Sick Beauty Bamboo Horse just give me a hug

While Zhou Xia scolded Lin Dongdong in his heart for being unreliable, he was also thinking about how to explain this nonsensical situation to Sheng Fang.

But after only thinking for three seconds, Zhou Xia decided not to make such unnecessary explanations. In the current situation, anyone with a long brain could not fail to see the tricks in it.

What's more, with such an invincible straight man like Shengfang, this kind of scene should sting his eyes even more and make him feel alert.

Although Zhou Xia didn't want his blooming world view to bear such a big blow all at once, but the fact was so naked in front of him, even if he wanted to force it now, he couldn't cover it up.

He was waiting, waiting for Sheng Bian's reaction.

The strange silence lasted almost a full minute, during which time the melodious piano music in the banquet hall and the presumptuous or charming flirting voices of the men could be heard all the time.

There are large plum blossoms planted in the courtyard of the villa, which is fragrant and pleasant, romantic and stylish.

If one ignores the anomaly that shouldn't appear here, Blooming, this place is indeed a good place to make a good relationship.

Sheng Fang pursed his lips. When he saw the two men on the bar hugging each other and kissing, the bewilderment on his face gradually changed. He seemed to understand something. The line of his lips was like a tight string , His eyes were cold with disgust.

He grabbed Zhou Xia's hand beside him: "Xia Xia, this party is not suitable for us to attend, let's not go in, let's go back to the dormitory."

Zhou Xia was not surprised that he would say such a thing, rather, he was waiting for Sheng Fang to tell him this, and let him take his hand to walk outside, looked up at his tall and straight back, and smiled Laugh and stop.

Sheng Fang felt that the people behind him suddenly stopped leaving, and looked back suspiciously.

Zhou Xia looked up at him, her snow-white face was breathtakingly beautiful under the light.

"Shengfang, I won't leave."

Sheng Fang frowned: "Xia Xia, do you know what kind of party this is? This is not the kind of friendship you imagined, this is..."

The following words seemed to burn his mouth, and Zhou Xia helped him with a smile: "This is a fellowship between gay men. Everyone who comes here is either gay or has doubts about their own sexuality. Come here to seek an answer."

Sheng Fang's face is still not good-looking: "Since you know, then we..."

"Blooming." Zhou Xia interrupted him: "Do you know which of the two situations I just mentioned?"

Sheng Fang was stunned, looking at his clean smile as bright as fresh snow, he could faintly feel what Zhou Xia wanted to tell him, it must be something he was extremely unwilling to hear, and he didn't want to associate that kind of thing with Zhou Xia .

He didn't want to hear what Zhou Xia had to say.

"Xia Xia, let's go back."

Zhou Xia shook his head, stretched out his hand to break off the fingers he was holding tightly on his wrist one by one, and then continued softly: "I am the first type, Sheng Fang, you must not believe it."

Sheng Fang's eyes shook violently at that moment, as if what Zhou Xia said to him was not an ordinary sentence, but a sentence that sentenced him to death.

He opened his mouth to say something, but felt his lips trembling slightly, and his throat was so tight that he couldn't make a sound: "Xia Xia, this kind of joke is not funny at all, don't make trouble."

Zhou Xia withdrew her smile and looked serious: "I'm not kidding, I should have told you a long time ago, Sheng Fang, I like men."

To be precise, it likes to bloom.

As for other men, he had never thought about it before. Maybe it was his obsession with Shengfang for more than ten years that made him mistakenly think that he likes men, or maybe he was born curvy. After all, his physique is here. It's natural for a person like him to like women, but it's not surprising that he likes men.

Coincidentally, today is a good opportunity. There are so many gay men of all kinds. Maybe he can use this to test whether he can really accept men other than Sheng Fang. If he can, then he should be completely gay. gay.

It will also become the most annoying type of person in Shengfang.

Telling this secret that has been suppressed by him for so many years, Zhou Xia really felt an indescribable sense of relief, as if he had completely unleashed the shackles of his heart that had been beating under heavy weight all year round. It was the kind of lightness and joy that came from the inside out. can be liberated.

