Sick Beauty Bamboo Horse just give me a hug

Perhaps it was because of letting go of the boulder that had been weighing on his heart, Zhou Xia slept very soundly this time, and a certain nasty straight man didn't come to his dreams to anger him again.

Waking up in the warm blanket in the morning, stretching comfortably, I got up and opened the curtain.

The sky outside the balcony was bright, and it was another sunny day.

Zhou Xia lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and saw that the quilt on the opposite bed was still bulging, probably because he hadn't gotten up yet, so he got up and went to the toilet without thinking too much.

After going to the bathroom and washing up, Xiao Bei and Chu Jinan were already awake when they came out, humming on the bed and yelling that they didn't want to leave the bed.

Zhou Xia wiped his face, and noticed that the bed opposite was still in the same state as when he went into the toilet just now, still in full swing.

He rarely gets up so late.

Usually, I either get up early to buy him breakfast, or sneak to his bed and hug him back to sleep.

It is really rare to be in a state like today. Zhou Xia stood and looked at it for a while, thinking that he hadn't been hit by what happened yesterday and didn't sleep well all night, so he should be catching up on sleep now.

Even so, Zhou Xia has no way to comfort him, now it is just the beginning, like a desensitization treatment, it can only be done gradually, there is no rush.

Without a hearty breakfast, Zhou Xia herself didn't want to brave the severe cold to go to the cafeteria, so she simply made oatmeal and ate a few slices of bread.

The oatmeal was bought online for him before it was in full bloom, and it was said to be imported from abroad. It contained yogurt grains and a lot of nuts, and it was delicious when soaked in hot milk.

Although he bought it, he usually doesn't allow Zhou Xia to eat more. He goes to the cafeteria to buy fresh and nutritious breakfast every day. Occasionally, he can't go there due to special circumstances, so he makes Zhou Xia eat fast food with a lot of additives.

Zhou Xia couldn't eat. Although he knew that the things Sheng Fang bought for him were quite expensive, he felt that the taste was just average. He still liked to eat the fragrant big oil pancakes and hot pancakes freshly made by their school cafeteria master every morning. Shrimp and crab porridge, it is best to have two freshly boiled tea eggs, if it is not enough, leek boxes and steamed buns are also fine.

No, the more I think about it, the more I feel that the imported cereal is tasteless, Zhou Xia pouted, biting the spoon and looking at the opposite bed.

Shengfang hasn't woken up yet.

Like him, there are two other roommates who have no good food. They usually buy breakfast for Zhou Xia.

Today is a good day, it seems that they are about to go to class, and their "regenerated parents" are in full bloom, but they have no intention of getting up.

Chu Jinan gnawed on his biscuit: "Xia Xia, it's rare that Brother Fang didn't buy you breakfast today, did he ask you for leave, and let you eat so poorly?"

Zhou Xia swallowed the last sip of cereal with difficulty: "Why are you asking for leave? He used to buy me breakfast because he was kind enough to take care of me. He bought it out of love, and if he didn't buy it, he should. I can still be kidnapped morally. From now on, I will be responsible for my own breakfast. Don't always think about getting Shengfang to help."

"That's how it is said..." Chu Jinan muttered, but the problem is that the person is Sheng Fang. Given how much he valued Zhou Xia, he should have bought it, and it would have been an accident if he didn't buy it. Well, where did it come from? Moral kidnapping, not letting him buy is kidnapping him alive.

Zhou Xia didn't want to explain so much to him. Anyway, from today onwards, he will try to live a life without being taken care of by Sheng Fang. This is just the beginning.

Rinse the cup and put it away, and when I tidy up my things and prepare to go to class, there is still no sign of getting up when it is in full bloom.

Xiao Bei and Chu Jinan next to him also noticed something strange, and looked at Zhou Xia uneasy: "Zhou Xia, Brother Fang doesn't look right, I haven't heard him say anything since morning."

