Drug addiction

As soon as the two walked out of Fila, they saw an eight or nine-year-old boy sitting on the ground and crying. Two women squatted beside him and softly coaxed him, but the boy cried louder and louder...

"No, I want to eat DQ's ice cream. If you don't buy it for me, I will call my dad and ask my dad to scold you..."

Yan Ziqian frowned and shook his head, and said casually, "It's just fucking used to..."

Tong Yu pursed her lips and chuckled, glanced at the child, and then whispered to Yan Ziqian jokingly, "Brother Qian, look at that little baby's big eyes are just like yours..."

After Yan Ziqian heard about it, he glanced at the child again, and then habitually cast his gaze to the woman who had just stood up next to the child, but in the next second, his brows furrowed fiercely...

"Zi... Ziqian?"

The woman also saw Yan Ziqian who was stunned in place, with a look of surprise and panic on her brows, and then looked at the child who was still sitting on the ground crying loudly, a little at a loss...

Tong Yu glanced at the beautiful woman opposite, then turned his gaze to Yan Ziqian's handsome face full of resistance, and immediately frowned...

"This woman looks similar to Yan Ziqian, especially those charming big eyes..."

Yan Ziqian came back to his senses in an instant, pulled Tong Yu's wrist, gritted his back molars, and squeezed out a word between his teeth, "Go..."

"Wait a minute, Ziqian..." The woman hurriedly blocked the way of the two of them, and then said to the woman squatting on the ground coaxing the boy, "Sister Zhang, take Shun Xin to DQ to eat ice cream, I will wait a while I'll go find you..."

The child sitting on the ground immediately stood up and wiped away his tears when he heard this, and then walked away holding that sister Zhang's hand with a smile on his face, bouncing around...

"Ziqian, can we find a place to talk for a while?" The woman stared at Yan Ziqian's cold face that rejected others thousands of miles away, and for some reason there was a hint of embarrassment in her eyes...

Yan Ziqian raised his eyes to look at her, his face covered with indifference, he frowned and exhaled fiercely, then turned his head to look at Tong Yu beside him...

Is it looking forward to?Is it resistance?To be honest, Tong Yu didn't understand the meaning in Yan Ziqian's eyes at this moment...

"Well... Then you talk..." Tong Yu didn't know what to say, he just stared at Yan Ziqian blankly, then raised his eyebrows, his face was full of doubts...

Yan Ziqian opened his mouth to say something, but still swallowed lightly, looked at Tong Yu's small face with big twinkling eyes, and asked, "Then where are you going?"

Tong Yu looked around, pointed at the KFC behind him and said, "I want to eat grilled wings, I'll go there and wait for you..."

"Okay..." Yan Ziqian nodded lightly, he was still staring at Tong Yu's eyes, but the anticipation in his eyes didn't diminish one iota...

Tong Yu took the bag from Yan Ziqian's hand, and took advantage of the moment when he also nodded, whispering to him, "Who is this?"

Yan Ziqian glanced lightly at the woman, pursed his lips and said softly, "Ms. Liu..."

"Oh..." Tong Yu pursed her lips, only responded softly and did not speak again.

In fact, he had guessed this answer a long time ago. After all, Yan Ziqian's big eyes and the resistance reflected in them had already announced the answer...

Yan Ziqian looked at Tong Yu's figure who turned around and was about to leave, and said as a reminder, "Don't drink coffee, don't drink milk tea, don't drink cold..."

"I know..." Tong Yu gave him a blank look, her tone was full of complaints, but she still pinched his wrist lightly as a response...

Seeing Tong Yu's figure getting farther and farther away, Yan Ziqian turned his head to look at Liu Lin, and walked towards the coffee shop not far away...

Sitting face to face, Liu Lin looked at Yan Ziqian's handsome and charming face, with a gratified smile on her lips...

But Yan Ziqian was not in such a good mood anymore, all his eyes were attracted by the gold necklace on Liu Lin's fair neck...

After the waiter delivered two cups of coffee, Liu Lin subconsciously pursed her lips while holding the coffee cup with both hands, not knowing what to say...

Yan Ziqian probably saw the embarrassment in her eyes, and sighed hard, wanting to end this bad meeting as soon as possible...

"Didn't you say you want to chat? What do you mean by not talking now? If you don't talk, I'm leaving..." Yan Ziqian remained expressionless, as if treating a stranger...

Liu Lin continued to purse her lips, and said as if she had mustered up a lot of courage, "I met an old neighbor last month, and he said that your father remarried. I have been thinking about this all the time, so I want to ask you , is that woman treating you well?"

"Are you talking nonsense? Of course my mother treats me well..." Yan Ziqian blurted out without thinking.

"You...you call her mother?" In an instant, Liu Lin frowned fiercely.

Yan Ziqian smiled slightly, his face was full of disdain, "Is it interesting for you to keep talking nonsense? I don't care who she calls mom? Who cares? I don't care?"

