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On the evening of the moving day, Yu Yanlun came over to take a look. Tao Zhi hadn't tidied it up yet. There were cardboard boxes and scattered books all over the place. His things were too many and miscellaneous to entertain Yu Yanlun.

Yu Yanlun stood by and watched for a while, then idly opened the refrigerator and drank the only can of Coke that Tao Zhi left in the refrigerator.

By the time Yu Yanlun came for the second time, Tao Zhi's new home had already settled down.

Tao Zhi liked his new residence very much. He was already very homely, and after taking care of his small nest, he became more homely. Yu Yanlun came without saying hello, and found Tao Zhi from the corner of the room.

He carefully compared the four corners of the room, leaned against him, and finally found a corner that made him most satisfied and at ease. He piled up all the carpets and quilts and pillows there, buried himself among the dolls, and paid for the fruits of his labor. I am very pleased.

If possible, Tao Zhi would never want to leave his kissing corner in this life, it is the most reliable corner in the world!

Plus his cutest bed.

When Tao Zhi heard Yu Yanlun calling him, he ignored it at first, and was still concentrating on watching the TV series, until he heard Yu Yanlun's approaching footsteps, he reluctantly pressed the pause, and raised his head against his messy hair.

"Why are you here?" Yu Yanlun called him up, but Tao Zhi was not very willing, and he didn't let go of his tablet for a long time.

Yu Yanlun didn't force him, but just urged him with his hands on his hips: "Get up, I'll take you out for dinner."

"Ah? I don't want to eat." Tao Zhi said vaguely, lowered his head and continued to watch the TV series, and turned up his voice by the way.

With an expression of "I knew it", Yu Yanlun said helplessly, "I knew you wouldn't go out, so I brought it for you, and you can eat it now when you get up."

"Okay, thank you brother." Tao Zhi changed his attitude, quickly put down the tablet and got up, and ran to the living room happily, shaking the few locks of hair on the top of his head, "What did you bring?"

Yu Yanlun followed him, seeing him as happy as a hamster meeting a pile of nuts, opened the straps on the table and looked carefully one by one, and said happily: "Wow, I like to eat them all, brother is so nice."

Yu Yanlun didn't actually buy the things, but he accepted Tao Zhi's rare sweet words frankly.

"Then you don't make small reports with mom." Yu Yanlun was picked on by his mother for no reason last time, and he behaved with his tail between his legs for a few days.

Tao Zhi shook his head and made a face at him, "I didn't make a small report."

"Yanlun," Tao Zhi shook his head, "get some snacks, your behavior is so bad for all to see."

"Hey, you man!" Yu Yanlun rolled up his sleeves and was about to catch him, Tao Zhi fled with his head in his arms, but he couldn't escape, so he hugged Yu Yanlun's arm with his backhand, shaking his arm and said, "You can't hit me, hit someone not good."

Tao Zhi was afraid that he would raise his hand, so he hugged his arms tightly, and Yu Yanlun was amused by him, "Don't be poor, go eat quickly."

Tao Zhi let go of his hand, ran back to the room in a hurry, turned back and carried the tablet over, and sat down at the table while eating and playing TV.

Yu Yanlun had already eaten before coming here, and now he has no appetite, so he sat on the other side and watched Tao Zhi stuff things into his mouth from time to time.

When he sees the tense part of the plot, he will stop chewing and move his cheeks from time to time.

"Yan Shu told me that your phone will be turned off when you call it." Yu Yanlun said, "Have you blacklisted him?"

"No." Tao Zhi said vaguely, he had already forgotten that there was still something stuffed in his mouth, and he slowly resumed his chewing movement after being interrupted by Yu Yanlun.He took a sip of milk with a guilty conscience.

Yu Yanlun had also been blacklisted by Tao Zhi before, but he didn't think the matter was serious. Anyway, in the end, Tao Zhi thought he was clean enough and would pull him out of the blacklist, but he was surprised that Tao Zhi would also think that Strictly annoying.

How strange is this, Yan Shu who does not give a fart all day offends people more than 3000 nautical miles across the ocean.

"Aren't you the most clingy to him before? Like a little tail." Yu Yanlun still decided to say a good word to Yan Shu, "Remember to let him out."

"En." Tao Zhi nodded, not intending to follow suit.

Tao Zhi thought that what he thought before was correct, Yan Shu didn't know that he had been blocked until recently, and Yan Shu hadn't called him once in the past so many years.

I may have also dialed, but I didn't care when I heard the prompt sound reminding the other party that the phone was turned off.

After all, dispensable.

Yu Yanlun was silent for a while, watching his brother concentrate on eating, Tao Zhi propped his chin, probably thought the plot was procrastinating, pressed and pressed the screen to adjust the speed, the sound quality of the fast-forward transposition was a bit sharp and funny.