Zhou Xia frowned, looked back, put down the book in his hand and walked over.

"Shengfang, we are going to class. Are you feeling unwell? Would you like us to ask for leave for you?"

No one responded, if the quilt on the bed was not still gently rising and falling with the frequency of breathing, Zhou Xia even suspected that there was no one lying on the bed at all.

Sheng Fang didn't ignore people like this just because of losing his temper. Suddenly, he had a bad feeling in his heart. Zhou Xia bent down and lifted the quilt, and Sheng Fang lay on the bed with one arm raised to rest on his forehead. , Eyebrows closed, cheeks abnormally flushed.

Zhou Xia's eyes widened slightly, and he immediately reached out to touch his face and neck, which was terribly hot.

"Oh my god, Brother Fang has a fever!"

Chu Jinan's exaggerated screams came from behind, don't blame him for making a fuss, they have lived together for so long, they are used to seeing the little princess Zhou Xia's sick and crooked Daiyu, and they have never seen Shengfang catch a cold Fever, not once.

In their eyes, Shengfang is synonymous with "big brother" and "sense of security". "Such words don't suit him at all.

Zhou Xia was not as fussy as he was. He explored the main artery of Shengfang. Based on his own experience of having a fever all year round, it was estimated that it was about 38 degrees. It can be suppressed, and there is no need to send it to the hospital for the time being.

He turned around and went to the storage closet to look for the first aid kit. The first aid kit was prepared for him. For the convenience of use, it was placed on the outermost side of the closet, and he could see it when he opened it.

Watching Zhou Xia proficiently find medicine, pour water, and put on anti-fever stickers, although he is busy, he is in an orderly manner, without any panic, which is not inferior to the meticulous and considerate care he usually takes when Sheng Fang takes care of him.

Seeing Chu Jinan sighing dazedly from behind: "I always thought that our little princess Xia Xia was born to be served and favored by others, but I didn't expect that her ten fingers are not in the sun, and she is quite good at taking care of others." In this way, it is not in vain that Brother Fang treats him so heartily."

Xiao Bei nodded: "Do you know what this is called?"

Chu Jinan humbly asked for advice: "What?"

Xiao Bei lowered his head and raised his hand to touch his head: "Run in both directions."

Chu Jinan: "Wow."

After talking about the cross talk, the two slipped off to class, bearing the burden of helping Zhou Xia and Shengfang ask for leave.

Half an hour later, Zhou Xia replaced Sheng Fang with a new fever-reducing sticker. Sitting by the bed and looking at Sheng Fang who was still in a coma, she couldn't help but wonder if Sheng Fang took care of him the same way he does now. same mood.

Anxiety, worry, and unstoppable distress.

When he was sick, he was so quiet. A young man who is so high-spirited on weekdays is like a wild flame when he runs on the court. He seems to have endless energy, and he will hug himself when he is happy. When you are sad, you should hug him tightly and act like a baby, like a brave dog that will never be invaded by negative emotions.

He is tall and handsome, with so many bright spots on his body. If he hadn't been stuck with him all the time, sacrificing too much of his private time, and with the density of peach blossoms around him, he would have picked many flowers and achieved fruitful results. garden.

It was I who delayed him, and let him be wasted for so long when he was supposed to be enjoying his youth to the fullest.

He has selfishly occupied Shengfang for more than ten years, maybe, he should really let him go.

Zhou Xia slowly raised her head and looked at the person who was still asleep on the bed. Although the fever subsided, her complexion was still slightly red, her eyelashes were so long, her nose bridge was so high, her lips...

Zhou Xia's eyes paused briefly, looking at those dry and thin lips.

Although it is thin, it looks very soft, but it is a pity that he will never have the chance to taste how soft it is in this life.

opportunity?

When Zhou Xia thought of this, something flashed in his mind for a short time. What kind of opportunity do you want, right now is the best chance?

