depicting time

Xu Yan couldn't even remember when he bought this book.

The book has been wrapped for too long, and the wrapping film has some cracks.After Xu Yan unpacked the book, he quickly flipped through the contents, and it was indeed the words in his mind.

However, there are also some blurs.

When Song Ting came back, Xu Yan had already sat down behind the desk, immersed in the open book.But Song Ting snatched the chocolate milk from his hand, Xu Yan immediately raised his head, staring at him as he drank the last half of the glass.

When Song Ting put the teacup back, he smiled at Xu Yan.

Xu Yan frowned, "You seem to be in a complicated mood now, a little happy and a little unhappy, what did you talk about with Yu Yang?"

Song Ting replied, "We talked a lot, some things made me happy, and some things made me worry."

He and Yu Yang talked about Xu Yan most of the time.

Yu Yang gave him a very good result, "Xu Yan's condition is very stable now, he has a strong self-healing ability, and with your help. His current depression level has been reduced to mild."

Song Ting couldn't control the joy in his heart, looking forward to, "Does this mean that there is a possibility of healing?"

Yu Yang still did not give an affirmative answer, but said, "As long as the memory is not restored, Xu Yan is completely in a state of mental health."

Song Ting couldn't believe it, "You mean, he is in a state of healing now?"

Yu Yang nodded, "Yes."

However, before Song Ting could be happy, Yu Yang asked again, "But Song Ting, can you keep it a secret forever?"

Song Ting saw his purpose from his question, and the smile in his eyes disappeared, "Do you want him to recover his memory?"

Yu Yang knew that Song Ting did not agree with such an approach, so he still tried to persuade him, "I have been thinking about Xu Yan's issue for a while, and I think the current him can completely withstand those memories. And before eliminating Xu Yan The memory is to make him forget the existence of the space-time restorer, and he is now the space-time restorer himself."

Song Ting still disagreed, "You forgot that there is another reason. Those memories directly caused him to choose to commit suicide. Yu Yang, he almost died because of it."

Yu Yang persuaded, "But he won't do it now!"

Song Ting's attitude was very firm, and he always refused, "You don't need to persuade me anymore, Yu Yang, I will try my best to make Xu Yan forget these things. But I also said that if he wants to retrieve this memory, I will absolutely won't stop."

It's hard to find a way to get the best of both worlds, but at least he can balance his choices.Song Ting's idea is very simple, but a little stubborn.

If Xu Yan could be given a stable life, he would be willing to become self-willed again in the eyes of others.

Thinking of this, Yu Yang once warned him to keep in mind, "I have tried my best to let Xu Yan go through some twists and turns, and control my desire to protect. But I will never give in on this matter!"

The conversation couldn't go any further. Song Ting left his seat, stood up and said, "I'm not afraid that he won't be able to bear it, but I don't want him to bear it."

Yu Yang compromised, "I understand, there is nothing I can do about you..."

After Song Ting left the study, Yu Yang sorted out the materials on the table by himself, and wrote the report to his superior in time.

But the heart can't calm down.He put down his pen and sighed.

Maybe this is the difference between me and Song Ting. I can't be as persistent as he is when it comes to my own choices.

The vacillating life has trapped too many people.

Yu Yang touched the ring on his left hand and looked out of the window of the study. Looking past the roses by the window, he could see the garden full of spring.

His question can only be heard by the wind outside the window, "Xiaoye, if I had such a firm attitude back then, wouldn't the ending between us be like this?"

Song Ting will not change his choice, but he will also feel uneasy when cheating Xu Yan.He skillfully hid his emotions and put on another worried expression, "Xu Yan, what do you think of white lies? I want to use lies to create a gentle dream for those suffering people, and let them forget the past. experience. If you were one of them, would you be willing to hide in such a dream?"

Xu Yan didn't know who those people were, but they must be related to the space-time mission.He replied without hesitation, "Of course I would, you worked so hard to help us build a comfortable dream, why do we have to wake up?"

Song Ting stared at him blankly, Xu Yan answered too quickly, as if without any thought.

Will this be the answer you will tell me in the future?

Xu Yan continued to talk to him, "Did you know? In fact, most people in the world are living in dreams, because our hearts are very fragile and cannot bear too many blows. For example, between lovers, they know that the time spent together is not enough. There will be too many, but always promise each other that we will always be together, and we will have more two-person worlds in the future."

Song Ting understood what he meant, but smiled, "Why do you have to use lovers as an example? Isn't this telling me that the promise between us is also a dream?"

Xu Yan blinked blankly, as if he accidentally said something wrong...

He immediately opened the book he had just closed and asked, "Have you heard of eternal reincarnation?"

Now that the old dream is broken, build another.

He smiled and said, "I just read it in this book. I didn't believe in this point of view before, but now I suddenly feel that this is the most romantic philosophy."

Song Ting walked behind him, bent down and stared at the book with him, and asked, "How romantic?"

Xu Yan turned to the page where "Eternal Reincarnation" was mentioned, and said, "In the infinite time, a world exactly like the one we live in will appear countless times in the future, and it must have appeared countless times in the past."

