The little mute took my cub

Lu Ran originally thought that photo would scare He Yinan away.

...Unexpectedly, he underestimated He Yinan's courage.

Not only was He Yinan not scared away, he even ran to his room every night to watch him sleep.

Lu Ran had no choice but to open his bed, and the two of them hugged each other to sleep at night.

Lu Ran didn't know whether He Yinan's heart was too big, or he didn't take what he said to heart.

He tried to get close to He Yinan's ear in the middle of the night, and said darkly, "I want to kill you."

Who knew that He Yinan was amused by the breath he exhaled, and wrote on the palm of his hand: [itch. 】

Lu Ran was so angry that his teeth itch.

It's really not cooperative at all.

Lu Ran: "What's the matter with you? Don't you have any defense at all?"

"Didn't you see that picture? I pointed a knife at you!"

He Yinan still looked like he didn't care, and didn't take his words seriously at all. Instead of avoiding Lu Ran, he leaned into Lu Ran's arms with his belly on his stomach.

It made Lu Ran a little depressed. What he said was true, but He Yinan always looked in disbelief.

Lu Ran supported He Yinan's chin, forced him to lift his face, and said seriously: "I'm not joking, I will really go crazy. My dad used to be like this, often standing by my bed with a knife in the middle of the night, Looking at me blankly, I was almost scared to pee when I was a child... It's true, don't believe me, I will do the same in the future, because the disease is most likely genetic."

"Aren't you afraid? Are you really not afraid that I will go crazy and chop you with a knife in the middle of the night?"

He Yinan shook his head, then buried his head in the crescent of his neck, and poked with his mobile phone:

【I'm not afraid. 】

[No matter what you become, I will be with you. 】

【Unless you don't want me anymore. 】

Lu Ran put his hands on He Yinan's shoulders, his eyes flushed with anxiety, "...Who would be willing to let you go? I'm talking about danger! I don't know whether my illness is serious or not. It's like a time bomb. You Don't look at me talking to you now, I have a terrible headache now, buzzing, as if it is about to split open. You are not afraid, I am afraid... I am afraid that the next time I wake up, I will never see you again. "

He Yinan was so frightened by Lu Ran that his breath froze for a moment, not because he was said to be scared, but he stretched out his hand worriedly to touch Lu Ran's forehead, and asked with gestures: 【Does your head hurt?I'm going to get you some painkillers. 】

Lu Ran stretched out his hand and grabbed He Yinan's arm. He tightened his fingers, and He Yinan's fair skin turned red from his grip.

"You listen to people and don't listen to the main points? Can't you understand people's words? He Yinan!" Lu Ran sternly shouted, "I tell you to get out! Get out of here!"

This is the first time in several months that Lu Ran got angry at He Yinan.

As soon as these words came out, both of them were stunned.

He Yinan pursed his lips and shook his head stubbornly, but his eyelashes drooped sadly.

Lu Ran took a few breaths and realized that he was angry at He Yinan. He quickly took He Yinan's hand, saw the crimson fingerprints on He Yinan's arm, and quickly said, "I..."

The buzzing in Lu Ran's mind just now suddenly became harsh, and the irritability in his chest surged up, and he couldn't control it at all.

"I lost control of my emotions just now. How could I be like this?"

Lu Ran explained in a hoarse voice, still in a daze.

He Yinan hurriedly shook his head and gestured in sign language.

Lu Ran didn't look at it, he just looked at his hands, and said with a trembling voice: "Look, you should believe me this time, right? I really can't control myself, I'm really crazy... this time I'm swearing, The next time is to kill... Are you really not afraid?"

He Yinan moved closer and hugged Lu Ran tightly, shaking his head.

"Are you crazy too?" Lu Ran felt a little helpless, and was about to burst into laughter: "You don't want to die? Are you not afraid of death?"

He Yinan still shook his head.

Lu Ran felt that the cloth on his shoulders was wet by He Yinan's tears.

His throat moved slightly, and his hand was suddenly pulled by He Yinan, his five fingers were manipulated into a shape of holding a knife, and they pressed against He Yinan's heart.

