between heartstrings

The night became different in the embrace of his lover. What Chu Jiahe saw was still the usual starry sky, but because his heart was filled with Wei Sizhe's love, the stars and moon in his eyes were much brighter than before.

Everything around is undergoing subtle changes, Chu Jiahe is savoring the satisfied mood, Wei Sizhe's confession makes the ordinary days no longer ordinary, the time at this moment is sweet, and the feeling is unforgettable in a lifetime.

They hugged for too long, but still felt that it was not enough.With his palm pressed against Chu Jiahe's thin shoulder blades, Wei Sizhe asked, "Where is the confession for me?"

Chu Jiahe smiled relaxedly, no longer wrapped his arms around Wei Sizhe's waist, but put his toes around his neck slightly so that his lips could be closer to his ears.

"You once asked me what I was thinking when I decided to use the pocket watch you gave me." Chu Jiahe said softly, "I answered, 'I am looking forward to living an ideal life sooner'."

"Actually, I never use commendatory or derogatory words to describe life, good or bad, happy or sad, or ideal or disappointing. Soldiers come to cover up the water and cover up, and I can keep a calm mood through every day. It’s already a very difficult day, so try not to give yourself any extra psychological hints.”

"But the reason why I dare to have fantasies and hopes for the future is because I am very sure." Chu Jiahe said, "The ideal part of my life is inseparable from you."

"After meeting you, I found such a goal, and I was finally able to really get down to it, work hard for it, walk towards you step by step, and tie you up bit by bit."

"The ideal life is a life with you." Chu Jiahe confessed with burning ears: "I just don't know when Mr. Wei will let me realize this wish."

Wei Sizhe replied: "It has been realized long ago."

Chu Jiahe lowered his voice and asked, "How early?"

"Maybe when you planned to start working hard, I also had the same goal." Wei Sizhe said, "You have already occupied a part of my life, a large part, and it is very, very important."

When he first met Wei Sizhe, Chu Jiahe's first impression of him was a bit one-sided, calm and easy-going, not talking much, and acting like a senior cadre in his behavior. However, after getting along with him now, he found that Wei Sizhe was not only delicate in mind, but occasionally humorous Funny, Chu Jiahe sighed inwardly, in fact, he "picked up a big treasure".

Chu Jiahe said: "Mr. He is really joking, you are so nice, how could you be indifferent to your friends."

"I rarely get together with them. I usually meet at work." As the temperature dropped at night, Wei Sizhe reluctantly let go of Chu Jiahe, put his arms around his waist and moved into the house. Talk more and do more, otherwise you will lose the chain easily.”

The ingredients ordered before taking a bath arrived. Chu Jiahe took the two big bags of vegetables and meat from the delivery man, stepped into the kitchen and piled them on the stove, took off the apron: "You performed very well today, and you didn't lose any chains."

Wei Sizhe graciously helped him tie the rope: "When dealing with the person you like, you can't be sloppy with 'saying' and 'doing'."

While the pork ribs in the oil pan were simmering on the stove, Chu Jiahe washed the green peppers, took out two pieces of potatoes, and looked back at Wei Sizhe who was leaning against the kitchen door: "Green pepper and potato chips, vegan or with some minced meat?"

"Be vegan." Wei Sizhe said, "Chef, can you give me a job?"

Chu Jiahe handed him the peeler: "You peel the potatoes."

Wei Sizhe accepted the task happily, rolled up his sleeves: "Small idea."

One meat and one vegetable, two bowls of rice, two cups of tea, Wei Sizhe sat at the dining table, and suddenly had a new understanding of three meals a day.He never thought that an ordinary meal could also make people look forward to it.

The first chopsticks were placed on the opposite side, and the bean ribs were pressed into the rice. Chu Jiahe said, "I saw the donation list of the charity salon."

The meat was soft and glutinous, and the taste was delicious and tempting. Wei Sizhe felt that his stomach was about to be spoiled by Chu Jiahe: "Yes."

Chu Jiahe asked, "Why did you write my name?"

Wei Sizhe joked, "Why, you were bought for 10 yuan?"

"I can go with you for ten yuan." Chu Jiahe laughed while holding a bowl, "It's hard work making money, but let's continue to work hard in the future, and strive for the annual charity salon. Mr. Wei will not be absent."

"I can make a guarantee now." Wei Sizhe said, "Chu Jiahe's name will be on the list of donors every year in the future."

