fail love

At the dinner table, Tao Zhi immersed himself in eating hard, trying to ignore the atmosphere on the dinner table that seemed to be stuck in the air.

Yu Yanlun watched Tao Zhi eating, his head lowered and his face was almost buried in the bowl, he stopped talking several times, and finally couldn't help but said: "Why are you in such a hurry to eat, lower your head, take You eat with your face."

Only then did Tao Zhi raise his head, and looked at Yu Yanlun nervously, Yu Yanlun raised his eyebrows, "Why are you looking at me, don't you read Yan Shu?"

Tao Zhi turned his eyes tremblingly to Yan Shu again, Yu Yanlun slapped the chopsticks on the table, and said fiercely: "You really dare to look at it?"

"You let him have a good meal." Yan Shu put a piece of chicken wing in Tao Zhi's bowl, "Why are you so angry, you will vent it on me later."

Tao Zhi silently lowered his head and gnawed on the chicken wings, but kept raising his eyes to glance at Yu Yanlun. He didn't quite understand why Yu Yanlun was angry, but he still felt a little flustered because of Yu Yanlun's anger. Unfortunately, he couldn't even get angry with Yu Yanlun. I don't know what the reason is, let alone find a way to calm him down.

So he could only keep his mouth shut and be as quiet as a quail.

"If I had known this would happen, the hospital called me that day, and I shouldn't have answered it." Yu Yanlun picked up his chopsticks again, facing a table of delicious food, but his throat seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't eat anything.

Yu Yanlun was more worried about Tao Zhi. Tao Zhi had been protected by his family since he was a child. Originally, he said that he was going to study abroad, but Yu Yanlun was very worried. He wished he could go to country D to accompany Tao Zhi, it's not that the Yu family has no business expansion in country D, but Tao Zhi disagrees and has always refused Yu Yanlun to work in country D.

For so many years, he has never thought about Tao Zhi's future love affairs. Like him, his parents seem to have ignored that Tao Zhi is already an adult.

Tao Zhi's mental development is retarded. At the age when others are in love, when his eyes are swollen from crying for love, he will only cry all night for failing math papers. There are not many things in his world that he can stop worrying about. Possibly bad grades.

But what troubled him was not because of the grades, but because of his early over-pleasing personality that made him hope that everyone would like him. In school, one of the important sources of evaluation of a student's quality is grades.

After being corrected later on, Tao Zhi gradually became less concerned about his grades. He carried his drawing board to the studio every afternoon for self-study.

Will such Tao Zhi suddenly realize that he is in love with someone?

The answer seems to be yes, he won't, because he doesn't understand what love is.

Yu Yanlun did not have the opportunity to live in country D for a long time, but his mother stayed there for a year after Tao Zhi went abroad, saying that she was taking care of Tao Zhi, and her attitude towards Tao Zhi changed after she came back.

She began to worry about Tao Zhi's marriage. At first, Yu Yanlun thought it was just a sudden idea on her mind, but unexpectedly, her mother prepared seriously for a long time.

Subconsciously, Yu Yanlun vaguely felt that there was some connection between them. He told himself not to follow along, Tao Zhi should have his own rhythm, and at the same time fell into a quagmire of doubts, until Yan Shu's accident made his whole body feel confused. I became restless.

He tried to connect all the incidents together, but these incidents were broken again because Yan Shu didn't have much contact with his mother. This fractured layer that appeared out of thin air made Yu Yanlun even more confused. He intuitively told himself that there is a way to make up for the broken section here. , but he couldn't find the key to complete this section.

Yu Yanlun even tried to find the answer from Yan Shu, who had lost his memory, but Yan Shu kept his calm and restraint, ignoring all the obstructive voices from the outside world very firmly. This is obviously not the answer Yu Yanlun wanted.