"What do you mean?" Lu Ran asked coldly.

He Yinan raised his face, his thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and gestured:

[I know you hate me. 】

[When the child is born, you kill me. 】

【It was my fault. 】

"He Yinan! Do you know what you are talking about?"

Lu Ran was really angry, this time he didn't lose control of his emotions, he was really angry.

Lu Ran pressed He Yinan's hand down, pinched He Yinan's chin, lowered his head and kissed He Yinan's lips forcefully, and then gradually deepened.

He Yinan was so kissed that he was almost out of breath, he tasted blood on the tip of his tongue, and wanted to push Lu Ran away, but Lu Ran refused to let go, biting He Yinan's lips angrily as a warning.

Lu Ran slowly let go of He Yinan's lips, pressed He Yinan's forehead and said viciously: "Don't talk nonsense, you know?"

He Yinan gasped, obviously dizzy by his kiss, and nodded against his messy forehead.

Lu Ran helped He Yinan straighten his hair, supported He Yinan's stomach, couldn't help but kissed He Yinan's eyelashes, and kissed away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

He Yinan lowered his eyes, still looking a little sad.

Seeing that He Yinan was preoccupied, Lu Ran was also depressed.

Things might not have gotten so bad, he thought, without the diary.

Isn't it good that he forgot about those messy things?

It's all because of the diary.

It's nothing to write a diary, Lu Ran is very annoyed.

Thinking of the culprit who disturbed their peaceful life, Lu Ran stood up, went to the bookshelf to find the diary, and tore it up a few times.

He Yinan looked up at him with astonishment in his eyes.

"Don't think about the past, let it go." Lu Ran sat back on the bed and hugged He Yinan, "I said, I don't blame you. You can understand that diary as I wrote it while sleepwalking." Those who come down don’t count.”

"Also, my dad is a lunatic. You really don't need to worry about him. He doesn't just treat you like this. He treats everyone like this. It's also bad luck for my mother to marry him. "

Lu Ran said: "Do you know why my father became so crazy after my mother died? Because he couldn't find anyone else who was as stupid as my mother. Who else would be like my mother, let him I eat soft food at home every day, and if he doesn’t work, he doesn’t care about him and pays him back. My mother is exhausted, working three jobs by herself, in exchange for a whole body of illness.

Later in the hospital, when my mother was tortured to the point of death, my father never came to see her.After my mother left, my father had no money to spend, so he suddenly went crazy. "

"That's why." Lu Ran frowned and said, "It's my dad's fault if we talk about it seriously. What does it have to do with you? My dad is just looking for someone to blame. I want your compensation... He actually doesn't love my mother at all."

He Yinan was stunned when he heard that, he didn't know what to do, so he could only move closer and give Lu Ran a hug.

Lu Ran smiled bitterly, and said: "Actually, at that time, I thought my mother was very tired. Do you know? At that time, she was hospitalized, and I stayed with her at night. I watched her toss and turn on the hospital bed every night, suffering from pain. I have to call for help, saying that she wants to die. I can only look at her, I have no choice, what should I do... I also want to hurt her."

Lu Ran frowned and choked up.

"So, actually, I think that's pretty good, at least my mother won't have to suffer that kind of torture before she dies..."

He Yinan leaned closer, kissed the tears off his cheek distressedly and clumsily.

Lu Ran suddenly came to his senses, dodged it, and touched his face randomly with his hands: "Oh, my eyes are suddenly astringent."

Then he rubbed He Yinan's head with a smile, and said with a smile: "So, really don't think too much, it's really bad, especially at night."

He Yinan smiled slightly, and tightened his arms holding Lu Ran.

In the next few days, He Yinan accompanied Lu Ran to the hospital for an examination.

The results of the hospital examination came out soon.

There is good news and bad news.

The bad news is that Lu Ran did have some mental problems because of being stimulated when he was a child.

But it was a blessing in disguise. Lu Ran's brain was traumatized and lost his memory. Now even if he recalls the past, many emotions have become less extreme and negative.

