Feng Beiming

Why would you rather keep the child's affairs a secret than let him know?

Even though these two have interacted many times over the years, they still haven't heard a single word. Why?

The answer is very simple, you don't need to think too much, you can know the answer.

Yu didn't want to make him sad.

People without affection are always so sensitive, instead of letting Zheng Hongling feel uncomfortable, it is better not to let him know, not to make him happy, but at least not to make him sad.

Yu seldom said these words to people, he didn't see them, he wouldn't take them to heart, he would tell Feng Mingqing, it was just because he looked like Ling, but he knew clearly that he was not, so Yu didn't care about it. He said it on guard, but he didn't know what kind of waves these words would cause in Feng Mingqing's heart.

Today's words with Feng Mingqing made Yu Yuan's high spirits fall to the bottom in an instant, looking at the various fabrics in front of him, but in the end he couldn't get anything out, and then he could only sigh, put the things under the bed, got up and opened the door go out.

Although he wanted to see Feng Mingxin, but thought that there was a possibility of He Fanyin in his room, Yu made a mistake, and finally went to Gong Munan's room.

Perhaps it was because Gong Munan was also from Loulan, and Yu had a good impression of him, and she liked to look for him when she had nothing to do, but she didn't expect to push the door of the room unceremoniously, but saw Mu Zhen being pinned down by Gong Munan. The picture inside the quilt raised her eyebrows slightly, Yu didn't feel embarrassed at all, instead she leaned openly by the door and watched the two of them move.

Suddenly surrounded by people in such an embarrassing situation, Mu Zhen was furious, pushed the person away fiercely with both hands, looked at Xiang Yu fiercely and bared his teeth: "Who dares you to come in without knocking!!!"

With a charming face, Yu leaned softly to the left: "This is Gong Munan's room, right? Don't you know that I never knock on the door when I come to him?"

Mu Zhen was very angry when he heard that, Gong Munan hurriedly said before Yu Mu Zhen had an attack: "You came to see me suddenly, but something happened?"

"I'm not happy." Yu was very straightforward: "I want you to accompany me"

Whoa!

Mu Zhen lifted the table on the spot, kicked Gong Munan hard, turned around and left angrily.

Although Gong Munan wanted to chase him and pull him back to continue what he couldn't continue just now, but he knew better that this one in front of him didn't seem to be easy to ignore, so he had to rearrange the table before asking The shop waiter ordered several jars of spirits.

He has to get Yu drunk like he did a few times before, and he doesn't know the personnel affairs, so as not to disturb his plan to chase his wife!

After receiving Feng Ni, Yu held the wine jar with both hands and raised his head to drink. Such a rough posture didn't match his appearance at all. When it was enough, Yu put the wine jar heavily on the table: "What's so good about that wood, you want to fuck him that much?"

Gong Munan raised her eyebrows, she is my future daughter-in-law, she must be her.

But blurted out: "No matter what good wood is, in front of you, it can't compare to one tenth of you."

Yugou lips smiled lightly, her winking eyes narrowed into crescent moons: "Then you will sleep with me?"

Gong Munan smiled lightly, his complexion was extraordinarily refined, but he couldn't help but sigh in his heart, if I really followed you, my life would be gone.

Then, with a serious expression on his face: "Actually, I've always been curious. Since you like Zheng Hongling and you've been thinking about him all the time, why can you find other people to have fun? You are not afraid that if Zheng Hongling finds out about it in the future, you will Annoyed?"

These words made Yu's eyes under his eyelids turn slightly, and the room seemed to have fallen into a long silence for a while, only the sound of Yu holding the wine jar and drinking heavily, and finally saw him wipe the water stains from the corners of his mouth, as if Sighing like talking to himself: "He won't know..."

Gong Munan was suspicious, and couldn't help but wonder if Yu had sought out other people before, or if he twisted the necks of those people afterwards.

"I've been thinking about him all the time. I don't know how long I've been thinking about him..." It seemed like a long time later before Gong Munan heard Yu's voice again: "But he's been avoiding me all this time. , In my last life, I have been looking for him for 20 years, and I have never met him. I was not reconciled when I died. I have been looking for him for 17 years in my last life. He would never come to see me at all. At that time, he promised me that he would not leave, but he left me behind. I searched for him for three years, and finally I was dying to pester him to accompany me for a few days. I missed it I can't remember him for several lifetimes, but ah...he is always avoiding me..." The charming and enchanting face, because of drinking, the cheeks were slightly red, on the contrary, it made him more charming and charming, although the corners of his mouth There was a smile on her face, but tears slipped out of the corners of her eyes, and it was so crystal clear: "I have been guarding this heart for him, but I don't want to guard this body for a long time..." Staring at Yu's eyes Eyes, this is not the first time Gong Munan has discovered the color in the jade eyes, it looks like a child who doesn't know anything about himself, if he is not too seductive, maybe Gong Munan will also believe that what is in front of him is not an undead person, but just a Young people who have not yet entered the world.

