[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

Smiling and waving with Bonnie, I still had a smile on my lips, but when I turned around and saw Damon staring at the empty glass in his hand, I was stunned. I couldn't even maintain the slight smile on my face. Suddenly, There was a piercing gaze looking at me, like an arrow that was difficult to ignore. I concentrated my mind from the dissociation, and met Damon's glowing eyes because of too strong gaze. My heart suddenly thumped, making me His eyes did not dare to look at him again.

"Come here", he still looked straight at me with a bewitching voice.However, I also followed his instructions strangely and involuntarily, until I came to him before I stopped firmly and stopped moving forward. Damon raised his head slightly and looked at me locked, I was confused about his intention, suddenly without warning, he smiled sexyly, "How about we make a deal?" he said.

"What deal?" My words popped out without thinking, and then I woke up. I stared at Damon, only to find that he was smiling too maliciously, and he wanted to make a deal with me, so it shouldn't be a good thing. .

I saw Damon standing up from the sofa in slow motion. Because his getting up was too ambiguous with my rejection that was getting closer, I backed away subconsciously, but he immediately stretched out his hand and hugged my waist forcefully, stopping my actions.My body voluntarily moved backwards under his external force, and the two forces collided. After all, I couldn’t resist the strength of the vampire. My upper body accelerated instantly after the backward speed reached zero. In the end, I seemed to throw myself into my arms. He rushed towards him like a hug.My lips touched Damon's neck, and the hot air I exhaled was bounced back by his icy skin, making my cheeks even hotter, and my heart was beating faster and faster.

"Help me get the antidote, and I won't pester you anymore, how about it?" He lowered his head slightly, biting my ear, which made me feel itchy, like a lover's whisper, but the words in his mouth made me All the boiling inside the body subsided.I lowered my head slightly, closed my eyes, pushed him away with both hands, and looked up at Damon coldly, "What do you want me to do, how do you not pester me?"

"Katherine will come to you again, you go with her, as long as you get Clause's blood, I will never bother you again, and I will definitely not do harm to your friends."

I took a breath, "How can I trust you, are your words worthy of people's trust?" I don't know why I suddenly felt a kind of grievance in my heart, and there was some weakness in my words.But Damon, a heartless person, would never hear it. Damon turned and walked towards the window, getting farther and farther away from me, "As long as you get it, I promise not to pester you again. Besides, if it's not for the cure, And why should I be entangled with you?" Damon's tone was full of uncertainty that was completely imperceptible.

For some reason, I wanted to yell, so I yelled at him, "What if I die?"

Damon froze for a moment, then turned around slowly, looked at me without saying anything, and then opened his mouth, "Then your friend, let me die with you!" After finishing speaking, he ran away from my window out, and disappeared from my sight.

I fell down on the sofa in a daze, and a sour smell rose from my nose. I don't know why, but I feel inexplicably weak tonight. Could it be because others neglected my own life?I don't even take it seriously, so why do I expect others to cherish it?What's more, that person is still Damon, what's wrong with me?

I laughed at myself, then shook my head, and walked limply to the kitchen with the furnishings at home. I thought I was sick, so I should increase the dose tonight.

I lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, touched the position of my heart, and opened my eyes wide until my eyes were sore and tears flowed down. I didn't admit that I still wanted to cry, but my eyes were tired.

I think I will agree to Damon's deal in the end, whether it's for LEXI or for myself, anyway, life is not long, so let's use the limited life to unravel the puzzles that bother me.

Clause, what's going on between you and my mother, you and me, hope it doesn't matter.

"Morning", Bonnie's smiling face appeared outside the door I opened, and she raised her right hand and was about to knock on my door.A sincere smile early in the morning puts a person in a good mood, so I smiled with equal joy and said, "Good morning, Bonnie."

The sun in the morning is soft, not blazing, but warm but penetrates the skin thinly, just like my mood at the moment, I just passed a corner, at the end of a small slope, a beauty is wearing a shoulder bag crookedly Head, smiling as we approached, "Elena?" Bonnie asked with a smile.

"Last night, I heard you said that I would wait for Tammy to go to school together, so I decided to go with you and let Katherine know how good we are."Then she continued to say to me, "Tammy, don't be afraid, we'll get Katherine out of Mystic Falls together."

Although my heart is heavy because of this matter, I have to be full of confidence because of the true feelings of these two people, so I thanked shyly but with vigor, "Yes, with you here, I am not afraid."

Neither Elena nor Bonnie are very lively people. If there is a girl like Caroline who is more jumpy, I guess this industry will become more chatty, but even if they are relatively calm and I am a dull person , Three people are more lively than one person.

"By the way, Tammy, Damon didn't come up with any bad ideas after I left, right?" Bonnie suddenly remembered, and asked with a serious face. Elena also stopped when she heard this, her face showed a bit of surprise, she looked at my face in a panic, and waited for my answer impatiently but suppressed with great control, I scanned the expressions of both of them, "He scolded Katherine twice Just leave with one sentence." I'm not going to tell them what to do next, because they can't help, maybe knowing that my decision to agree to that deal will stop me, but it should make things worse, after all, they don't understand anything .

