Rebirth of Shaohua

Opened his mouth or said the simplest sentence: "It's impossible for us, you will only make me more disgusted. If there is another time, I will directly call the police."

These words were like igniting a gunpowder keg all of a sudden, and Zhu He became emotional all of a sudden. "What is impossible? Even if we are both men, if you don't tell me or I don't tell you, can anyone else know? Of course, I know you said it's impossible not because of this, but because of me. But you don't even If you don’t like me, you don’t want to say anything, and you don’t want to give me a chance to try, do you really have no feelings for me?”

Although Su Shao is forcing himself to calm down and face the reality these days, and has been working hard to do so, it does not mean that he has fully accepted the reality of rebirth.Originally, I was 29 years old, I had a career and love, my parents were healthy and well, everything was on the rise, and a bright future was within reach. At this time, because of my lover's cheating, I somehow became someone else The so-called "little third" in the marriage died unexpectedly.

Even if the final result is that I was reborn back to 19 years old, before everything happened, I was ten years younger and seemed to be getting better, but the tragic death of my previous life could not be erased in this way.Even if I keep telling myself that I will have a better future in this life, and that I will not fall into such a situation again in this life, what about my parents who lost their beloved son in the last life, what about the career I just started in the last life, and what I have done in the past ten years? What kind of love is...

No matter how much you think about these things, you can't make up for them.These days, facing Zhu He's face, Su Shao held back how many times he wanted to take revenge. "This is not the 30-year-old Zhu He," he repeatedly persuaded himself with this reason.

But now, the pain in Su Shao's heart couldn't be restrained for a while, and he let it out.He was close to Zhu He's ear, his posture was extremely intimate, and his tone of voice was extremely soft, as if he was flirting with his lover, but every sentence he spit out was dripping with blood.

"Yes, of course it is possible for us to be together. We can be together for a full ten years. I am so touched because you are willing to let me pressure you. You don't want to be near the kitchen, but two people living together always have to start a fire. It doesn't matter. , I can learn to cook just for you, and don’t let you do any housework; I took you to meet your parents and confessed our relationship and wanted to be with you for the rest of your life, but you didn’t even let me touch your friends ;I thought I could give up the opportunity to go abroad because of you, but you encouraged me to go, what a lover, but in fact, it was just because you were in love with your boss's daughter, and you couldn't hide it from both sides. That's all."

"Of course we can be together, and ten years later, your beautiful wife and children are perfect, and your career is flourishing with the help of your father-in-law, but I was pushed off the cliff by your wife who was about to collapse. What a happy ending, isn't it?"

When Su Shao said the last sentence, he couldn't help laughing softly. It was cheerful and relaxed, but it made people feel like crying.The warm breath between the words touched Zhu He's ear, but it made Zhu He feel cold, and his heart was about to be pulled.Su Shao's seemingly absurd words mixed with the blurred fragments of his nightly dreams made Zhu He feel his head hurt more and more, as if he was no longer on campus, and he seemed to be in those memory fragments In the process, the picture in front of me was unreasonably clear for a while, and then blurred to become a mass of colors. It seemed that something suddenly became coherent in my mind...

Zhu He frowned and stared blankly at Su Shao.

"Su Shao, you also have such trivial and vague memories, don't you?" Suddenly Zhu He asked Su Shao eagerly, his tone trembling.Could it be that not only I have that kind of memory, but Su Shao also has it.

"No, that's not right." But soon Zhu He vetoed it himself.Most of my memories are so beautiful, how could it be as terrible as Su Shao said, how could the two people Su Shao said be them.No no no.

But there was a weak voice in Zhu He's heart that repeated stubbornly: Didn't you lose the most important thing in your memory at the end, and you can never get it back.

This voice was very weak at first, but it repeated itself, each time it became more powerful, and in the end it almost screamed in Zhu He's heart.

Su Shao has also woken up from the emotion just now, and he is very annoyed at his slip of the tongue.How many people will believe what happened in the previous life, why tell it?

Su Shao was flustered, so naturally he didn't pay attention to Zhu He's nonsense.

"I'm sorry, I lost my temper. What I said just now is all nonsense, you don't have to pay attention to it. In short, I don't like you, and I hope the two of us will never meet again." After calming down with a stiff tone, Su Shao hurried away, he needed to be alone.

