[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

We traveled through the night again, and my heart was no longer floating, because I knew where I was going, although I was not sure of the exact address of that place, and then some fears began to emerge deep in my heart, fear" Go home" what will happen later.I know that I am going to die, but whether the way of death will be painful or not, this guess makes me panic. I have been waiting for death since I was sensible in my life, but life like water now has a lot more meaning. When there is concern, then people It is no longer fearless.

I have never dared to ask "going home" where I am going, and Clause has no intention of telling me. Finally, after passing through one after another villages and cities that I have never heard of, we came to that mysterious place.I stopped in front of the house, looked up, and was very surprised, this is the real castle.I even forgot to keep my mouth shut and stared blankly at Clause, only to hear him say, "Baby, welcome home."

"This is?" I swallowed hard, and turned my eyes back to the shocking place in front of me. This is a castle that only exists in text descriptions. It is different from those landscapes that have already faced the world. It is full of mystery, The oppressive and dark atmosphere is like the ancient Europe under the leadership of the Pope, where the absolute classes were clearly defined, and the life between the nobles and the common people was separated by the wealth that represented the status of power in front of them.Regarding the history of Europe, I have only heard some of it in class, and I can only say that I know a little bit about it, but some things are shocking and some things don’t need to be known. Just knowing it can give you a glimpse of why. I think the castle in front of me is like that The presence.

"The place where I was born." Clause looked in the direction of the castle with me, but his tone lacked the anticipation that I encountered at the beginning, and even disgusted, "Isn't that a long-ago home?" I muttered to myself, and looked at the absolutely silent environment around me. There was no human habitation, nothing at all, only the original castle standing in the distance, carrying all of Clause.

"Yeah, a long, long time ago."

"Why did you bring me here?" After regaining my composure, I figured I needed an answer, "Besides, this isn't my home".

Clause turned to look at me, with a doting look in his eyes that he didn't even realize, "You'll know." He said, looking at his expression, my heart was flustered, and there was some anger, I just Don't want to know, don't know anything.

He doesn't care about my mood, he just walks forward, he doesn't even care if I run away, he always keeps his back to me, and doesn't interfere with how long I stay in the distance, oh, I'm stupid, how can he be afraid I ran away, how could I escape.

Taking two deep breaths, he tried hard to push those suppressed emotions out of his body with this movement, and finally leaned forward to follow Clause's footsteps.The door opened automatically before I was even close. I was taken aback, but I was relieved to have Clause inside. No matter what his purpose is, at least now he will never let me in these insignificant places. where any danger is encountered.

After entering the castle, I realized the universe. The light behind me shrank little by little, and finally there were only gaps left, and then there was nothing left. I turned around and saw two ancient European men wearing clothes I had seen in books. The man decorated with servants stood by the door, and I became more and more confused. There is coldness everywhere, isolating modern civilization, and returning to the basics, there are only light and darkness, and light is the most primitive torches.There is a door in front, and there are burning torches on both sides of the wall. I walked in, and my vision immediately widened.Behind the door was a large space, with a fireplace burning, even though it was summer, it couldn't heat up the cold place.The room is very large, Clause is sitting comfortably in front of the fireplace, holding a glass of suspicious red liquid in his hand, behind him stands a man, in the same attire as the two people I saw just now, he Standing respectfully behind Clause with a straight back, holding a wine bottle in his hand, I saw Clause raised his hand and raised the glass slightly, his eyes looked at me at the door, expressionless.The servant behind him carefully poured the liquid in the bottle into the empty cup that Clause raised, "Go down", he ordered, and the man bowed slightly and left.

"Come here," Clause called, and I walked over, and he spread his hands, "Please sit down," so I sat down.

"Like it here?" Clause asked, seriously.

I looked around and said "I don't like it".

He raised his eyebrows, "Oh?" Then he took a sip of his wine glass and asked leisurely, "Why?"

"Because it's not suitable for me." Actually, what I didn't say was that his natural attitude made me very disgusted. Why did he do this? Do you want me to doubt? Doubt my biological father, he is a vampire, There would be no descendants in the first place, so what is the use of doing such superfluous things now except to make me panic and make me angry?

Clause looked at me seriously for a long time, then he stood up and looked at me condescendingly, so I had to look up, "Take a good rest for a few days, we have a lot of time, you will always like it." Then he left After a while, a person dressed as a maid came to me, "Miss, please follow me." I nodded, stood up, and followed her, walking in this winding castle, and finally she opened a He opened the wooden door, stopped at the door, and bowed to invite me in. I went in calmly, "Miss, if you have any orders, I will ring the bell and I will come right away."

"What's your name?" I asked.

"Malisa", she finished, waiting for my order, "Thank you, Malisa, you go down first, I will call you over if necessary."