Although it is cruel to Shengfang, but no matter how cruel it is, it is only temporary.

Let Sheng Fang really see him clearly, see his original face clearly, and see Zhou Xia clearly. After this period of time, everything can return to normal.

Zhou Xia raised her head and took a deep breath, the air was cold, fresh and cold.

Sheng Fang didn't seem to have fully recovered from the stimulation just now, he stood there in a daze, with a heavy look on his brows and eyes, unable to see clearly what he was thinking at the moment.

Zhou Xia suddenly felt that he was a bit pitiful. In fact, thinking about it in a flourishing state of mind, the childhood sweetheart who grew up with him was also the best brother he liked the most, and even wanted to be with him for the rest of his life. In the end, this person turned out to be the person he hated the most. Homosexuality, think about it and know how much this hit him.

It can almost subvert the three views, and even reshape the world view.

How long will it take him to recover from such a blow? Thinking about it this way, Zhou Xia suddenly couldn't bear it anymore. Just as he was about to say something, Lin Dongdong came out at the right time, reached out and patted his shoulder, and whispered in his ear. explain.

"Don't be soft-hearted at this time. Pulling out the thorn is like this. The pain is only a little at the beginning. After he figured it out, he will naturally feel comfortable afterwards. Don't let your efforts during this period of time fall short. .”

I have to say that Lin Dongdong's words really boosted his morale again. Zhou Xia made up his mind and looked up at the person opposite: "Shengfang, you go back first, be careful on the road, I might go back later today , don't wait for me."

After finishing speaking, Lin Dongdong dragged him inside, Zhou Xia walked a few steps, but still couldn't help turning around, Sheng Fang stood alone at the door, his tall figure was desolate and lonely like never before.

The door in front of him was closed again, isolating the noisy sound in the banquet hall, Sheng stood there for a while, but did not choose to leave immediately.

He was thinking, thinking about what Zhou Xia told him just now, thinking about Zhou Xia telling him that he liked men.

He is Kongtong, and this is the shackles he has forcibly restrained himself since he was a child.

Recalling the first time I learned about the concept of homosexuality when I was a child, it was because of his brother, Sheng Lan, who liked men. He came out in high school, and his parents were so angry. Sheng Lan "reformed evil and returned to righteousness".

The young Sheng Fang saw the blood-stained appearance of Sheng's mother, and faced the fear of death for the first time. At that time, he hated why Sheng Lan forced his mother who loved them so much. , just because he likes guys, just because he's gay.

Later, he got closer to Zhou Xia, and kept thinking how could there be someone as beautiful as little Zhou Xia in the world, cute and beautiful, and he was like a little angel when he was sticky calling him "Brother Fang".

But Shengfang is just a kid of his age, no matter how tall he grows, and no matter how powerful and domineering he is compared to other kids, he is still just a kid.

One time, he was woken up by urinating while taking a nap. When he wanted to go to the bathroom, he saw the foreign teacher hired by his family groping Zhou Xia who was asleep. Not only that, but he also wanted to take off Zhou Xia's clothes...

Sheng Fang was about to go crazy at the time, picked up a stool and threw it on his head.

After that, he took Zhou Xia closer and protected him more tightly. He didn't understand why some people with malicious intentions always wanted to touch his Xia Xia and hurt him, but then he accidentally After seeing a news on the Internet, I realized that all those perverted villains are fucking gay, including those who stopped Zhou Xia from confessing to him at school, or secretly sent him love letters.

They are all homosexuals, they will look at his Xia Xia with disgusting and obscene eyes, and they will drive a good family to almost torn apart. Why do such people exist in the world? They are simply pests, and none of them should be killed. remaining pests.

These concepts and values ​​have accompanied him since he was a child, and he always thought so until 10 minutes ago.

But now he is confused, because Zhou Xia told him that he is also gay.

His Xia Xia is also gay and likes men, but in Sheng Xin's mind, homosexuality has always been associated with some very bad things and things. These three words mean disgusting, dirty and sinful. Could it be that he Xia Xia is also such a person?