Turning his head to look at Gong Munan, the jade eyes suddenly changed into another kind of vicissitudes: "Do you know what kind of torture is the feeling of body and heart pain together? How can someone who has not experienced it understand this kind of torture?" Taste..." Grasping the heart of his chest, Yu Yi tried his best to bear it, but still couldn't hold back his brows into a ball: "This heart has been hurting since I became immortal with him, but No matter how painful it is, it is not as painful as what he has given me for more than 200 years. I would rather watch him die in front of me again and again, and I don't want him to hide from me all the time. Lovesickness is the worst Hurtful, if it hurts, heartache is enough, if my body hurts too, I will go crazy sooner or later..."

Not afraid of death and parting again and again, afraid of knowing that the other person is alive, but not knowing where it is, wanting to see it, but not seeing it, I can only cherish the longing, reminiscing about the past day after day... There is no cure for every time...

Gong Munan's face turned serious when he heard this, but he just frowned, unable to utter a word.

appease?

How to appease?

In this world, many people love each other for the rest of their lives. For them, a lifetime can be very long, or it can be very slow, but it is not difficult to get rid of it.

And the person in front of him may not even be relieved.

The love that has been slowly accumulated throughout a lifetime, after countless life and death partings, will eventually return to the starting point, so it goes round and round, ordinary people, who can understand.

Sometimes, I always feel that my heart is in extreme pain, almost numb, but in the end, I can only spend it day by day in thoughts...

The consolation in his heart Yuyu no longer dared to expect extravagantly, but only hoped to numb his own pain with the feeling of his body, so he began to lose his scruples, and when he met the person he liked, the person who caught his eye, he always wanted to have sex with them What, to make yourself feel better, but after so many years, there are many people I like, and once the time comes when the clothes are undressed, I will suddenly feel that I will still be completely unsatisfactory... because they are not like Ling...

All the wine on the table went into Yu's stomach, and after talking a lot, Yu finally just lay down on the table, her face flushed, clearly showing a very lackluster behavior, but Yu still looked so charming and sexy, It's easy to get overwhelmed.

He stretched out his hand to push Yu, but Yu turned to look at him, and suddenly laughed, that look was very good-looking.

Like a child, carefree, yet magnificent.

Gong Munan sighed helplessly, stretched out his hand, and wanted to hug him up, but before he touched Yu's body, he suddenly saw Feng Mingqing's figure approaching from the door, and he didn't know if this person had just arrived or had already arrived. I stood outside the door for a long time.

After entering the door, Feng Mingqing directly hugged him in his arms, with eyes that were supposed to be indifferent, he suddenly gave Gong Munan a cold look: "Next time, I will intentionally get him drunk and cut you directly."

Gong Munan bleed out a mouthful of old blood, but before it spewed out, after Feng Mingqing led the people away, he suddenly saw Mu Zhen walking by his door with a murderous look on his face, and couldn't help but sigh .

Who can understand the suffering of this kind of male best friend?

Carrying Yu back to the room, Feng Mingqing was about to put him down, but Yu hugged his neck tightly and refused to let go, Feng Mingqing looked down at him, Yu was just buried in his chest, silently, But his face was full of tears.

"Jade……"

For many years, although he has been hiding, he knows about Yu.

"Are you coming back?"

Yu raised his head, his red eyes were filled with transparent mist, if he hadn't been really drunk, Feng Mingqing would almost have thought that Yu...had recognized him...

"Okay, I'll be back"

I couldn't bear to see him sad, and in the end, my heart softened again, lovesickness poisoned, in fact, I also have it.

"Then if you leave again, I will die for you, and I will finish it with my own hands with the Zhantian Sword." The willful threatening words were stuck to the neck, and the breath that sprayed out was obviously scorching temperature, but the body of the person in the embrace was It's so cold, for so many years, guarding seems to be a habit, as long as he is good, nothing else is forced, but...

"What you give has never been what I want"

Why did he do so much, but still hurt him...

"I just want you to stay with me, even if it's just for a day, why... this is not possible..."

In the end... Is it because I am too self-righteous, or I really don't want to understand him on purpose.

"But... I just want you to live safely, and that's more than enough"

Even if your joy...is not given by me...

That alone makes it the one who is always left behind.

"You want me to live, but I don't. Even if you try your best to do everything, after you die, who can control me if I kill myself and take poison?"

If so, then...

"What's the point of everything I've done..."

The endless words are drowned between the intertwined teeth and lips.

He... doesn't want to listen anymore.

The author has something to say: Kneeling... I seem to have forgotten a certain Chinese paper~~~