fail love

Yan Shu's expression sank when he saw Yu Yanlun, Yu Yanlun sneered and asked him, "Do you still remember what I did?"

Yan Shu was indeed a little confused, he rubbed his forehead, frowned and thought about it, Yu Yanlun didn't give him time to think, and immediately went on to say: "Block people's houses to harass my brother, you know?"

Seeing the change in his expression, Yu Yanlun knew that he remembered it, but he still pretended to be dizzy, turned his eyes to Tao Zhi, and gave Tao Zhi a bewildered look for help.

But Tao Zhi is a child with no twists and turns in his brain circuit. He received Yan Shu's eyes and didn't understand the meaning of people. He thought that Yan Shu was stabbed by Yu Yanlun's words, so he turned his head and gently pushed Yu Yanlun. He quickly waved his hands and said, "No, no, no harassment."

He turned his head and explained sincerely to Yan Shu, "Yan Shu, you are sick."

Yan Shu's mouth was tightly closed, his upper lip was originally thin, and the line was as sharp as a knife's edge when he pursed it, he disagreed with Tao Zhi's statement, and said bluntly: "I'm not sick, I know what I'm doing. "

"Then what are you doing?" Yu Yanlun asked condescendingly while standing beside the bed.

Yan Shu didn't answer him, he doesn't want to hear people denying himself now, he is stuck in his own logical thinking, under the control of this thinking, his lover is Tao Zhi, but when he woke up unexpectedly, everyone told him, Your brain is sick, Tao Zhi doesn't have that much relationship with him, and they haven't even been in touch for several years.

Yan Shu couldn't accept it, and what he couldn't accept the most was that Tao Zhi didn't recognize him, and told him, "Yan Shu, you're sick."

Yan Shu called Tao Zhi's name, his voice was flat, and he sounded very cold, Tao Zhi stood aside and coughed softly, and responded lightly.

"I don't want them to talk, you tell me." Yan Shu stretched out his hand from under the quilt. Tao Zhi didn't notice it when his nerves were tense before, and there was a bruise on Yan Shu's wrist, which should have come out when he rolled down the cliff.

There is still a small tooth mark on his tiger's mouth, which was bitten by Tao Zhi.

"Tell me." Yan Shu put his finger close to Tao Zhi's hand, Tao Zhi didn't move, and when Yan Shu's hand was about to touch him, he said, "No, I have a cold and I'm going to infect you."

Yan Shu persisted in grabbing his hand covering his mouth and nose, pulling his fingers, and brought them down a little, Tao Zhi put down both hands, one hand was hanging down, Yan Shu pinched his fingertips and led him. Scratching his cheek, he asked, "What did I say?"

Because of too frequent coughing, Tao Zhi's voice was a little hoarse, Yan Shu said gently, "Did I scare you?"

Tao Zhi looked at him and then turned his head to look at his brother, Yu Yanlun raised his eyebrows at him, his brother raised his eyebrows high, the intention was unknown, it felt a little funny, Tao Zhi turned his head to look at Yan Shu, his voice Xiao Xiao said: "You scared me."

"I was really scared." Tao Zhi emphasized it again, Yan Shu stared at him for a while, Tao Zhi couldn't help moving his fingers, his fingertips scratched Yan Shu's hands.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to scare you." Yan Shu apologized, he paused, and Tao Zhi replied in a timely manner: "It's okay, I know you are sick."

Tao Zhi was also sick before, but it was different from Yan Shu, but the feeling was the same. Tao Zhi knew that people around him told him that the things he thought were false. The description is also so uncomfortable.

Yan Shu's caring towards Tao Zhi not only did not feel relaxed, but his brows were furrowed deeply. His state really looked scary, his lips were pale without a trace of blood. Tao Zhi got close, and he could see the dryness on his lips. dead skin.

"No, it's not." Yan Shu shook his head. He suddenly exerted force and pulled Tao Zhi's handle towards him. On the bed, Yu Yanlun yelled at the side, and Tao Zhi waved at Yu Yanlun in a panic, signaling him to leave it alone.

Yan Shu held his wrist without using much strength, his palm was frighteningly cold, Yan Shu was panting rapidly, and Tao Zhi's ears were filled with the sound of his panting, one after another.

