no home

Every cell in Shen Yanxi's body was trembling, he was too familiar with Zhou Qing like this.Every time in the past, he would always talk to himself in such a paranoid, almost crazy tone.

At that time, he knew that the strings of possessiveness and violence that belonged to Alpha in his bones were completely broken.But still love at that time, how can you care.

Now, love?Xu Ai, I just dare not.

"Zhou Qing...you, don't act recklessly..." Shen Yanxi's voice trembled slightly, he tried his best to control himself, and he was still able to talk rationally to the crazy Zhou Qing.

Zhou Qing just smiled blindly, and he whispered into Shen Yanxi's ear: "Brother, do you think I really can't beat you? I was beaten on purpose. Do you relieve your anger?"

"You hit me so cruelly, it hurts me so much, but as long as you're happy, it doesn't matter if you stab a knife into my heart..."

"I pester you with a smiley face every day to curry favor with you. I don't have so much patience. I just bear it. I just don't want to see you angry."

"If I'm a grandson, I'll be a grandson. I'm a bitch. I like you to death. If you beat me and scold me, I'm so happy..."

"Brother—" Zhou Qing clenched his hand and pressed it into his chest, "Do you know that every time you reject me and stay away from me, it hurts here..."

"I deserve it, but you also like me a little bit, I like you very much, if you give me one in a hundred thousandth, I will come back to life."

Shen Yanxi's heart throbbed, she closed her eyes deeply, and stopped struggling.

The gloom that Zhou Qing had suppressed for a long time was finally relieved slightly, and his mind became a little clearer, so he quickly released the shackles on Shen Yanxi.

At that time, he was already mentally prepared to be beaten again in a serious situation. Unusually, Shen Yanxi just stood for a while and then sat back on the bed.

The two were silent with each other. After a long time, Shen Yanxi regained his previous calm and asked him: "Crazy enough?"

How can it be enough, where can it be!

"Enough," he said anyway.

Shen Yanxi raised her eyes and continued, "What do you want to say?"

Zhou Qing looked at him in disbelief, but he reacted very quickly. Almost as soon as he finished speaking, he rushed to him, knelt down on the floor, and held his hand.

Shen Yanxi was frightened, thinking that he was going crazy again, but Zhou Qing just kissed the back of his hand tenderly, and said reverently: "Brother, I'm sorry just now, I'm an Alpha, and sometimes I can't control my temper, if you I don’t like it, next time I mess up like this again, I’ll lock myself up.”

Shen Yanxi didn't bother to talk to him, did he remember it when he was locked up?This dog's virtue is not a day or two.

"Say, what do you want me to do?"

Zhou Qing sighed, and replied seriously: "Brother, I owe you an apology. After thinking about it for a long time, I know that I will continue to make you angry, but I still want to say it myself."

Shen Yanxi frowned, not knowing what he was tossing about: "What do you want to apologize to me?" He knelt down again, and went crazy again.

"I made a lot of mistakes," Zhou Qing said, "I'm going to list them one by one. I want to say sorry to my brother, and I also want to ask my brother how I should atone for my sins so that you can forgive me."

Shen Yanxi's face was hidden under the warm lamp in the bedroom, fluctuating slightly.

Zhou Qing kept his knees on the ground, and said, "One, I shouldn't have a relationship with my daughter without telling my brother, and make my brother sad."

"Second, I deserve to die. I got drunk and... slept with my female O..."

After Zhou Qing finished speaking, he secretly observed Shen Yanxi's face, and saw that there was nothing unusual about him, so he let out a nervous breath from his chest.

In fact, Shen Yanxi endured and endured, and then resisted the urge to slap him on the face and let him get out.

"Three, you shouldn't marry a female O, keep it from your brother, let him leave in despair."

"And what I should not have done is to get lost in rights and forget my original intention."

"What's your original intention?" Shen Yanxi interrupted him.

Zhou Qing bowed his head, kissed his hand, and replied devoutly and obediently: "Bring up the big sedan chair eight times, marry brother home in a fair and honest manner."

The light in Shen Yanxi's eyes flickered, and she withdrew her hand coldly and stiffly.

Zhou Qing smiled: "Brother, did you hear that?"

"What?" Shen Yanxi asked back, looking away.

"My conversation with my father," Zhou Qing replied, "That day, on the balcony, when my father asked me to go home, you heard it all."

Shen Yanxi nodded: "I heard that, so, you said so much today, just want to tell me that you want to leave?"

Zhou Qing shook his head: "Yes, and no."

"Brother, it's time for me to leave, but I want to take you with me. Everything I said today was telling my brother that I love you, I want you more deeply than before, and I am willing to be with you, but compared to this Come on, I want to find out my mistakes, let you teach me how to be forgiven, and I can take you home together."

