you are the strawberry flavor

A trace of gloom appeared in Qi Shuyi's eyes, but he still held Zhang Yuan, not daring to let go.

"Zhang Yuan, my love for you does not conflict with my expediency. I have not betrayed you. No matter what a person in a high position does, there are countless pairs of eyes staring at him. He uses appropriate means to cover himself. Exposing a weakness is a form of protection, not deceit."

"Then am I your weakness or shame?" Zhang Yuan stared at Qi Shuyi and asked sharply, "If you are so shameless with me, why did you start?"

"Qi Shuyi, do you think I'm a fool? Are you really afraid to reveal it to me because this painting became popular!"

As Zhang Yuan said, it was as if he stabbed himself with a knife, blood was flowing from his heart, but there was a mocking smile on his face.

Because at that moment just now, he suddenly remembered that, from the very beginning, Qi Shuyi had no intention of being known by others.

On the first day together, he told the girl who had doubts about them that he was his brother.

At that time, he was still wondering why it was such an indecent joke, but Qi Shuyi was really angry and warned him solemnly not to mention their relationship in front of outsiders.

At first, I just thought it was because we just got together and didn't want to, but now it seems that we have planned for a long time.

No wonder, Qi Shuyi even came to the dormitory to see him, either at night after the lights were turned off, or on rainy days when he could not see his face from upstairs with an umbrella.

After dating for half a year, his friends never knew who he was with!

Qi Shuyi felt from the very beginning that this relationship was shady!

Qi Shuyi, this is, he was raised as a junior from the very beginning!

Zhang Yuan stretched out his hands to cover his eyes, and felt for the first time in his life that he shouldn't see things too accurately.

Qi Shuyi found a girlfriend to cover it up. In fact, the root cause was in his heart. He also felt that love between men and women was normal.

A trace of bewilderment flashed across Qi Shuyi's eyes, followed by unspeakable pain and panic.

"Zhang Yuan, I just don't want us to be different. I will try my best to love you more and compensate you. Except for our status, we will not change anything..."

Zhang Yuan only felt a chill gradually coiling up from the soles of his feet, freezing all the way up along his calves, reaching his heart.

What do you mean, heterogeneous?They just like each other, why are they called heterogeneous?

Don't they have two eyes and one mouth?

"I understand," Zhang Yuan smiled calmly, "Actually, I'm afraid you can't accept that you are gay, right?"

In other words, Qi Shuyi is a man who is going to get married and have children normally, but his relationship with his wife is in name only, and with his wife's acquiescence, he is looking for fun.

It's just that most people looking for mistresses are looking for women, while Qi Shuyi is looking for men, ha ha.

Zhang Yuan only felt that all the strength in his body was taken away by these words, he closed his eyes deeply, held back the tears that almost flowed out, and slowly stood up.

"I accept your explanation. Homosexuality itself is easy to be poked in the back, I understand, but..." Zhang Yuan looked at Qi Shuyi deeply and desperately, and smiled wryly, "This person always has a bottom line, you and I can only Here it is."

"I don't!" Qi Shuyi stood up suddenly, and hugged Zhang Yuan who wanted to leave, her breathing became short of breath because of fear, "You promised me that you would not leave me!"

"Then you promised me that you would not betray me? How could you spoil me and not allow me to go back on my word?"

When you kissed that girl, why didn't you think of me when you proposed?

"Qi Shuyi, this person, you have to be greedy to a certain extent, you can't let you take all the good things in the world, can you?"

After Zhang Yuan's words fell, Qi Shuyi's eyes first flashed a trace of bewilderment, followed by unspeakable pain and panic.

Zhang Yuan raised his head and lowered his eyes to look at Qi Shuyi. When his eyes met, the mood that was just bold and ambitious suddenly collapsed, and his eyes suddenly turned red uncontrollably.

what to do?He is really uncomfortable.

"Qi Shuyi, tell me, from the moment I went to bed with you to now, have you considered me a bit?"

Qi Shuyi saw that his eyes were red, and her heart ached so badly, she hurriedly reached out to hold his face, shook her head, "No, I love you..."

"But you love yourself more! You are even more afraid that others will know that you are gay, and ruin your perfect image of Qi Shuyi with a fairy air and arrogance!"

The more Zhang Yuan said, the more he felt a great pain in his heart. The pain in his heart made him really unable to hold back. He raised his hand and punched Qi Shuyi's chest fiercely.

"Why do you humiliate me like this!"

Qi Shuyi swayed back from the beating, his chest heaved violently, he stared at Zhang Yuan, his eyes were blood red.

"What's wrong with that? Are you willing to accept a me who is regarded as a different person? Can you accept being regarded as a different person! Is it wrong to cover up an innocuous fact and protect yourself? I love only You, only belong to you, isn't that enough?"

"Harmless?"

In an instant, the temperature around Zhang Yuan dissipated like a tide, and the chill poured down his head, freezing his limbs and bones.

This person has been in love with him from the beginning to the end with the intention of marrying someone else, and he still has the face to say it's harmless?

Zhang Yuan really just wants to laugh now, laugh at Qi Shuyi, laugh at himself like an idiot.

That's ridiculous!How fucking ridiculous!

The relationship in the past six months is too ridiculous!

"Zhang Yuan..." Qi Shuyi called him in a low voice.

Zhang Yuan felt that his heart was frozen into a block of ice, and then Qi Shuyi slammed him onto the ground, shattering into pieces.

Two old men, he doesn't need to be able to walk in front of others, but, such a Qi Shuyi, who can't even do one-on-one, how can he be worthy of his sincerity and bravery!

"Qi Shuyi, I'm just an ordinary commoner. What I want is food, rice, oil and salt. I can go to the streets with the people I like. I really can't get to that fairy world. Let's forget it."

Zhang Yuan turned his face sideways, resisting the soreness in his heart, clenched his fists tightly, barely holding his dignity that was trampled down by Qi Shuyi, closed his eyes deeply, and finally let the three words "forget it" The words came out.

As a man, he can understand Qi Shuyi's fear of people's words, but as a lover, if he really cares about people's words so much, then he doesn't want to be an outlier, why bother to start in the first place!

Now that it's started, why don't you even have the courage to face it!

Looking at Zhang Yuan's resolute side face, Qi Shuyi finally gave up on communicating, narrowing her peach blossom eyes with a dark depth in them, and slowly stood up from the ground.

Zhang Yuan opened his eyes, managed to maintain his superficial calm, stood up and said with a smile to Qi Shuyi, "I wish you a happy family", then turned and walked out quickly.

This love is too painful, he really can't afford to talk about it.

Qi Shuyi didn't stop him, his eyes were full of deep, extremely sad reluctance, and when Zhang Yuan's hand touched the doorknob, he suddenly opened his mouth.

"Zhang Yuan, do you remember what I said that day? If you dare to leave me, I will break your leg."