absolutely attracted

Gu Jinxing has never felt this way before, his heart was thrown high, he thought it would explode in mid-air, but it landed steadily in the honey pot, those glass shards that stabbed in his heart from time to time were also at this moment Suddenly soaked in sweetness and softened.

This is one of the very few moments in his life where he can feel happiness. Gu Jinxing looked at Xia Baiwei with fiery eyes, not daring to miss any expression on his face, afraid that everything just now was just an auditory hallucination.

When he was a freshman, he came to look for Gu Xia Baiwei, but saw that Xia Baiwei behaved intimately with others in school like a couple. He thought of Xia Baiwei's breakup text message, and thought that in Xia Baiwei's eyes, he really had optional.He originally thought that he was just an insignificant passerby in Xia Baiwei's life.

Even when he tried his best to get Xia Baiwei back to him, he didn't dare to express his feelings clearly.He only thought of himself as a bitch, and also felt that Xia Baiwei might not care about his sincerity at all.

But just now, Xia Baiwei said that there is only one Gu Jinxing in his life.Is it true that you are irreplaceable?In Xia Baiwei's eyes.

This realization made Gu Jinxing a little unbelievable, but pleasantly surprised.He thought of the person he couldn't let go of for so many years, and he didn't let go either.

Xia Baiwei's eyes were hot, and his vision gradually became blurred. He didn't hear Gu Jinxing's voice, and couldn't see Gu Jinxing's reaction clearly. He continued to ask, "When you were 16 years old, did you mean being together?" "

The night was very quiet, and I could hear the sound of undulating breathing and the sound of heavy footsteps coming towards me.It was Gu Jinxing's kiss that answered him. There was a warm touch on his lips. Gu Jinxing's kiss was gentle and lingering. The tip of his tongue slowly pried open his teeth. During the grinding, Xia Baiwei's legs softened slightly, and Gu Jinxing's kiss was soft again. Hang around the waist and hug her tightly.

I don't know how long it took, when Xia Baiwei felt that he was about to be out of breath, Gu Jinxing let go of him slightly, but his hand did not leave Xia Baiwei's waist, and his forehead touched, "Yes."

"Not just 16 years old, every time I say I want to be with you, I mean it."

There has never been a long-distance reunion in this world, only the deliberate deliberation of people with obsession.In order to meet Xia Baiwei again, to be together with Xia Baiwei once again, Gu Jinxing spent five years.

In the past five years, he studied hard and worked hard to establish a foundation in the family business, all for the obsession in his heart.

Before losing Xia Baiwei, Gu Jinxing always thought that liking needs to be hidden.

When he was very young, Gu Jinxing picked up an orange stray cat.When I first saw the kitten, it was dirty and screaming beside the trash can, looking very small and pitiful.Gu Jinxing was afraid that it would not be able to survive the winter, so he took it home out of pity.He bathed it, laid it a soft bed, and bought him cat food with his pocket money.He loves it, the likes and dislikes of a child are always obvious, the emotions are all written on his face.

Once when Gu Huaiwen was out partying and drunk, he came home and yelled at Qin Yi who was watching TV in the living room. Qin Yi was scolded by Gu Huaiwen for no reason, and he was also angry, and the two quarreled.It is not the first time that Gu Jinxing has seen the two of them quarreling. He has been used to this kind of scene since he was a child. The relationship between Gu Huaiwen and Qin Yi is a transaction of profit. There is no love between the two, and they get along day and night. There is resentment in the middle.Whenever they quarreled, no matter whether Gu Jinxing was nearby or not, the two of them would speak without restraint, and their words were as vicious as sharp knives.Adults seem to be invulnerable to bullets and guns. When you are unhappy, you can just vent it yourself and make others unhappy.Thus, all those knives were inserted into the heart of the young Gu Jinxing.Both Gu Huaiwen and Qin Yi quarreled with remorse for their marriage, but their interests prevented them from being separated. Gu Jinxing knew at a very young age that his birth was wrong, and no one in this family expected his arrival.

After the quarrel, Gu Huaiwen lost his mouth and got angry with Qin Yi. The glass hit Qin Yi's face and then made a crisp landing sound on the ground. Looking at the horrific scars on his mother's face, Gu Jin walked over He bit Gu Huaiwen's hand fiercely, no matter how much Gu Huaiwen beat him, he would not let go, and in the end he bit Gu Huaiwen's hand until it bled, and later it left a scar.

After the incident, Gu Huaiwen threw Gu Jinxing's cat out of the house, and later, Gu Jinxing saw the kitten's body on the road after school.

At that time, Gu Jinxing knew that what he likes cannot be discovered by others.The most painful way for a person is always to destroy his favorite things, exposing his weaknesses, which will not only hurt his weaknesses, but also hurt himself.

So in the past, he carefully hid his love for Xia Baiwei, but after Xia Baiwei left, he thought that maybe it was because he was not strong enough.He wants to be strong enough that no one can stop him from running towards Xia Baiwei, and strong enough to protect his weakness.

Whether he was 16 or 23 years old, Gu Jinxing had put in all his efforts to stand in front of Xia Baiwei, how could he not be serious.

His eyes were burning, and his hot and humid breath kept calling Xia Baiwei.Xia Bai's eyelashes trembled slightly, and even his heart trembled. He and Gu Jinxing looked at each other quietly, falling into the whirlpool in each other's eyes.