Yu Yanlun knew from a very young age that Tao Zhi was a little different from normal people, and some of the characteristics Tao Zhi showed just proved this point.

Self-enclosed behavior, sometimes slow performance, delayed learning ability and overly weakened emotional receptivity.

Yu Yanlun often can't figure out what Tao Zhi is thinking. His thinking is often very pure. If he thinks you are good, he will be close to others, and if he thinks that people are bad, he will stay away from them. But good or bad has his own evaluation system in his mind. , the initial inducement of closeness and distance is uncertain, and once it is determined that it is difficult to change, Tao Zhi is so stubborn that it makes people helpless.

Before leaving, Yu Yanlun asked him if he wanted to go home on the weekend, Tao Zhi agreed, Yu Yanlun stopped at the door again, looked at Tao Zhi and said, "Hair is a bit long, do you want to cut it?"

Tao Zhi touched the back of his head, his soft hair was hanging in his hand, it was indeed a bit long, Tao Zhi said absently: "Let's talk about it."

"Wait for me to come over next time and take you to cut it." Yu Yanlun is the same as his mother. Tao Zhi feels that he is an adult, but they still treat Tao Zhi as a child. Yu Yanlun said something again, probably because he is worried about Tao Zhi live alone.

Tao Zhiming lived alone in Germany for several years, and Yu Yanlun still told him the most basic precautions.

Bored, Tao Zhi lowered his head and scratched the threshold with his toes. After scratching a few times, he raised his eyes and glanced at Yu Yanlun. Yu Yanlun should have come to Tao Zhi just after meeting Yan Shu. The pheromone taste of white tea on Yu Yanlun's shoulder.

White tea is the taste of pheromones, with a strong and correct floral fragrance, which is light and not easy to be noticed.

Tao Zhi was thinking, why didn't he stop by to see him with his brother?

"Brother, Yan Shu... Didn't he say he wanted to see me?" Tao Zhi put his hands behind his back, twisted together a little nervously, his heartbeat speeded up instantly, and he had to cough a few times to cover it up Own discomfort.

He felt that he was doing bad things behind his mother's back, and said sorry several times in his heart.

Yu Yanlun got stuck when he asked this question, and said a little embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, Tao Tao, he may...be too busy recently and don't have time."

Tao Zhi's expression was blank for a few seconds, he seemed a little overwhelmed, and he said "oh" slowly after a while.

Yu Yanlun hurriedly said: "But he asked me to bring that pile of food, and he still remembers your preferences very clearly."

It took Tao Zhi a long time to say "um", and he was not disappointed, but his voice was so soft that he could hardly hear him. He held the door frame and said goodbye to Yu Yanlun.

After sending Yu Yanlun away, Tao Zhi stayed in the studio all afternoon, and came out when he was hungry, warmed up the leftovers at noon, and took them to the corner to huddle again.

Tao Zhi listened to the same song over and over again, probably because he ate too much, and when he was full, he was prone to drowsiness. Tao Zhi squinted his eyes and thought about things.

In Tao Zhi's memory, Yan Shu has rarely lied to him.

He has always played the role of an elder, he is neither close nor too unfamiliar, others are more or less pampering Tao Zhi, only he is a bit too strict with Tao Zhi.

Tao Zhi once thought whether this had something to do with his demanding and perfect character, but after his careful observation, the bigger reason may be that Tao Zhi has something that makes him dissatisfied in every aspect.

On Yu Yanlun's 22nd birthday, he held a private birthday party in the apartment he rented next to the university.

Tao Zhi was invited. At that time, he had already decided to go abroad. The college entrance examination was no longer so important to him, so he asked for leave with the head teacher very conveniently.

At this birthday party, he did one of the things he regretted the most in the future. He drank too much wine on the table. He had never drank so much wine before, and he was so hot that he was dizzy.

It would be fine if he was just drunk, but Tao Zhi just closed his eyes and muttered that he felt uncomfortable and wanted to drink water.

Tao Zhi's voice was too soft, and the atmosphere at the table was still very lively. No one heard Tao Zhi's appeal. Tao Zhi sat on the back of the chair for a while, then got up with difficulty and planned to find water for himself.

He groped into the dark room and didn't notice the man standing quietly on the balcony in the darkness. He was startled by the shadow only after he poured a glass of water and drank most of it.

Yan Shu has an attractive appearance, with a high nose and deep eyes, with affectionate eyes.

Yan Shu's pheromone is white tea, he is really suitable for this pheromone taste, he is calm and introverted, but he can't hide his light, Tao Zhi likes his eyes, Yan Shu's eyebrows are very dark in color, like a deep black, like obsidian Low-key and expensive.

