kiss Me

The hair on the back of his neck is a bit long, with natural curls hanging on his neck, a few strands are not caught in the loose collar, the protruding butterfly bone and the sunken back are downward, supporting the clean cotton fabric like Hanging a piece of cloud, indescribably good.

Qin Shu listened to the faint smile in his words, and his eyes sank almost imperceptibly. He reached out and rubbed the slightly protruding bone in the back of his neck, and then poked in along the back collar, and heard the unnatural voice He paused for a moment before he was satisfied, and then straightened his hair again and again—hands were placed on the side of his neck, like some unspeakable warning.

Lin Wu obviously attributed the jealousy of such small fights to flirting, and raised his eyelids to look at him while talking, raising his voice so that he could hear more clearly: "Well...next weekend, I'm not sure if I'm free or not. , I have to ask my guardian—brother, am I free?"

"Just make up your own mind," Qin Shu laughed, pinching his earlobe helplessly, "Should I be the one to decide?"

As long as what he thinks in his heart is half as tolerant and indulgent as he said, Lin Wu doesn't feel that his ears will suffer from such an unreasonable disaster - he knows that Qin Shu's good temper is an illusion, and he may be in another situation after hanging up the phone. But he couldn't expose it, so he had no choice but to slander in his heart, and continued to play minesweeper: "Well, let's next Sunday, where is the location?"

"I decided... For the outdoors, I saw the product pictures. The overall style matches the fairy tale elements. How about going to the playground to take pictures? It just so happens that I have a friend who works part-time at the indoor playground in the west of the city, and I can get a few VIP photos. ticket……"

"Well, I should be the only one... Hiss—"

A pinch on the side of the waist, it is reasonable to be caught off guard.The fox casually pressed the mute button, turned his head to meet the guardian's dark gaze, and blinked innocently, with a smile on his face: "What's wrong? Isn't it up to me..."

I also know it is intentional.However, Qin Shu was still willing to be fooled, so he put his hand away from his chin, put his finger on his Adam's apple, and dawdled lightly like a threat: "Since I'm free enough to go to the playground, I'll give you more tasks next week—" —Come to the school council office at eight o'clock on Sunday morning, if you are late, you will be considered absent from work, how about it?"

"Ah? Why don't you get up early..." Lin Wu's focus of attention escaped as always, he easily broke free from his restraint and lowered his head coquettishly. The signal wasn't very good just now... Well, yes, the playground, but I might bring my boyfriend along... You heard me right, the boyfriend, and maybe he's more suitable as a model than me... Okay , I'll send you a photo later."

"Well, let's do this first, bye!"

"Finished?"

When the phone was hung up, Qin Shu had reopened the online class. He didn't know if he had read it seriously, and he didn't pick up a pen. He put his free right hand on Lin Wu's neck and touched it again and again—he seemed to like this position very much. Like a knife holder who controls the life and death of the prey, but can create the illusion of tenderness with the help of intimate contact.

The prey didn't take it seriously, lying on his lap lazily turned over, let the phone slide aside, raised his eyelids and looked at him with a half-smile, and answered the wrong question: "Brother, are you jealous?"

Qin Shu pinched the back of his neck, but this time he was very frank: "Well, a little bit."

"Don't be jealous, let's go together..." Lin Wu stretched out his arms to hug his waist, buried his face in his arms and rubbed against him, acting like a baby, "Let's just go and play, okay?"

But he didn't wait for the imaginary answer——Qin Shu was silent for a moment, and when he spoke again, his voice was somewhat apologetic: "I'm afraid I won't be able to do it next week. I will be busy for a while, and I have a competition to participate in."

The tone was a bit like comforting a neglected child, and it reminded Lin Wu of when he was a child, there was a time when Qin Shu was busy studying for the senior high school entrance examination and preparing to go abroad, so there was very little time left for him, and he could have a little trouble with him before going to bed It was already a pleasant surprise, not to mention giving him most of his free time as usual.

At that time, although he didn't say anything, he still harbored some dissatisfaction in his heart. He would deliberately knock on the door and enter when his brother was reviewing, pretending to stay quietly, and then doing something to attract the other's attention, like Competing with homework for favor - it's actually quite naive now that I think about it.

It wasn't five years ago after all.

Qin Shu was stunned for a moment when he heard Lin Wu say "yes", as if he didn't expect him to agree so readily - but the child's eyes on him were still the same as before, very frank and clear, and silently told him that it was not angry words.

"Then we have to wait until you're done with your work. I'll tell them first."

