fail love

Yan Shu's face was ugly, his pale face turned blue due to excessive blood loss, he didn't react at all after hearing this, his whole body remained motionless like a sculpture, only his eyelashes trembled slightly.

A few days ago, Yu Yanlun was still thinking about how Yan Shu was blacklisted by Tao Zhi, and now he has figured it out.

He couldn't make a sound when he smashed a word on the cotton, Yu Yanlun's face was not very good-looking, he turned his head and frowned at Tao Zhi, Tao Zhi saw him pointing at himself with his index finger trembling, Yu Yanlun never taught Tao Zhi a lesson, since childhood He never scolded loudly, but now he couldn't utter a single word, and could only put on a look of hating iron and steel. Tao Zhi, who didn't feel anything at all, suddenly felt aggrieved.

"What are you doing, why are you pointing at me?" Tao Zhi's lips were full at first, and he seemed to be pouting slightly when he spoke, but now he looks even more so, he could hang a pot on it, he knew he was wrong, and rang After saying that, the voice softened, "It's normal for adolescents to like people, it's normal, and it's not shameful."

Tao Zhi rubbed his toe against the instep of his other instep while talking, and he kept saying without confidence: "It's just not shameful, what's the shame, teenagers are the age to like people, so many people like Yan Shu, I It's normal to like it."

"You are quite reasonable, you are puppy love!" Yu Yanlun slapped Tao Zhi on the back of the neck, pressing on his neck to push him away.

Tao Zhi was crushed on the neck, screaming in pain, pouted and muttered, "Then...then it didn't happen, didn't fall in love."

"Stop talking to me, little stammer." Yu Yanlun saw that their eyes were dying of pain, he pushed the man for a few steps and couldn't walk anymore, and looked back at Yan Shu who was still pulling the man's wrist.

"Why, you can't bear to let go?" Yu Yanlun sarcastically said, "I can't bear to refuse so quickly back then."

"Stop talking."

Tao Zhi is also a child with self-respect. He was a teenager and had a thin skin. When he confessed, he was rejected by others. He knew he was ashamed and begged others not to speak out.

Now that he is a few years older and thicker-skinned, he still feels embarrassed to face the stupid things his teenage self did in the past, let alone being brought up by others.

Tao Zhi pouted his neck and said to Yu Yanlun: "Didn't you chase after an Omega's ass when you were a teenager?"

"Who kicked him out?" Yu Yanlun was furious, and his voice became a little louder, and Tao Zhi was frightened, and he stopped talking, but twisted his hand to let Yan Shu let go.

While being pressed down on his neck, he was dragged tightly by someone, his posture was weird, and he was also very tired.

"Why?" Yan Shu had been quiet for a long time and suddenly spoke from the side. Tao Zhi and Yu Yanlun turned their heads to look at Yan Shu on the hospital bed at the same time.

He still maintained the original posture half leaning on the head of the bed, because Tao Zhi didn't realize what he was asking for a while, so Yan Shu asked again: "Why?"

Yu Yanlun noticed that Tao Zhi was uncomfortable, so instead of continuing to press Tao Zhi's neck, his hands rested loosely on his shoulders, and Tao Zhi was able to straighten his waist.

It took Tao Zhi a while to realize that Yan Shu was asking him why he rejected him. Tao Zhi's other free hand was hanging by his side. He rubbed his clothes, feeling that this question was really embarrassing. he.

He wasn't Yan Shu, only Yan Shu knew why he didn't like Tao Zhi.

"Maybe," Tao Zhi rubbed his fingers against the fabric at the corner of his clothes, and it became a little hot. He didn't want to look at Yan Shu again, so he lowered his head slightly, staring at a certain point on the hospital bed without any reason. Reminds me of the words from my deskmate in high school, "Because I failed the exam?"

After listening to Yan Shu, he didn't seem to understand at all, but he was even more confused. Tao Zhi cleared his throat and explained, "Because I have a bad brain, I'm born stupid, and I have mental problems..."

Tao Zhi shrugged his shoulders, and said indifferently: "I don't know, I don't know anyway, obviously you should know better."