Of course not!

As soon as this idea flashed, it was ruthlessly strangled in the cradle of thoughts by Sheng Fang. How could Xia Xia get involved with those dirty and disgusting people? Even if he was gay, he was still a fragrant, beautiful and pure homosexual.

He can't be the kind of person he hates.

After Sheng Fang thought about it angrily, he gradually calmed down, looked up at the closed door in front of him, and began to feel confused again.

It turns out that Zhou Xia likes men. He likes men. That means that the person he said he had a crush on before is also a man. Does that mean that it was the man who broke him?He also said he knew the man himself.

The person they both know is still a man, who could it be, Chu Qing?Xiao Bei?Or the stinky winter melon that went in with him just now?

I don't know, I don't know, Sheng Fang's current mood is like a ball of hemp rope, he takes out the mints in his pocket, tilts his head up and pours a few into his mouth.

The intensely stimulating cold mint temporarily calmed his chaotic brain. He couldn't think of who the man Zhou Xia had a crush on was, but compared to finding out the bastard who made Zhou Xia gay in the long river of memory, in fact, the person in front of him The situation is more worthy of his vigilance.

Today's party is a homosexual party. Zhou Xia just joined the party. With Zhou Xia's appearance and his popularity in the eyes of men, he just walked into this party like this. What's the difference between a fat and tender lamb taking the initiative to enter the pack of wolves.

Those hungry wolves didn't know how to look at and covet Zhou Xia.

Or there is a worse situation, if Zhou Xia really meets someone who can chat among those people, or wants to develop a relationship, and chooses to be with him...

Sheng Fang uncontrollably imagined that scene, Zhou Xia had a drink with a man whose face could not be clearly seen, and made fun of him, that man acted frivolously, and Zhou Xia was intoxicated by his charm during the conversation and laughing.

Zhou Xia drank, her face was rosy, and she was held in the arms of that man. The drunk Zhou Xia's body was soft and hot, and the man wanted to bow his head to kiss him. Zhou Xia didn't resist at all. For soft lips.

How could this be!

Sheng Fang forcibly cut off the projection in his brain that was about to make him vomit blood, raised his hand and slammed it hard on the stone pillar next to him, his eyes were red.

He doesn't allow such a thing to happen, even if Zhou Xia is gay, he doesn't allow any stinky man to do such a thing to Zhou Xia!

Absolutely not!

Sheng Fang was short of breath, raised his head and stared fiercely at the door in front of him.

Besides, Zhou Xia, who was brought in by Lin Dongdong, was really the first time to attend such a party. Although he was a little uneasy because of the blooming incident outside just now, he will be at ease now that he has come. The opportunity is rare, and he also wants to see it well. How do these gay men get along?

Zhou Xia and Lin Dongdong are both good-looking people, especially Zhou Xia, as soon as she appeared, she immediately became the focus of the audience's attention. For a while, everyone who was dancing, drinking, talking and laughing stopped, and everyone He looked at Zhou Xia with curious and amazed eyes.

Lin Dongdong snickered, leaned his back against the bar, and took a glass of wine casually: "Look, I told you that you will be all over the place."

Zhou Xia sighed, not caring about the gazes of those people, and looked around on the bar to see if he could find a non-alcoholic drink.

During this period, a few people had the courage to come over to strike up a conversation with Zhou Xia, but they were all rejected by Zhou Xia decently. After many times, everyone knew that this was a rose with thorns, and they would not be easily taken away by them. Maybe they Not worthy either.

There are many kinds of drinks on the bar, Zhou Xia didn’t dare to drink indiscriminately, so he just picked up the small cakes and tea break snacks on it and ate them. He always likes sweets, and he didn’t eat very well in the dormitory today. You can take this opportunity to fill your stomach.

Lin Dongdong was invited to dance, and when he came back, he saw Zhou Xia was still eating, annoyed and funny: "Baby, haven't you seen a cake in 800 years? If you want to eat it, it will be more expensive if you go out and ask you to eat it." Yes, I didn't ask you to come here today to make eye contact with these little cakes, please put on the cover to see the hormones everywhere, ok?"