"Of course it was me. I was pregnant in October and gave birth to you. How could you call other women mother so easily?" Ms. Liu's emotions were instantly ignited. The extremely neatly manicured long nails are abnormally white...

After hearing her finish, Yan Ziqian raised his eyes and looked at her indifferently, "You also know that I was born in your October pregnancy? Then how could you leave so easily back then?"

Liu Lin felt guilty, raised her hand and touched her forehead with a guilty conscience, "I left back then... I was... I was because of your father..."

"Don't lie, I really didn't understand anything when I was eight years old, but now that I am, I understand everything..." Yan Ziqian smiled lightly, then shook his head, "What are you talking about because of my dad? Bullshit, who are you kidding? You fucking do it for money..."

"Speak well to me, how did your father and that woman teach you? If they can't teach you well, let me teach..."

"What qualifications do you have to say about my parents?" Yan Ziqian immediately replied, "You want to teach me now, why did you go so early? Besides, what can you teach me? Teach me to be treacherous or teach me to change my mind? In your life You only taught me one thing, and that is to be careful in everything, and never trust women easily..."

"You don't believe in women and you still call her mother?" Liu Lin's tone seemed to be mocking.

"What's wrong with me calling her 'Mom'?" Yan Ziqian frowned fiercely and tried his best to suppress the anger in his heart, "My mother loves me, protects me, and thinks of everything for me, why can't I call her '' mom'?"

After listening to him, Liu Lin's expression was ugly. She reminded Yan Ziqian again, "I'm your mother..."

"You are not my mother. To be honest, I really don't know how to address you. I wanted to call you by your name, but my mother told me to be polite to others, so I will forcefully call you Ms. Liu. ..." Yan Ziqian sighed as if suddenly relaxed, stretched out his hand to rub the broken hair on the back of his head, and then said, "Ms. Liu, did you see that handsome boy just now? That is my brother and my mother My son, a top student in No. [-] Middle School, thanks to him, I have improved a lot this semester... Seeing the attitude of your little boy towards you just now, you must be very sad, but I feel very happy, After all, parents are a mirror for children, and what kind of virtue parents have, children are naturally similar... But look at my brother, he never talks like my parents, do you know why? Because I Mom is thousands and tens of thousands of times better than you, so her children are just as good. This is about my brother, and I am also talking about it. After all, my mother has two sons, one is a schoolmaster and the other is a schoolboy ; and you, there is only that little bastard who speaks rudely to you..."

Liu Lin bit her lips fiercely from the beginning to the end, she raised her tear-filled eyes, looked at Yan Ziqian in pain and asked, "Do you hate me that much?"

"I don't hate you, why would I waste my time on a stranger..." Yan Ziqian's tone suddenly became extremely calm, and he said jokingly, "I used to wonder why you could do that Throw me away with peace of mind, I was born by you, don't you worry about me? How could you treat me like that? I am the meat that fell from your body...But after my mother came, I didn't I want to understand, all this is because of not loving, because you don’t love me, so you don’t worry about me, so you have the heart to leave me behind, is there any simpler problem in the world? But I used ten Years to figure it out..."

"You... can you stop mentioning this?" Liu Lin's voice trembled, and she frowned fiercely to keep her tears from falling...

"What? Did you hit your sore spot? That's fine, I'm embarrassing myself by talking about these things, so let's talk about something else..." Yan Ziqian squinted his eyes and thought for a moment, then suddenly laughed." If there is a chance, I really want you to meet my mother and let my mother teach you how to be a qualified mother..."

"Can you not mention her..." Liu Lin clenched her fists, thumped hard on the table twice, twisted her face and said, "I'm your mother..."

"Why didn't I mention it? Don't you want to know if she treats me well? I'll tell you the truth..." Yan Ziqian chuckled in his heart, and the smile on his face became even more unscrupulous. "My mother holds me in the palm of her hand." Even better to me than to my brother... the taste of my food, the size of my clothes, the room that is cleaned spotlessly, the fruit cut with toothpicks every night, the big thick quilt when the heat is not on , the first bowl of mutton soup in winter, neatly hung clothes in the closet, neatly stacked boards exuding the fragrance of citrus, and the ripped trousers hidden by her... These are all things she treated me The good...”

When Liu Lin heard this, she no longer had expectations in her eyes. She just quietly wiped the teardrops from the corners of her lips with her fingertips, and said nothing...

Yan Ziqian sighed, stared at the cup of coffee in front of him and continued, "My mother is actually not tall and thin, she is not as beautiful as you, but she always has a smile on her face, and her tone of voice is always the same. Gentle; I was punched and injured, and her fingertips caressing my bruised face are always so warm, and the eyes that look at me are always full of love..." When he said this, his nose suddenly became sour, and he thought of Mama Tong The previous experience, tears filled the eyes involuntarily, "Do you know what is the biggest difference between my mother and you? The child you raised for eight years can be thrown away if you say it; but my mother is not, she was divorced back then. I just found out that I have my brother, but even though I didn’t get rid of him...I used to envy my brother very much. I thought he was the happiest child in the world, because he had the happiest child in the world since he was born. Good mother; but now I am not envious, because I also have the best mother in the world..."