Tao Zhi used to think about this question a lot before, but if he thought about it too much, he felt that it was boring. He didn't need many reasons to like someone, but he didn't like someone.

When Tao Zhi said it, he didn't realize what words he used to describe himself. In his opinion, these are all well-known things. He never concealed them, and he didn't take them seriously Don't let it go wrong, if there are smart people in the world, there must be dull people, and if there are happy people, there must be unfortunate people. Where there are pros and cons, it is normal.

But Yu Yanlun couldn't stand it anymore, he grabbed the tendon on the back of Tao Zhi's neck, and grabbed him like a kitten, "What are you talking about?"

Yu Yanlun was quite hurt from pinching, Tao Zhi shrank his neck and laughed out loud, he said to Yu Yanlun: "Oh, you can't do art if you don't have some brain problems."

Yu Yanlun didn't say anything, but silently rubbed the tendon at the back of his neck.

"No." Yan Shu frowned deeply, and then slowly relaxed, his hand moved down slowly.

Tao Zhi's hand was still in the state of a loose fist, Yan Shu's fingers hooked his fingers, spread his hand, and then was wrapped in Yan Shu's hand and gently placed in the palm of his hand, "I didn't ask this."

Tao Zhi was confused by his question, he said "Ah?" slowly, and asked suspiciously, "Then what are you asking?"

"You, there will be no problem." Yan Shu said, "I may have a problem."

"Huh?" Tao Zhi didn't quite understand, Yan Shu explained slowly, "Do I have some hidden disease?"

Yan Shu's expression was too serious, and he himself didn't know the ambiguity of this sentence at all. He was really thinking seriously about whether there was something wrong with his body at that time that he rejected Tao Zhi.

Although he has forgotten most of the memories between himself and Tao Zhi, he believes in the message he left for himself when his life was at stake.

Tao Zhi was stunned by him, his mouth opened like a goldfish, he was speechless for a long time before saying: "Why, why are you still scolding yourself?"

"I think you do have a hidden disease." Yu Yanlun slapped his hand away, "Don't touch me after touching it for so long."

Yan Shu was not very willing to let go, but Tao Zhi was not very willing to be held by him, echoing Yu Yanlun's words: "Yes, yes, your hands are so cold."

Only then did Yan Shu reluctantly let go, Tao Zhi took his hand back, and wiped the hem of his trousers silently, Yan Shu kept watching the little movements of his hands, but didn't say a word.

Tao Zhi stood up straight, his eyes looked back and forth on Yan Shu's face, he looked very carefully, he hugged his arm and couldn't say more, the embarrassment of belated awareness spread to his heart He thought that when Yan Shu returned to normal, he might also feel amused by this oolong incident.

Yan Shu hid his hands under the quilt, overlapping them on his abdomen, after a while he felt that his hands were not so cold, he stretched them out again, and stretched them out in front of Tao Zhi.

Tao Zhi put his hands behind his back, looked down at his hands, and asked puzzledly, "What are you doing?"

"Hands, it's not cold anymore." Yan Shu leaned out of the bed, stretched out half of his body, trying to take Tao Zhi's hand back again.

Tao Zhi hid for a while, Yan Shu remained in that position, and said softly, "It's really not cold anymore, it's warm."

"Why don't you understand?" Tao Zhi was very distressed. He thought he had made it very clear to Yan Shu, but Yan Shu was not affected by his words at all. He looked at Tao Zhi calmly, as if he was with Yan Shu. It is only natural for Tao Zhi to hold hands.

Yu Yanlun moved in front of Tao Zhi, Tao Zhi obediently hid behind Yu Yanlun, Yu Yanlun separated him from Yan Shu, he raised his chin to Yan Shu's accusing gaze, "Don't look at me, just look at me What's wrong with the child?"

"We will not pursue the past. No matter what the reason was, the two of you were not together anyway. Now you can't be wronged anymore. He is your brother, and there is nothing else to do with it." In the end, he made a conclusion. Tao Zhi stuck out half of his head from Yu Yanlun's side, nodded his head, and agreed with Yu Yanlun's statement very much.

