fail love

Yan Shu hasn't been here for a long time, when he got off the car and saw the persimmon trees in the garden, he was still a little uncomfortable for a while.

Of course the persimmon tree doesn’t bear any fruit now, and it doesn’t even have many leaves. There are only bare branches left, slanting towards the sky, like gray-brown lines drawn with thick strokes.

Although, he doesn't come back to live here often, Yan Shu specially paid someone to take care of the garden of this house, so even though there is not much popularity here, the garden is still well-groomed and tidy. In the house I live in, there is a gap in the curtains by the window on the second floor, and it seems that a person will appear behind the window in the next second and open the curtains.

Yan Shu has always been independent since he was a child, and he didn't have a particularly strong sense of dependence on his parents. When he was a teenager, he was not particularly afraid of living alone in this overly large villa.

What's more, at that time, there was a small trumpet who couldn't bear to stop following him all the time. Tao Zhi was more likely to be afraid. If Yan Shu wanted to do something and left him somewhere in the house alone, he would become Nervous, even when there is no danger around.

Tao Zhi's sense of security became very weak for a period of time. He covered his ears all day long, saying that there was a loud rustling sound in his ears, like some kind of paper being crumbled, and This voice became clearer day by day, and Tao Zhi firmly said that someone wanted to say a word to him.

Yan Shu asked him what he was talking about, Tao Zhi covered his ears and rolled his eyes nervously, his eyes didn't turn over for a long time, Yan Shu pressed the end of his eyes and ordered him to close them, Tao Zhi closed them again, When it opened, the green pupils had returned to normal.

"I can't hear clearly..." Tao Zhi said hesitantly, "Maybe I can't hear clearly, maybe I..."

He was thinking about how to answer, he was vague, and wanted to roll his eyes again, the eyeballs kept moving, Yan Shu pressed the end of his eyes again, telling him not to roll his eyes indiscriminately.

If Tao Zhi develops a certain behavior habit, it will be difficult to quit later on. Yan Shu usually sees him very strict and often has to correct his behavior.

"I didn't..." Tao Zhi refused to admit what he did just now, Yan Shu told him to look at him, Tao Zhi obediently put his eyes on Yan Shu's face, and his eyes stopped rolling around.

In fact, the person who discovered this situation for the first time was Yu Yanlun. Although this is an unavoidably worrying problem, everyone seems to agree that one day this situation may disappear. All they can do is guide prompts. He and Dao Zhi moved between different doctors.

Because Tao Zhi is like this, there are endless problems in him, but none of them are too difficult. The most common situation is that he forgets one day, that is to say, he returns to normal in the popular sense.

But that time the situation was more severe. Tao Zhi had been in that state for a long time, and he still hadn’t recovered. After that, Tao Zhi asked for leave from school because he was crying because of the non-existent noise in his ears. He would scream regardless of the occasion, trying to fight the voices in his ears.

Tao Zhi wore earphones all day long at home. He was afraid of the unknown dangers of the outside world, and he stayed in his room and dared not go out, so Yan Shu's family naturally did not dare to go.

Yu Yanlun said that his younger brother might be like this for the rest of his life.

Yan Shu wanted to ask how he was, Tao Zhi was like that, Yan Shu felt that there was nothing different from others, he was just a little scared, some people were afraid of the dark, some people were afraid of bugs, but now Tao Zhi was only afraid of his ears the sound of.

But I also feel that this question is very dry and boring, not a smart question, and the only answer I can give is silence. No one knows what will happen to Tao Zhi. Maybe he will be fine tomorrow, but who knows when that tomorrow will be over. arrive.

That year, the persimmon trees and cycad trees in the garden of Yan Shu’s family, which had not produced fruit for a long time, bloomed. Yes, I watched it for days.

Until Yan Shu appeared under the tree one day, because of the distance, Tao Zhi couldn't see very clearly, he could only see a small figure, so he took out his telescope.

Yan Shu should have just finished school, he was still wearing his school uniform, his tie was neatly tied, and he didn't look loose. Tao Zhi had set up his binoculars that day, and watched Yan Shu start climbing trees in his neat school uniform.

Tao Zhi didn't know that Yan Shu could climb trees.

In fact, there are so many persimmons in the tree, the persimmons with the lowest branches and leaves are easy for Yan Shu, he just wants to climb up the tree, the well-fitting clothes restrict his movements, Yan Shu stops after climbing for a while After a while, he stood on the tree, and Tao Tao felt that he was about to turn into a branch, with fruits all around him, and birds would land on him.

Yan Shu kept comparing, and then picked off the persimmon on the highest branch he thought.

Children don't need to be taught that the fruit on the tallest branch of a whole tree is the sweetest.