Zhou Xia swallowed a mouthful of tiramisu, looked around in the direction his finger was drawn, and turned around regretfully: "I've seen it all. If hormones are graded, these are at most B."

Lin Dongdong let out a "Yo" and said, "Hearing your tone, you can't look down on B, so what level can you look up to?"

Zhou Xia shrugged, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "I am like this, no matter how I recruit, I have to match it with an S."

"Return S." Lin Dongdong was laughed angrily by him, suddenly thought of something, looked down at him: "There is really a S, or a giant S, but unfortunately, he didn't enter this house and was driven away by someone .”

Zhou Xia knew who he was talking about, bit the little spoon in his mouth, snorted, and didn't speak.

Just as Lin Dongdong was about to persuade him again, when he saw a figure approaching not far away, his eyes lit up, he lowered his head and pressed his head against his ear and said, "I can't get that S back for you, but there is a ready-made A in front of me." , I don’t know if it can enter your eyes.”

Now Zhou Xia has no desires, only seeing delicious small cakes, and he sneers at his words, not too interested, until the piece of strawberry mousse he just fancy is squeezed by another slender and skinny hand before him As he walked away, he couldn't help raising his head when a slightly deep and refreshing male voice sounded in his ears.

A very sunny and handsome face, healthy wheat complexion, dimples on the cheeks when he smiles, bright white teeth, tall stature, broad shoulders and long legs, which gives the impression of being in full bloom.

Zhou Xia stared in a daze for a while, but when he heard Lin Dongdong laughing beside him, he came back to his senses and gave him an embarrassed look.

The boy in front of him didn't care much, he smiled and said first: "You are Zhou Xia, I've heard about you in school, and it's the first time I saw you in person, I think what they said is actually too restrained."

Turning the corner and praising Zhou Xia, it's not hard to hear, politely smiled at him: "What should I call you?"

"Gao Qi."

After Gao Qi finished speaking, he smiled and held out his hand to him.

Zhou Xia looked at his hand, hesitated for a moment, then shook it: "Zhou Xia."

"Senior Gao Qi is the host of today's party." Lin Dongdong interrupted: "I'm not wrong, is A qualified enough?"

Zhou Xia bumped him with an elbow, but didn't answer his words.

Lin Dongdong wanted to match the two of them, so he hid away with his glass of wine without saying a word, deliberately leaving a private space for the two of them.

It's not that Zhou Xia can't see it. In fact, he didn't have such thoughts when he came here today. He should have expressed his attitude to Lin Dongdong and Gao Qi from the beginning, but for some reason, looking at Gao Qi in front of him always reminded him of Sheng Fang, who was so unpredictable, couldn't even say no to it.

Of course Gao Qi didn't know what he was thinking, seeing that he didn't refuse, he stayed as a matter of course, and even picked out a glass of wine and handed it to him.

"Will I have the honor to have a drink with you?"

Zhou Xia, who came back to his senses, had the feeling of being chased away from the shelves, but he couldn’t refuse when he was already on this list. After thinking about it for a while, he still smiled and said, “I don’t drink alcohol, can I have a glass instead?”

This is the meaning of promise, Gao Qi's eyes flashed with surprise, and he immediately replied: "Of course."

Saying that, he put down the glass of cocktail, picked one of those colorful drinks, and handed it to Zhou Xia again: "Try this, Juice Mojito, the taste is very refreshing, it only contains a little alcohol, and it is also to adjust the taste, don't worry, no It will be intoxicating."

A little alcohol should be fine, Zhou Xia thought, and took the glass of wine.

The two people here had a drink and conversation, and the atmosphere was soft and pleasant. Lin Dongdong hid aside and observed secretly, very satisfied.

Although he has known Zhou Xia for a short time, the two of them hit it off with each other and they hit it off. He is also warm-hearted and short-tempered. If he bravely took the first step and confessed to Sheng Fang, then his good friend would naturally push him back at the right time.

Gao Qi is a good opportunity.

