kiss Me

When he finished writing the last line of the plan, Qin Shu realized that Lin Wu was watching him—the projector was clearly playing a movie silently in front of him, but the other party was sitting cross-legged in a corner of the sofa, leaning his chin and turning his head, staring at him rightly. with him.

The young man's eyes were clear and obsessed, without any concealment, there was a changing light and shadow in his eyes, showing a kind of gem-like transparent texture, as if he could see to the end at a glance, and see clearly the fiery affection inside.

The same scene has been played out between them too many times, it can be traced back to the time when they were young and ignorant of the world, and it can be extended to the present, but it is the first time for Qin Shu to taste some different emotions from this kind of gaze, prompting him to draw Copy a section of the document that has been written, delete it word by word, and refuse to save it completely before exiting.

He would have felt uncomfortable a long time ago, and then he got used to it, and gradually let go of this unreasonable hobby of peeping—now that long-lost discomfort has reappeared, but it has nothing to do with peeping itself, but points to staring at him people.

If Lin Wu could only have him in his eyes from the beginning to the end like now, it would probably be very cute.

Then he closed his eyes, finally agreed to close the document, looked up as if he was just busy, and hooked his fingers at a fox that had been staring at him for an unknown amount of time: "Come here."

Lin Wu got up as he said, turned off the silent mode of the projector, walked to him and sat down, and naturally rubbed into his arms, like a domestic pet that had been neglected for a long time, complaining in a low voice: "It's so slow." ..."

The background sound of the movie flows out. It is a love song with a slow rhythm. It can be seen that the background of the story is in high school, and the plot is also innocent. Two boys in school uniforms are chatting on the rooftop. When the backs of their hands accidentally touch each other, they blush, and then they don’t know what to do. Unconsciously, the camera zooms out and freezes.

He looked at Lin Wu's hand on his thigh, and after a moment of silence, he raised his hand to imitate the scene in the movie, interlocking his fingers from bottom to top.

Lin Wu seemed to be taken aback for a moment, then suddenly raised his head to look at him, the astonishment in his eyes was gradually replaced by surprise, they were sparkling, so likable.

Now those dark blue eyes really only hold him.

"It turns out that learning the materials is still effective." ——When Lin Wu raised his head and kissed him, he couldn't help laughing when he heard such an inexplicable sentence, pinching the back of the little fox's neck to help him keep his balance, which seemed like a strong hint of obsession , I thought it would be ineffective to follow the scriptures, but it only provided an inspiration, which allowed him to provide a reasonable method for the impulse that he didn't know how to express.

No matter how many times he has practiced it, Lin Wu's relatives still act like a child, or some small animal who is eager to vent their liking, straightforward and out of control.

In a sense, it was still offensive, but the angle of the kiss from the bottom up was like a request, which made Qin Shu feel a little better. He was able to restrain his instinct of being anti-customer and play the prey with a good temper.

The slightly long hair tail on the back of the boy's neck was messed up by him, and he rubbed against his palm softly, and the way of kissing gradually became softer, as if he realized what to do to make him like him after the impulse, and stretched out the tip of his tongue to trace his lips The outline, only he can see the well-behaved.

He thinks that Lin Wu is usually very playful, acts in the consideration of others but is crazy about himself, a reckless idealist, a person who should stand under the lights and be noticed by others, anyone will think that he is probably very popular He is favored by the opposite sex, can find a beautiful partner who likes him, and even becomes a "scumbag" who is proud of his love... He will reveal all his weaknesses to him in the dim light and shadow at this moment, showing a good and bright preference for whatever he wants, which is similar to the pure love in the movie Comparing the two images, the youthful sensuality with strong contrast is mixed.

He squinted his eyes as if realizing this fact for the first time, and put a little force on the hand holding the back of the man's neck, lowering his eyes to deepen the kiss.

The phrase "It's better to study myself" appeared in his mind at an inappropriate time, and when he read it in a harmless voice of a young man and animal, it became a reasonable excuse for him to be unable to help himself - after all, studying the other person's favorite kissing style is indeed the content One ring, and he is indeed curious how far the child can endure before he will reveal the appearance of being too bullied and unable to pretend anymore, like broken and messy glass, completely surrounded by his arms, reflecting his The dark, dark greed in my heart.

Distress and greed sometimes go hand in hand—but at least for this moment the latter has the upper hand.

When Lin Wu was forced to sit up to accept the kiss, the scene of the movie just changed, and the color tone changed from bright and warm to gloomy—he was not sure if this change meant that the protagonist had a dispute, because he was too busy to take care of himself, as if falling into Those who have lost their way in the dark trap have no way to call for help and cannot save themselves.

Qin Shu was still gentle, knowing how to boil the frog in warm water step by step, so as not to let his instinct perceive the danger and give birth to the idea of ​​rejection.So when he was grabbed by the throat, he only panicked for a moment, and was soon confused by the thought of "Qin Shu will probably be happy if he cooperates obediently", he persuaded himself to open his body, knelt on the sofa and obediently raised his arms to hug him, using The bridge of his nose rubbed against Qin Shu's chin.