Half of his face was submerged in the unknown dim moonlight, making his facial features even more profound and three-dimensional. Tao Zhi squinted his eyes, a little unsure of the day and night.

The memory of that night was too chaotic, Tao Zhi only remembered his turbulent gaze, he confessed to Yan Shu, and then he was pushed away, the hands grabbed his shoulders, which made him feel a little painful.

Yan Shu's expression became cold, Tao Zhi's blood flowed back for a moment, his hands and feet were cold, Yan Shu stared at him, almost tearing off his flesh with his eyes.

"Stop, do you know what you're doing?"

Yan Shu's tone of voice is always light, giving people a feeling of indifference and alienation, especially when he speaks harshly.

After a few breaths, he heard his helpless low sobs.

In the end, it was Yan Shu who drove him back. Tao Zhi kept crying and kept saying he wanted to go home.

On the way, Tao Zhi begged Yan Shu not to tell this matter. He had wiped away his tears at that time, and his face was still wet. Yan Shu didn't answer at first, Tao Zhi began to panic, and couldn't help the tears in his eyes Come up again.

He choked up and repeated it again. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Yan Shu's hand on the steering wheel, with clear phalanges and bulging veins, in a state of exertion.

Yan Shu agreed, he would always agree to Tao Zhi's request.

When getting out of the car, Tao Zhi dawdled, touched the seat belt button for a long time, Yan Shu didn't urge him, Tao Zhi didn't know if Yan Shu was looking at him, he tried to dial the door twice, but his hands were so soft Open it with strength.

Yan Shu stopped him, Tao Zhi turned his head to look at him, the moonlight was hazy on his face, blurred in Tao Zhi's memory, now turning back again, he only clearly remembered a small mole on his left cheek.

Yan Shu's tone became softer, and he said, "Tao Zhi, can you..."

Tao Zhi didn't know if he could do anything, Yan Shu didn't go on, Tao Zhi guessed that what he wanted to say might be whether you can stop liking me.

It's really hard to define what he likes or not, but in this society where pheromones determine goodwill, Tao Zhi is too reckless. Perhaps in Yan Shu's eyes, not only his pheromones are so weak that he can't smell them, but even the possibility of affecting his emotions in the slightest nothing.

In Tao Zhi's eyes, a confession that is earth-shattering enough to destroy the world, in Yan Shu's eyes, is always understated, like the slightest inadvertent waves in calm water.

Tao Zhi has been listening to Yan Shu very much, he thinks that after that night, he never bothered Yan Shu again.

It's just that he doesn't know that it turns out that liking Yan Shu is a disease.

Tao Zhi quietly huddled in the corner, and the sound of the music suddenly became louder, causing his nerves to jerk and he woke up from his drowsiness.

Tao Zhi touched the mobile phone, held the mobile phone in his hand and glanced at the time, it was already eight o'clock, and Tao Zhi slept for about two hours.

At five past eight, Tao Zhi was still considering whether to turn on the light or just lie down, when a notification entered his message bar.

He opened Twitter calmly, and swipe across the headline "The founder of LM is suspected to be engaged soon, visiting his parents with a beautiful woman". Tao Zhi's fingertips felt a little cold. He read the entire report and carefully looked at the pictures that were captured.

Tao Zhi thought, so he was busy with this.

No wonder there is no time to meet with myself.

The cold light of the mobile phone hit Tao Zhi's face. He also read the comments below. Most people don't trust this kind of report. , will get married sooner or later" on the comment.

Tao Zhi knew from a long time ago that Yan Shu had a highly compatible Omega around him, but this didn't change anything. Tao Zhi couldn't control himself, it just made Tao Zhi's life more ridiculous these years.

Tao Zhi exited the reporting interface. He was distracted, holding his knees for a while, and something seemed to be twisted and formed in the darkness.

Tao Zhi closed his eyes, but it was still difficult to block the intrusion of the voice.

"Tao Zhi... Tao Tao..."

"Don't look, I will accompany you..."

Tao Zhi hugged his knees even tighter, he gritted his teeth, he felt his jaw was sore and trembling and said: "No, you go, don't come back again, I don't want you to come back."

"My illness is cured, please..."

Tao Zhi closed his eyes and counted tens of seconds silently in his heart. He felt his stomach convulsed, tightening and aching. He endured it for a while, and suddenly remembered that what he ate today was bought by Yan Shu.

Tao Zhi quickly got up and rushed into the bathroom, and couldn't help throwing up loudly while hugging the sink.

The author says:

Tao Tao: I don’t eat things from stinky men? (`Д′*)9?