"I can marry you openly and aboveboard," Zhou Qing said.

Shen Yanxi listened, and suddenly smiled wryly. He lowered his head and touched the man's cheek. He couldn't tell whether he hated a little more in his heart, or he didn't care if he had the upper hand.

But there is one thing, he knows better than anyone else, love and hate ebb and flow, the less hate, the deeper the love.

Zhou Qing always said that he was beautiful, but sometimes he didn't understand where Zhou Qing's obsession with him came from, just like he didn't know...

I don't know how to completely stop looking at this man.

The paranoid, the crazy, the docile and the rascal, it's all him, and it's hard to ignore them all.

Shen Yanxi breathed out exhaustedly, with a calm tone: "Zhou Qing, do you know?"

"Brother..." Zhou Qing looked at him suspiciously, suddenly became nervous and frightened, pressed his hand, pressed it tightly against his face, and put his knees on the floor, like a loyal puppy, It seems that the vicious dog that was pinching Shen Yanxi's neck not long ago was someone else.

"I'm timid. I don't own much. I was born to be unpopular. The only person I cherish, my mother, regards me as a tool for her to squeeze into the upper class. Unfortunately, I am a Beta."

"Now she has given birth to an Alpha as she wished, and the blood relationship in my life has come to an end. I love you, but you have also left my world. I think, I should have been alone long ago." Shen Yanxi smiled helplessly, "People, you can't be too in love with things that don't belong to you."

Zhou Qing was too eager, he illuminated his barren world like a ball of fire, but after the fire was burnt out, there was even more hopeless and helpless darkness. He tried it once, but dared not.

"Brother..." Zhou Qing's eyes were red.

"I'm too scared." Shen Yanxi continued, "I'm really scared. It's because of this that I envy Xia Li so much."

"He dares to love and hate, he gives everything when he loves, and he has enough courage to heal his wounds when he leaves. He knows what he wants and how to live a happier life...Look, how good it is Ah, but I just can't do it."

"Do you see that he is relying on Mu Yunjing?"

Zhou Qing nodded, then shook his head again.

"That's right." Shen Yanxi smiled, "No."

"Xia Li can leave him, and he can live just as well, but Mu Yunjing can't live without Xia Li. Without him, it's like a person who walks alone has no real way under his feet."

"Brother, without you, I would be empty!"

"Yes, that's why I'm selfish." Shen Yanxi looked at Zhou Qing, "I can't be like him, knowing that my turning back can make us not so uncomfortable, but still stubborn and dare not accept it."

"I don't dare, I'm afraid that if I go in, we'll all miss out."

"Brother..." Zhou Qing was about to cry, "Don't do this, trust me, trust me again, I won't let you down, never again... Please, okay?"

Shen Yanxi's heart was in a mess, she withdrew her hand, and moved her lips: "Okay, I've finished what I want to say, let's go."

"elder brother……"

"Leave Phuket Island."

Zhou Qing shook his head: "I won't leave, and I won't take you away, I'm not greedy, we're still the same as before, I'll stay with you, brother, okay, please, please, this is fine... "

"Let's go." Shen Yanxi said.

Zhou Qing's eyes darkened, he stood up slowly, and said sadly, "Are you really so cruel to let me go?"

Shen Yanxi turned her head away, a ball of wet cotton stuck in her throat.

Zhou Qing curled his lips and thought for a while: "Brother, do you really want me to go?"

Shen Yanxi felt tight in his chest, and finally turned around to answer him, but Zhou Qing covered his mouth: "What are you doing?"

"What do you say these hurtful words? You are really cruel. Shouldn't you drive me away? Brother, or you are actually afraid or angry. You think I'm going to go, and you don't want me to go, let alone You dragged me to stay because you were afraid, you were not only afraid of me leaving, you were even more afraid of leaving with me."

"You're always so duplicity. I, besides pestering you smugly, don't want to use other methods."

"You think that Mu Yunjing is cutting glands and tearing scars, so Xia Li feels sorry for me, so I won't do it, and I can't use the method of robbery, brother, I am also a top Alpha, there is nothing I dare not do I can't do it, no matter how humble I am in front of you, pretending to be a grandson, I will admit it, but you have to give me some hope."

If not, he doesn't mind using other methods ruthlessly.

He sighed, took out two air tickets from his pocket, bowed his head and kissed Shen Yanxi's forehead: "What do you say you are stubborn, who said you are alone, Shen Yanxi, I will give you a home."

He stuffed the ticket into Shen Yanxi's hand, straightened his expression, and said, "Brother, at nine o'clock tomorrow morning, I will wait for you at the airport, and I will give you time to think about it."

But never give too much, don't let you go back on your word, force you to admit.