fail love

Tao Zhi really didn't mention Yan Shu's love affairs after that. He began to consciously distance himself from Yan Shu. Maybe it was because of what Yu Yanlun and Tao Zhi said. Every time Yan Shu habitually made some intimacy. Tao Zhi would always say solemnly with a small face, "Brother said this is not allowed."

Tao Zhi didn't call him brother any more, he just opened his mouth and called "Strict Shu" "Strict Shu".

Obviously it was Yan Shu who wanted to push people away, but when he really pushed him away, the person he was most reluctant to part with was himself, even Yan Shu thought his state of mind was ridiculous.

Recently, Yan Shu always thinks of Tao Zhi when he was a child. The first time he saw Tao Zhi, he felt that Tao Zhi was like a stray thin wild cat. Because of his small size, he was particularly timid and afraid of others. He always played quietly in the corner by himself. .

But Tao Zhi is unexpectedly clingy. He likes to lie on his lap with plush toys and sleep on his belly, and also likes to call people "brother" sticky in his ears. When Yan Shu hugs him, he feels like Cuddle a skinny kitten with soft fur.

Few people can reject Tao Zhi. He is warm and soft. His clear brown-green eyes are like pools of clear water, filled with moisture from time to time. If his eyes are really a lake somewhere deep in the forest, Yan Shu must Hope to name this beautiful lake.

The summer is coming fiercely, the temperature is rising day by day, the classroom without air conditioning and the boring class make people feel anxious, the countdown number of the college entrance examination on the blackboard is getting smaller and smaller, Yan Shu is too distracted in class, the head teacher can't help but call Yan Shu office.

Yan Shu was rarely called to the office for such things. Facing the teacher's questioning and exhortations, Yan Shu just pursed his lips in silence, and occasionally uttered a few simple monosyllabic modal particles, but his mind was still continuing the lesson. The question I thought about when I was distracted: how should he name that unique lake.

The college entrance examination is just around the corner, and Yu Yanlun's short-lived relationship with the winter vacation last semester is over. The other girl breaks up first, and Yu Yanlun howls like an ape released from the mountains on the road. Tao Zhi doesn't want to lose face, so he covers his ears and shouts at Yu Yanlun : "You are so worthless!"

Yu Yanlun hooked Tao Zhi's neck sadly, and put the weight of his whole body on Tao Zhi's body. Tao Zhi's 1.8-meter-high body was crushing enough, and Tao Zhi made a gesture of sticking out his tongue and dying , said with disgust: "Brother, don't you want to lose face?"

"You don't understand, I like her so much, and I treat her so well, why did she break up with me?" Yu Yanlun was heartbroken, his eyes squinted to see Yan Shu beside him, the tall boy would inevitably hunch However, Yan Shu is different, his spine is always straight, and his temperament is alienated but not arrogant. He has a bluetooth headset pinned to his ear, and English words may be playing in it, and he is indifferent to Yu Yanlun's pain of breaking up.

Yu Yanlun suddenly felt sad, not only did he break up, but the two brothers didn't comfort him, he was really alone.

"Get up," Yan Shu grabbed Yu Yanlun by the collar and lifted him up, "Tao Zhi is crushed enough by you."

Yu Yanlun let out a groan, threw himself on Yan Shu, hung behind Yan Shu's back and said without hesitation: "You brat, you don't have much expression all day, you're so rigid, people still call you a school grass, I think they It's blind."

"People who like you can even form a row, and I don't see you in a relationship. It's a waste of this face."

Tao Zhi began to move his eyes to Yan Shu when Yu Yanlun said, "People who like you can form a row", and after Yu Yanlun finished speaking, he was still staring at Yan Shu's straight mouth, straight nose and deep lips. Eyebrows.

Tao Zhi didn't have much reaction, but Yan Shu panicked first, pushed Yu Yanlun away and said slightly annoyed, "Don't talk nonsense."

Tao Zhi tightened his schoolbag and leaned against Yu Yanlun's arm. Yu Yanlun bent his hand over Tao Zhi's neck, touched Tao Zhi's chin, lowered his head and said, "Why, it suddenly stuck to me."

Tao Zhi rubbed his chin against Yu Yanlun's palm, and said absently, "I comfort you."