Yan Shusheng was breathless, and his voice was blurred by panting. He said to Tao Zhi: "Don't leave me, Tao Tao, don't do this."

Tao Zhi heard it, Yan Shu was calling him in a low voice, Yan Shu had exhausted everything, and finally could only beg him, beg his lover not to treat him with such an attitude.

"Did I do something wrong?" Yan Shu's voice was getting lower and lower, but his hands were getting tighter and tighter. He looked like he would fall to the ground in a second, but he stubbornly opened his eyes and looked at Tao Zhi. Zhi pressed his chest with one hand, trying to make him lie down, but Yan Shu's chest rose and fell under his palm, very violently.

Tao Zhi couldn't help coughing, and leaned his mouth against his arm. The situation was a bit flustered, and Yan Shu didn't get an answer. Tao Zhi wanted to hold back his cough and talk, but his face turned red, and Yan Shu didn't ask. He put his hand on Tao's back, and patted his back lightly to help him relax.

"Okay." Yu Yanlun couldn't help but stepped forward and grabbed Tao Zhi by the back of his neck, trying to pull Tao Zhi away. After pulling, Yan Shu reacted strongly and grabbed Tao Zhi's hand and refused to let go.

Yu Yanlun frowned and said, "Yan Shu, don't push yourself too hard. You have already said that my brother and you are not dating. Look at how my brother is coughing."

Yu Yanlun exerted some strength in his hand, and pulled it again, but found that it still didn't move. Yan Shu still held Tao Zhi's hand tightly in silence. Yu Yanlun gave an impatient "tsk", Tao Zhi's collar was pulled by Yu Yanlun Stuck on his neck, he was almost suffocated.

"Yes, it's not right... My partner, put one of you aside, I'm going to be out of breath." Tao Zhi said in a breathless manner, Yu Yanlun loosened his hand a little, Tao Zhi was able to breathe, but he didn't let go of either side, like seeing a saw stalemate.

Tao Zhi could only say in a low voice: "Yan Shu, I really don't have that kind of relationship with you. Let me tell you, you are my elder brother and I am your younger brother. You are closer than a real brother, more real than a real brother. I Call you brother, let me go."

"Yes, the two of you are just brothers. You are crazy, would you attack your younger brother?" Yu Yanlun chimed in.

Yan Shu's jaw was tense, without much expression on his face, he spoke quickly without any hesitation, "I will."

When he said "I will", he said it bluntly, as if he didn't have any charming thoughts.

Yu Yanlun stared blankly there, as did Tao Zhi. There was still a trace of blush on his face. He didn't know whether it was from coughing just now or was caused by Yu Yanlun. He just stared at Yan Shu with wide eyes, unable to follow Know the same person.

"Beast, tell me you are a beast, don't even think about it." Yu Yanlun couldn't take it anymore, he had been very protective of his calf since he was a child, and he was infinitely tolerant towards his younger brother, a well-known younger brother in the circle.

Tao Zhi is not Yu Yanlun's biological younger brother, he is an adopted child of Yu's family. After Yu Yanlun's mother gave birth to him, her birth body suffered irreversible damage. Her mother originally planned to adopt an Omega sister, but she changed her mind when she arrived at the orphanage. Tao Zhi.

Tao Zhi never had his hair cut when he was a child, and his hair was long. Yu Yanlun waited wholeheartedly for his sister to come home. When his mother brought him home, Tao Zhi still had long hair, and his round eyes were standing against his mother's legs. Yu Yanlun I always thought Tao Zhi was a younger sister.

Yu Yanlun was sweetly immersed in his dream of having a cute and well-behaved younger sister. He used his ten-year-old head to compare seriously and accurately, and came to the conclusion that other people's sisters were not as cute as his own, and he was so proud Tails for days.

After finally finding out that Tao Zhi was a boy, he cried earth-shatteringly.

That night, Tao Zhi got into his room and lay down on the edge of the bed against Yu Yanlun's arm. Yu Yanlun asked him what he was doing with a straight face.

Tao Zhi couldn't speak well at that time, he stammered and said, "Brother, you, you...don't be angry."

He said that he didn't want to go back to the orphanage. Tao Zhi's eyes were big, and sometimes he looked dull. When he was talking, his eyes were open like this, which made people feel pitiful.

The child's body temperature was high, and he curled up in a ball silently, warm and warm. He could say very few words, but he was very smooth when he called him brother.