After Yan Shu fell off the cliff and was admitted to the hospital and woke up, Yu Yanlun recalled the details of the relationship between the three of them before, and gradually realized that Tao Zhi's attitude towards Yan Shu was very special, different from his family and friends. , and Yan Shu doesn't seem to always be able to keep his sense of proportion perfectly.

He has never overcomplicated the relationship between Yan Shu and Tao Zhi, because Yan Shu is his friend and Tao Zhi is his younger brother, so it is normal for Yan Shu to love his friend's younger brother more. The pheromone fit is so low.

Yu Yanlun also suddenly thought of it a few days ago, because of the low degree of fit, Yan Shu has not deviated at all for so many years, or because Yan Shu has not deviant behavior, the reason of low fit has always been a cover for his mind.

Yu Yanlun, who wanted to understand this point, felt inexplicably very uncomfortable. Although no one can confirm his point of view, he already felt that Yan Shu was abnormal. It is said that the child who was brought up by himself made such a hand.

And Yu Yanlun himself was still blind, he didn't see anything, he would worry when he thought about the past, when he left Tao Zhi alone with Yan Shu, what did Yan Shu tell him, what concepts did Tao Zhi instill in him? Zhi said that he likes Yan Shu, whether it is Tao Zhi's own love, or he was deliberately guided by others.

The more you think about these things, the more hairs on Yu Yanlun's hairs stand on end, even though he has always believed in Yan Shu's character for so many years.

Yan Shu also took his time when eating, and was well-bred. He didn't react to Yu Yanlun's angry words, but said very coldly: "Don't say such angry words again."

"That's right," Tao Zhi whispered on the side, he was holding the bowl like a little hamster stealing food, and said weakly, "Calm down, I won't be like this in the future."

Although Tao Zhi specified that he would not change it in the future, the apology must be sincere.

Yu Yanlun didn't want to show his face, Tao Zhi would be afraid if he showed his face, he finally calmed down his face, and said bluntly: "It's good to know."

After eating, Tao Zhi breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that the meal was finally over.

After Yu Yanlun finished his meal, he went to smoke on the balcony. Tao Zhi sat in the living room and found out the game controller. He wanted to ask Yan Shu to play with him, but Yan Shu played with him for a game.

Yan Shu put down the game console, "I'm going to smoke too."

Tao Zhi was getting excited about playing, he said "Oh" reluctantly, and muttered, "There's nothing good about smoking, it stinks."

Yan Shu smiled and said, "Come back soon."

Yan Shu pushed open the balcony door, Yu Yanlun glanced back, seeing him, he lazily rolled his eyelids, and quickly turned his head away to stop looking.

"What are you here for?" Yu Yanlun said, still digging out the cigarette case from his pocket, and took out a cigarette for him.

Yan Shu pushed the cigarette back, "I don't smoke, Tao Tao doesn't like the smell."

Yu Yanlun snorted, and took down the cigarette dangling from his mouth, "I really convinced you."

"When will you recover?" Yu Yanlun seemed to say something unintentionally, and looked at Yan Shu with meaning, "He can't see it, I can't see it at all, you like this state quite a bit Bar?"

Yan Shu didn't speak. When he was nervous, he would press his lips tightly. Most people would ignore the subtle changes in his expression. Yu Yanlun knew him so well that he knew right away that he had guessed right.

"..." Yu Yanlun sighed, flicked the cigarette in his hand, and the ash shook off the floor, "How much do you remember?"

"It's quite a lot," Yan Shu held on to the railing, he was quiet for a moment, and laughed a bit self-deprecatingly, "I'm sorry for you."

Yu Yanlun understood the meaning of his words, which tactfully confirmed his conjecture a few days ago. Yu Yanlun thought he would be angry, but unexpectedly, when it really came to an end, he was unexpectedly calm.

"I really didn't expect..." Yu Yanlun's hand holding the cigarette trembled a little, the cigarette burned a little short, and burned his fingers, Yu Yanlun cursed and put the cigarette butt in the trash can, "Then when Tao Tao confessed to you, Why did you refuse? Are you playing him?"