The bed in the room is very big, but it is very old, but the bedding is clean. The color is the pure white that Europeans like to deceive themselves, but it looks soft, which should make me sleep comfortably, at least in terms of hardware conditions.There is a small balcony extending out of the room. I opened the curtain and walked to the balcony. I knew that I was in a room on the second floor. Although the view was not too wide, there was a gap without trees in front of me. I can see mountains in the distance.Looking up at the sky here, it is blue, and it is a kind of pure blue.If it weren't for Clause, I would never say that against my will. I like this place, I like it very much. If there is no follow-up, I would rather die here.I haven't taken my meds for so long that I wouldn't even want to take them if it wasn't so painful, and it would be nice if my natural death would allow me to escape Clause's pursuit.

The dinner was brought to my room by Malisa. I fell asleep early and returned to the original tranquility, slowly calming down in my heart.I thought I would not be able to fall asleep because of this incredible day, but it turned out that I fell asleep so easily.

For the next few days, I didn’t see Clause again. I accidentally asked Malisa, and she also said she didn’t know, but Clause didn’t restrict my freedom. I can go to see mountains and rivers, but I can’t be alone, not because I’m afraid of running away , but because I was afraid that I would have an accident, this is what Malisa told me.So in the past few days, I always took Malisa through the forest, and finally stopped under a tree, eating apples, or quiet by myself, or talking with Malisa.I think of myself as a strange person, once in a familiar environment, I can also be spontaneous.Through Malisa's description, I gradually became curious about the people in the castle, "You said that Clause is not the only owner here?" Are there other people?

Malisa waved her hands again and again as if she said something serious, "I don't know." Seeing her panicked look, I had no choice but to give up, "So you've been staying here all this time? Don't you feel bored?"

"No, sometimes we will go to the nearest town, but we rarely go there. The current life is very suitable for us." Malisa said shyly.I nodded to express my understanding. Everyone has their own favorite way of life. Don't I love this place myself?

One day for dinner, Malisa no longer delivered the food to the room, but invited me to the lobby, saying that the master had invited me.

"Okay, you go down first, I'll be there in a while." There was silence outside the door, but my heart was raised. I think I understand what Clause's reappearance means, and things are about to begin.

Clause sat on the main seat, and I sat down on her left, and soon a servant brought me a plate. It was a typical Western dinner. I watched Clause eat with great relish, but I couldn't lift it Appetite, I suddenly wanted to ask, "Does the food taste in your mouth?" But I was afraid of offending him, and in the end I silently picked up the knife and fork to do something I didn't like.

"I have a sense of taste", he said suddenly, I immediately turned my head to look at him, but saw that he was still cutting as usual, "Then what does it taste like to you?" I don't know why I want to talk to him, but If one's own thoughts are seen through by others, it will make people's minds go out of order for a moment. Clause smiled at me, "What do you think?" As he spoke, he signaled to the valet beside him, and the valet immediately refilled his glass of wine.

I didn't answer, just turned around and concentrated on eating my food.

"Tomorrow, we set off for China."

I was so shocked that I couldn't even hold the knife and fork. The crisp sound of them falling from my hands and colliding with the plate calmed me down from the initial shock. "I'm going to look for something", he said, "and there is another person", he deliberately paused for a few seconds for the latter sentence, looked at me and said it seriously, as if he was talking specifically to me, my heart It was gradually mentioned in his eyes, his head was slowly heating up, and there was an unbelievable idea that came suddenly, could it be?

Impossible, I dare not let myself think about it, Clause's expression is just teasing me, I can't think too much, Tammy, did you hear me, I can't think too much, but Clause went to China to find someone, maybe My mother, Tammy, listen, my mother passed away many years ago, maybe Clause didn't know about it, that's why he said that, not to mention the person he was looking for wasn't necessarily my mother, he knew her Mom, but it doesn't mean he only knows his mother in China.I finally convinced myself and took a deep breath, but he didn't give me a chance to calm down, "You know, is it possible for a person to come back from the dead?"

"What? How come?" My eyes widened.

Clause raised the corner of his mouth again, and smiled mysteriously, "Can't you see immortality in me?" My expression froze instantly, and he pointed to the vampire, "And, everyone in this room is immortal , so even a person who died before your eyes may appear in front of you again in the original form many years later."

"People who die in front of your eyes", I unconsciously followed Clause to read this sentence, the thought that I suppressed just now began to stir again, this time, I cut myself in half, half let it run wild Cranky, the other half freezes up, thinking nothing.

"The person I'm looking for, I don't know if you recognize it or not," Clause continued, and the other half of my mind was activated. I didn't believe it, so I pushed the plate away and stood up to hide in the room. I escaped in a panic , but he still didn't let me go, "When I find her, maybe you will think she is very familiar."

My brain was about to explode, the two voices inside became louder and louder, and finally I lost my mind and turned to Clause and yelled, "What are you going to do?" I yelled with all my strength, and it resounded throughout the castle When the echo disappeared, leaving only the crackling of the fireplace burning, and then Clause laughed wantonly, I finally turned and fled back to the room.I closed the door hard, and Malisa knocked on the door worrying about me, and then I realized that they were all vampires, and the initial strange feelings were explained.

The author has something to say: During the business trip, I was too busy, and I finally had two hours to update the article. I am really touched, and I am touched by my diligence.