Feng Beiming

Perhaps because of Feng Mingxin's current situation, everyone's original plan was completely disrupted, and the matter of going to Loulan had to be temporarily put on hold, and even Feng Mingqing, who was determined not to allow him to be with He Fanyin, dared not say anything at this time What to stimulate my younger brother? After all, not long ago, Feng Ming's heart was severely injured. If it wasn't for the three of them using their superpowers to manipulate Feng Ming's heart, it can be said that the child in Fengming's confidant would not report it on the spot, let alone Said, as an ordinary person, Feng Mingxin simply doesn't have the capital to withstand the sword energy that He Fanyin wields with supernatural powers, so these days, silence is his only position.

But at this time, Feng Mingqing discovered something.

"What are you talking about?"

"clothing!"

In the room, Yu is holding the fabric with his hands, researching, tailoring, and comparing the size. It seems that he is in a very good mood. The corner of his mouth that has been hanging has not been hidden since he brought these fabrics back. These materials were made two days ago. , Gong Munan accompanied him to the street to buy it, and since then, Yu has been holding it in his hand and tinkering with it non-stop.

"You know how to do it?" If it wasn't for Feng Mingqing's indifference, when someone else asked this question, he would be surprised.

Looking up at him, the smile on Yu's face is very bright and charming: "I want to make clothes for Ming Xin's children." Although the colors are all pink, light purple, light yellow or bright sky blue, Yu likes these colors very much. Yes, it is more interesting to do it.

Feng Mingqing casually picked up the material and looked at it carefully, the silky feel of his hands showed that it was worth a lot: "It's too early to make it now, why don't you just buy it in a clothing store in the future?"

"It's different... and it's not too early..." Feng Mingqing's words reminded Yu of something, and the originally smiling face suddenly became a little darker: "I'm almost double ten now. If I meet He Fanyin, there will be only nine months left, but now I don't know how much time is left..."

The topic was too dull, Feng Mingqing's eyes flashed, then he frowned and put down the material in his hand.

Taking a breath, Yu shrugged his shoulders: "When I was in Xiyuan, the ones I saw the most were the royal children. At that time, I was thinking, it would be great if Ling and I could have a child, but... ...Although they are immortal, they only have 20 years of life each time, and they have almost used up all their time just to find Ling, even if I want to, it is impossible..." Having said that, Yu didn't know what he was thinking of, and suddenly smiled so much that his eyes rolled up: "Actually, in one life, Ling and I could have had a child..."

Resisting the hoarse voice, it was as if a bomb had been dropped suddenly, causing Feng Ming's heart to froze and his pupils to change.It's just that Yu didn't know, she was just immersed in her own memories, recalling when it was, but she couldn't remember it, and finally just sighed: "That time was about 80 years ago, I can't remember the specifics." It’s clear, I reincarnated to Dongxia at that time, and I found Ling for the first time when I was 17 years old, but... not long after, he left. After that, I found out that Dongxia men can actually conceive. I know that I also had one in my stomach at that time..." He touched his lower abdomen, as if the child was still there, although he smiled on his face, but Yu's eyes began to mist: "I felt so good at that time. It’s rare, I always feel that the short life between Ling and I seems to have a continuation, and there is hope in my heart. At that time, I was very happy almost every day. Realized a problem..." At this point, the smile on my face could no longer be maintained: "I don't have much time left, even if I give birth to a child, I can't support him, let alone take care of him, staying will only Let him become an orphan, so later I killed it secretly without telling everyone..." When the five-month-old child slid out of the body, looking at the bloody child, Yu never felt that there was that one time in these lifetimes. as sad as that would be...

It was the only time that Yu's entanglement with Ling had some results, but this result could only become fruitless.

There are too many reincarnations, and each time they end their lives at the starting point of someone else's life.Too many times of growth, too many times of life in different circumstances, so that they can't remember the exact time when the incident happened, they can only vaguely remember a general idea, and every time the memory resurfaces, they suffer from a splitting headache, and then recall everything The past is endless helplessness.

Feng Mingqing has been indifferent since he was a child, and he can't see the ups and downs of his emotions unless it is a major event, but this time, after listening to Yu's narration, the corners of his eyes are slightly moist, and in the end he couldn't hold back, and gently Holding him in his arms, lowering his eyelids, seeing Yu's fragile appearance like a child, he frowned, and seemed to start thinking about something else in his mind.

200 years ago, downstairs in the ancient building, that shattered body was not the beginning of everything. No one could remember when everything started. In a trance, I only felt that at least it might not last a thousand years... and the ancient building downstairs That time was the beginning of the chase and avoidance between them...

After each reincarnation, they have a new name and a new identity. Maybe they are afraid that after such a long time, they will forget a lot, so when their memories come back, they will reuse their original names... Yu Linglong, Zheng Hongling.

It is a kind of tacit understanding, wanting to prove that the memories flooding in my head are not nightmares, but real facts, and then I started looking for each other, but there was no result every time, and I finally found each other after I was about to give up. Once, let them all taste the taste of life and death.

"Don't be afraid, it's gone this time, we can still be together next time"

At that time, perhaps it was because it was too early and the incident of the ancient building did not happen, so they could stay together for a long time. When Yu Linglong died, Zheng Hongling hugged him like this, and said this more than once, like a promise, and the future Every time, when their memories came back, they began to look for each other crazily. Sometimes it took them a whole life, and sometimes it took them a whole life to find them, but the world is too big. , until he woke up and started looking for the root cause to get relief, but the incident in the ancient building drove them into the abyss again.

Yu Linglong's body was completely gone.

Zheng Hongling was drawn in love.

The new curse completely made the two of them never get together much in each next life.

And then... In every life, Zheng Hongling died first.

"Don't forget, I will find you next time"

The words that Zheng Hongling once uttered have now completely become the words that Yu Linglong loves to say every time.

Death is the greatest pain in the world.

For some people, the pain was so painful that there was no result this time.

But... they are always experiencing such things...

Downstairs, Zheng Hongling couldn't let go of Yu Linglong's fate. She wanted to make up for it in the next life, and tried everything she could to pamper and love her, only to realize that it was all futile in the end.

Because he... always dies before Yu Linglong...

The more you love, the more painful it is to lose.

Many people are looking forward to the afterlife, but for them, they would rather have only this life to grow old with their children, and would rather not be entangled in the world. It is torture, a torture that has ended before it even started, endless .

Later, Zheng Hongling chose to avoid it.

Even if there is a past, it is also the past. In the next life, as long as we don't see each other, the pain can be reduced by a little bit when we lose, until we let go slowly and completely.

Wandering around all by herself, without any restraint, even if Yu Linglong wanted to find him, she couldn't find him, but Zheng Hongling never thought that one day Yu Linglong's name would appear on the court, the national teacher, the king, and the rebellious officials , Almost all the peaks have these three words. Zheng Hongling didn't understand why Yu Linglong did these things before, but later he found out that he just wanted to have more channels for power, just to find himself faster.

In a corner of a person, Zheng Hongling's heart has been soaked in obscurity for a long time. People who have no affection will not feel the slightest joy. On the contrary, the sadness in their hearts will be infinitely magnified. This kind of emotion, except for Zheng Hongling himself, everyone else feels it. Not at all, but what shocked him unceasingly was that his resignation back then would actually cause irreparable harm to Yu Linglong.

The one and only child of the two...?

At that time, why did Yu refuse to say...

The author has something to say: I woke up early in the morning and started looking for abuse for myself. It feels so good to be in pain and happiness. The next chapter is still for these two people.