[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

He didn't tell me where the destination was. For half a month, I followed Clause without asking anything. As he crossed the sky one by one, looking at the mountains and rivers and buildings of different cultures, he was as calm as a traveler. , so I couldn't understand his intention more and more. Clause is an absolute aristocrat, he always maintains an absolutely elegant appearance when eating, if you haven't seen the real him, then I think every girl will get lost in his mysterious smile.

Today he took me to a castle in England. I stood behind him and watched him silently. I felt that he fit the atmosphere of this castle so well. "How old are you?" After pondering for a long time, I still asked out the doubts in my heart. Clause turned his head back from the trance, looked at me fixedly, and raised the corners of his lips. His smile was different from Damon, which was evil, but he revealed an inherent elegance, deep and meaningful.

"I forgot," he said.Then I nodded and didn't dwell on it.I don't know what words to use to describe my mood at this moment. If there is only this moment of time, and he is gentle in the red shadow of the setting sun in the distance, then I think I am undoubtedly calm, but when time stretches, I have to I feel rushed, because the unknown is the scariest thing, I don't know where he is going to take me, and what is my role to him.

"Tammy, you should enjoy the beauty of this moment in time, otherwise you will regret if you want to recall the past." He turned around again, walked to the balcony, propped his arms on the balcony, looked up at the distance and said to me.

His words made me fall into deep thought, but just entered the dazed stage, before touching anything, he turned around slowly, spread his arms on the balcony, "What do you think?"

I looked up at him, but didn't speak, because I had nothing to say, how can I solve other people's doubts about things that I don't even understand myself.

"Tomorrow, I will take you home."

I frowned, "Go home?"

"Yes, go home." Clause's voice was full of anticipation and nostalgia, gently playing on the strings like a restless heart, I don't understand his nostalgia, like I'm not smart enough to understand the mind of a heinous person The look of heaven.

The night in the English countryside is quiet and serene. After turning off the lights, it is so pure that I can’t see my fingers. When I close my eyes, I feel that I can see the stars, and suddenly I think of the pleasant town in my growing years.The town is far away from the city, and because it is not simple enough, it has no value for tourism development. Occasionally, the twittering of a few young people on outings only adds to the color of the town, but there are more stars and silkworms on a cloudless sunny day. tweet.Those simple lives that accompanied me growing up are now reappearing in a different world like a dream. I can't tell whether I am happy or sad, I only know that I hope I won't wake up after being drunk.

I thought tomorrow would be the day after dawn, but unexpectedly before dawn, the strong sense of existence beside the bed woke me up from my dream. I took a breath, sat up immediately, held my chest and gasped for breath, and finally turned around. I moved my head along the hem of the clothes I could see in front of me to Clause's slashed face, I saw him looking down at me, his eyes shone with a faint light, which made people shiver uncontrollably.

"Are you okay?" At this moment, the tense atmosphere stopped the air flow, and I had to say something to break the silence.

"We should go." He replied succinctly.I finally relaxed my body, "I need to wash up." I was even worried that I didn't speak clearly enough. Fortunately, the gentleman will understand the embarrassment of the lady. Although Clause is like a wolf now, he is definitely not human, but he left The act of closing the door for me still made me very grateful.

I had no choice but to quickly put on my clothes, wiped my face twice indiscriminately, stood at the door and took a deep breath before opening the door. Seeing him standing motionless by the door, I whispered, "I'm done." , let's go." Clause didn't say anything else, but moved very quickly to stop my body, bounced a few times, and then flew up and jumped out of the window of the house.My heart gradually began to ache in the bumps, and the touch of the upper and lower teeth replaced the uncontrolled trembling of the muscles of the whole body.He finally stopped moving forward and put me next to a tree. I immediately supported the tree trunk with my right hand, arched my body and gasped for breath. I have never felt the disordered rhythm of my heart so clearly, like a protest. Threats, using pain to let me know that my life is accelerating the decline.

I couldn't care less, I opened the medicine bottle in my bag, no matter how much it was, I poured most of the bottle in my hand, and swallowed hard with my saliva as soon as I put it in my mouth, the pills stuck in my throat made my mouth red My face itch so badly that I wanted to cough out loudly.

The effect of the medicine did not take effect so quickly, but I could feel the pain subside, and I was able to stand upright, and now I can see my surroundings clearly. The dawn is coming, and with the dim light, I can see the blurred vision on the distant road. The shadow of the house, even though I know that vampires have an unimaginable speed, I was dumbfounded to be able to travel here in a short time.Thinking of this, I realized that Clause had been ignored by me all this time. I turned around and realized that he was sticking behind me, but he held his breath and hid his own breath. Existence, it turns out that the breath of a vampire can be retracted freely, he can make people feel his pressure at the moment when the consciousness is weakest, and he can also be transparent about his own existence at a close distance.I guessed that Clause would have doubts about me, but I didn't expect that when I turned around, I would be greeted by his charming smile. A vampire is smiling at you on a country road at 4 o'clock. This feeling is really indescribable. people.

I followed behind him step by step, the cool wind blowing, my body was so cold that I began to shiver, I hugged myself to keep a little warmth as I walked forward with difficulty, the weight suddenly fell on my shoulders, at this moment I I just looked up and saw his strong arms outside, and he was draping his coat over my shoulders, "Your body is really weak", I couldn't hear the tone of Clause's words, it was just a statement in a flat manner.

In fact, I really wanted to ask the reason for rushing so early, but he didn’t want me to ask, so he said by himself, “Chaoyang during the journey will definitely become the swan song in your life.”

"So, you want me to watch the sun later?" I asked puzzled, Clause's behavior became more and more disorderly, not like him casually, but in fact I don't know what kind of him it is.I just think he is suitable to live in the dark, like people living in ancient Europe walking with castles and fire, but now Clause is like a gust of wind, caressing the heart but disappearing, he is like a young man full of vigor , I suddenly seemed to see his inner world, and there was a kind of longing. I couldn't see the specifics, but I could feel the contradictions inside and outside him.However, these have nothing to do with me, sympathy for him is superfluous, not only does he abandon him like a cover, but even when I think of the possible involvement with him, I feel pain.

"What are you thinking?" The sun slowly rose from the horizon, and the sleeping world suddenly woke up, with the sun behind him, Clause walked towards me, getting closer, I stared into his deep eyes, "You do this What is it for?"

"Just to make up for what's about to happen", he replied with a relaxed tone, Clause raised his hand to touch my golden face bathed in the early sun, I turned my head away, my heart sank, it's time to come Sure enough, it came.

Clause didn't bother, he just paused for a moment and then let it go.

"Let's go, it's time for us to go home." He turned around two steps and called me sideways.