Before Yan Shu could say anything, the door was opened at some point, interrupting his thoughts, the eyes of the three people in the ward all turned to the door of the ward.

The visitor was tall and slender, leaning slantly on the door frame. She had long curly hair that was casually scattered on her shoulders. Although she was wearing a work uniform, she looked fashion-like. It was obvious that she had just arrived after get off work. Come here, holding a bouquet of flowers in your hand.

"What a coincidence, Brother Yu is here too?" Jian Weisu came in with a smile, walked in and patted Yu Yanlun on the shoulder, put the flowers on the table casually, raised her head and brushed her long hair by her ears, and looked at the doctor Yan Shu on the bed couldn't help laughing out loud, and said half-jokingly: "Look at Yan Shu, it's so pitiful, I can't usually see it."

When she got closer, she saw someone behind Yu Yanlun, and said in surprise, "Who is this? I've never seen it before."

Jian Weisu met Yu Yanlun when she was a junior. Tao Zhi had already gone abroad at that time. It was normal for her not to know Tao Zhi, but Tao Zhi knew her. Although they had never met face to face, Tao Zhi had always known her existence.

Jian Weisu is the person whose pheromone matching degree and strict statement are as high as 94%.

It is very difficult to meet one's destined partner. It requires fate and luck. Some people may never meet their destined partner in their lifetime. Obviously, Yan Shu is very lucky.

Although there is no definite news that they are together, the outside world almost believes that they will be a couple sooner or later. After all, the attraction brought by high pheromone matching cannot be underestimated.

Jian Weisu is an Omega with outstanding abilities. She is the principal violinist of the symphony orchestra, and she is also very beautiful. Even the smell of pheromone is mysterious and soothing rosemary, which makes people's eyes attracted to her.

"This is my brother, just returned to China." Yu Yanlun fished Tao Zhi out from behind, and Tao Zhi greeted Jian Weisu a little nervously: "Hello, my name is Tao Zhi, and I am Yu Yanlun's younger brother."

"It's you, my name is Jian Weisu, your brother's friend, you can just call me sister from now on," Jian Weisu raised his hand and stroked Tao Zhi's hair familiarly. It is soft and feels like petting a puppy. "Brother Yu always talks about you."

Jian Weisu was wearing high-heeled shoes, standing a little taller than Tao Zhi, Tao Zhi was rubbed for a while, he was a little unsteady, and his face turned red with embarrassment, being smoked by the pheromone on Jian Weisu's body, he couldn't help it I stopped coughing a few times.

Jian Weisu also recently learned from Yu Yanlun that Yan Shu was hospitalized, but she has been busy with theater rehearsals recently, and only now has time to come here. Today is also a coincidence, and she happened to meet Tao Zhi.

Tao Zhi didn't expect to meet Jian Weisu here, and Jian Weisu seemed to know nothing, which made Tao Zhi feel an inexplicable sense of guilt.

Jian Weisu noticed Tao Zhi's slightly flushed face, and couldn't help teasing him, "It's so easy to be shy. Brother Yu, your brother is really shy."

Yu Yanlun was not in the mood to joke around with people today. He gave Tao Zhi a bad look, and said in a bad mood: "Where you are shy, you are a typical coward, just come at me."

Tao Zhi muttered unconvinced, and Yu Yanlun said, "Still humming, where did I say something wrong?"

"Tao Zhi." Yan Shu, who had been silent since the beginning, suddenly spoke out. Tao Zhi turned his head and followed the voice to look at him. Yan Shu's body should be on the verge of exhaustion. He pressed his temple a little tiredly, forcing He opened his eyelids and said to Tao Zhi: "I don't want to maintain that relationship, I think, I can chase again..."

Yan Shu's speech was always unhurried, without much turbulence, but Tao Zhi's eyes widened in shock when he said it. His already big eyes looked rounder, like a cat. He didn't wait for Yan Shu to finish speaking. Coughing violently, her eyes kept moving back and forth in Jian Weisu's direction.

