Rebirth of Shaohua

A long time ago, as early as our freshman military training, I actually had a vague feeling that Chu Hua treats you differently from us. "

"It hasn't been a day or two since he felt that way about you. He used to hide it very well, but recently your relationship is too harmonious. He relaxed his cover-up, and only then did he show signs."

"I originally thought that if no one of you took that step, just being friends for four years in college would pass by, God's will. But if someone really broke it, then it is actually very good to be together. You In fact, he is a person who is easy to give everything." Qi Lian made a gesture to stop Su Shao's rebuttal, "Don't deny it, and don't say that you won't be like that again. It's easy to change your country, but it's hard to change your nature. What you say I won’t be emotional anymore, but I won’t fall in love easily anymore, yes, you won’t fall in love with someone easily again, the key is that life is so long, there will always be unexpected things happen, maybe you will still Fall in love with someone again, and then get hurt stupidly. Chu Hua is different, we have been together for more than a year, we all know who he is, the conditions are so good, so many girls chase after him, but he never Don’t play with any ambiguity. If you don’t like it, you don’t like it. He has always expressed it very clearly, so, I think, his likes are also likes. His feelings are very pure. With him, you should be able to get wholehearted emotions.”

"We all know how persistent Chu Hua is. Instead of letting him be in pain while asking for it, and putting you at the risk of emotional injury in the future, I think it's better to bring the two of you together and get what you want. In fact, I I don't know about love between two men, but I really think you two are a good match. I said, you are all my friends, and I don't want any of you to have a bad life. I secretly I made a bet with the two of you, and now you have won." Qi Lian's expression was flat, but his words were firm.

"You really think so..." Su Shao murmured, not so much asking Qi Lian.It would be better to say that he is asking himself, Qi Lian's sincerity is clear at a glance, Su Shao naturally won't doubt it, at this moment, he is full of other things on his mind.

Qi Lian said that he had seen Chu Hua's feelings for him a long time ago, but because no one had pierced the veil, he would not say it out loud.So... what about your previous life?

In this life, Chu Hua confessed his love to him, and Qi Lian also persuaded him.What about the previous life?Could it be that Chu Hua is actually... just because he has never been close to him, he has no chance to say it, and naturally Qi Lian will not point it out.

This seems insignificant, but it is Su Shao's biggest psychological obstacle.He always felt that Chu Hua's attitude towards him in this life was the biggest difference between the two lives.After all, Chu Hua didn't show any abnormalities at all in his previous life.

He has always wondered whether it was his own butterfly effect that brought about this change, making Chu Hua embark on a completely different path from his previous life, and he changed the trajectory of his life.

This conjecture made Su Shao panic and uneasy, and now this thought made him feel even more heavy.

"I'll think about it. Lianzi, don't tell Chu Hua that you already know about this." Su Shao's face was extremely serious, and Qi Lian, who was watching him, couldn't help but follow his intentions. down.

When Su Shao's figure walked away, Qi Lian's expression gradually became complicated when he recalled just now.

Su Shao, he has really changed a lot.

I don't know what kind of thing it is that can hone a person's mind to such an extent.

Su Shao's aura just now was something he had never seen before.

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18. Wake up

Su Shao here is full of worries, but Zhu He is not having a good time there.

His appearance can be said to be a mess now.His complexion was pale, his hair was disheveled, his bloodshot eyes lacked the vigor that young people should have, his lips were dry and peeled, and his stubble also appeared.

The whole person has lost a lot of weight.

Every day he looks sluggish, in a trance, and doesn't know what to think.

During class, Zhu He was always in a dazed state.

I seldom go to club activities, and occasionally I go a few times, but I still look dazed.Even if someone talked to him, he couldn't react quickly. Even if he did, he didn't seem to be listening seriously at all, and the answers were mostly modal particles, which sounded perfunctory and made people impatient.

The people in the dormitory were worried about Zhu He at first, and helped him cover it up, but after a long time, no matter how much they cared about Zhu He, they couldn't get any response, and he ignored how much they tried to persuade Zhu He to see a doctor.Gradually they couldn't bear it anymore, so they just let Zhu He do whatever he wanted.

Zhu He's appearance is not as glamorous as he was half a year ago.Originally, Zhu He, as a man of the school, had a lot of admirers, but recently when everyone saw him, there was only a lot of discussion.