In other words, only Lu Ran's current situation is due to the sudden thought of too many things, and the brain can't accept it for a while, resulting in an acute and transient mental disorder.

But Lu Ran's symptoms are very mild, as long as he keeps a happy mood, he can be cured within two weeks at the earliest.

After hearing what the doctor said, the two of them realized that Lu Ran's worry was unnecessary and it was a false alarm.

He Yinan was happier than Lu Ran. He took the doctor's checklist and checked it repeatedly. Then he suddenly thought of something, poked at the corner of Lu Ran's lips, and pointed to the four words "happy mood" on the checklist, indicating that Lu Ran should be happy. Always be in a good mood.

Lu Ran was also happy, and the stone in his heart fell to the ground. Fortunately, it was not a serious illness, as long as he could get better.

However, his heart palpitations have been a bit severe these days.

He still loses consciousness. Sometimes he is clearly in the bedroom, and when he wakes up, he is in the kitchen with a knife in his hand.

He Yinan looked at Lu Ran, stretched out his hand to smooth the wrinkles between his brows, as if he was thinking about how to make Lu Ran happier.

So the two went to the obstetrics department of the hospital for a checkup.

This time, He Yinan had a [-]D color Doppler ultrasound, and the baby could be clearly seen on the report. The baby was healthy in all aspects, and his facial features were correct. He was a very beautiful and cute baby.

He Yinan happily pointed it out to Lu Ran, and gestured: 【Our baby is so cute, take a look. 】

Lu Ran took it over and looked at it, but there was still a buzzing in his mind, and doubts kept popping up. He forgot to ask the doctor just now, what if He Yinan was accidentally chopped off with a knife before he recovered?Isn't that one dead body and two lives?

What if you woke up one day and found yourself sitting in a police station with a knife in your hand?

The more Lu Ran thought about it, the more irritable he became, and his headache was about to split.

However, He Yinan seemed to be able to read his mind, and suddenly reached out to smooth the wrinkles between his brows, and then gently kissed his lips.

At this moment, as if some kind of magic had been cast, Lu Ran felt that the gloomy world in front of him suddenly brightened, and those negative emotions receded like a tide.

It seemed that Ren Du's second channel had been opened suddenly.

Lu Ran didn't realize it before, it turns out that happiness is so simple.

The corner of Lu Ran's mouth could not restrain its upward movement.

He Yinan actually kissed him on the mouth?

Be proactive!

His little boyfriend actually took the initiative to kiss him on the mouth.

It's a sweet and soft kiss.

There is a villain in Lu Ran who is dancing with excitement, and is a little addicted.

But he didn't show his face, he moved his face closer and said flatly: "One more."

He Yinan was taken aback for a moment, his face was quickly blushed, and he lowered his eyelashes and shook his head.

Because I wanted to make Lu Ran happy, I kissed him, but I didn't expect it to work.

But there are too many people in the hospital, if he keeps kissing, he will be shy.

Lu Ran closed his eyes and waited for a long time, but when he opened his eyes again, he found that He Yinan looked flustered, and his pretty little face was as red as an apple.

He Yinan's shy look was so cute.

Lu Ran snickered in his heart, and looked at He Yinan for a while.

When He Yinan calmed down and finally dared to look at him, Lu Ran frowned quickly, and said with a straight face, "I'm so uncomfortable, my headache is about to burst, my chest hurts, everything hurts."

"It seems that I need to kiss again to get better."

After speaking, Lu Ran glanced at He Yinan.

He Yinan couldn't hold back a little, smiled slightly, and shook his head.

Lu Ran was very disappointed and heaved a long sigh.

He ignored He Yinan, and slowly packed up the hospital's medical records by himself, pretending to be disappointed.

As expected, He Yinan really took the bait, leaned over and grabbed the hem of his clothes, and slapped him on the cheek.

Lu Ran raised his eyebrows and looked at He Yinan.

He Yinan's ears were as red as burning clouds, and he gestured: 【Did you still count what you said last time? 】

Lu Ran couldn't remember, and asked, "What?"