"That's it?" Bonnie was in disbelief, and Elena frowned, "Yes, that's it." I affirmed frankly.

Therefore, believe it or not, my words have come to an end, and the two of them have nothing to do but accept it.Once the topic comes up with Damon, it will always make the atmosphere awkward. I think I know why, and Bonnie probably understands it, but Elena doesn't know, please don't know. "Tammy, Damon," Elena broke the silence suddenly, but stopped talking.

Both Bonnie and I paused for her follow-up, "Does Damon have to drink your blood every day?"

"Um……"

"Oh, look at me, why did I start talking incoherently, these are things I know, let me ask again, I have been in a trance recently because of too many things", before I could answer her question, Elena interrupted me, she Self-deprecating explanation, but a little stiff, but neither Bonnie nor I will expose it.So the three of us continued to walk to the school.When we arrived at the teaching building, we finally separated. My classroom was on the fourth floor, and theirs was on the second floor. When I turned the corner on the third floor, I saw a beautiful leg wearing high heels coming down the stairs in the opposite direction to me, because I was thinking I was worried, so I didn't pay attention to who was coming. When I passed by, she whispered in my ear, "Do you think that if you are with Bonnie, I will have nothing to do with you?"

I regained my energy and turned my head to look at Katherine with red lips in horror. She gave a meaningful smile and walked away past me.I was so shocked that I stood there without moving. It was not until a long time passed that I was stared at by a passing classmate with strange eyes for a long time before I recovered. Then I lowered my head and left quickly, pretending nothing happened.

During class, I continued to be distracted, but there was no Darcy's class today, so no one noticed that I was absent-minded.I made a decision, but it came so suddenly. I wanted to follow the steps of thinking in my heart, but I was a little hesitant. After all, the unknown is frightening. What will Clause do to me?

After class, Bonnie and Elena still left school with me. After sending me home, Elena stayed alone and said she had something to say to me, and Bonnie left first with a clear mind.

Entering the room, Elena looked anxious, "Tammy, I..." She was eager to express something, I calmly handed warm water, she took it, "Thank you", and then took a few sips, "Okay", Elena After talking to himself, he took a deep breath and relaxed his body, "Tammy, how is Damon doing now?"

She looked at me with piercing eyes, and I didn't understand what it meant, "That is to say, if he keeps taking your blood, will it be good or bad, or will it just drag on like this?"

I wondered, didn't Bonnie tell Elena about this?She wondered if Damon would still die without Clause's antidote?My blood is just a medicine to delay his death.How to tell her when she was having trouble, Elena continued, "I hope you tell me the truth, he is very important to me."

I looked into Elena's eyes carefully, and then my heart calmed down. The speculation I had been all along was finally confirmed. "Do you like Damon?"

"I..." Elena choked on my sudden question, I'm not an aggressive person, so I decided to tell her, "Damon would have died without Clause's blood."

"So it's like this, so that's why he kept hiding it from me." After getting the answer, Elena lost her mind and muttered to herself, looking uncomfortable.I looked at her fragility, and I didn't know how to comfort her. At this time, I really knew that Damon's love was not unresponsive. I felt very complicated. On the one hand, I was worried about Stefan, and there were other things that seemed nothing, and I didn't have any. The sadness that was sorted out, those things that I don't understand and I don't want to understand, made my throat suppressed and choked up so that I couldn't speak.

Elena suppressed her crying and said goodbye to me with a smile, "Will Damon come to see you today?" She turned her head suddenly, just in time to see my injured lips.

"How did you get hurt?" I touched the corner of my lips following her gaze, and said in a panic, "I accidentally bit it."

"Really?" Elena finished speaking lightly, without staying any longer.

After closing the door, I leaned against the door, raised my head, and let my mind go blank. My world was at a loss. I just felt so tired and didn't want to think about anything until my legs and feet were numb and the darkness eroded the room. I slowly picked up my phone.

"Tammy, have you decided yet?"

"Tina, I don't think I can go on a trip with you anymore. I'm sorry." Then I heard Tina care about me with regret and regret but tried her best to show care as if nothing had happened. The tears that didn't shed last night finally slipped uncontrollably.

After hanging up the phone, my body also slid along the door and I ended up sitting on the floor with my head between my knees.After a long time, a pair of feet appeared in front of me, I was not surprised, because this is the person I have been waiting for, Damon.Tonight, without saying too much, he pulled my wrist and licked it before preparing to leave.

"Damon," I called after his back.He stopped after all, but didn't look back at me, "You know, Elena she".

"You don't need to take care of her affairs, you just need to remember our deal." I just want to tell him that Elena also likes him, but his protection of Elena prevents me from mentioning anything about her.So I had no choice but to keep my mouth shut, "Have you ever thought that if I promise, then you won't be able to drink my blood for a long time, do you know what will happen to you? Can you last that long?" I changed the subject, Decided not to dwell on his emotional problems.

"Before I die, your friends can't escape." He always turned his back to me, but said such cruel words so softly, I couldn't imagine the expression he should have at this moment.

"I accept your deal." I closed my eyes and replied.