There were also girls who really liked Zhu He were worried about Zhu He's health and stepped forward to persuade him, but Zhu He didn't listen at all.Such an attitude of not seeing you in the eyes at all made it almost impossible for girls to step down. Gradually, no girls dared to care about Zhu He anymore.

Zhu He's current life can be said to be extremely bad. His studies have dropped, his popularity has disappeared, and his health is not as good as before.

But Zhu He didn't care about these at all.All he cares about is the night, only when he is dreaming.

People around him were persuading him to go to a doctor, but how could he do that?What if those doctors really shattered his dreams?

He could never see Su Shao in his dream again.

He used to be very afraid of those dreams, because it made him feel afraid of the unknown, but later when he gradually realized that he loved Su Shao, he fell in love with those dreams and indulged in them, because he knew that they were He absolutely can't get it in reality, Su Shao doesn't like him, and only in his dream can he be so close to Su Shao.

But just when the dream was in full swing, the dream was suddenly cut off, leaving him with an abrupt and unhappy ending.No matter how hard he tried to get himself back to sleep, he couldn't get those dreams back.He didn't know the reason, but only knew the result, and he was so frightened by the ending that he went crazy.

He always felt that those dreams showed his love with Su Shao in his previous life.

But how could there be such an ending?

He couldn't bear the pressure and went to look for Su Shao, and then he knew.

It wasn't Su Shao who let him know, but those dreams came back.

Picking up where he left off last time, he added a complete story.

Zhu He started dreaming all night and all night again, he was getting haggard day by day, but he didn't care, his mind was all on those dreams.

How is it possible, how is it possible, how can I find a woman?Su Shao is so good, why would I betray him?

Why would I lie to Su Shao, coax him to go abroad, fall in love with that woman in a blink of an eye, get married, and have a child!

Zhu He shouted hoarsely every time in his dream, he hoped that his "self" could wake up and stop making mistakes, he hoped that Su Shao could hear his shout, don't leave, don't go abroad .

But it was useless, no one could hear his voice.

He was a pure bystander in the dream, just attached to "Zhu He", unable to interfere with anything, he could only watch things develop in a state that he could not imagine at all, watching this originally The sweet story slid all the way to the ending that he didn't want to believe at all.

Gradually, Zhu He began to despair, he began to give up his efforts, and watched the development of the matter blankly, no longer trying to change the trajectory of the story.He just put all his mind on Su Shao, on Su Shao's feelings for him, and tried his best to perceive every feeling Su Shao brought him.

Every morning when he woke up, Zhu He felt extremely tired, his body was very tired, and his mind was even more tired.He really wanted to see Su Shao and get spiritual comfort, but he didn't dare at all, he was afraid that seeing Su Shao would see the disgusted expression on his face.

In his day-to-day fantasy, the relationship between him and Su Shao is full of warmth. Even if he knows that it is an illusion of nothingness and the love he got based on the deception of "self", he still can't extricate himself.

He could no longer accept Su Shao's dislike for him.

If possible, Zhu He hopes that this dream can continue, even if it is a kind of torture, having this ethereal illusion is much better than having nothing at all.

It's a pity that this is just a story after all, no matter how long it is, there will be a day when it will be finished, no matter how reluctant, Zhu He still ushered in the final ending of the story on this night.

It was also the tragedy that he had seen in advance.

Zhu He woke up in the middle of the night. "Don't!" He even yelled out in surprise, which woke up everyone in the dormitory, and there were endless complaints for a while.

Zhu He turned a deaf ear to it.He finally knew, how Su Shao died, and what Su Shao said to him before.

Zhu He had always been attached to his "self" in his dreams before, and everything he saw was from his own perspective.But just now, before he saw Su Shao's funeral, he got Su Shao's perspective, personally experienced Su Shao's emotions, and watched him being pushed off the cliff by his wife.

Zhu He's breathing was unbearably heavy, as if someone strangled his neck so that he could not breathe, and his heart beat as fast as a drum.His spirit was so fragile at this moment that he was almost on the verge of collapse.

Zhu He felt that he couldn't calm down at all at this moment. He desperately wanted to see Su Shao, the real Su Shao, not the kite with a broken string.