Tao Zhi saw Yan Shu climbed down the tree and quickly crossed the road. He hurriedly hid his binoculars as if he accidentally broke some secret, and began to wait with a little expectation.

How long has passed, Tao Zhi can't remember the exact time, he always felt groggy during that time, the time dimension and space dimension have become distorted in his eyes, only the voice in his ear is constant. Stop, Tao Zhi once had the idea of ​​puncturing his eardrum, and told his parents about it as a wonderful method, but his parents sent him to see a doctor overnight.

Anyway, Tao Zhi heard the knock on the door. He put his ears on the door panel and waited silently for a few minutes. The knock on the door rang again, but he still didn't move.

"He's not willing to open the door..."

It is the voice of the parents.

Tao Zhi couldn't hear it clearly, Yan Shu's voice was indistinct, and Yu Yanlun's voice was extraordinarily loud, "Come back later, he will open the door for dinner."

Tao Zhi was afraid that Yan Shu would really be persuaded to leave, so he opened a small crack in the door, and he revealed one eye, watching people quietly behind the door.

"Persimmon," Yan Shu doesn't usually speak like this. Tao Zhi always feels like he's holding it up, without much ups and downs, but it's still pleasant to hear, because Yan Shu's voice is nice, and it's really rare to see such obvious excitement in his words. Yes, he showed Tao Zhi the persimmon in his hand. It was big and round, with plump flesh and looked very sweet. "You have been waiting... for the persimmon to ripen, and now it is ripe..."

Yan Shu might have come running over, and he was still panting when he spoke. Tao Zhi stood behind the door and looked at the person again and again. He waited until the noise in his ear was not so loud, and then said, "I want to pick persimmons too."

The elder brother exchanged glances with his parents, and everyone stood outside the door watching Tao Zhi. Yan Shu gently grabbed his hand on the door frame, and put the persimmon in his hand. If he dared to use force, he stood dryly with his hands raised flat.

Yan Shu was the same as usual, just like every time he came to the house to take Tao Zhi out to play, he said: "Let's go together, and Yu Yanlun will also go."

Tao Zhi stared at the persimmon for a few minutes, then slowly pushed the door open further, and walked out hesitantly, he held Yan Shu's hand tightly, he was still afraid of the unknown threat outside, but Yan Shu saw I didn't find anything unusual about him when I went up, I just held his hand calmly and asked Yu Yanlun to come along.

Tao Zhi secretly moved himself to Yan Shu's side, and his head touched Yan Shu's arm, Yan Shu naturally wrapped one hand around him, covering his ears.

"Can't you hear a little bit like this?" Yan Shu said, "Is it better?"

Tao Zhi nodded hesitantly. It was really strange for the two of them to walk like this, and their movements were awkward. Yu Yanlun followed them without knowing why. Tao Zhi was still holding the persimmon in his hand. The fruit was very soft, and Tao Zhi easily broke it a little. , the juice was sticky on his fingertips.

It seems even weirder, Tao Zhi thought to himself.

But it didn't seem so strange, at least Yan Shu didn't think they were so strange now, Tao Zhi was worried about what to do if he didn't get better, but at the moment he was walking on the road, he suddenly felt that it didn't matter if he didn't get better.

If it doesn't work, ask Yan Shu to cover his ears all the time, which is not a problem in the first place.

Tao Zhi originally suffered from illness for a long time because of the subtle psychological pressure on him, but suddenly the pressure disappeared, and he recovered soon after.Others should breathe a sigh of relief, it still looks the same as before, Tao Zhi suddenly healed, and no one knows when it will get better next time.

This persimmon tree grows too fast, and it is not as easy for Yan Shu to climb up now. The gardener suggested transplanting the persimmon tree at first, because it is too tall and too big now, and the branches and leaves always protrude out of the fence. The branches on the other side of the wall were squeezed and twisted.

He has been hesitating, he is afraid that the persimmon tree will be moved to death, although there are so many persimmon trees in the world, but Tao Zhi's favorite persimmon tree is only this one.

This time he came here to solve the problem of the tree, and finally decided to transplant it. The gardener assured that the transplanting would not cause too much impact, but Yan Shu was still worried. He also hoped that the tree would bear some fruit next year. Tao Zhi.

Tao Zhi never said what he wanted. When he mentioned persimmons last time, Yan Shu’s memory did not recover and he did not respond to Tao Zhi’s words. Tao Zhi was visibly unhappy, but now Yan Shu remembered it. He only wanted the persimmon tree to grow well, and Tao Zhi could grow well too.

The movement of transplanting can be said to be big or small, but Yan Shu did not expect to attract Tao Zhi's mother.