Qing Chuan's confession of fate

Although the sky is cold, it is not as good as the chill in my heart.Ignoring the eyes of the court ladies and eunuchs on the road, Ya Yue ran back to Zhongcui Palace.

He thought that he could not care about his other women, that he could only focus on himself.But I saw that he was not only a man but also an emperor.

Yayue knew that she couldn't blame him and had no right to blame him, after all, she and Kangxi hadn't made any real progress except the relationship between husband and wife in name.No, they can't be regarded as husband and wife, no matter how I count myself, I'm just a concubine.The only person in this world who has the status of his wife is Hesheli, the woman who gave birth to his legitimate son.

I thought I could not care, but when I got to this point, it turned out that I still cared about my status.Greedily wanting to have everything about him, only to realize in the end that he could never belong to her alone.

"The emperor is here!" The eunuch's shrill voice came from the door.

Yayue collected her emotions and stood up to greet him: "My concubine pays my respects to the emperor."

"Get up." Kangxi's face was neither happy nor angry.Bi Xiao opened the cotton curtain and waited for Kangxi to sit on the soft couch with a fire.

"It's cold, don't stand still, come and sit together!"

"Yes." Ya Yue replied, without looking at Kangxi, she went forward and sat down at the end of the bed.

Kangxi couldn't help being a little angry seeing Yayue's lukewarm appearance, and left Guo Luoluo to come to her.But she didn't show any good looks, and she really flew into the sky relying on her own favor.

But after thinking about it, after all, Yayue entered the palace not long ago, and she was forgiven for losing her sense of proportion.Besides, if Ya Yue loses her composure because of Guo Luoluo's jealousy, it means that she has already fallen in love with her, which is a good sign.

So Kangxi's face relaxed, and he tilted his head and smiled, "I just came from the Imperial Garden, and I seem to see your shadow. Why didn't I say hello when I saw you? Could it be because of Guo Luoluo? You are so small-minded. !"

Hearing this, Ya Yue felt sour in her heart, it turned out that in his eyes, all of her actions were petty behaviors.Why can he linger among different women every day, but he has to stand here and wait for his arrival?

He is the emperor, that's right, I can't ask him not to have other women around him, and I can't ask him not to touch those women.But why doesn't he want to speculate on his own thoughts?Or is it that he is a dispensable role in his heart like other harem women.

Thinking of this Yayue's tone suddenly rushed: "The emperor has a lot of things to do every day, how dare the concubine bother the emperor to worry about it. For a beautiful woman like sister Guo Luoluo, it is natural for the emperor to linger. The concubine only hopes that the emperor can still remember this bell. There is Wu Chang in the Cui palace, so he is already satisfied, how dare he be jealous of all the sisters. Besides, the emperor may have forgotten the agreement between the concubine and the emperor, but as long as the concubine remembers it, it will be fine."

As soon as she said the words, Ya Yue regretted it, but since she said it, she didn't want to explain it.If Kangxi became angry and stopped talking to him because of this incident, then he would have no reason to stay any longer.Once the five-year period expires, I will leave.

But if Kangxi is willing to reveal his heart to him, then at least he still has a thought.Maybe he will still be jealous of those women, but at least he knows that he still treats himself differently in his heart.

Kangxi really didn't think so much, he thought that although the relationship between the two of them hadn't been broken, they were still in love with each other.But now Ya Yue's words clearly say that he is obsessed with beauty, and even completely denies the relationship between the two of them.He even thought about leaving the palace.

As an emperor who never got what he wanted, Ya Yue was challenging his authority.Since you want to leave, then I won't let you leave my side, you can only be with me for the rest of your life.

Kangxi waved his hand and smashed the teacup on the chopping board to the ground, fixed his eyes on Yayue and said word by word: "Since Wu Changzai is so caring, I think it's true that I haven't been to other palaces for a long time. Go to other palaces for a walk, as for Wu Changzai... just stay in the palace and pray for the new year."

After speaking, he waved his sleeves and walked out without looking back.Yayue couldn't hold back her tears anymore, if you have feelings for me, why would you say such things, if you don't understand the tenderness of the past few days, what's the point?

Seeing the situation like this, Bixiao couldn't help comforting Yayue and said, "My lord, the emperor left the nobleman Guo Luoluo to come to us, so it can be seen that he still has deep affection for you. Why do you bother to do it for other women?" Are you having trouble with the emperor? Presumably the emperor is just saying angry words, and the emperor will come in a few days, and the little master will say some good things and let it go."

