Rebirth of Shaohua

In an instant Su Shao made a decision, he smiled and went up to pat Zhu He's shoulder, the two brothers seemed to be pulling Zhu He away, Zhu He was dazzled by Su Shao's long-lost smile, unexpectedly There was no resistance and no utterance, pretending all the way to the back of the library and seeing that there was no one around, Su Shao couldn't pretend anymore.

Su Shao distanced herself from Zhu He, her smile cooled down, and she just looked at Zhu He quietly without saying a word.

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6、Entanglement

The atmosphere became so cold for a while, Zhu He looked at Su Shao with a calm face, and suddenly felt a heart-piercing pain in his heart, which was worse than the pain these days... It made him want to hug him tightly Live in Su Shao for comfort.

In fact, when did he hug Su Shao?There are obviously no things in the memory, not only hugs, not even holding hands, but these days, there are often scattered fragments in the dreams, either vague or clear, so real that he almost confuses with reality, even if he wakes up from the dream Still lingering in my mind.Just now, just now, when Su Shao smiled at him, he thought for a moment that he was in a dream, subconsciously, he was going to lean over like in a dream, until Su Shao turned cold, and then he felt that he had returned to reality .

Those sweet pieces almost made him think that they were the fragments of him and Su Shao being together. It seemed that he had been with Su Shao for many years.But every time the dream ends, it always ends with violent heart palpitations and heart-piercing pain. I always feel that he seems to have lost some precious existence that can never be found again, just like... just like Su Shao .

These dreams began to surface continuously from the day Su Shao rejected him.At the beginning, he could still resist, but later, he was looking forward to and fearing, looking forward to the beauty of being together like that, and fearing the loss in the end, but even so, he was still intoxicated by it day by day, even if he slept every day Not good, the spirit is getting worse every day.

It turns out that although he likes Su Shao, it doesn't mean that he can't live without him. He just likes Su Shao. Su Shao hurts his self-esteem so much, even if he likes himself, he can't go to him anymore.But now, Zhu He felt that Su Shao should be his destined lover, otherwise how could he have these absurd but real dreams?

It seems hard to imagine, how could suddenly have such deep feelings for a person because of those dreams, but Zhu He just felt that those feelings were not illusory, obviously he had personally experienced those scenes, so real and profound .

He shouldn't miss Su Shao, so even if Su Shao rejected him once, he would always try again.What if, if Su Shao knew about his dream in the future, he also felt that this was fate?

"Su Shao." Zhu He called out, his voice hoarse.He paused for a while, thinking about his words: "Last time, I may have misunderstood you because I didn't speak clearly enough. It was my fault. Actually, the person I was talking about was you. Since we met last year, I have been I have a crush on you, and I'm glad to see that you are also willing to be friends with me. It has been three months since we met last time, and you never went to the pavilion to read in the morning, but these days I often I will always think of you. Now, I finally mustered up the courage to confess to you: Su Shao, I like you. Would you like to be with me?"

Su Shao was stunned.To be honest, he really didn't expect that Zhu He would come to him because of this problem.With Zhu He's personality, it would be fine if he didn't blacklist Su Shao and never see each other again.How could Su Shao think that Zhu He could put down his figure like this?

However, even if Zhu He did this, Su Shao would not look back.Those unforgettable memories will never be forgotten, how could they be ignored so easily?The current Zhu He may be sincere to Su Shao, but ten years later Zhu He can choose to deceive Su Shao.

Su Shao can't forget the 29-year-old Su Shao who fell from the mountain, and he can't forget the crazy Liu Weiwei.

"Sorry, senior, I think you misunderstood me last time. It's not that I didn't hear it, I was just tactfully refusing. And this time, I don't want to say the same thing again." No need to think, Su Shao gave his answer neatly.

"Su Shao, don't be like this." Zhu He tried to calm down his emotions, and tried to say it again: "Don't refuse so quickly, okay? I know you don't dislike homosexuality, and it's just me who you refuse What's wrong with me, what you don't like, you tell me, I'll try again. At that time, can you make up your mind? I really don't want the two of us to miss it like this." Zhu He said sincerely Cut, but Su Shao couldn't be moved at all.

"If you don't like it, you don't like it. No matter how much you change it, senior, you won't be able to change it to the way I like it. Senior should know that forcing will not lead to good results, right? Please don't come to me again in the future. I don't want the two of us to meet again."

