kiss Me

The stars this night seem to be extraordinarily bright, coincidentally coincident with that night four or five years ago, but the smell of grass mud in the air that lingers after the rain is replaced by the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus, which diffuses with the night wind, making it impossible for peepers The secret joy of telling people becomes the sweet and sweet dream that shines brightly.

For Lin Wu, it was more like a dream come true.

In fact, he really wanted not to go back to the dormitory, and pestered Qin Shu to accompany him all night, using this kind of absurd way to vent his strange possessive desire that was about to overflow - obviously not long ago, he still felt that being jealous was a very distant thing , clichéd and petty, very inconsistent with his absurd aesthetics, and should not be placed on Qin Shu.

But now he wants to monopolize the moon, and wants to collect the man-made handicrafts completely and put them within his reach—even if the moon hangs in the sky, it is beautiful, and it should be admired and appreciated by the world, and it can only be seen in the crowd It was extraordinarily touching, as he always thought it was.

When he walked across the bridge, he couldn't help hugging Qin Shu again, using the windshield to cling to him, and he didn't care about the people passing behind him, and they were actually very conspicuous standing under the street lights.

Qin Shu was used to being entangled by him, so he couldn't feel anything strange about him for a while, so he put his hands around the back of his neck, and said in a warm voice that he shouldn't cut his hair in autumn, because he would feel cold after the temperature dropped.

But now the temperature is more than [-] degrees, Jiang Feng is also comfortably cool, and his palms are even a little hot, making the excuse shaky, and it can be dismantled with a touch.

It's a bit like when he wanted to sleep in Qin Shu's room when he was a child, so he knocked on the other's door in the middle of the night, hugged the pillow and said that he had a nightmare-in fact, there are no nightmares, and no one can laugh when they have a nightmare , but Qin Shu would never expose him, pampering him to the point of pampering him, but it seemed as if it should be taken for granted.

So sometimes he can't understand how such a gentle person can't understand what love is. Obviously, many people in the world are just the opposite.

"Brother...Qin Shu, what do you do to me?" After all, he couldn't hold back, and asked on this frank night - he always felt that Qin Shu was very frank with him tonight, as if he had said a lot about the past Words not mentioned.

Qin Shu couldn't understand the endless questioning: "What to you?"

"It's the same for me... Like you do to other people, do you feel that it's meaningless behind your back?"

When the voice fell, the river wind blew by, and he suddenly felt a little cold, so he rubbed against Qin Shu's arms again, thinking that he was not that good at acting, and he said only two days ago that "adults should learn to leave room for each other ", but now he asked something that crossed the line.

Qin Shu lowered his eyes, and his eyes naturally fell into his collar, only to realize that the hickey marks left on his body before had not faded, and had settled into a color close to dark brown, displayed on the young man's fair skin, which looked very eye-catching.

"No," his voice dropped a little, and he couldn't tell whether it was out of guilt or some kind of unspeakable satisfaction, "you are an exception."

It is the only "long-term and stable deep friendship" that he voluntarily maintains. Even in the three years that he hasn't met, he has the idea of ​​protecting each other and just letting each other give up. He still can't help but trust the two. A mutual friend of hers went to take care of Lin Wu, and got to know the current situation of the child.

Even more than once, I took a half-day train from the border town of Country F to the urban area to see him, stood outside the studio to take a look at him from a distance, and then went back the same way, I thought it was absurd—if Lin Wu was not too sensitive to his existence , he will suddenly turn around and look around as if he has a sense when he is more than ten meters away. Maybe he will really do something that violates the human design such as stalking.

Lin Wu seemed to be taken aback for a moment, then smiled softly, finally let him go, and asked what kind of exception it was and why.

Qin Shu led him back, thinking to himself that fortunately their school's access control is still late, otherwise he might be locked out of the dormitory——but his tone was still very gentle, the kind he used to make people unable to tell the truth from the fake I will also believe in the gentleness naturally: "There is no reason, you have been clinging to me since you were a child, and you can't get rid of it when you realize it."

"...Brother, it's really embarrassing when you say such things in a serious manner." Lin Wu took a few seconds to realize that he was teasing himself, and then frowned half-truly, "If you don't want to say it, forget it. Anyway, you're trying to fool me by saying that I'm as important as your parents..."

Realizing that the hand holding her was tight, Qin Shu laughed, and his voice softened a bit: "I used to be happy when I said that, why are you not satisfied today?"

Lin Wu quickened his pace and walked next to him, a bit like a fox raising its tail to rub people: "Today is different..."