Yu Yanlun smiled like an old father who has worked hard to raise his big baby for many years. He held Tao Zhi's head and kissed Tao Zhi loudly on both sides of his face, "It's better for me, Tao Tao, to love my brother."

Tao Zhi wiped his face with his sleeve in disgust, and slapped Yu Yanlun on the mouth, "You can finish the exam and leave soon, every day is annoying."

The two brothers were laughing and arguing, and Tao Zhi was so teased by Yu Yanlun that he blushed and his neck was thick, he squeezed his fists and drove Yu Yanlun all the way, Yan Shu was left behind by the two of them, and he ran a few steps hesitantly , found that the two brothers who were arguing a lot in front hadn't noticed him, so Yan Shu stopped slowly, and touched the bluetooth earphone next to his ear a little uncomfortably.

The monotonous mechanical male voice was still repeating the words, and the letters were like scattered small needles, stinging Yan Shu's eardrum bit by bit.

A sense of powerlessness slowly emerged from Yan Shu's body, like wet wood floating from the bottom of a dark swamp, the lingering smell of corruption gradually disappeared from his hands and feet.

As a strict statement who has been excellent in all aspects since he was young, he rarely feels this way. He has all the characteristics of a superior leader, surging energy and decisive decision-making. While shrinking back, I didn't expect that I would be frustrated in a field I never imagined.

There is not much time left for Yan Shu and Yu Yanlun to think about these complicated emotional issues. The approach of the college entrance examination makes every college entrance examination candidate sweat secretly in his heart. They have no time to think about things other than study. Many things are just like this It ended in a daze.

They didn't realize that when they were still young, they had too many things to procrastinate unclearly. Teenagers seemed to have a lot of time, but they didn't know how many people parted ways here, and they would spend a lot of time in the future. For decades or even a lifetime, you will not be able to meet the old people you have met.

Even with the precipitation of time, they already had the best answer to the question that they hadn't given the answer at the beginning, but the people who are qualified to judge the answer have already been scattered in the corner of time, and they dare not brag about it. Scatter that layer of dust, because the bright light under the cover is the most difficult to let go.

On the day after the college entrance examination, Yan Shu’s class had a short farewell meeting on the spot. The teacher specially drew a wish wall on the blackboard. The students let go of their nervousness and fatigue, and wrote down their blessings and wishes on post-it notes with great interest. posted on the wish wall.

Not long after, the wish wall was covered with post-it notes. Some people squeezed in front of the wall and read the words on the post-it notes with great interest. They said that they had no intention of participating in this kind of activity. Round and round, I don't know what I thought of, the corners of my mouth slightly raised, and I pulled a post-it note.

The strokes of Yan Shu's words are straight and powerful, unrestrained and vigorous, just like his Yan Shu, there is a youthful spirit hidden between the lines.

A simple square kraft paper sticky note reads: "I wish Tao Zhi much happiness, peace and prosperity, and a worry-free year."

Yan Shuzhen put the post-it notes on the wish wall with great care, as if such an act could really bring some good luck to Tao Zhi. Someone next to him was curious about what he wrote, and they crowded around to read it.

"Who is Tao Zhi?" Someone yelled, teasing Yan Shu with an exaggerated tone, "This wish is made because I don't want him to suffer a little bit."

A stone stirred up thousands of waves, and the people next to him squeezed in even more vigorously to see it. Yan Shu stood firmly in it like a needle in the sea amidst the pushing, thinking, Tao Zhi really can't bear any hardship.

But such a beautiful wish, no one can predict the path of life. If Yan Shu knows that this small post-it note cannot bring Tao Zhi a little good luck after many years, he may regret that he posted such a post-it note , instead of choosing to stay by Tao Zhi's side all the time.

But at this moment, Yan Shu couldn't hide his smile, and his usually cold and distant eyes became affectionate and gentle like the spring water melted by the spring.

There were several knocking sounds on the glass outside the classroom window, Yan Shu turned his head and saw Tao Zhi's small face pressed against the window, holding a bouquet of blooming flowers on his chest, Tao Zhi saw Yan Shu turn around Yes, he immediately raised his hands and made several gestures, and mouth-shaped to let Yan Shu speak out.