Tao Zhi never wanted to fold himself up and tuck himself in the seam like now, he thought to himself, he was done.

Yan Shu was interrupted by him and paused for a while, then turned to Yu Yanlun and said, "Although I know how you feel, I still hope you can agree..."

"Yan Shu! Stop talking, shut up!" Tao Zhi patted the bed in a hurry, Yan Shu's unspoken words were swallowed back into his stomach, Jian Weisu didn't understand what these two people were playing. Looking at Yu Yanlun, Yu Yanlun gave her a helpless look.

Yan Shu looked at Tao Zhi innocently. Tao Zhi knew that he had gone too far. He was short of breath for a while, and then his momentum went down. Then he gritted his teeth softly and said softly, "Are you an idiot? Say it now?"

Jian Weisu laughed at the side, gave a soft "hey", and whispered in Yu Yanlun's ear, "Look at Yan Shu, hahaha, like a withered delicate flower."

Jiao Hua lowered her eyes halfway, her straight eyelashes cast a small shadow under his eyes, and he said softly: "I'm sorry."

Tao Zhi felt that he was bullying the weak patient, he pursed his lips, and looked at Yan Shu with some embarrassment, Yan Shu might have been really wronged by Tao Zhi's yelling, and couldn't help but say: "It's you Say, hi..."

"What did I say!" Tao Zhi blinked at him fiercely, almost blinking his eyes out of his eyes, because the tone of his panic raised a lot, "I didn't say it, I didn't say it."

Yan Shu was interrupted several times, and he was not in a very high mood, so he ignored Tao Zhi's jump and continued, "...don't be ashamed."

Yu Yanlun understood the incoherence of the preface, and said coolly, "You're quite flexible?"

Tao Zhi slapped himself on the forehead, and Jian Weisu was still laughing silly. He nudged Yu Yanlun with his elbow and asked with great interest, "What are they talking about?"

Tao Zhi didn't want to entangle him anymore, he got up and said that he was leaving, Jian Weisu said at the right time: "You guys go first, don't worry, I'll just take care of him."

Tao Zhi wanted to thank Jian Weisu, but he uttered a syllable and swallowed it back. The relationship between him and Yan Shu really couldn't reach this level, and Jian Weisu was the aboveboard Yan Shu object.

"Then I'm leaving." Tao Zhiyin turned a corner and came back.

He glanced at Jian Weisu's beautiful face, neither feeling sorry nor lonely.

After so many years of grinding, Tao Zhi's feelings have worn away a lot, drifting in a relationship with no possibility of response, Tao Zhi knows that he can't get on the shore, so he doesn't feel envious of the people on the shore.

It should be known that wandering is also boundless.

Tao Zhi didn't look at Yan Shu again, he was afraid that he would have other thoughts after reading it, so Gu Zi walked towards the door first.

Yu Yanlun was a few steps late, and said a few brief words to Jian Weisu. Before he could follow, he saw the shape of the quilt on the bed changed from the corner of his eye. He turned around quickly, and Yan Shu quickly got out of bed barefoot. , Tao Zhi was still walking out unconsciously, Yu Yanlun subconsciously opened his arms in an attempt to stop Yan Shu.

Hearing a "bang", Yu Yanlun was actually pushed aside by Yan Shu, who looked very weak just now, and Yu Yanlun was overturned by the table. Jian Weisu was startled by the sudden change and called out Say Yu Yanlun's name.

Tao Zhi sensed the movement behind him, and as soon as he turned his head, he slammed into Yan Shu's arms. Yan Shu rushed over so hard that Tao Zhi slammed into the door with a loud bang, and Yan Shu's hand rested On his back, he didn't cry out of pain when he was bumped so violently. On the contrary, Tao Zhi was caught between the door and Yan Shu, and he screamed in panic.

Before Jian Weisu had time to help Yu Yanlun up, he was stunned by the sudden incident on the other side again, covered his mouth and called, "Yan Shu!"

Only Yu Yanlun, who was lying on the ground with his legs up in the air, grinning his teeth in pain, cursed secretly, this turtle is too good at pretending.