He Yinan pursed his lips, nervous and shy, he dared not use sign language anymore, picked up his mobile phone and typed for him: [Ask me, can we be together again...]

Lu Ran felt that what He Yinan asked was nonsense.

On the way home, Lu Ran was so happy that he was floating on cotton, hugging He Yinan all the way, regardless of whether He Yinan was willing or not.

He Yinan's blush never faded from Lu Ran's blushing along the way.

He was already pregnant, and he was teased a few times by Lu Ran.

After returning home, he was too ashamed to face Lu Ran, changed his clothes and went straight to the bathroom.

He Yinan has a big belly now, Lu Ran was afraid that He Yinan would feel uncomfortable and not tell him, so he knocked on the door worriedly: "Nannan, what's wrong with you?"

"Tell me if you're not feeling well."

He Yinan couldn't speak, so he could only knock on the door to respond to him.

Lu Ran sighed, sat on the sofa, listened to the sound of running water in the bathroom, and looked at the door of the bathroom from time to time.

Lu Ran guessed that He Yinan might be shy, so he didn't dare to see him for the time being.

Then he sat back on the sofa and began to think about He Yinan's soft and sweet kiss again.

Thinking back to what He Yinan ate, it was so delicious.

At first, Lu Ran thought in such an ordinary way.

Later, the more he sat, the colder he became, and he began to think about that question again in his mind.

If he picks up a knife...

What will happen?

As Lu Ran thought about it, his head started to hurt again, his eyes turned black, he lost consciousness for a few seconds, and when he woke up again.

He found himself breaking into the bathroom.

Lu Ran was startled, and waited for the dizziness in his head to dissipate.

Looking up again, He Yinan was standing in front of him holding the shower head.

Lu Ran spurned himself a few words in his heart, good guy, this is too crazy.

If you want to be crazy, pick a different time, right?Why do you pick when other people are taking a shower...

The four eyes met, and the four eyes were stunned.

Seeing that something was wrong with Lu Ran, He Yinan used the shower to wash off the foam on his body, and hurried over to see Lu Ran.

There was steam in the bathroom, and the floor was slippery. He Yinan was too anxious, maybe he forgot that he was still pregnant.

Lu Ran even forgot to give He Yinan the bath towel, and reached out to support him.

He Yinan looked up at him anxiously.

Lu Ran lowered his eyes, but was a little absent-minded.

He Yinan had just finished taking a bath, his cheeks were still pale pink, his delicate and fair skin was covered with water, a few drops of water fell from his slender and thick eyelashes from time to time, and his lips were so moist and red that one couldn't help but take a bite .

Lu Ran's breathing became a little short, he turned his head and said hastily, "Sorry."

However, He Yinan was ignorant, and kept getting closer and closer, gesticulating at him anxiously: [What's wrong?Did you just get cranky again? 】

Lu Ran tore off the bath towel hanging in the bathroom, wrapped He Yinan up, and carried him to the bed.

Lu Ran leaned over, resting his hands on the bed beside He Yinan's head.

He Yinan was taken aback for a moment, his cheeks were hot as if they were about to boil, and he unconsciously protected his fragile stomach with his hands.

Lu Ran put his hands on He Yinan's belly and rubbed it. He Yinan's bosom was very good, and his belly was delicate and white, like a piece of delicate pastry.

Lu Ran leaned over and kissed lightly.

He Yinan didn't dare to look at Lu Ran, and turned away his blushing face.

Lu Ran took good care of He Yinan's stomach and said, "The child will be fine. Thank you, review."

……

The next day, because Jin Jiang didn't let He Yinan sleep until noon, he woke up in the morning.

Lu Ran almost thought that He Yinan was going to give birth prematurely, he didn't dare to touch He Yinan's fragile belly, he could only watch from the sidelines.

After a while, He Yinan's lightly frowned brows relaxed, and Lu Ran was so distressed that he moved closer to kiss He Yinan, and stroked the soft hair on the back of his head.

