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Tao Zhi rested at home for a few days, and his family tacitly didn't ask him how long he was going to stay when he came back this time. They seemed to be avoiding this question.

They didn't breathe a sigh of relief until Tao Zhi began to look through the advertisements of newly opened properties nearby.

The happiest thing is my mother. She looked at the layout of the room and muttered: "This one is also good. There is a rose garden and a flower house around the house. Don't you always want a flower house?"

Tao Zhi glanced at it and nodded in agreement: "It's pretty good."

"But the area is too big, let's change to a smaller one, I live alone."

Mother stopped turning the page, raised her head hesitantly and asked Tao Zhi: "Tao Tao, will you stay this time?"

The mother's expression was a little cautious, as if Tao Zhi was a fragile product that would fall apart at the slightest irritation.

During Tao Zhi's illness, his mother watched him carefully like this.

Tao Zhi felt that his illness was not particularly serious, but it was difficult to cure and needed to be corrected over and over again, just like pruning wrong branches, if it is cleaned up, Tao Zhi will be cured.

"En." Tao Zhi smiled slightly, and his mother became obviously happy, and said while the iron was hot: "During this time, don't contact Yan Shu for now, okay?"

Tao Zhi was a bit embarrassed by this request. His mother was still looking at him eagerly. Tao Zhi put his hands in his pockets and kept rubbing the corner of the mobile phone. The mobile phone was warmed by him.

Yan Shu's phone number is still on his blacklist.

Tao Zhi also thought about whether he would regret it if Yan Shu contacted him.

But in fact, the probability of this kind of regret happening is very small, because Yan Shu will not contact him, and the other party may not even know that he was blocked by Tao Zhi.

Thinking of this level, Tao Zhi's expression softened a little, and he nodded again.

On the day of moving, Yu Yanlun was too busy and didn't come. He and Tao Zhi said on the phone: "I told Yan Shu that Tao Zhi came back a few days ago. He said he wanted to see you. Have you two met?"

Tao Zhi was carrying two large cardboard boxes in his hands, his whole body was completely covered by the cardboard boxes, and with his mobile phone under his shoulder, he said with difficulty: "No."

Tao Zhi suddenly regretted his decision to go back to China. The content of strict statements here is too high, whether it is mother, Yu Yanlun, or even father.

Tao Zhi put down the cardboard box, and his mother helped him pack his luggage. There were already many boxes piled up on the ground.

"How could it be?" Yu Yanlun "tsk", very dissatisfied with Yan Shu.

In his eyes, he is brother Tao Zhi, and so is Yan Shu.

Tao Zhi inexplicably felt that this conversation could not be heard by his mother, so he lowered his volume and said stealthily, "He...maybe he's too busy."

After Tao Zhi touched his nose, he stayed for a moment distractedly, Yu Yanlun was still talking, Tao Zhi didn't listen much, he agreed casually, and kept chewing on Yu Yanlun's words over and over again.

After hanging up the phone, my mother took out the carefully packaged paintings from the wall, lowered her head to open them, and asked Tao Zhi, "Are these taken to the studio?"

Tao Zhi pressed his mother's hand nervously, "I'll just take it."

Mother let go, Tao Zhi picked up a few paintings, ran to the stairs and stopped hesitantly.

Tao Zhi stood by the handrail of the stairs, turned around slowly, he really lost a lot of weight, his wrists exposed outside the sleeves were slender, and the clothes always looked loose on him.

Mom waited patiently for him to speak, Tao Zhi glanced at her and said hesitantly: "Brother called me just now."

"What did he say?" Mom's expression didn't change much, which encouraged Tao Zhi, and he mustered up the courage to continue, "He said that Yan Shu wanted to see me..."

Tao Zhi thought that maybe the relationship between him and Yan Shu hadn't become so bad, and Yan Shu would think of him occasionally, and he said that he wanted to see him, which was a sign of goodwill.

Mom's face sank slightly, and she said in a stern voice: "Then he is here?"

Tao Zhi's courage was drained all of a sudden, he became a little puzzled, and looked at the opposite person blankly.

"It's been so many days since you came back, but he didn't come, Tao Tao, maybe he just said something polite." His mother reminded him, Tao Zhi wanted to refute, maybe no one told him, he didn't know, but now Yu Yanlun told him So he said he wanted to see Tao Zhi.

Mom seemed to see through his thoughts, "You promised mom."

Tao Zhi woke up in an instant, he still stood there without moving a step, he really wanted to say something to refute his mother's words, but no matter how much he thought about it for a long time, he couldn't find a reason to convince himself.

Tao Zhi didn't have much emotion, he didn't feel sad or sad, even he himself was surprised by his calmness.

He just felt a little lost, and the feeling of fullness made him confused about the status quo. In his personal conscious world, Yan Shu was the opposite of what his mother said.

In fact, Tao Zhi also understands that there are too many loopholes in the details of getting along with that "Yan Shu" that are difficult to ponder in detail.

He rationalized everything, and it all made sense.

His mother approached him, and Tao Zhi took a big step back.

Tao Zhi hugged the painting in his arms and stared at the ground absentmindedly. His mother asked him to look up and regain his senses, and Tao Zhi did so.

"I've seen him."