Zhou Xia felt that he was crazy, but it didn't matter, he had unilaterally sentenced himself to death, so there was nothing wrong with letting him have a full meal before the execution, so that he could go on the road safely.

Zhou Xia hypnotized herself, her excited fingertips were trembling slightly.

Sheng Sheng hasn't woken up yet, and he doesn't know when he will wake up, but in a short time, at least he shouldn't wake up until he is "satisfied".

The more he hinted, the more his inner desire swelled, until his breathing became hot and his heart almost jumped out of his throat.

Zhou Xia was really about to lose control, bent down, lowered his head slowly, and then lowered his head again, the hot and humid breath stirred the tiny hairs on Sheng Fang's face, he could almost smell the bitter taste of the medicine he had just taken between Sheng Fang's lips and teeth.

This faint scent of bitter medicine also seemed to be some kind of catalyst, burning him to the point of losing his sanity. He heard the sound of his Adam's apple rolling fiercely, and the next second, he crashed into a pair of deep, thousand-year-old sinking pools. In the dark eyes.

Bloom woke up.

Zhou Xia's brain was crackling and setting off fireworks, and the fireworks burned from his brain to his eyes, so that his eyes were blackened, and he wanted to explode directly on the spot.

The brain is giving him instructions to let him move away from Shengfang as far as he can immediately, and it’s best not to delay for a second, but the body doesn’t seem to want to listen to the brain’s instructions at all, and he still maintains the same position as before. The posture is only a few centimeters away from the blooming lips.

Time seems to have pressed the pause button at this moment.

The blooming eyeballs rolled slightly twice, and the thin mist in the eyes dispersed, gradually returning to clarity.

He saw clearly that the person leaning over him was Zhou Xia.

At this moment, his heart slowly revived, Sheng Fang smiled, raised his hand to clasp the back of his head, and gently pressed him down.

"Xia Xia."

Zhou Xia's face was buried in his neck, it was warm and soft, his heart was about to explode.

Sheng Fang saw the situation around him clearly, and regained consciousness, and looked sideways at the person in his arms: "Xia Xia, what's wrong with me?"

Long-term lack of water and high fever made his voice sound extraordinarily hoarse.

Zhou Xia's ears were a little red, and he turned his head slightly: "You have a fever, and the fever just subsides, please let me go first."

"Fever?" Sheng Fang realized that his body was very hot, and he felt weak and weak.

Realizing that he was still holding Zhou Xia, his heart softened, and he was reluctant to let go, so he raised his other sore arm and hugged Zhou Xia tighter: "Xia Xia, once I let go, you Not going away."

He hasn't forgotten Zhou Xia's unfeeling towards him yesterday. He said that he should keep a distance from himself and pursue the person he has a crush on.

Now that he can finally hold Zhou Xia in his arms again, how could he be willing to let him go to someone else's side.

Seeing his reaction, Zhou Xia knew that he hadn't forgotten what happened yesterday, which just reminded him that he couldn't let himself be immersed in this kind of fruitless tenderness.

Pressing the pillow and sitting up gently, Sheng Fang stood with a fever, far from his usual strength, Zhou Xia could break free from his shackles without much effort.

Seeing that he was still anxious to get up with her, Zhou Xia stretched out his hand to hold his chest, and pressed him back again.

"Shengfang, take care of your body first, don't worry, I will always be with you today."

"Only today?"

Zhou Xia looked at him silently, with pitiful eyes.

Sheng was worried, and said angrily: "Then I would rather not, let's keep burning like this."

Zhou Xia looked at his face turning away, a little red, not sure if it was due to fever or pure anger.

Sighing softly: "Sheng Fang, don't play such a childish temper with me anymore. I am not the Zhou Xia I used to be. I won't spoil you all the time. If you have a fever, I will take care of you just like you take care of me. , This is because of the friendship we grew up with, if your fever has not completely subsided by night, I can only ask the doctor to help you."