Let's not talk about whether it can be done or not, at least it can change Zhou Xia's mood and stop being so depressed.

Lin Dongdong made a wishful calculation, took a sip of wine happily, and when he looked up again, he saw a scene that made his eyeballs pop out.

Not far away, Zhou Xia and Gao Qi were at a time when the atmosphere was harmonious and harmonious, but at some point there was an extra person, who came with a menacing appearance, his face was like a Rakshasa, and he forcibly tore this beautiful and ambiguous picture to pieces.

Gao Qi was also at a loss. He had a good chat with Zhou Xia, but suddenly a person jumped out, grabbed his collar, lowered his head and approached him, and growled angrily: "How dare you let him drink wine!"

Gao Qi was so shocked by his aura that he didn't react for a while, but Zhou Xia who was next to him suddenly snorted and shook his head lightly. Under the dim and ambiguous light, his scarlet-colored face was surprisingly beautiful. Like drunk.

But the drink I gave him just now was obviously low-alcohol, how could there be such a person who gets drunk so easily?

Seeing Zhou Xia's appearance, Sheng Fang didn't care about other things, so he dropped Gao Qi in his hand and hugged Zhou Xia up.

"Xia Xia, it's okay, I'll take you away."

When he made such a fuss, the banquet hall was suddenly full of noise, Lin Dongdong stopped him at the door, raised his head, his face was cold: "Sheng Xiaocao, you didn't leave."

Sheng Fang looked down at him: "Get out of the way."

Lin Dongdong naturally refused to let him lean on the door, crossing his arms with his chest: "I thought you, a straight man like you, should have run so disgustingly long after seeing such a scene, I didn't expect you to keep running Didn’t leave, why, it’s not because of Zhou Xia that you endured the nausea and didn’t leave, right? If I were Zhou Xia, I would be so moved.”

Sheng Fang didn't speak, but looked at him expressionlessly.

Lin Dongdong is not afraid of his aura at all: "Sheng Xiaocao, even if you don't want to admit it anymore, you should recognize this reality. Zhou Xia likes men and is the gay you hate the most. If you stay by his side, you will only bring him pain."

These words seemed to poke a corner of Sheng Xin's heart, his eyes wavered for a moment, he looked down at the person in his arms, tightened his arms, and then looked at Lin Dongdong: "Even if it makes him suffer, I can't be right He lets go, moves out of the way."

Lin Dongdong was surprised by his words, paused for a moment, and got up to get out of the way.

When the people went out and the door was closed again, Lin Dongdong lowered his head and sneered: "Crazy."

Sheng Fang walked outside with Zhou Xia in his arms, and the biting cold wind blew on his body, giving Zhou Xia's brain paralyzed by alcohol a brief lucidity. He opened his eyes and saw the blurry outline above his head.

"Blooming?"

Sheng Fang looked down at him, his frozen face softened slightly: "It's me."

Zhou Xia stared at him for a while, then suddenly smirked, and wanted to raise his hand to touch his face, but he couldn't reach it, and was a little annoyed.

Sheng Fang stopped, bowed his head and let him touch it.

Zhou Xia finally touched it, with a smile on her small face: "It's great, you are still willing to appear in my dream, I thought, you would be so angry that you knew that I was gay, and you wouldn't want to talk about it anymore. me."

Listening to his words, Sheng Fang felt like a knife was being twisted in his heart. His silly Xia Xia, how much psychological pressure he had been under all this time because of this incident, but he had been by his side for so many years, unexpectedly for a moment Never noticed.

Zhou Xia really thought that the scene in front of him was his dream, because it was a dream, so he could still unscrupulously pour out his heart to the blooming in the dream.

In reality, Shengfang has already been scared away by his words of coming out, so in the dream, is he not allowed to be selfish for a moment longer.

Zhou Xia smiled softly and cutely. It was not enough to touch Blooming with one hand, so she stretched out both arms, hugged his neck tightly, pressed her lips to his ear, and said softly, "Blooming! , Actually, I have always liked you, I have liked you for many years."