Under the watchful eyes of the whole class, Yan Shu took the flowers from Tao Zhi at the door. Tao Zhi looked up at Yan Shu with his hands behind his back, his smile was as bright and brilliant as the summer in June, and he said to Yan Shu: " Brother, happy graduation."

Yan Shu hadn't heard Tao Zhi call his elder brother for a long time, and when he heard it was as hot as the summer sun, Yan Shu moved subconsciously, and gently hugged Tao Zhi through the bouquet of flowers.

Yan Shu was much taller than Tao Zhi, he had to bend down to hug Tao Zhi, Tao Zhi stood on tiptoe in a daze, and hesitantly put his hand on Yan Shu's back, the tulips in the bouquet were soft and cold The petals pressed against Tao Zhi's chin, making him feel a little itchy.

Yan Shu's body was full of summer heat, which made Tao Zhi dizzy. Hearing the booing of other people in the classroom who were about to overturn the roof, Tao Zhi almost got into the cracks of the ground. I don't know why Yan Shu was so enthusiastic all of a sudden. He patted Yan Shu on the shoulder and asked, "What's the matter with you?"

Yan Shu leaned into Tao Zhi's ear and said, "Thank you, Tao Tao."

Tao Zhi was even more embarrassed, because he was brought by his parents to pick up Yu Yanlun, but when he was shopping for flowers, he thought that Yan Shu's parents were both abroad, and he hadn't even returned from his son's college entrance examination. In comparison, Yan Shu was so pitiful , so Tao Zhi bought an extra bouquet of flowers and planned to take Yan Shu home along the way.

Of course, Tao Zhi could not be so blind to say that Yan Shu was going along the way. He thought that although Yan Shu always seemed to be indifferent to everything on weekdays, he was actually very sensitive in his heart and would Lost because no one is paying attention, and sad because of neglect.

"Why are you hugging each other?" Yu Yanlun saw this scene as soon as he walked out of the classroom. He rushed over nervously and hugged both of them, "Oh, it's better for us three brothers."

Tao Zhi was caught between two tall Alphas and could hardly breathe. The bouquet in Yu Yanlun's hand hit his face directly. Tao Zhi struggled and said, "Give me your hands!"

Yu Yanlun did not let go, the three of them hugged into a ball, Yu Yanlun swayed from side to side, pretending to be intoxicated, and still fantasizing about brothers and friends: "As expected of childhood friendship, my Tao Tao, my good Tao Tao Brothers will spoil you more in the future, you are our best brother."

In the scorching heat of more than 30 degrees, it didn't take long for Tao Zhi to sweat all over his forehead. He thought it was okay for Yu Yanlun to make a fuss, but why did Yan Shu also fight with him? It's a joke."

After Xu Shi finished the exam, the high pressure of the past few days was released. Yu Yanlun proposed to take some photos as a souvenir. When he arrived at the playground, Yu Yanlun insisted that he hadn't let Tao Zhi ride a horse for a long time, and that he wanted Tao Zhi to sit on his shoulders. Shouted, "You're crazy."

But he couldn't escape Yu Yanlun's dominance. Tao Zhi screamed and hugged Yu Yanlun's head tightly, and was lifted up. Because he was too high from the ground, he was too afraid to move. Yu Yanlun would deliberately bump him, scaring Tao Zhi's voice was going hoarse.

In the end, both of them rolled into a ball and fell on the grass. Tao Zhi beat Yu Yanlun angrily, and Yu Yanlun lay on the ground laughing.

Yan Shu, who just took a lot of photos, is still looking down and fiddling with the camera. Tao Zhi’s expression on the screen is exaggerated, but it’s cute instead of funny, while Yu Yanlun’s face is blurred and no one cares. Yan Shu put down the camera in satisfaction , bent down and picked up Tao Zhi.

Tao Zhi put his arm around Yan Shu, and pressed his face to Yan Shu's affectionately, exhausting all his strength, as if he was afraid that someone would run away.

Tao Zhi said softly, "Yan Shu, I will miss you very much."

With a "click", Yu Yanlun raised his camera to take a picture of this scene. In the distant view of the screen, a few low-flying dragonflies flitted across the grass. The bright sunshine made everything vivid and lovely. in the photo.

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Blessings are taken from the Internet, not original