It's not impossible to go alone, but his brother will mind, and he is still very measured in this regard.

"Just don't delay him," Qin Shu calmly breathed a sigh of relief, looked at him and said in a warm voice, "But you, weren't you very busy the past two days, and there were many major events, so why waste your time on being a model... ..."

For him, "helping others" or "contributing to others' dreams" are respected but incomprehensible. A little rigorous detection color.

The lights of the B&B are warm yellow, shining in Lin Wu's eyes dimly, covering the sea like the afterglow of the setting sun, so clear that one can see to the bottom at a glance, but it is blocked by the sparkling reflected waves, making people unable to see clearly Is there anything else shaking.

"From a rational point of view, it's really a waste of time," he narrowed his eyes slightly, making the sea even more confusing, "but ah, brother, it's not the first day you know me... If you want everything If it is meaningful, rewarding, and maximizes the cost, I should hold a solo exhibition in country F at this time, instead of coming here to learn my second mother tongue again, or pestering you to fall in love, right?"

"I just think it's very interesting to be a model. It would be even better if I can help them by the way and make the business of the online store better. Although it doesn't have any real benefits for me, but—how should I put it, I would be happy."

It is absurd hedonism, but it is mixed with pure goodwill and sincerity, which makes the absurdity a little more so-called meaning-so his first 20 years are jumping and fancy, always seeming to do whatever he wants without any goal at all, but if Really looking back, it is not nothing.

"My dad used to say that I was squandering my talents and fooling around with a little cleverness. I think it makes sense." When he said this, he paused, his eyes darkened, and his smile soon returned to bright "But these days... maybe it's because I'm getting older and I don't want to make trouble anymore, so I think it's good to do the things in front of me well, study hard, get scholarships, and participate in competitions——Brother, isn't that the way to go?" Can you get a little closer to your world?"

Qin Shu watched him stretch out a finger every time he said a word, like a child counting his fingers to solve a simple math problem, he smiled unconsciously, and raised his hand to hold his three raised fingers: "But these are right. It's still meaningless to you, it's essentially the same as 'fucking around'."

"Yes, being close to you is meaning-of course there are other benefits on the secular level, such as helping the postgraduate education, or finding a good job..."

Afterwards, the words were interrupted gently by Qin Shu, and the false sunshine on the sea surface was shattered into bubbles.

"Don't think about it," the young man looked down at him, his tone was clearly gentle, but it gave him an undeniable illusion, "Xiao Wu, you promised not to lie to your brother."

He knows well that Lin Wu is a canary born free. Even if he is willing to stay by his side and walk into his cage step by step, there should be a vast sky hidden in his heart. A stunning romantic universe.

About absurd aesthetics, free will, and honesty to the world.

This time Lin Wu was silent for a long time, as if he was staring at the lights on the ceiling in a trance, but the focus was vague, making people elusive——after a long time, he raised his arms, covered his eyes tightly, and then laughed softly .

"I'm not lying, it is really meaningful for me to be close to you, including experiencing the life you have experienced... Although the schedule and finance of the outer school are much different, and the basics are not the same, I did experience part of it. "

"As for the rest... To be honest, brother, I seem to have deceived myself before being exposed by you."

The moment he moved his arm away, the light fell into his eyes, reminding Qin Shu of the sea in the border town of country F. The sky and sea are the same color at night, and the lighthouse points to freedom.

"Forget it, I'm probably destined to be unsuitable for steady study. Professional courses are too long and boring. It's not as meaningful as water courses on art appreciation. At least I can see two more paintings..." He shook Qin Shu's hand, The tone is familiar and shameless, "Brother, I don't want to work hard anymore, I will give you my seriousness, pragmatism and meaning."

After all, he is not a person from the same world. Even if he tries to understand and reproduce step by step, it will be difficult to really enter Qin Shu's world, let alone use it to attract the other party.

Fortunately, Qin Shu was not interested in this set.

In the next second, a gentle kiss fell on the back of his hand, and the words that reached his ears coincided with what he was thinking in his heart.

"There's a word called same-sex repulsion—Xiao Wu, if one day you become as boring as me, the distance between us may become farther and farther."

From the age when he was still ignorant, he knew that Lin Wu was very different from him, like the unique innocence bestowed on him by the heavens, the real source of warmth hidden under the absurd appearance, making up for the frankness and sensibility he was born with, and redeeming him The cold dark side within.

So his extreme desire for protection has been around for a long time, and he wants to keep this innocence, and not be hurt by anyone or anything—even himself.