It was just a matter of fact, but it contained deep and long-term feelings. Chu Jiahe is an emotional person. He blinked vigorously at the rice bowl, picked up the teacup and shook it at Wei Sizhe: "Let's celebrate."

Wei Sizhe touched the rim of his cup, and Chu Jiahe said again: "Congratulations, Mr. Wei."

With a smile on his lips, Wei Sizhe said, "I wish us a happy new life."

It was a little late to leave home, but fortunately, the road was smooth, and the Porsche drove smoothly among the tall buildings in the city, with gorgeous neon lights reflected on the windshield.

The original English song of Wei Sizhe's "Talent Show" was playing in the car, and Chu Jiahe gradually became distracted.The red light stopped slowly, Wei Sizhe raised his hand to touch his face, and asked, "What are you thinking?"

"I'd better tell you something." Chu Jiahe held up his mobile phone and said, "When you were singing just now, I recorded it."

"Oh." Wei Sizhe curled his lips, "If that's the case, you, Lao He and Qi Qian are on the same side."

Chu Jiahe was puzzled: "What do you mean?"

Wei Sizhe shrugged and said, "You all have my dark history in your hands."

Chu Jiahe said with a smile: "Would it be too fake to be so modest, obviously she sings very well."

Wei Sizhe said with satisfaction: "Humility is for you to praise me more."

Chu Jiahe's smile deepened: "That's really exciting, the sound of nature."

Wei Sizhe waved his hands guiltily: "This is really shameful, there is no need for it."

The soothing and gentle melody couldn't cover up the laughter of the two.

Chu Jiahe held the phone, rubbing the edge of the fuselage with his thumb.After a long time, he tilted his head to look at Wei Sizhe who was looking in front of him, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "When did you...know your sexual orientation?"

"About 19 years old. At that time, it was no longer like in high school when you only focused on studying hard, and your attention on study began to diverge outward." Facing Chu Jiahe's question, Wei Sizhe answered calmly and calmly, "Abroad My social life has always been relatively open, and two classmates who have a good relationship with me, a man and a woman, have sent me date invitations."

Chu Jiahe leaned sideways and listened carefully. Wei Sizhe glanced at him and said, "Then I found out that I feel happy when a boy confesses."

"The mental activity at the time was, it's over, this is troublesome, but I didn't hide my sexuality from my parents, you should be aware of it, my dad knows very well that I am gay."

Chu Jiahe nodded: "Did you take the initiative to confess?"

"After finishing my graduate studies and returning to China, my dad was very keen on finding a partner for me. When I got the first photo of the girl, I decided to confess. After all, I can't waste the other party's time."

After turning off the music, Wei Sizhe continued: "I felt very complicated when I came out of the closet, and my clothes were soaked in cold sweat. In fact, I have already made my decision, which will definitely affect the atmosphere of the whole family. I have to bear the guilt of being indebted to my parents for the rest of my life."

Chu Jiahe said: "That's not the case, is it?"

"It's mainly my mother." Wei Sizhe said in a relaxed tone, "Her attitude was completely beyond my expectation. It not only calmed down my panic, but also calmed down my father's stubbornness."

Chu Jiahe's eyes were clear: "How did Auntie tell you?"

The headlights illuminate the darkness, and the road ahead is unobstructed. Wei Sizhe looks at the moon and misses his mother deeply.He breathed a sigh of relief: "My mother said that she couldn't lead me in the right direction in this matter, because she knew that homosexuality is not wrong."

"From childhood, my mother taught me the two most important things are tolerance and respect, so when I opened my heart to her, what she passed on to me was the mother's tolerance and understanding of her son."

"In addition to being confused, my father is more distressed. He is afraid that I will receive a lot of criticism and winks on this road." Wei Sizhe said with emotion, "In the end, my mother's few words gave us great confidence. The family hasn't changed in any way, and because of that, I've grown closer to them."

Wei Sizhe said: "My mother said to me, 'Mom's life is complete because of you and father, but how complete your life is is up to you to define.'"

"'Life without children is incomplete, and life without marriage will leave regrets. This is the common view of the outside world, and it is the definition of their life by others, but it is not yours. You don't have to use it as a template and don't implement it. Will not be sorry to anyone.'”

Wei Sizhe repeated Ban Yue's words: "'Go firmly to the path you want to go, no matter whether your future family has three people, two people, or one person, mother will respect your wishes and fully support you.' "

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