Su Shao didn't know that not long after he left, someone behind the tree also left quietly.

Not to mention that Zhu He was standing there and couldn't help but crouched down slowly with his head in his arms, curling himself up into a ball.

Something exploded in his mind, and some coherent memories that seemed to belong to him entered his body, which brought a feeling that made Zhu He tremble all over.

Something came back.

Zhu He found that he had some memories that he had never had before, about the future.Memories are not complete, but mostly coherent.It was like an extension of those fragments in my dream a few days ago.

This memory is so real that Zhu He has to believe that it really happened in the future.I believe that this is not something I imagined, it is not that my head has something wrong and I need to see a doctor, but that I am lucky to be able to peep into the future.

In my memory, I and Su Shao will be lovers in the future.

In the next five years, the two will be together happily, and their life will be beautiful and peaceful. When Zhu He thinks about those little clips of love, he only feels warm in his heart. He really wants to find Su Shao immediately and exchange a lingering kiss with him.

However, as soon as the memory jumps, it will be ten years later, and the five years in between seem to have disappeared out of thin air, leaving no trace in the memory.

Ten years later, Su Shao actually passed away. In my memory, I don’t want to believe this fact. My heart hurts so much that I can’t shed tears. The only thing I want to do every day is hold Su Shao’s photo and chatter. They were all in a mess, and later they broke into Su Shao's funeral, trying to take Su Shao's urn away. He is Su Shao's lover, and he wants to be with him forever.

What happened in the end?Oh yes, someone slapped themselves.That person was actually Su Shao's former roommate Chu Hua, that Chu Hua whose background was so good that he was jealous.No matter how slim and fit the clothes are, they can't hide Chu Hua's haggardness. His complexion is extremely pale, his lips are chapped, and both eyes are red. Ha, he also has this day!

He questioned how he still had the face to attend Su Shao's funeral, and he said that he was not qualified to touch Su Shao's ashes, and Su Shao should be more willing to accompany his parents.

However, what I couldn't accept was that Chu Hua stood beside the second elder of the Su family majestically, and organized Su Shao's funeral in a legitimate manner.What kind of thing is he, Chu Hua? He is just Su Shao's roommate, or more like a friend. Before Su Shao graduated, he forced Su Shao to break up with him. How dare he be so open and aboveboard now? What about presiding over Su Shao's funeral?How could Su Shao's parents agree to do this?

Obviously I am Su Shao's lover, obviously I am Su Shao's closest person, obviously...that position should belong to me.

Zhu He recalled that he could hardly breathe.The second elders of the Su family, those two old people whom he recalled personally calling his parents, looked at him as if they saw an enemy, the kindness and kindness of the past were gone, and some only wished to eat their deep-seated hatred alive .Why do everyone blame themselves, why do everyone say that they are not qualified to see Su Shao again.

Why do they all say that Su Shao's death is related to him.

Zhu He didn't dare to think about it anymore.He thought of what Su Shao said, and his last few words were like ghosts that couldn't go away.

You see, what Su Shao said and the first part of his memory are both correct.

Could it be true that Su Shao died tragically because of his so-called wife in his previous life?what is going on?What happened in the five years that my memory was missing?Aren't I and Su Shao lovers?What happened to this wife who suddenly appeared?

And what happened to Su Shao?Does he also have the memory of his previous life?

So is he also resenting himself because of the things in his previous life?That's why you don't accept yourself now, and you don't want to get close to yourself?

What should I do myself?

The author has something to say: Thank you very much for the first comment left by the two-masted girl~

But it was actually pumped out of QAQ today, the evil pumping...

Very heartbroken.

8. Fellowship

Su Shao was flustered by the inexplicable showdown last time, but the result was unexpectedly good.Zhu He never took the initiative to appear in front of Su Shao since then. Even if he met occasionally, he would just look at Su Shao deeply with complicated eyes, and he would not get close to Su Shao again, nor would there be any more. strange.

Such a result made Su Shao relax, and he finally had the energy to focus on other things.These few days because of Zhu He's behavior, Su Shao's energy has been dragged every day, and his nerves are tense. He is afraid that others will find this abnormality, so he is worried every day, and he can't be distracted to do other things.Not only professional courses