between heartstrings

An equal mentality, no matter in any relationship, can maintain the emotions of both parties for a long time.

What Chu Jiahe had expected was that after he confirmed his relationship with Wei Sizhe, he would spend more effort to find a psychological balance and try his best to eliminate the disparity brought about by objective conditions, so that Wei Sizhe would bring up the relationship in front of his friends. When he was with him, all he remembered were his strengths and strengths.

Chu Jiahe really didn't expect that Wei Sizhe could see through his thoughts, and "required" him to adjust his mentality before confirming the relationship, throw away some "stubborn opinions", and accept this hard-won in the most natural state. emotion.

"I have many shortcomings, and I will correct them slowly." Wei Sizhe finally said to Chu Jiahe, "I hope that in the process of our getting along, I can make you feel that I am worthy of you."

On the way back, Chu Jiahe walked so absent-mindedly that he couldn't even hear the wind, and his mind was all on Wei Sizhe.Looking up at the swaying branches, the rays of the sun shone among the leaves, Chu Jiahe suddenly couldn't wait - he liked Wei Sizhe, the kind of love that couldn't be controlled.

After getting in the car, Wei Sizhe said that he was a little bit greedy for the meal made by Chu Jiahe, so the two of them tacitly decided to have dinner at Chu Jiahe's house.The road on the way back was congested, a truck with a flat tire lay across the front, and the traffic at the intersection was a mess. Wei Sizhe rested his left elbow on the window sill, and glanced at Chu Jiahe from time to time with his forehead resting on his forehead.

Chu Jiahe's peripheral vision was always around Wei Sizhe, and every move of the other party was drawn into his sight.He smiled and asked, "Why do you always look at me?"

Wei Sizhe sipped a cigarette from the cigarette pack, thought for a few seconds, and then took it away. This action was enough to reveal his anxiety and embarrassment: "I'm actually preparing for a talent show today."

"What..." Chu Jiahe stammered, "What?"

"Talent show." Wei Sizhe laughed before he finished speaking, "But I was too tight with my wife, so I escaped from the originally planned performance."

Chu Jiahe opened his mouth in surprise, but still didn't come back to his senses: "...what?"

"Originally, I wanted to take you back to the place where we parked through the underground passage." Wei Sizhe sighed, "I passed by this area two days ago, and I saw a few performers in the passage, so I decided to sing with them. I paid money to ask them to accompany me, and I plan to sing a song for you."

Is this something Wei Sizhe can do? !Chu Jiahe looked at the man in suit and leather shoes from head to toe...unbelievable.

Chu Jiahe asked: "Then why did you change your mind?"

"I've explained the reason." Wei Sizhe lifted the brake, and after 5 minutes, the Porsche barely moved one meter. "I'm too nervous."

Chu Jiahe didn't believe it: "Are you still nervous?"

"In the sophomore cultural festival, I have been on stage and sang, and I feel quite relaxed in my impression, probably because I faced different people this time." Wei Sizhe said casually, "The teachers and students of the school are no match With Chu Jiahe, it's no wonder I have stage fright."

Chu Jiahe stared at the man and couldn't help laughing.

"I downloaded the accompaniment on my phone, and I will practice whenever I have time." Wei Sizhe connected to Bluetooth while talking, opened the app and clicked to play, "Just thinking about it, I can't practice for nothing, so I don't care if he is tone deaf Still can't find the key, I have decided to be true to you to the end."

Chu Jiahe leaned back in his chair with a smile.

But when the music sounded, and the soft melody merged into the warm atmosphere in the car, Chu Jiahe stopped laughing suddenly, and then, his fingers were numb and itchy, and Wei Sizhe's extended hand firmly intertwined with his .

"Suninmyeyes, navyblueskies, youarethereasonIcansurvive."

Knowing that Wei Sizhe graduated from the University of Pennsylvania, it was the first time he heard him speak English. Chu Jiahe's eyes fell on his lips. A touch of hoarseness.

"We'll turn off the phones to just bealone, we'll draw the curtains and never leave home."

"This shows you fall in love."

Looking through the windshield, the Porsche was surrounded by cars of all sizes, blocking the way for the two of them to move forward.The closed car room is wrapped with their own romance, Wei Sizhe builds a warm space for Chu Jiahe, and expresses his love for him with deep affection.