I thought that only the young man had light in his eyes, but it was only because the young man never concealed his affection and liking.Xia Baiwei and Gu Jinxing looked at each other, and found the light that had flickered in their eyes.

Gu Jinxing went to kiss Xia Bai's slightly red eyes and the tears he shed. They intertwined their fingers and listened to each other's heartbeats quietly.

"Actually, it's me who should say I'm sorry. I couldn't be by your side in high school."

There was no moonlight outside the window, Xia Baiwei was held in Gu Jinxing's arms, with his head resting on Xia Baiwei's arms.Gu Jinxing's chin rested on Gu Jinxing's head, and he gently rubbed the top of his soft hair while talking.

"At that time, I was locked up by my father, and he hired a psychiatrist for me."

Gu Jinxing's tone was flat, those moments of suffering and pain were no longer important, as long as Xia Baiwei was still by his side.

Hearing the psychiatrist, Xia Bai felt as if his heart had been stabbed by something.He turned over, touched Gu Jinxing's face with his hand, and looked at the person in front of him with some distress. He could understand the emotion hidden behind that plain tone.

None of them escaped the judgment of the secular world and suffered from sufferings other than love.

Gu Jinxing hugged him even tighter, "When I went back to school, I saw those words on your desk. I hate everyone in school, and I hate myself too."

"At that time, I thought that if it weren't for me, maybe you wouldn't have encountered these things."

"But then I thought, since I have already encountered all this, why should we not be together except that we don't love each other."

At this point, Xia Baiwei probably knew what happened next.When Gu Jinxing came to look for him, he met himself and Andre, thinking that he had never loved him at all.Later, Gu Jin tricked him into returning to China and signed a contract with him on the condition that he be "together".

"I remember every word you said today. You said you only have me." Dissatisfied with Xia Baiwei's distraction, Gu Jinxing pinched Xia Baiwei's nose and said.

"You can only be with me in this life, don't go back on your word."

Time doesn't seem to have passed too far, Xia Baiwei feels that Gu Jinxing is still the same Gu Jinxing.

Xia Baiwei wanted to say again what he loved to say to Gu Jinxing before, "You are so naive." But every time he said this, it was just to cover up that he was attracted by Gu Jinxing's innocence. move.

Xia Baiwei still didn't say that sentence, he was always moved by Gu Jinxing, he didn't need to hide anything at all, in the end he just leaned forward and kissed the corner of Gu Jinxing's lips quietly.

Then he also said in a slow and calm tone, "The breakup text message was just a moment of anger on my part, and I regretted it later."

"Your dad called me and said you were just having fun."

"When Song Tuo came to ask me, he said that the person you like should be Su Jiahe."

"It's because I didn't believe in you, and I didn't believe in myself enough. That's right..." Xia Baiwei wanted to say sorry again, but Gu Jinxing covered his mouth.

Xia Bai raised his eyes slightly, let his hand cover his mouth, looked at the sincerity in his eyes, and heard him say, "You don't need to apologize to me. It's because I didn't behave well that you couldn't believe it." I."

Those years of misunderstandings were solved little by little in calm words.It turns out that there is no need to make too many detours at all, just talk face to face.

It's a sleepless night.They hugged each other, even their hearts were pressed against each other.

When I got up, the window was covered with white, and snowflakes fluttered down like goose feathers.

Gu Jinxing looked back at Xia Baiwei who was still sleeping soundly on the bed, went to the bedside and kissed his forehead, then his small nose, and finally kissed his rosy lips lightly.

Xia Bai frowned slightly, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Gu Jinxing's face close at hand, with a gentle smile on his face.

"Xia Baiwei, it's snowing."

Xia Bai sat up slightly and looked out the window, the snow was still falling heavily.This is the first snow this year.I remember that it seldom snowed in City B, and it was a rare cold winter in the second year of high school. When it snowed, the students in the class crowded around the windows to watch the snow.Taking advantage of the chaos, Gu Jinxing squeezed to Xia Baiwei's side, secretly holding his hand that was shrunk in his sleeve because he was afraid of the cold.

"I heard that if you watch Chuxue with the person you like, you will be happy for a lifetime."

At that time, Gu Jinxing said next to Xia Baiwei's ear.Gu Jinxing is really superstitious, he will believe in Chuxue, and he will also believe in the Ferris wheel.

Xia Bai couldn't help laughing when he thought of Gu Jinxing saying that he didn't believe it and kissing himself at the highest point on the Ferris wheel.

He turned around and took Gu Jinxing's hand, "That is to say, we watched the first snow this year together."

Gu Jinxing looked at Xia Baiwei whose smiling eyes were bent into a crescent shape, and understood Chuxue's implication.

"Xia Baiwei, I love you." He held Xia Baiwei's hand instead, brought him to his side, and then hugged him tightly, "I love you like I was 22 years old. I love you like I was 21 years old. Love you like you were 20...love you like you were 16."

It seems that he has never told Xia Baiwei directly and clearly that he loves him, loves him very much.Every year in the future, he wants to supplement this sentence.

Xia Baiwei felt that in the middle of the night on the island, the words "I seem to fall in love with you again" that he said to the sleeping Gu Jinxing from the bottom of his heart, got a response - I have always loved you.