was right.

When he heard Zhou's father calling to ask Zhou Qing to go back, his first reaction was not anger, but fear, which was as strong as when he begged Zhou Qing not to get married back then.He was duplicity, always has been.

At one point, he hated himself for being like this.I want a man's company, but I can't really accept him, I don't want to drag him, but I'm angry with him for leaving.

Therefore, Zhou Qing was forcing him, but he had absolutely no choice.

He is so cowardly, selfish and ruthless, he is terribly afraid, the kind of person who relies on one person wholeheartedly, puts all his passionate feelings on one person, and is crushed by him so hard that his bones hurt, he dare not Try again.

He is not as brave as Xia Li, there is only one Xia Li in this world, and more of them are ordinary people like him who are injured and will only silently build high walls to avoid all sources of harm.

At this moment, he finally understood why Mu Yunjing cut his glands in exchange for Xia Li, and he also understood his incompetence and confusion.

As time passed by, his brain began to ache sharply, so he had to sit up and rub his forehead with cold fingers over and over again, looking at the slowly brightening sky outside the window, never feeling that a person was waiting from darkness until dawn It turned out to be so long.

He stared blankly at his phone, at [-]:[-], he finally couldn't hold back and walked out of the bedroom.

He walked to the hall and was in a daze alone, trying to find something, to see something, and eager to confirm something.

The whole homestay was quiet, like every morning like this, but not exactly the same, as if something was missing.

not enough……

Someone who warmly greets him good morning, someone who likes to pester him in the kitchen, who always says he's helpful but always makes trouble...

He used to think that Alpha made him very upset, but now it seems that he is actually used to this kind of company. Compared with being upset, he is really more afraid of being alone.

To be more precise, he felt lonely without the presence of Alpha.

Obviously, Zhou Qing left.

Shen Yanxi glanced at the big clock in the living room, he didn't have much time to think about.He could almost predict that Zhou Qing left earlier on purpose, and he was sparing no effort to force himself to make a choice.

But how to take this step...

Shen Yanxi's heart was in a mess of twine, and she urgently needed to find out the end of the thread, but it became more and more chaotic.

He sat back on the sofa dejectedly, closed his eyes deeply, and the past between him and Zhou Qing was reflected in his mind like a flying horse.

Alpha likes to act like a baby. When the two of them are resting at home, he always likes to hold himself from behind and whisper in a low voice, saying sweet words of love.

Alpha has a very irritable temper, he likes to put things in disorder, and he will get angry if he can't find them. He is always used to put all the objects of Alpha in neat categories.

He also listens to himself very well, understands romance, and is a perfect lover, but he also has small shortcomings all over him. Shen Yanxi feels that he can tolerate it, as long as he loves, he can let him be willful and difficult.

Just love.

So now, do you still love him?

The answer is obvious, love, and dare not.

Shen Yanxi suddenly looked up to see the time on the wall clock, and it was half an hour before nine o'clock.

Zhou Qing is still waiting for him!

He hurriedly got up from the sofa, before he had time to put on his shoes, he rushed to the bedroom, found the ticket from under the pillow, and rushed out of the hotel.

But when he was holding the doorknob, he put it down in a slump, as if he had exhausted all his strength, he slowly squatted down, wrapping his hands around his knees.

forget it.he thinks.

Shen Yanxi wrapped her face tightly with her palms, her eye circles were red, but she didn't shed a single tear.

He hates such an indecisive self, he can't let go of it completely, and he can't accept it completely... He has never been able to pass this level of himself. After being hurt once, he dare not get hurt again, and even cut off all possible sources of injury.

It's fine to just do it completely, but you can't bear it, it's awkward, who is tormenting?

At a certain moment, he suddenly thought that someone could make the choice for him, and he could choose whatever he wanted.

The next second, the clock began to tell the hour with a "jingle", and Shen Yuchuan raised his head, his blood seemed to be frozen in his meridians, and his whole body was stiff and cold.

Time made the choice for him.

Shen Yanxi thought, Zhou Qing left.He just left, he left once, to be fair, Zhou Qing should also leave once.

He didn't know how he got back to the bedroom, he just flipped over the suspension card in a daze, and fell on the bed in a daze, exhausted like never before.

As soon as Fang closed his eyes, a voice rang in his mind, lingering around his heart, making him unable to breathe.

"Shen Yanxi, I will give you a home."

"Home..." He really wanted to have a home, someone to accompany him three meals a day...but could Zhou Qing give it to him?

Can?

He exhaled deeply, feeling bitter and sore in his heart.