Children don't hold grudges, and after a few days, Yu Yanlun's stars were shining again. He made a serious comparison again, accurately measured, and came to the conclusion that other people's younger brothers were not as good-looking as his own, and he regained his spirits.

As soon as Tao Zhi arrived at his house, he met Yan Shu also not long after. Tao Zhi also called him "brother". In Yu Yanlun's eyes, they were both Tao Zhi's elder brothers.

And relatively speaking, Yan Shu was more strict with Tao Zhi, and Tao Zhi was even more afraid of Yan Shu when he was a child.

It's not that he thinks Yan Shu is bad, if Yan Shu pursues his brother seriously, he won't react so much, what should Tao Zhi do if he is so confused.

In the face of Yu Yanlun's anger, Yan Shu is usually silent, and if he is silent for a long time, he will appear lonely.

Tao Zhi shook his hand, "Let's talk about it from the beginning, shall we?"

"Do you remember what happened between me and you?" Tao Zhi asked him, and sure enough, the air pressure around Yan Shu became even lower. He shook his head slowly, and said reluctantly, "It's a bit vague, I can't remember much."

"However, I know, I know as soon as I wake up, I want to find you, you are my lover." Yan Shu immediately added, he wanted to hug Tao Zhi, but Tao Zhi curled up his fingers, which were resting on him I don't want to touch the fingers on my arm.

Tao Zhi looked down at Yan Shu, looked at his dark eyebrows, looked at a small mole on his cheek, he used to think about Yan Shu, sometimes he would think about it when he was walking, and he would think about it when he couldn't bear it, Yan Shu Will it show up at the next intersection.

Now the two stood facing each other like this, the distance between them was so close, yet Tao Zhi's heart sank inch by inch, he let his heart sink without any struggle, and watched with cold eyes.

In fact, Tao Zhi can't remember too much what happened between them in the past. One of his treatments is forgetting. Memory is often accompanied by emotion. To remove memory also means to remove emotion.

Tao Zhi just felt a bit pity that Yan Shu was around him in almost every stage of his life, but both he and Yan Shu had forgotten the past between them, and that past was like a fragment that was deliberately cut out , was thrown out, like some kind of garbage, thrown out without a sound, even though it had been shining before.

Perhaps because of this lost memory, Tao Zhi could no longer like Yan Shu if he forgot it, and Yan Shu didn't like him in the first place. The loss of this memory made his brain give him wrong instructions, and he forgot himself How did he interrupt Tao Zhi's confession, how did he tell Tao Zhi seriously that he couldn't do it.

But Tao Zhi didn't completely forget it, he just didn't want to think about it, as long as he thought about it a little seriously, he could remember it.

"Then let me tell you." Tao Zhi said calmly, "You and I are indeed not so simple as brothers."

"In the third year of high school, my brother held a birthday party, and you and I were at the banquet." Tao Zhi had never talked about this matter before, it was the first time he talked about it, and there was Yu Yanlun next to him, so he was a little afraid to go on. , the hand trembled slightly weakly.

Yan Shu still stared at his face, looked into his eyes, Tao Zhi and Yan Shu looked at each other, and couldn't tell what mood he was in. After a moment of silence, he continued: "I'm drunk, I confessed to you, I really liked you back then."

Yan Shu's expression softened, he was happy, he knew he was right, he and Tao Zhi were lovers, Tao Zhi confessed to him in high school, they got together logically, maybe for some reason, he and Tao Zhi The rank is not made public, so no one else knows.

But they were lovers, he knew it, he knew it when he woke up, and he didn't forget it.

Yu Yanlun was so surprised that he was speechless. He received too much information, and he was in a mess.

Tao Zhi kept tightening and loosening his hands behind his back, he let out a few breaths, and finished the next sentence smoothly, "You severely rejected me and told me not to say such things again, that's it."

"what!"

Yu Yanlun couldn't help but let out a cry.

As soon as Yu Yanlun changed his usual attitude, he went straight to the hospital bed and almost grabbed Yan Shu by the collar to threaten the patient, "You reject Tao Zhi! How dare you reject him? How dare you refuse?"

The author says:

Brother Yu: No one can refuse my Oududou, no! (╬￣dish￣)＝○＃(￣＃)３￣)