Qin Shu seemed to smile, rubbed his hair, bowed his head to kiss him as he wanted, and naturally created suffocation, like a snake that entangles its prey and then gradually tightens, covering up the truth of the violence with a hug.

He really likes Lin Wu's little movement of his Adam's apple when he starts to lack oxygen, or instinctively raises his hand to touch him, looking for a little physical contact, and the gradually broken voice is like sugar or poison, which makes him feel the taste, so he can't help but want to More.

For example, when a hand reaches into the collar, the button of the shirt is unbuttoned at some point, leaving a light red fingerprint on the thin shoulder of the young man, which spreads with the unconscious trembling, like the cinnabar that is blurred in an ink painting, and becomes a kiss again. The background color of scars - another background color is clear warm yellow, the protagonist hugs in the sunset near the end of the movie, a warmth that is incompatible with reality.

When the kiss fell on his heart, Lin Wu held his sleeve, bit his wrist and raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were covered with mist, and the flickering obsession underneath was about to ignite, making people who should have been infected with intimacy The scene became very simple, pure love and trust, like a rapid heartbeat transmitted to his body through the corners of his lips, causing him to have a strange resonance.

He suddenly didn't want to destroy this innocence, and the desire for protection got the upper hand illogically.

The hand that strangled the opponent's neck was released at some point, and turned into a comforting caress, gradually falling from the nape of the neck to the shoulder blades, wrapping around the boy's distinct butterfly bones—when the hot body touched his palm, Lin Wu felt cold. Shaking, the overflowing voice couldn't be bitten, begging for mercy.

Two vague words, brother.

Qin Shu lowered his head to kiss the protagonist of the movie while kissing him, the sudden sense of perversion made him feel hot all over, as if he was being peeped by an imaginary camera, and his breathing was a little heavy-but the reality is far from the romantic fantasy , the taste of rust in his mouth reminded him that Qin Shu would never be as gentle and harmless as he seemed, and that pure love scenes would not become the best solution between them. Taste the sweetness in it, and yearn for the contrast of restraint in the other party.

But he was about to be unable to sit still, relying on Qin Shu's arm behind him to maintain his precarious balance. The lack of oxygen caused by the rapid heartbeat made him lose his sanity, and he could only follow his instinct to ask for a hug—even though Qin Shu gave him Hugs are thoughtful enough.

Sometimes Qin Shu's thoughts are easy to guess, such as probing, such as research, the loosening of his hand a second before he suffocated, the gradually heavier breathing, and a certain part of the exposure of physiological reactions.

But so what if he guesses, he is still controlled, and he catches a little confusion in the eyes of the other party, and he voluntarily and eagerly wants to give more, and he doesn't even mind being bitten on the side of the neck, so that the arteries are The other party trembled under his gradually tightened jaw, and felt uncontrollably satisfied when he heard Qin Shu sigh softly.

They share a heartbeat—this absurd idea passed through his mind, like a parasitic relationship emerging and spreading—so he can use the utmost trust to pamper each other, and even his life becomes a sacrificial accessory, Even if his pulse was seized at this second, he still believed that Qin Shu would not do anything to him, because hurting him was tantamount to self-harm.

He is the safe word engraved in the instinct of the other party.

Then Qin Shu really let go of him, brushed away his sweaty forehead hair, and kissed his eyebrows and eyes: "Does it hurt?"

"It hurts, I'm afraid," he answered honestly, uttering words one by one, with love that couldn't be concealed intertwined between the words, "I like it."

Qin Shu was silent for a moment, once again surrounded by unprecedented strange emotions, but this time he knew how to react, he bent down to hug him instinctively, and kissed his wet eyes from the pinna.

"Don't cry."

At the end of the movie, the world was quiet. Lin Wu fell on his back like a broken can, sank completely into the soft sofa, put one leg up and rubbed Qin Shu's waist, brightly hinting.

Threatening the other party with this kind of thing is actually a moral kidnapping, and there is no redemption—this idea only struggled in his heart for a second, before it was completely overwhelmed by a hotter impulse.

Qin Shu lowered his eyelashes, met his eyes in the stagnant darkness, and looked at the swaying water in the young man's eyes through his messy forehead. Crazy, as if he didn't even have time to control his breathing, so he pretended to be calm and composed to lure him.

But the lips are all red and swollen from being kissed, the ambiguous feeling of blood is intertwined with the color of water, and the new and old hickey marks on the bare chest are clearly red and white—this makes this kind of calmness unconvincing, revealing the flaws of self-compulsion Come.

"Don't you want to study me?" Lin Wu's voice was completely hoarse, his lips opened and closed like moist red roses quietly blooming, provoking him with the softest tone, "Is this enough?"