Anyway, whether he can give it or not, he has already voluntarily given up.

Xu Shi didn't sleep much all night, his eyelids were extremely heavy, and he fell into sleep after a while.Because of something on his mind, he slept a little unsteadily, his forehead also felt aching, and he frowned unknowingly. Just when he was about to turn over, someone suddenly held down his hand.

Shen Yanxi struggled a bit, but was held even tighter by the man, and he lifted it to his mouth and kissed: "I've been waiting for you all morning, but you slept soundly." The other party complained a little unhappy.

"It doesn't smell very fragrant either..." The man stroked his eyebrows, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Shen Yanxi babbled: "Zhou Qing, don't make trouble..."

"Okay, okay, I won't make trouble, I will hug you to sleep, be good, don't struggle." After speaking, he lifted the thin quilt and slipped in.

Shen Yanxi's mind was in chaos, she just felt that she was thrown into a warm embrace, and she was inexplicably relieved.

Zhou Qing hugged him sideways like a big dog hook, and whispered in his ear, "Look at you, why are you so stubborn, don't you still like me to sleep with you in your arms?"

"Brother..." Zhou Qing shut his mouth and ignored his ears, "I really can't do anything about you."

As if he felt that this was not enough, he ordered: "Brother, be good, and turn your face to me."

Having said that, he still took the initiative to move the man out of his arms half a circle, stroked his eyelashes, lowered his head to kiss his lips, and saw that he was getting closer...

With a "snap", a red mark appeared on Zhou Qing's face.

Shen Yanxi jumped up from the bed almost instinctively, and yelled in one ear.

He is much stronger than Xia Li, and Zhou Qing was about to be stunned by him, and he said aggrievedly: "Brother..."

Shen Yanxi was more confused than him: "Zhou Qing...you, why are you here, you..." Didn't you just leave?

Zhou Qing sighed: "I left, but you didn't look for me. Before boarding the plane, I regretted it."

"Brother, I shouldn't be greedy and force you to follow me. Can I expect you to take the initiative to find me?" Zhou Qing asked himself and answered, "No, between us, you can stay where you are or even keep going backwards. But I can't, I want to keep going forward, if you take one step back, I will take one hundred and one steps."

Shen Yanxi's body froze, her eyes visibly fluctuated.

"Brother looks very tired, didn't he sleep well yesterday?" Without waiting for Shen Yanxi to answer, he put his arms around his shoulders and lay back on the bed.

Zhou Qing used a lot of strength, Shen Yanxi couldn't break free, and buried himself in his chest.

"Brother", he breathed hot air on Shen Yanxi's cheeks, his tone was rare and serious, "I said I would give you a home, it's true."

Shen Yanxi froze in his arms for a while, her eyes gradually became moist, and the stubbornness in her heart was completely broken at that moment.

Finally someone made a choice for him.

Seeing his moving face, Zhou Qing couldn't help but feel a heavy burden. He moved to the back of the man's head, mouthed his mouth, and his hair. This time, Shen Yanxi was very obedient and didn't struggle.Zhou Qing made an inch of it, and held his hand against his burning cheeks, which felt warm and cool to the touch, and Shen Yanxi didn't refuse.

"My brother beat me so badly. Does my brother know that this belongs to domestic violence?"

Shen Yanxi glared: "Don't be talkative!" In fact, she felt distressed.

"Well, I won't disturb my brother's sleep." Zhou Qing closed his eyes after finishing speaking.

Shen Yanxi's drowsiness was completely awakened, and after a while, he heard Zhou Qing's even breathing behind him, thinking that he had fallen asleep, turned over, faced him, and stroked his slapped face with his hands , said softly: "Zhou Qing, it's not impossible if you want me to go back with you, but it depends on your future performance."

After finishing speaking, he wanted to take his hand away, but Zhou Qing pressed it tightly on his cheek. The man suddenly opened his eyes, and wrapped Shen Yanxi in his arms again, letting him lean against his chest and listen to him beating like a drum. Heartbeat: "Brother, keep what you say."

Shen Yanxi was stunned, his cheeks were suffocated because of the heat or because they were too close together, a little blush appeared, after a long time, he replied seemingly calmly: "Give me a home, it depends on what you do."

Zhou Qing bent his eyes, chuckled a few times, and didn't promise anything immediately, but boldly leaned over to kiss his brother's soft lips, and pressed his hand into his heart.

He wants to prove with practical actions that in the near future, he will give his brother a real home, with a caring self.

But this time, he knew that Shen Yanxi would not refuse again, just like accepting his words at this moment.

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