Although the time is long, it is too far away.Xu Yan still promised, "Song Ting, I look forward to meeting you again in the future. When we meet, I will still be Xu Yan, and you will still be Song Ting."

Song Ting was very satisfied with this new dream, "Maybe, we are now in a new reincarnation."

When we first met, it was our reunion.

The aroma of roses enveloped the enthusiasm of the whole house, and when night fell, the warmth was passed between their lips.

From the study to the bedroom, Song Ting uncovered the painting beside the bed, revealing the beautiful appearance of the person in the painting, exactly the same as him lying on the bed at this time.

Xu Yan kept covering his eyes and didn't notice that Song Ting had uncovered the painting, waiting for Song Ting to come to him and feel the warmth of his hands.

……

When Xu Yan opened his eyes again, his consciousness was lost in the ups and downs.

……

He was so tired that he fell asleep and entered a sweet dream in the warmth.

Song Ting was not by his side, but he returned to a familiar place.

I saw the gate of University A, saw the statue outside the Marx College, and met his mentor in the familiar office.

Xu Yan stared at him stupidly, he hadn't seen him for two years, and the teacher hadn't changed at all, "Teacher..."

When the teacher turned his head to look at him, the memory of his postgraduate period flashed in his mind instantly.

Xu Yan recalled that the teacher asked him a question on the day of his graduation, 'Xu Yan, what should I do to transform from the state of a student to the state of a teacher, or even a philosopher? "

Xu Yan answered very simply at that time, "Learn to think independently and have more opinions of your own?"

The teacher shook his head and said, "You can only find the answer yourself."

For two years after graduation, he has been looking for this answer.

Knowledge and experience are increasing all the time, but there is no result for the comprehension that should be there.

Reunited at this moment, the teacher was a little dissatisfied, "Xu Yan, you never contacted me after graduation."

"teacher……

No matter how strong the friendship between teachers and students is, it will be broken if they don't contact each other for a long time.

Xu Yan understood this truth, but he didn't dare to contact the teacher, "Teacher, I still can't answer your question."

He wants to see the teacher next time, he will already be in a successful state.

But such a result has not come for a long time, and the time of reunion can only be postponed continuously.

The teacher sighed and said earnestly, "Xu Yan, you are very close to the philosopher's world but also very far away. You have the ability to explore the truth, but you don't have the courage to trust the truth in your hands, and you don't know how to grasp the truth."

"A philosopher must be firm in his heart. He must be convinced of the truth he has mastered, but he must always maintain a skeptical attitude. Because the truth is not fixed, the reason why the truth is the truth is because it can follow Time changes to change your own existence. People should also be like the truth, and should not remain unchanged.”

Shouldn't be static...

Xu Yan gradually understood the true meaning that the teacher wanted to express. "Teacher, I understand. I should recognize the changes of truth, of people, and more importantly, of time. Find the eternal answer in the changes, isn't that right?"

The teacher was noncommittal and continued, "The eternity we yearn for is not a static world, but a world that is constant but full of beauty. Tranquility will be the norm here, and change will be the norm for everyone. Want to be A leader in the world of thought, you should be No.1 in seeing and understanding change.”

The teacher's answer was hidden in the words, and Xu Yan knew that his answer was approved.

And the teacher asked him again, "Xu Yan, can you understand now, what is the difference between you and a philosopher..."

Xu Yan lowered his head and thought silently.

At this time, the surrounding scene disappeared.

A voice rang in his ears, "Hope should be in your own hands, Xu Yan, only if your heart is strong enough can you keep hope. There will be no eternal answer, and there will be no unchanging person. You can Spend your whole life exploring the true meaning of life, is this kind of expectation enough to support you to live?"

who is it?

This is not the teacher's voice, nor Song Ting's voice.

Whose voice is it?

This doubt made him wake up from the dream and return to the dark bedroom.He was alone on the bed, and the painting beside the bed was once again covered by the canvas.

Song Ting is not here, so the voice in the dream is even less likely to be him...

When Xu Yan was still dazed by the dream, a very loud shout came from outside the window, "Xu Yan, come down quickly! Come down and play!"

"Xu Yan, come down to eat barbecue!"

Xu Yan ran to the window, opened the window and looked at the courtyard downstairs, they were all here.

Seeing him poking his head out, Gu Manwen continued to shout, "Xu Yan, come down quickly! If you don't come down, Fu Ye will eat up all the food! The boss didn't leave it for you!"

Fu Ye covered her mouth and shouted towards the window, "Xu Yan, don't listen to her! It's obvious that she is going to eat up the food!"

When the two of them quieted down, Song Ting also shouted to the person by the window, "Xu Yan, come down quickly! We'll wait for you here!"

They were all calling his name, and for a few consecutive moments, the silence seemed to have reached eternity.

Constant but hidden beauty Vientiane.

Teacher, can such a moment be eternity?

Teacher, I hope this moment is eternal.

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There are a lot of things in school these days, so I can't update them on time