Yayue didn't seem to hear Bixiao's words, and leaned on the soft couch to feel sad alone.This sitting is most of the day.

Kangxi lost his temper by Yayue and went to other people's palaces, and went straight to Qianqing Palace.Flipping through the memorial in his hand, he couldn't bear to read it any more, and angrily threw the memorial on the dragon case.

Liang Jiugong on the side either persuaded or refused, so he had to stand by the side.At this time, the guard outside the door came in and said that Su Mala, who was next to the Empress Dowager, asked to see her.

Kangxi ordered people to come in. It turned out that the Empress Dowager specially ordered Su Mala to come to Qianqing Palace to invite Kangxi to Cining Palace.

Since it was his grandmother's order, Kangxi naturally obeyed.After tidying up, he took the brigade of guards and maids to the Compassionate Ning Palace.

As soon as he entered the door, he heard Xiao Zhuang's voice: "Oh, you are here. The emperor hasn't come to visit this old bone of the Ai family for a long time. If the Ai family hadn't sent someone to invite the emperor today, he probably wouldn't have come."

Kangxi hurriedly saluted and said: "Grandson pays respects to the imperial grandmother. Recently, I have been busy with business and have not been able to visit the imperial grandmother. I also ask the imperial grandmother to forgive me."

Xiao Zhuang wasn't really angry with Kangxi at all, so he took advantage of the situation and said: "Sit down quickly, the affairs of the previous dynasty are naturally more important. How could the emperor's grandmother blame the emperor."

The two sat down, and Xiao Zhuang ordered Su Mara to bring some almond bergamot. "The imperial grandmother remembered that you like this kind of dim sum the most, so she specially asked Su Mala to make some. You can eat it and see if it suits your taste."

Kangxi took a piece at random and tasted it: "Grandmother Lao misses it, the taste of this almond bergamot has not changed over the years, and my grandson tastes very delicious."

"The emperor's taste has indeed not changed, it's just that people's tastes have changed."

"Please trouble the emperor's grandmother to make it clear that my grandson does not know what you are talking about."

Xiaozhuang waved his hands and ordered all the servants in the palace to go down, and then he said: "Since you took charge of the government, Aijia has rarely participated in political affairs. I heard that you always stay at Wu Chang in the Zhongcui Palace. It stands to reason that the Ai family should not be involved in these matters, but you also know the consequences of the emperor favoring only one person. The Ai family hopes that the emperor can think about it clearly .”

It seems that Xiaozhuang knew something, maybe he didn't want to admit it, so he hoped that Kangxi would stay away from Yayue through the government.She had already lost a son, and she didn't want the grandson she raised by herself to fall into the hands of a woman.

Kangxi was silent for a while, then raised his head and looked directly at Xiaozhuang and said firmly: "Grandmother, my grandson will not give up on her. Although I am the king of a country, I am also a man, and I have seven emotions and six desires. Before this, I never treated her Others have felt this way. Ever since Empress Renxiao, my marriage has been connected with power politics. My grandson understands that this is the responsibility that an emperor should shoulder, but please allow my grandson to be the master of this matter. I don’t want to and I don’t want to would give her up."

Xiaozhuang let out a long sigh, feeling much older in an instant.

"You, Ama, are an infatuated species. I didn't expect you to be the same. Do you want to make the same mistakes as your Ama? What evil did the Aijia do!"

"Grandmother, I am not Emperor Shunzhi, and she is not Concubine Dong E. I also ask Grandmother to help me. My grandson has recognized her in this life."

Looking at Kangxi's firm face, Xiaozhuang was a little shaken, so what if he is not perfect?Now the emperor is the master of the house, and seeking his own fulfillment is nothing but filial piety as a grandson.

"The Ai family wants you to agree to one thing, and you are not allowed to make her a queen during your lifetime. In addition, the Ai family wants you to make the daughter of the Tong family a concubine. As long as you agree to these two things, the Ai family will not stop you." you."

This life may not be a real couple. If there is a next life, I am not an emperor and you are not a concubine. We will be an ordinary couple.There is no one else, who will live and die together, talk to Zicheng, hold his hand, and grow old together with Zicheng.

Kangxi closed his eyes and nodded: "I am destined to bear her in this life, but I will not let go. This is my fate and her fate."