[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

He squinted his eyes and looked at me. He didn't make any further movements but made me feel even more stressed. His gaze seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, which made me dare not look up.

After a long time, I only heard Clause leave, "Take me there tomorrow", and left.After he left, the strong pressure finally disappeared, and my whole body relaxed, and I fell onto the bed all at once.

Today my heart hurts too much, I stretched out my right hand and pressed it tightly, my lip was bitten so hard that it was about to bleed.A thought hits my brain, is Clause my father?If so, then there is a more plausible explanation for my father's hatred for me.His mother betrayed him, gave birth to someone else's child, and gave her life for it. He was very tolerant in not taking revenge on that child, so that child has no reason to be sad, because she is not qualified.

I am not qualified, I am not qualified to be sad because of my father's hatred.Thinking of this possibility again, without the original panic, remembering the scene of crying in Damon's arms, which made my face feel hot, but thinking of the harm he did to me because he cared about Elena, my heart ached. It was like being poured a basin of cold water from head to toe, I shook my head mockingly, why did I think of him again?Pulling my thoughts back to the things in front of me, despair, I feel a kind of despair, and I don’t even have the desire to explore the truth, because I still remember that I was afraid at the time, but now I only remain calm.It’s a fact that my father doesn’t love me, and it’s also a fact that my mother died for me. It’s also proven that Clause and his mother have a past. No matter whose child I am, these can’t be changed. Besides, my time is running out. As long as I stop Clause If I hurt my father, then I don't have any regrets.

"You are waiting for me here", when I came near my grandma's house, I turned and said to him, he saw my concerns, and my whole body's fear of him made him laugh mockingly, he said, "Here One hour of your time", after he finished speaking, I thought I could leave, but unexpectedly he leaned down and whispered in my ear, "If you play tricks with that person behind, don't blame me for being merciless", at the same time His eyes lead me to the right direction, although there is nothing in front of me, but my intuition tells me that the person Clause said is Damon, "follow us all the way, if you get what I want, then I will Good intentions to let him go, otherwise, I have to do something to make myself happy today." I slowly raised my head and looked at him without blinking. Seeing my expression, the corner of his mouth pulled out a smile, my heart I clicked but didn’t show it. I didn’t say anything to him. I turned around and left. I just glanced at the direction Clause pointed me out of the corner of the eye. He said those words to warn Damon. After all, vampires have a strong ability to respond to voices. ability.

The moment the old man saw me, the smile on the corner of his mouth froze immediately. I had never been so close to this old man, so when she invited me into the room, neither of us spoke, we sat on the old sofa On the next day, she handed me a glass of water, and I said softly, "Thank you", and then said "Grandma" almost inaudibly. I'm not sure if she heard it, but her pause made me very embarrassed.

"Rui Xue, you..." Her old voice was halfway through, and she didn't know how to continue.I didn't want to embarrass her too much, so I directly explained the purpose of coming, "I, I came today to find a relic of my mother."

Hearing me mention her little daughter, grandma became sad again. She rubbed her eyes with her hands, and her voice was a little hoarse, "What do you want?"

Grandma didn't make things difficult for me, which made me breathe a sigh of relief, "Can you give me a transparent stone?" I really wanted to say that name, but it was stuck in my throat. Maybe in my lifetime, we can't be like A pair of normal grandparents and grandchildren get along.

She frowned, and I could see the deep marks on the wrinkles on her face. I suddenly felt sad. The person in front of me was really old. Her eyes that hated me were still so deep, but now I feel that even that emotion is gone. Can't insist, "Let's go and see."

After the grandma finished speaking, she stood up abruptly, causing her body to shake a little. I quickly supported her arm, and after standing still, she turned her head to look at me, quietly and profoundly, her eyes began to look away, as if time was running backwards Back, I knew she was looking at my mother through me, I looked straight into her eyes without avoiding, and took the opportunity to look at her, although the traces of the years on her face had changed her facial features, but those eyes, I finally I found our common ground, which made me smile unconsciously, and at the same time, my grandma smiled kindly at me.She took my hand and patted it lightly, a gesture of intimacy that flattered me.I followed her into the bedroom in a daze, "This is all your mother's stuff." After she finished speaking, she opened the big cabinet in front of her.There are some cotton wool and clothes on the top, some books on the bottom, some awards on the bottom, and a pipa. Grandma dragged out a cardboard box and said to me, "I put all those little things here. , you can look for it.” I looked at this old man caressing the cardboard box, seeing her treat everything in the cabinet with care, that deep sense of guilt surged from the bottom of my heart, and suddenly felt that if there was no me, then No matter whether it is father or grandma, they will not be so sad, but all this is really beyond my decision, but I feel that I am the instigator.

Trying to suppress the tears that I wanted to shed, I gently searched for everything in the cardboard box, but my grandmother and I checked carefully and found nothing. I raised my head in doubt, "Is it all here? Is there any more? Put it somewhere else?" Grandma thought for a while, then shook her head, "There will be no omissions, I will collect all your mother's things here."

Why not?Mother said that she put it at home. She was not married to her father at the time, so the home she was referring to was grandma's place. Besides, she did not bring the moonstone to her father after marriage.

I was thinking about it, but I saw my grandma’s hand gently pressing the strings on the pipa. Looking at her expression, I could guess that she thought of her mother when she played, "Since she returned to China, she has never touched it again. This is the piano." Grandma's tone was very regretful, after all, my mother was so charming.I thought of everything Tina told me, and I also imagined in my mind the scene when my mother surprised those white people with a song, "Ruixue, pick it up and show it to me".I obediently followed the instructions, gently picked up the pipa, and sat on the wooden chair in the shadows. Grandma looked at me as if she was in a daze, and tears slowly shed from the corners of her wrinkled eyes, "Take it away." , she waved.I knew it was time to leave, but just after saying goodbye and taking two steps, I felt that I should say something, "Grandma, American house, thank you." I finally called out this address generously.

But she showed a puzzled expression, "What are you talking about? What house?" I saw that she didn't seem to be fake, but I began to wonder, who else is not her?Could it be that my heart beat wildly at the thought of this possibility, could it?It was just a bold guess, but I couldn't help laughing out of excitement.

Clause laughed at my high spirits, "Got it?"

Hearing his voice, my face instantly stiffened. How could I forget about the moonstone? I said tremblingly, "No." Just after I finished speaking, I was afraid that he would get angry and do something that would harm my father. Said, "I will find it, I promise." Maybe my urgency is for someone, but I don't want to admit it.

Strangely, he didn't show any angry expression, his eyes were attracted by the pipa in my hand, and those nostalgia and memories were all clear in his mind, "Give it to me." He said.I hesitated for a while, but believing that he would not do anything, I handed it to him. The moment I spread it on my hand, he smiled sexy, with an expression like catching prey, and he read my mother's words softly. The name, "shinely", and he happily asked the question that worried me, "No moonstone found, did you?"