After Zhou Xia finished speaking, she was about to get up and leave, but she heard Sheng Fang calling him from behind, with a hoarse voice like a screaming beast.

"Xia Xia, can we really never be like before?"

Zhou Xia's footsteps stopped and he didn't look back.

"I can't."

The blooming mood seemed to have fallen to the bottom of the valley, not only that, but there was an unattainable mountain pressing on it, he felt that he was now the monkey grandson suppressed by the Tathagata Buddha, and he could not escape, even if Tang Seng came to expose him. Even casting the spell could not save him, because his heart was dead, and he was completely injured by Zhou Xia, and he no longer knew what pain was like.

How could Zhou Xia be so cruel.

How could he be so cruel.

Could it be that in his eyes, their friendship of more than ten years since they were young can be lost just like this? What is his heart made of, a stone!

Sheng Fang turned his head bitterly, and saw Zhou Xia sitting back on his own bed, looking down at the book, her profile face was soft and fair, her eyelashes drooping down, it was a thick and delicate fan, the fingers turning the pages of the book were slender, and the fingertips were also beautiful Clean tender pink, he seems to be shining, and there is no imperfection in his body that is cute.

Sheng Fang looked at it, and somehow all the hatred in his mouth turned into soft fingers, he was so angry that he was about to bite his white teeth.

Sheng lay on the bed, looking at Zhou Xia from time to time, as if someone would disappear from his eyes if he missed a glance.

Zhou Xia read the book for a while, then took out his mobile phone to play games, and most of the day passed like this. At noon, Zhou Xia took medicine for Sheng Fang again, took out the thermometer, and looked at the temperature of 36 degrees five on it. Scale, I breathed a sigh of relief.

"Basically, there is nothing wrong with it. If you sleep again, you will fully recover tomorrow."

Zhou Xia wiped and disinfected the thermometer with alcohol cotton, and put it back into the first aid kit.

His cell phone rang just as he was tidying up his things. Zhou Xia looked down and saw that it was Lin Dongdong calling.

Sheng Fang on the bed was more excited than him, stretching his neck to look at the caller ID on it.

Zhou Xia ignored him and directly picked it up to connect.

Hanging up after chatting for a while, Sheng Fang raised his head and asked him, "What do you want me to do with winter melon?"

Zhou Xia thought to himself that you still remember his nickname after so long, and he paused for a while before answering him: "He said there was a very interesting party, so let me go and have fun if I have nothing to do."

"What's so fun about a party." After listening to it, Sheng Fang lay back down and said disdainfully, "What's the point of staying with a group of people you don't know? We might as well chat in the dormitory."

Zhou Xia shook her head: "This is not an ordinary gathering. Although everyone doesn't know each other well, you can get to know each other well through this gathering. Maybe you can take this opportunity to develop into friends or something."

"What is there to develop..." Sheng Fang sneered halfway, then suddenly realized, and slowly turned to look at him: "Xia Xia, this party, could it be the legendary friendship?"

Zhou Xia clapped her hands: "I've come to my senses, Shanda Xiaocao."

Although Sheng Fang was praised, he had a liver-colored expression on his face, and jumped up from the bed: "Are you going to join the fellowship? You are not allowed to go!"

Zhou Xia asked inexplicably, "Why?"

Sheng Fang was exasperated: "What why? Do you know what friendship is for? What can you do there!"

Zhou Xia didn't seem to understand his excitement: "Of course I know what friendship is for. We are all at this age. If we want to make friends through friendship, is it against the law?"

Blooming:!

Sheng Fang: "You, do you really want to make a date?"

Zhou Xia nodded.

Shengfang grabbed the quilt at hand, he wondered if he had started to have a fever again, otherwise, why would he be so restless, so angry that his head would burst into flames: "Xia Xia, have you forgotten that you still have a crush on someone, you have a crush on him?" She's been there for so long, so if she said she would give up, she would give up!"