"...Su Shao, what do you mean by that? We can't even be friends?" Zhu He realized the meaning of Su Shao's words, and was surprised and puzzled for a moment, and felt very uncomfortable.

"Well, you can also say that. I don't want to be friends with someone who says he likes me. It's best that we don't meet each other. The campus is so big, I think it's easy." Su Shao took a deep breath and spoke again Repeatedly.

After all, this is a campus where people come and go, and it is still broad daylight. Although the place behind the library is relatively remote, no one can tell when someone will suddenly pass by, so Su Shao doesn't want to stay longer. End the topic as soon as possible.He saw that Zhu He who was opposite him lowered his head and didn't know what to think and didn't speak, so Su Shao simply left quickly.

When Zhu He raised his head again, what he saw was the back of Su Shao's departure, and that figure just went further and further away, becoming more and more blurred.

"But I don't want to do that..." Zhu He clenched his fists and muttered in a low voice.

When Su Shao left, he was very worried that the matter would not end here.At this time, Zhu He didn't just confess his love again and again, he seemed to regard this as an unavoidable goal.Zhu He's character is like this, if he really decides on something that must be done, then he will spare no time and energy, no matter what, he will do it.

Sure enough, Su Shao guessed correctly. Soon, Su Shao found that his study and life were full of Zhu He's shadows.

When everyone was washing in the morning, there would be a sudden knock on the dormitory door, and the person in the next dormitory would hand over a hot breakfast. Su Shao asked what was going on, and he was also at a loss, saying that he just went down to buy breakfast by himself. When he met a senior, he insisted on bringing this to Su Shao himself.Dazed to be dazed, he still said enviously that he wished he had such a virtuous senior.Su Shao felt quite panicked when he heard it, and really wanted to say that the senior will give it to you, so hurry up and take it away.

Walking out of the teaching building after class at noon, Su Shao could see Zhu He sitting on a wooden chair in the small garden next to the teaching building smiling brightly at himself.Su Shao had no choice but to pretend not to see, and strode away.

In the evening, Su Shao was more involved in the evening self-study. When a few good friends came to ask Su Shao to go with him, Su Shao smiled and said that he still wanted to read more books. After cleaning up, he was the last one to leave the classroom. .Su Shao walked alone in the campus, the surrounding was very quiet, only the dim street lights accompanied him, this environment made him feel very comfortable, and only at this time could Su Shao truly calm down and truly relax.The current Su Shao is not really a 19-year-old boy after all. The mentality of an adult who has entered the society makes him feel happy and tired when getting along with his classmates every moment.I always try to hide my habitual thoughts beyond my age, and recall my behavior when I was 19 years old.

However, soon, Su Shao felt uncomfortable, as if someone was following him. Su Shao tried to change his pace, but no matter how fast or slow he walked, the feeling of being stared at was always with him.When he walked to the next street light, Su Shao turned around suddenly, and sure enough, he saw a person following behind him. Taking another look, Su Shao felt even more disturbed, that person was Zhu He.

Even if he was found, Zhu He didn't speak, he followed Su Shao silently like that, Su Shao stopped, and he stopped, Su Shao deliberately went off the road and he followed the turn, always keeping a distance of 5 meters from Su Shao.In the huge campus, on the empty road, just like this, the two of them walked with each other.

After a few days like this, Su Shao couldn't take it anymore, he would rather Zhu He come over and make a fuss with him, such a silent entanglement is as creepy as someone watching you all the time.

Is this Zhu He's response to what he said back then, "I hope you don't come to me again"?Well, he didn't come to take the initiative to look for Su Shao anymore, but in this way, he feels his presence in front of Su Shao every day and meets every day...

Su Shao felt that he was about to collapse.

It's not enough to be the nightmare of his previous life, do you still want to pester him in this life!

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7. Past life

Finally, at noon a few days later, when Zhu He appeared in front of Su Shao again, Su Shao couldn't bear it anymore. He sent a text message to Zhu He, and after thinking about it, he still made an appointment in that remote small pavilion. Meet.

There are almost no people to be seen there.

"Su Shao, have you figured it out..." Zhu He looked at Su Shao expectantly.

Su Shao opened his mouth a few times but didn't know what to say, and finally