"Who?" Mom asked with a frown, and Tao Zhi answered her, "Shu Yan."

Mom became a little anxious, "When did you meet?"

Tao Zhi flinched for a moment, he shouldn't have said it, his mother was so worried about him.

"It seems to be half a month ago." Tao Zhi said vaguely, "I met him in the cake shop that I often go to. He said he was waiting for me and helped me line up to buy cakes."

Tao Zhi likes to eat the cakes of that shop very much, so even though the shop is a few streets away from his rented house, he still gets up early to queue up to buy his limited desserts no matter the weather.

Tao Zhi regards this as a task that he must do every day, but that day, he happened to get up late because of a cold. Although he had no hope of buying his favorite dessert, he decided to go and have a look.

When we arrived at the store, there was indeed a long queue. Tao Zhi looked around at the end of the queue, hesitating whether he should just go home like this or queue up.

Yan Shu's voice sounded, he was calling Tao Zhi's name, Tao Zhi had always heard this voice before, from time to time and from place to place, the frequency gradually decreased as time went by.

Tao Zhi still stood at the end of the line and did not move. Instead, he lowered his head even more, burying his chin and mouth in his collar. The cold made him dizzy.

Yan Shu called his name again, the voice was closer and clearer.

Tao Zhi looked up, Yan Shu appeared in front of him, Tao Zhi blinked slowly, not particularly surprised.

He was carrying a box. Tao Zhi first saw his slender fingers, and then saw the name of the bakery on the box. He blinked faster. Yan Shu might have been amused by him, so he let out a muffled laugh, "I'll wait." You have been a long time."

Tao Zhi took a closer look at Yan Shu again, it seemed that there was something different, he was taller than he remembered, Tao Zhi had never seen Yan Shu like this before, so he couldn't help but keep looking.

Yan Shu's facial features are deep and straight, and Tao Zhi, as a qualified art student, couldn't help delineating the muscles and bones of this face.

Tao Zhi reacted very slowly. He looked down at his shoes after a glance, closed his eyes and muttered: "Fake, fake, go away, go away."

Just as he is standing in front of his mother with his head bowed now.

Mother didn't speak, Tao Zhi paused, thought for a moment and then said: "Yan Shu still hugged me."

Mom stopped him, "Are there many people around?"

"There are a lot of people." Tao Zhi answered honestly.

His mother corrected him: "Tao Zhi, how could Yan Shu know which cake shop you like to go to the most? That can't happen, and he can't hug you, you're wrong."

Seeing Tao Zhi's silence, mother could not bear to turn around and said, "Maybe you saw him, but he won't hug you."

Tao Zhi denied it, and was silent for a while and said, "That should be like this."

He thought about it again, and seemed to be defending himself, "I might have met him, maybe, he might not be happy to meet me, because I'm so weird, and might scare him."

"No." Mom interrupted him, "Don't think so."

Mom took out her mobile phone and looked through it, and was very confused when she looked at Tao Zhi again.

"This is the contact information of a new doctor in China that mom found. He is very famous." Mom handed the phone to Tao Zhi, "In a few days, mom will take you to see it, okay?"

Tao Zhi was a little discouraged, and he made his mother worry again. He put the painting aside, obediently took out his mobile phone and wrote down the doctor's number.

Mom seemed to have something to say to him, and Tao Zhi waited for her to say it.

Mother didn't speak anymore, her heart was too soft, every time she refuted Tao Zhi, she couldn't bear to look at Tao Zhi's expression.

Tao Zhi didn't have much thought, he had experienced this kind of thing many times and gradually got used to it.

Tao Zhi smiled playfully, trying to revive the atmosphere, "What's the matter, it looks like you stabbed me with a knife."

Mom's eyes turned red for a moment, and she turned around quickly, not wanting Tao Zhi to see her, and said in a slightly choked voice, "What's the difference between this and stabbing you with a knife?"

"It's all your brother's fault. I'll teach him a lesson when I get back." Mom secretly wiped away her tears with her fingers, "I tell you this every day, and those who don't know think he wears the same pair of pants as that man, so inseparable." gone."

"Hey, don't, I don't know about it." Tao Zhi heard that Yu Yanlun was about to suffer a wave of unreasonable disasters, so he hurriedly spoke for him.

Mother sighed, and Tao Zhi said, "Can you promise me one thing?"

Mother was feeling distressed, so she naturally agreed, Tao Zhi cleared his throat and said, "Please don't recommend me any more high-quality Alphas."

"That won't work." Mom said hard-heartedly, Tao Zhi wrinkled his face and said, "I don't like those types."

"Why, didn't you say it? I like rich old men with bald heads and abdominal muscles." Mom pointed to Tao Zhi's mobile phone, "It must meet your criteria for choosing a mate."

Tao Zhi was completely stiff. He didn't expect that Yu Yanlun would really tell his mother that he was happy for a while, "I'm begging you very seriously."

Mom nodded frankly, "I'm also very serious about finding someone according to your standards."

"Bald, abs, rich, all of them are missing."

"..." Tao Zhi pondered for a moment, and decisively turned the flames of war on Yu Yanlun, "Mom, don't you want to teach brother a lesson, I'll help you hold the phone."

"Swear harshly." Tao Zhi gave her an expression of "comrade working hard" and added an affirmative look.