Zhou Xia was planning to go to the closet to pick out clothes, but when he heard his words, he turned around and said calmly, "Yeah, after sleeping last night, I suddenly figured out that crushing love is really not a human thing , I have been suffering for so many years because of him, but he doesn't know anything like an idiot. Why, I don't want to go on like this anymore. He is not the only one in this world. Why should I die? Hanging by him On a tree, it’s too bad.”

Sheng Fang looked at him with calm eyes, although he didn't know who the person he was scolding was, but his heart was pulled hard, and his internal organs were twisted in pain.

"So, you don't like her anymore, you plan to like someone else again, don't you?"

Zhou Xia turned around and continued to choose clothes: "Yes."

Sheng Fang looked at his back, and never felt like this for a moment that the thin and slender body in front of him that could be completely wrapped in his arms could be so strong and indifferent.

Zhou Xia's hand, which was looking for clothes, was lightly held down. Sheng Fang got off the bed at some point, stood behind him, supported the cabinet door with one hand, and lowered his head: "Xia Xia, I'll accompany you."

Zhou Xia looked at the big hand covering the back of his hand, and his heart still couldn't stop fluctuating: "You are not angry anymore."

Shengfang stared at his soft hair, gritted his teeth lightly, got angry, why not, just being angry can't solve any problems, he knows Zhou Xia's temper too well, he knows that as long as he makes a decision, nothing can make him change Mind.

He is such a ruthless person.

He is going to socialize, to meet new friends in this way, and even, he may become a lover with that person.

Lovers, to some extent, can be more intimate than so-called friends and brothers. If Zhou Xia really has a lover, will he be occupied by his lover, will he only stick to his lover in the future? Together, and forget about this old friend of mine.

Xia Xia is so good, that lover will definitely occupy him day and night, hold his hand, go to class with him, eat together, hug him, and maybe even kiss him...

Kissing him, Sheng Fang lowered his head, looking at Zhou Xia's pink and soft lips from this angle, he couldn't help but think of Zhou Xia's drunken appearance when he went to Zhou Xia's house to look for him the night before yesterday, so gorgeous and beautiful, with slightly pouty lips As if begging for a kiss from him, he almost couldn't help kissing him at that time.

Will such soft petal-like lips be kissed and possessed by that so-called lover in the future? Rather than this, instead of this, it's better to be Xia Xia's lover, and you can only hug him and kiss him!

An anxious and uncontrollable thought stirred back and forth in his body, making his body tense up unconsciously, his eyes frantic, and the strength in his hands tightened unconsciously.

"Blooming, it hurts."

The soft cry from his arms suddenly pulled him out of this mess of thoughts, Sheng Fang breathed heavily, and let go of his hands in a trance.

Zhou Xia was already gently shaking his pinched right hand, and there was a red mark on the back of his white hand.

Sheng Fang's heart was shaken violently, what was he thinking just now?

He wants to be Zhou Xia's lover?

Zhou Xia didn't know his inner world that was about to be subverted at the moment, so he chose the clothes he wanted to wear today, and he didn't forget to ask the opinions of the people behind him.

"What do you think of this one?"

Sheng Fang lowered his head, and Zhou Xia picked out a white sweater with a small turtleneck style and red rose embroidery on it. Sheng Fang could imagine how amazing and incredible Zhou Xia would be wearing this dress.

He wants to bring such beauty to the party, so that so many people covet it.

Sheng Fang's eyes turned red just thinking about those eyes staring at Zhou Xia, he gritted his teeth and said, "This one doesn't look good, it's not suitable for you."

Zhou Xia glanced at him sideways: "Really, then I will wear this one."

Blooming: ...

He definitely did it on purpose!

Zhou Xia picked out another jacket and trousers, and asked Shengfang for his opinion. Shengfang learned the previous lesson and said kindly: "It looks good, and it suits you very well."