After Yan Ziqian finished speaking, he stared at the expression on Liu Lin's face and said, "Ms. Liu, our family of four is doing well now... no, it's a family of five, and Simba, do you remember Simba?" ?"

"It...is it still alive?" Liu Lin looked at him in surprise.

Hearing her question, Yan Ziqian breathed a sigh of relief, frowned and said, "The former Simba passed away, and was hit by a car the second year after you left; later my dad raised another one for me, and it's still the same. The golden retriever was still called Simba, but he died of illness last spring; the current one was just brought back last summer, it is still golden retriever, and it is still called Simba..." Yan Ziqian cleared his throat and continued, "My mother is very I like Simba, and I won’t let him go to bed, because my mother bathes it every day, and its body will always be fragrant; I won’t let it go into the kitchen, every time my mother cooks, I put cucumber roots Keep it longer and put it in front of Simba. Simba eats happily; he never puts Simba in a cage during meals, and every time we have breakfast, if there are boiled eggs, my mother I will prepare two more, give the egg yolk to Simba, and throw the white into my dad's bowl; I will not curse and let it go away, my mother will go for a walk with my dad after dinner every day , Simba is closer to seeing my mother than seeing my father..."

"Stop it, stop it..." Liu Lin leaned on the table with her hands, her palms against her forehead, she couldn't stop crying...

"Ms. Liu, let's not meet again in the future. Our family is really living a very good and happy life. Can you stop disturbing our life? I beg you..."

"I didn't mean to disturb you, today is really..."

"It's really redundant..." Yan Ziqian looked at Liu Lin's face that was already weeping with great firmness, and continued, "I have forgotten everything about my childhood. The relationship between us started from you." Since that day, it has been irrelevant. Don’t tell me that if the bones are broken and the tendons are still connected, there is only one thing left between us, and that is a dead knot that cannot be untied in this life, but I I don't want to untie it, it's good to keep a distance from you with this knot..."

"Ziqian..."

"I don't think we need to continue talking..." After Yan Ziqian finished speaking, he suddenly patted his forehead as if reminding himself, "By the way, don't you think you still owe my dad something? "

Liu Lin raised her tears and looked at him, then touched the gold necklace around her neck, and immediately understood what he meant...

Yan Ziqian licked his lips, rolled up his big hand, palm facing up, and stretched it out in front of her...

Liu Lin paused, and swiftly took off the gold necklace around her neck and put it in his palm, "I added some gold into it two years ago, and now it..."

"I won't pay you back what you added, and let you wear it for ten years without interest?" Yan Ziqian gave Liu Lin a gouged look, and said bluntly.

"I don't even want you to pay back..." Liu Lin sighed and frowned instantly, and she cried even more sadly.

Yan Ziqian put the necklace into his jacket pocket, lowered his eyelids and thought for a moment, then said, "Ms. Liu, help me tell that little boy of yours to eat less sweets..."

"His name is Shun Xin..." Liu Lin's face suddenly warmed up after hearing what he said, and she smiled gratifiedly at Yan Ziqian, "Okay, I will definitely tell him, I will tell him this It was his brother who told him..."

Liu Lin felt that Yan Ziqian might just be stubborn, those harsh words did not come from his heart, after all, this child was very obedient and sensible when he was young, he was a kind and good baby...

But she forgot that she has been away from Yan Ziqian for ten years, more than 3000 days and nights, with each passing day, changing with each passing day, and she doesn't understand Yan Ziqian's current personality at all...

After listening to her words, Yan Ziqian suddenly laughed wantonly, "His name has nothing to do with me, and I'm not exhorting, but a warning... If one day you don't want him anymore, he will Leave a psychological shadow..."

"You..." Liu Lin's smile froze at the corner of her mouth. She felt that her heart was suddenly full of steel needles.

"Ms. Liu, please don't cry anymore..." Yan Ziqian stood up, pulled out a red one from his wallet and threw it on the table, then said mockingly, "People who don't know think I'm bullying you It’s gone, but others don’t know me, don’t you? You, Ms. Liu, are the most selfish, vicious, and unconscionable person..."

The moment Liu Lin rubbed shoulders with Yan Ziqian, she tightly closed her eyes. She knew that Yan Ziqian couldn't accept her leaving, just like she couldn't accept that her own son who was pregnant in October called others Mom is the same...

Yes, selfish people will never feel that they are wrong, just like Ms. Liu, she can always find reasons for herself, and always feel that she is the one who is owed...