The words came out and he realized that there was actually no difference. They still maintained the relationship of "contract couple", and they still walked back to the dormitory building from this road. Even the smell of sweet-scented osmanthus was almost the same as last night-so he had to make up for it. The previous sentence is different for me.

Fortunately, Qin Shu didn't ask him what was different, but turned slightly sideways, rubbed his hair with his free other hand, and said in a serious tone, "I'm not fooling you...Xiao Wu, you are sometimes even more important to me than you are." Parents are even more important, but I don’t know the so-called division of feelings, and I don’t want to rashly use things I’m not good at to perfuse you. If it’s someone else, at least I know I should say ‘because I love you’ at this time——wait for my brother to understand I'll answer you later, okay?"

In fact, there is no need to "change someone else". Even at this time 24 hours ago, with such a temporary relationship, Qin Shu would know how to act on the occasion, or tell the truth through a fake show, like a well-set up Three good boyfriends... Lin Wu met his gaze, and saw a slight apology in those dark eyes, and a ghostly thought floated up from the bottom of his heart - today is really not the same.

"Okay, let me say it now..." He heard himself reply softly, and the second half of the sentence was swallowed up by kisses, "Brother, you are also the only exception to me, because..."

I love you.

——He thought that Qin Shu would refuse, even if it wasn't because there were many people coming and going when the library happened to be closed, there were still many reasons to terminate this untimely kiss.

However, Qin Shu just put his arms around his shoulders and took a few steps back, leading him into the darkness where the street lights couldn't illuminate.

"You don't want to go back, do you?" The young man stretched out a finger and raised his chin, and asked softly at a volume that only the two of them could hear clearly, "I have the key to the office, and I don't need to lock the building at night, so I have time to go now."

The abducted fox didn't go around the corner a little bit, he couldn't figure out why the matter suddenly rose to night, and before he had time to ask, his lips were blocked suddenly-then he realized that he seemed to have touched the opponent's minefield again, but this The way Qin Shu punished him this time was not violent, but gentle like a reward.

It coincided with his conjecture.

It was already very dark around, but Qin Shu still covered his eyes with the palm of his hand, so that all his senses were forced to focus on his lips and tongue, and there were some insignificant things that could no longer be distinguished except sporadic water sounds and heartbeats. The other sense of hearing—it gave him a familiar sense of control, feeling like a pet imprisoned in a soft prison, with only limited rights to be screened by others.

But isn't this a punishment—he was almost unable to stand after being kissed, thinking drowsily in a trance that was almost hypoxic—why Qin Shu was so patient, let him open his mouth gently, and even touched his back? Back to comfort him, as if afraid that he would be uncomfortable.

It will also stop when he can't help humming, giving him room to breathe and the right to re-wrap...

Is it punishment to make him feel nothing but comfort?

But soon he didn't have time to think about it, because Qin Shu's hand behind him reached into the hem of his clothes at some point, and touched it gently along the spine, leaving a string of lingering small electric currents.

Then the messy hand slipped down little by little, making him think for no reason that someone other than Pao Ding would cut the cow, and he would have to go through a lot of trials to choose the most precise position to cut the knife——When he asked about this a long time later, Qin The special answer actually coincided with his ridiculous idea, but what he was looking for was not the position where the bones were connected, but his waist.

"Brother... brother, itchy..."

The content of panting was a bit too ambiguous, Qin Shu bit the tip of his tongue and had to swallow it back obediently——The young man has no flesh around his waist, he is naturally thin due to lack of exercise and not getting fat, and can be pinched Holding it by the waist, the fingertips fit into the hollow of the waist, like some handicraft tailor-made for the abuser.

A horrifying numbness overflowed from that depression, so hot that he finally had to disarm and surrender, begging for mercy intermittently in his breath, saying that he would not be able to tell the difference if he kissed again.

It's hard to tell where they are, whether this is flirting or a prelude to some other romantic activity.

Qin Shu followed his will and stopped, holding him in his arms in a good-tempered manner. It seemed that he was not at all worried about not being able to catch up with the gate control.

The fox whose legs were so weak from being bullied leaned on his shoulder, looked at the empty dark place, and took a long time to recover: "Brother, why did you suddenly..."

"Huh?" Qin Shu still looked radiant, as if he was the only one caught in the scorching obsession.

"Why did you kiss me all of a sudden..." In fact, it seems that he "made the first move", but his thinking ability seems to have been pulled out along the spine, so it is a little unclear.

Qin Shu tidied up the hem of his clothes for him, and then rubbed his lower back through the material, which made him tremble, and he almost didn't hear the slapstick answer that confuses logic.

"After saying 'I love you' in a romance novel, it's time to kiss. Am I right?"