If you say it's not suitable, you have to go against me, so I'll say it's suitable now.

Zhou Xia put the clothes on her arms: "I also think it fits well, so these are the few."

Blooming: ...

He really did it on purpose!

Zhou Xia took the clothes and went to the toilet, heard the sound of the door being closed, retreated to her bed, and sat down dejectedly.

The time for the party was seven o'clock in the evening, and it was held in a small villa near their school. It was said that a rich senior had directly hired it. The party was very generous, and it seemed that the people invited were also quite special.

Zhou Xia didn't know what the special method was, and Lin Dongdong didn't speak carefully in a few words on the phone, anyway, he was just asking him to come over for fun.

Sheng Fang took a taxi with Zhou Xia, and when they arrived, they saw Lin Dongdong waiting at the door. He was wearing a small dark green suit today, which matched his skin tone very well. The rhinestones on his left ear were very eye-catching and flamboyant.

Zhou Xia couldn't help but said: "Winter Gua, you have a boyfriend. If you dress so well and see this kind of occasion, will he really not be angry?"

Lin Dongdong shrugged: "He knows that I like to be lively, and I will report to him at any time, it's okay."

After finishing speaking, he looked him up and down again: "You are not bad, prepare carefully, and you will surely overwhelm everyone when you enter in a while."

Zhou Xia felt that he used the wrong words, and he was not a female star who walked the red carpet.

Lin Dongdong looked at the pillar-like figure behind him again, his handsome face was as cold as a brick of ice, he was so handsome, no one would dare stick to him.

"The grand school grass is here too, you also need to participate in the fellowship hunting, it shouldn't be."

Zhou Xia explained with a smile: "He came with me. He is idle and bored. He came out to breathe. Let's go in first."

Lin Dongdong raised his eyebrows, walked in with his arms around Zhou Xia's shoulders, deliberately kept a little distance from Sheng Fang behind him, and whispered to Zhou Xia: "What's the matter, I asked you to come to let you relax, by the way Let you look at the flowers and plants outside, don't keep your eyes on one person, but why did you bring him too."

Zhou Xia whispered back to him: "I've figured it out now, and I plan to let go of the past and start over. If he insists on coming, I can't help it."

Lin Dongdong looked at him in disbelief: "Really, if you say you give up, you give up?"

Zhou Xia smiled and remained silent.

Lin Dongdong nodded: "Okay, this is your private matter, I won't ask more questions, but I think it's better to clarify with you in advance."

Zhou Xia turned to look at him.

Lin Dongdong: "Today's gathering, it's a bit special. It's a group I know with good intentions. This senior is gay just like me. Therefore, the purpose of his participation in this group is also to help people who don't dare to reveal their identities on weekdays. Students who have revealed their sexuality, give them a chance to release their nature, and maybe they can find someone they are destined to use."

After Zhou Xia heard this, she stopped abruptly: "You mean, today's gathering is not an ordinary fellowship, but a fellowship between gay men?"

Lin Dongdong nodded deeply.

Zhou Xia slowly widened his eyes: "Then why didn't you say it earlier!"

Lin Dongdong was wronged: "I didn't expect that you would bring Sheng Xiaocao. I was actually kind. I wanted to let you change your mood. I was afraid that you would be bullied, so I came here to help you check it out. I..."

Zhou Xia couldn't listen to his explanation at this time, and hurriedly looked at Shengfang behind him.

Sheng Fang's attention was not on him, they had already walked into the banquet hall of the villa, looking up at the scene in front of them.

Instead of the fluttering clothes and the fragrant clouds and temples as imagined, there is a masculine atmosphere everywhere, drinking and chatting, sitting in pairs, and embracing each other on the dance floor, all of them are men without exception.

A question mark slowly appeared in Shengfang's eyes, they were all men, what kind of friendship is this?

Zhou Xia next to him covered his forehead and sighed.