He Yinan shook his head, took Lu Ran's hand, put it on his round belly, and gestured aggrievedly: [Look, the baby is moving a lot. 】

Lu Ran helped He Yinan to comfort him, and then gently kissed his brow and eyes, with a slightly hoarse voice: "Thank you for your hard work."

He Yinan's cheeks flushed again, lowered his eyelashes, and nodded.

Lu Ran smiled lightly, and helped He Yinan pull up the quilt to cover his cold stomach, and said, "Are you still tired? Can you sleep a little longer? I'll make you breakfast."

He Yinan might be really tired, so he nodded to him, blinked his eyes a few times, and fell asleep again.

Lu Ran went to the kitchen, saw the fruit knife in the kitchen, and felt a familiar palpitation again.

He rushed over, hid the knife in the drawer, panting in shock.

As a result, complicated cuisines could not be done, and the road to dark cooking could not start smoothly, so Lu Ran had to steam a few steamed buns for brunch.

Back in the living room, Lu Ran stared at the lines on his palm, trying to wake himself up.

Fortunately, compared to the previous few days, his mental state seemed to be a little more stable.

Yesterday, he went to the kitchen to pick up the knife and rushed into the bathroom because he remembered the word kitchen knife.

At that time, he was pointing the scissors at He Yinan, if he woke up later...

It seemed that I was about to fall into the vortex of negative emotions again.

Someone came over, gently covered his eyes with the palm of his hand, and handed him a note with two words written on it: [Be happy! 】

There is a soybean smiling face drawn on the back, but the mouth is drawn crookedly, which is very funny.

Lu Ran couldn't help laughing, and said, "Thank you, crooked soybean."

He Yinan blinked suspiciously, put the note back, glanced at it a few times, and smiled happily, and gestured to him: [I was drawing on my stomach just now, and the baby suddenly hiccupped, so I accidentally drew it crooked . 】

"Hiccup?"

Lu Ran is a first-time father, so he doesn't know much about it. He has never heard of a baby hiccupping in his stomach.

He put his hand on He Yinan's belly, and sure enough, it was shaking slightly, his belly was hopping like a small fish spitting bubbles.

"Did the trouble make you uncomfortable?" Lu Ran asked.

He Yinan bent his eyes and shook his head at Lu Ran, leaned over and leaned against Lu Ran's shoulder, his soft black hair rubbing against his neck.

Lu Ran felt a little itchy, and rubbed He Yinan's head. The corners of He Yinan's mouth curled slightly, and he closed his eyes comfortably.

The morning light was faint, and a ray of orange-yellow warm sunlight passed through the window and quietly fell on the backs of the two people's overlapping hands.

The two of them leaned their heads against each other, breathing slowly and comfortably, feeling peaceful and at ease.

Lu Ran suddenly remembered, when he was kicked out of the house by his father when he went crazy.

He Yinan happened to see him at the window, and ran out to look for him without his shoes on.

He Yinan was still afraid that he would catch a cold, so he put his old and worn-out coat on him, insisting on hugging him to keep him warm.

Just like now, snuggling up to each other.

But at that time, He Yinan's thin and small body was so cold that it couldn't keep Lu Ran warm at all, and even had the opposite effect.

At that time, Lu Ran had already fainted the symptoms of a mental disorder. He was irritable and depressed and even began to hallucinate. He pushed He Yinan away.

Lu Ran still remembered how He Yinan was about to cry at that time, holding a branch and writing to him on the ground: [I'm sorry. 】

……

It turned out that since then...

No wonder, He Yinan always loves to apologize to him.

Lu Ran sighed heavily, and stroked He Yinan's hair: "Idiot."

He Yinan raised his face and looked at him, as if he had something on his mind, lowered his eyes and gestured: [Do you think Brother Xiaohuo hated Xiaohe before? 】

Lu Ran pondered for a moment and said, "No."

"Because Brother Xiaohuo knows that the aunt who risked her life to save Xiaohe loves Xiaohe very much. She must hope that Xiaohe will be safe, healthy and happy forever."

He Yinan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and tears filled his eyes.

Lu Ran said with a smile: "So Brother Xiaohuo will always love Xiaohe, and will never be separated."