Yan Shu said no, so he didn't say another word. The two were silent for a long time before Yan Shu continued: "I don't remember the scene that day."

Yu Yanlun's fist on his side tightened and loosened, Yan Shu waited for it to fall on his face, but he didn't, Yu Yanlun said with restraint: "I don't want to scare Tao Tao, if you and I are here today, you will inevitably be beaten by me." Take a beat."

Yan Shu lowered his eyelids, and looked restrained and low-key. Yu Yanlun was also deceived by his appearance. He has always regarded him as an honest gentleman for so long, but he doesn't know what kind of wolf-hearted dog is under this skin!

"Anytime," Yan Shu said calmly, "I won't fight back."

Yan Shu raised his eyes and looked directly into Yu Yanlun's eyes. His eyes were dark, but because of the light in the distance, the light spots in his eyes shone brightly. He showed excessive stubbornness and perseverance, "But I assure you, you I am also reluctant to do what I am not willing to do to Tao Zhi."

Yu Yanlun's face hurt from the night wind, he stared blankly at Yan Shu, unable to say a word, Yan Shu lowered his head, and returned to his original reserved and dignified appearance, "I offer you everything I have. ensure."

Yu Yanlun felt inexplicably that he was the stick to beat the mandarin ducks.

After Yan Shu finished speaking, he got up and went back to the room. Yu Yanlun blew the cold wind alone for almost half an hour before returning to the room. Tao Zhi squinted his eyes at him, pouted his lips unhappily, and said to Yu Yanlun: "Smoking for so long Your smoke, don't want your lungs!"

Yu Yanlun didn't go forward, but just asked Yan Shu to go with him, and it was getting late, although Tao Zhi was reluctant to part with the two of them, he still sent them to the door.

Yu Yanlun lingered at the door for a long time, and finally touched Tao Zhi's face. Tao Zhi smelled the faint smell of tobacco from his fingertips. Yu Yanlun withdrew his hand and touched his head in embarrassment, "Brother is gone, take a good rest."

Yan Shu and Yu Yanlun didn't say a word on the elevator, but when they reached the open area downstairs, Yu Yanlun suddenly grabbed Yan Shu's collar and punched Yan Shu hard in the face.

Yan Shu said that if he didn’t hide, he really didn’t hide at all, he was beaten to the ground, nosebleeds gushed out instantly, flowed down his lips to the ground, and the bloody smell filled his nasal cavity, Yan Shu just grunted, enduring the severe pain and slowing down. Get up slowly from the ground.

Yu Yanlun cursed at the sky several times, his face was flushed with cursing, and finally he couldn't do it anymore, panting heavily, he glared at Yan Shu who was still bleeding from his nose, and said almost gnashing his teeth: "In Tao Tao's third year in high school, Confess to you, you didn't agree, this punch was for that time."

"Don't think you can escape just by saying you forgot." Yu Yanlun stared at Yan Shu, Yan Shu held his injured nose and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to escape."

Yu Yanlun also felt uncomfortable, he watched Yan Shu for a long time, and finally couldn't help crying: "It's not good who you like, you like my brother, I really, I really..."

He roughly pulled out a piece of paper, and pressed it firmly on Yan Shu's nose, "Press it firmly, stop the bleeding, you deserve it!"

Yan Shu, whose nose was still bleeding, laughed out loud. Yu Yanlun really admired him so much that he could still laugh like this.

Yan Shu held his nose, the paper ball was soon stained red with blood, he smiled as if he didn't feel any pain and said, "I will treat Tao Tao well in the future."

Yu Yanlun held back for a long time, and finally burst out the word "scroll".

The author says:

Strict statement diary_φ_(..)

Today my uncle finally recognized me!

(Actually not, Brother Yu is the ultimate brother-in-law, he just wants to beat you...)