Qing Chuan's confession of fate

After Kangxi returned to Qianqing Palace, he thought about it, and he had just expressed his mind to the Empress Dowager.But what about Yayue?Does she feel the same way as herself?

Even though he is already the father of several children, Kangxi is still in love.The way of the emperor did not teach him how to court a woman.The women around her were all selected by Xiao Zhuang for her during the Xiunv election, and all of them were related to the government, even if they didn't like it, they had to go to see it from time to time to appease the courtiers.

But when meeting Yayue, she is different from Hesheli's gentle and elegant, Niu Gulu's glamorous and noble, and Guo Luoluo's charming and lively.

She does not admit defeat, does not compete for favor, and has her own way of doing things.Smart and careful, she is a woman who can rival her in some respects.

Maybe what I want to find is such a woman who can accompany me for the rest of my life regardless of fame and fortune.

Thinking of this, I can't help but regret that I shouldn't lose my temper with Ya Yue, but I have already said that.As the saying goes, you have no jokes, if you go there now, wouldn't you be slapping yourself?Besides, Yayue should be taught a lesson, otherwise wouldn't there be a catastrophe in the future? !

So Kangxi just ordered Liang Jiugong to pay attention to Yayue's movements, and he made up his mind not to see Yayue during this time.

Zhong Cui Gong Zhong Yayue was still hurting her mind, she was really just a child, such behavior would probably make Kangxi very angry, like a jealous woman.In fact, what I really care about in my heart is that there are other women who can get Kangxi's attention.

Jealous that they can have Kangxi's tenderness, jealous that they can give birth to their children for him, jealous that they can get political help for him.And I can't do anything, I can only wait here for him to miss him, trying my best to think about how to make him treat me wholeheartedly.

Such a self must be very ugly, this is a woman, without love, there is nothing.Once the spring is over, the beauty is old, and the flower falls and the person dies.Without Kangxi's love, I'm afraid this is the ending.

The winter night always comes so early, before you time, the palaces are already lit with lights.It is already the cold winter of December, and at this time, white snowflakes are floating in the sky, and the first snow of winter has fallen.

Bi Xiao came in with the food box, took out the food and arranged it, and said to Ya Yue: "My lord, it's time to eat, you haven't eaten all day, you should eat something at this hour ah."

Ya Yue pushed open the window to look at the snow falling in the sky and ignored Bi Xiao.This is the first snow I saw in this world, and it turns out to be no different from the 21st century.It's just that the people watching the snow have changed.

"The breeze shakes the trees in the garden, and the fine snow falls under the curtain. The lingering sky is like fog, and the steps are like flowers.

I don't see Yangliuchun, only Guizhibai.Zero tears are inhumane, what's the benefit of lovesickness. "

Somehow I thought of this poem, what is the benefit of lovesickness, it turns out that Kangxi has already occupied such a big place in my heart without knowing it.

"My lord, it's cold today, so you should close the window. You haven't recovered well, so what if you catch the cold?" Bi Xiao saw that Ya Yue had stuck her head out of the window, and hurried over to hold her The windows are closed.

Ya Yue also let her close the window, walked slowly to the table and took a few mouthfuls of rice without taste, and then asked Bi Xiao to remove the food.Then just sat there quietly, as if waiting for someone to arrive.

As the night deepened, the snow outside the window was getting bigger and bigger, and the branches in the yard were blowing by the north wind.

"Bi Xiao, what time is it?"

"Returning to my little master, the time of Xu is almost over, and it will be the time of Hai soon. Is the little master going to rest?"

Ya Yue muttered to herself: "It's already so late, I guess they won't come."

Instruct Bi Xiao to take care of her to freshen up and turn off the lights.Lying on the bed and staring at the dark room, even if it is covered with the best silk cotton, it can't stop the chill.

At this time, Kangxi is already in the arms of warm and fragrant nephrite, and he must be doing his best to do lingering things.Leaving myself alone to suffer from lovesickness, it was a sleepless night.

Kangxi kept his word, Yayue didn't even see him for a few days.I don't think about tea and food all day long, and I see that I'm losing weight.

People are haggard because of Yixiao, and the belt is getting wider and wider, but I don't regret it.It turned out to be this feeling, I don't know if Liu Yong was in the same pain as himself but looking forward to it.Heartbroken for his unfeeling but still looking forward to his arrival.

Every day I just sit quietly like this, neither crying nor laughing, neither happy nor angry.It turns out that a person can be so sad that he has no emotions, no words, no expressions.But that person didn't care about all of this.

It took half a month like this, because of Kangxi's will, Yayue was not allowed to step out of the palace gate.Listening to Bi Xiao's report every day that he favored that empress again today, the depression in his heart deepened.

"Your Majesty, I heard that..." Liang Jiugong in Qianqing Palace hesitated to speak.

"Say something quickly. Didn't I order you to look at the Zhongcui Palace? How is Wu Chang doing these days? Still can't eat?" Seeing him hesitating, Kangxi interrupted impatiently, thinking that he hadn't listened to him these few days. The news about Yayue couldn't help asking.

A few days ago, I heard Liang Jiugong say that Yayue seems not to think about food and drink recently, which made Kangxi happy and distressed.Is it still necessary to doubt such obvious feelings because he doesn't think about food and drink?Originally, I planned to pass it in two days, but I didn't expect that the new year is approaching, and the government affairs are busy, so I have no time to come.

"Returning to the emperor, the servant was about to report. There was news from Zhongcui Palace that Wu Changzai had suddenly fainted on the ground, and now the imperial doctor has been invited." The cold sweat on Liang Jiugong's forehead couldn't stop, but he didn't Dare to reach out and wipe.

I have been serving Kangxi for so long, why can't I see that Kangxi's love for Yayue is extraordinary.If something goes wrong, the first punishment is yourself.

When Kangxi heard this, his heart was shocked, and regardless of Liang Jiugong who was still in a daze, he immediately ordered the guards and maids to drive Zhongcui Palace.

He hurried to Yayue's courtyard and waved his hands to get everyone up.Kangxi walked to Yayue's bedside and looked at the haggard and unconscious people, her heart ached so much, it was because she suffered so much because she couldn't face herself.

"Doctor, how is Wu Changzai? Why did he suddenly become unconscious?"

Seeing Kangxi's anxious look, the imperial physician did not dare to neglect, and said respectfully, "Returning to the emperor, I have been diagnosed by the minister, the young master has not recuperated from the previous poisoning, and has stagnated in his chest recently. In addition, the young master's diet is irregular, which makes the young master unconscious. Please don't worry, the emperor, I will go to drink the medicine, and the young master will wake up after drinking."