"Let go and I'll hold you up, so pull you up and close your eyes."

"Oh, my love, side to side."

- that's how you fell in love

- My beloved, just rock and roll

Chu Jiahe looked down at Wei Sizhe's hand, and gently put his right hand on the back of his hand.A person's life is leisurely and free. Chu Jiahe didn't realize until today that when two people are together, they can continue to be themselves and keep this freedom in their hearts.

This is what Wei Sizhe taught him.

Stepping into Chu Jiahe's house for the third time, Wei Sizhe no longer needed his care, so he changed into his slippers and sat on the sofa, stretching comfortably.He was busy from morning till night, he drove a lot and walked a lot. Right now, he looked sleepy and tired, but he was satisfied.

Chu Jiahe didn't even change his clothes, and hurried to the kitchen: "Mr. Wei, let's order."

"I'll smoke a cigarette." Wei Sizhe grabbed Chu Jiahe's arm and said, "You do your work first, and then make dinner after cleaning up. You can eat anything."

"Then you may have to wait for a while." Chu Jiahe said, "It's too late to go back to the dormitory, I want to take a bath at home."

Turning the metal lighter between his fingers, Wei Sizhe smiled: "Go."

As night fell, Wei Sizhe stood on the balcony, the rising plumes of smoke fluttered into the wind.The surroundings of the old community are quiet, and the lit windows are full of warm houses with fireworks.

Wei Sizhe smokes because of habit. He has lived alone for a long time, and often uses it to kill boredom.Although the cigarette was lighted smoothly this time, after more than ten minutes, he only took one or two puffs.

The smoke was burned out by itself, and not long after, the sound of footsteps behind him came from far to near.

Playing with the cigarette butt with his fingertips, Wei Sizhe turned around, and Chu Jiahe changed into a pure white long-sleeved pair and a pair of slacks, his freshly dried hair exuded a faint lemon fragrance.His facial features are beautiful, his face is thin, his nose bridge is high, his lips are red, in Wei Sizhe's mind, he is more dazzling than the stars in the sky.

Chu Jiahe looked at Wei Sizhe: "What are you thinking about?"

Wei Sizhe took a deep breath imperceptibly, then opened his arms and said to Chu Jiahe, "I want to hug you."

When hugging the person into his arms, Wei Sizhe clearly felt Chu Jiahe's body tremble slightly, and then there were more hands around his waist, and the strength of the embrace became heavier and heavier.The plain white moonlight elongated the shadows of their embrace, and their violent heartbeats hit each other's chests.

"Chu Jiahe." After a long time, Wei Sizhe said, "I like you."

Wei Sizhe has never felt so stupid for a moment, that he can only repeat this sentence back and forth: "I like you, Chu Jiahe."

"I put everything I have in front of you. I have been completely transparent to you. If you are willing to accept my family, my friends, and my job, I hope you will give me a chance to do it. your boyfriend."

With his heart beating too fast, Wei Sizhe hugged Chu Jiahe tightly and said, "Let's be together."

Chu Jiahe didn't make a sound, even breathing quietly.Hugging is addictive, Wei Sizhe is not worried about how the other party will reply him, he just wants to warm up Chu Jiahe who has just taken a shower, so as not to catch a cold from the wind.

The cloth on his back was wrinkled by Chu Jiahe, Wei Sizhe sensed something, and asked softly, "What are you doing?"

Rubbing Wei Sizhe's face with his forehead, Chu Jiahe complained, "Why did you confess your love..."

Wei Sizhe smiled and rubbed Chu Jiahe's hair.

"I've been thinking about it for a whole day. If you don't speak again, I'll fall for it." The excitement couldn't be calmed down at all, Chu Jiahe said, "I typed the confession several times."

Wei Sizhe said happily: "Quick, let's hear it."

"Let me answer you first." Bending the corners of his eyes, Chu Jiahe cleared his throat and said, "Mr. Wei, congratulations, you found a big baby."

This answer was too informal, Wei Sizhe closed his eyes and sighed, resigned himself to his fate and said, "Chu Jiahe, Chu Jiahe, you really made me... hey."

Pausing for a moment, Wei Sizhe sighed again: "Hey..."

"It really makes me like it too much."

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*Song title "Thisishowyoufallinlove" - ​​Singers: Chelsea Cutler, JeremyZucker