depicting time

Replaying yesterday's dream was suddenly disturbed by singing.

I wore headphones all night, but at this moment, the singing sounded in my mind.

'Talking about suffering is half cynic

Talk about spring without arguing about nothingness

I remember that Lin Shen saw a deer in chapter three or two of yesterday's book...'

Xu Yan opened his eyes in a daze, and Song Ting leaned against his bed somewhere, still wearing the suit he had left when he left, and his tie was ripped... He lowered his head, not knowing where his eyes fell .

Song Ting had never looked so depressed before.

Xu Yan propped himself up with his arm, touched his cold hand and asked, "When did you come back?"

"I just came back in the morning." His voice was hoarse and he sounded tired, Xu Yan pulled him to lie down on the bed together, "I must be very sleepy, lie down and sleep for a while."

Song Ting pulled Xu Yan into his arms, and gradually hugged him tightly for a little security.Obviously he couldn't see his expression at this time, but Xu Yan felt that he was in a bad mood.asked, "What's wrong?"

Song Ting said sadly, "The people in Area C are gone."

Xu Yan was stunned for a moment, "The person is gone, what do you mean?"

Is... dead?

He asked, "What happened?"

Song Ting's heartbeat was different, carrying his deep pain.He said, "We guessed that the team leader made a mistake. Time felt the unsteadiness in his heart and couldn't take him to the past time... There is only one chance, he made a mistake, and the whole team has to accompany him Trapped inside. No one can get them out."

Xu Yan recalled that Song Ting would close his eyes before turning back time. At that time, he must have concentrated his mind more.

And every time they entered, Song Ting asked them to close their eyes. In fact, he himself also closed his eyes.

It turns out that the brief control over time is related to the life of the entire group...

It is said to be in control, but in fact it is objective in accordance with the time, and there should be no distracting thoughts.

Xu Yan asked, "Song Ting, are you afraid that you will make such a mistake?"

He immediately denied it, "I won't, Xu Yan, I will never let myself make such a mistake."

Yes, with your character, you will never allow yourself to make such a mistake.Xu Yanhui hugged him, wanting to be his support.

He said, "I'm just not reconciled, only eight years away, we will soon leave this life. This world no longer needs space-time restorers, and no longer needs our sacrifices. Those lives trapped in time don't care. How much, we're all going to live our own lives..."

He mourned, "but he made a mistake at this time."

Being in the same difficulty, Song Ting knew what the team leader in Area C had gone through... therefore, he suffered even more.

As for Area C, Xu Yan only often heard Fu Ye mention the inventor there, Jin Mingqi.He asked in disbelief, "Jin Mingqi in Area C, is that just gone?"

Song Ting replied, "No more, Fu Ye won't have any opponents anymore."

"We are missing five companions."

Yeah, all time and space restorers are companions, we're in the same situation.You cannot reveal your identity, and you must prevent the so-called grateful person from becoming a perpetrator...

We cannot show our own sacrifice, because behind the sacrifice is our hidden selfishness.

You can't have your own personal feelings, because time requires absolute objectivity.

It was because the team leader of Area A was too powerful, making the team members forget that it is not so easy to restore time and space.Song Ting has taken on too many responsibilities...

Xu Yan had no comforting words to say, he just wanted to let him put down the exhaustion in his heart temporarily, "Go to sleep for a while, everything will be resolved after waking up, okay?"

He replied, "Okay."

Finally, she was willing to close her eyes and fell asleep peacefully in this quiet room.

The team in Area A ushered in the group meeting with the heaviest atmosphere.

After the group leader spoke, no one responded.

Xu Yan had already finished asking what he needed to ask, but Gu Manwen and Fu Ye fell silent because of the sudden sad news...

Whether death comes unexpectedly or in anticipation, it is unacceptable.Song Ting talked about the new task arrangement discussed by several team leaders, "After they leave, we will be responsible for the tasks in Area C together with Area D. The conditions in Area B are more difficult, so we don't require them to join. In Area C The Linfen River is the boundary. Area D is in charge of the east and we are in charge of the west. At the same time, the area on the river is also included in our range. This is the range set according to the success rate of the two teams. Those who can do more work , I hope everyone will not complain."

After experiencing the departure of his companion, Song Ting still assigns new tasks so calmly that no one can see the slightest pain.

Xu Yan knew very well that this was just his appearance.But Fu Ye took Song Ting's calmness seriously, thinking that their team leader didn't feel anything about his companion's death. He asked, "Why are you so calm? Should we care about how to arrange new tasks now? Shouldn't we think about it?" Do you want to save them?"

"The team leaders held a one-night meeting and discussed how to divide their work? What about their lives? Who will save them?"

Song Ting's gaze was as cold as ice, and he looked at Fu Ye and asked, "Who do you think can save them? Us?"

Xu Yan felt Song Ting's subdued anger. Calmness was an appearance, but Fu Ye's unreasonable questioning broke the appearance. "Have you fallen on deaf ears to what I said? After going through so many tasks, you still can't calm down when things happen, and you can only complain and blame. Fu Ye, no one deserves to endure your temper, including your brother !"

"Are you the only one who wants to save people? Let me tell you, a few of us stayed up all night thinking about how to save people! But we are humans, not gods. Are you going to pray to God and Buddha to save them?"

Even if Song Ting was angry, he would not yell at people, but just said things that could not be refuted in a cold tone.

Fu Ye had nothing to say. Not long after he said those words just now, he realized that he had gone too far.His temper did cause too many mistakes.

Gu Manwen kicked his calf severely under the table, "Quickly apologize to the team leader."

Fu Ye looked at the team leader, and then retracted his gaze.Song Ting still maintained a cold face, obviously still angry, he hesitated for a long time before saying, "I'm sorry...team leader, I was wrong."

Song Ting replied, "Apologizing is useless to me. Sorry should be expressed with actions. Fu Ye, don't let me see you go crazy again."

Song Ting has given a serious warning to Fu Ye's impulsive behavior, calling it 'crazy'.At this time, every word and deed of the team leader is an order.Fu Ye followed his instructions and replied, "Yes."

The meeting returned to the issue of Area C. Song Ting said, "We have investigated Li Changan's experience before entering the space-time debris. His wife had a difficult delivery and the child was not rescued. His condition was not suitable for carrying out the task, but he was brave. .”

One time of bravado caused Li Changan to have too many distracting thoughts...

Fu Ye couldn't calm down again, "Why are you trying to be brave? What are the other team members doing? What are they doing? What does it mean to die in the fragments of time and space?"

Fu Ye's use of 'death' to describe their experience may not be appropriate.

Song Ting also only said, 'The person is gone'.

Xu Yan came to answer his question, "It means that all traces related to them in this world will disappear..."

Memories are formed with the passage of time, if a person leaves with his time... that is completely gone.

People are a collection of relationships. When you disappear, the relationships that surround you will also disappear.Just like at this time, Li Changan's wife has never experienced the pain of giving birth. In her life, she has never met Li Changan...

Li Changan's parents never had this child.The intricate relationship has been completely broken by time.This is how time kills.

As for the loopholes left, time has no ability to make up for it.So there will be a lot of confused people, they will always suspect at some point that they have forgotten something... but have no memory to follow.

Only the space-time restorers remember that they have been here.

After a long silence, Song Ting, as the leader of the space-time restorers, assigned new tasks to the team members. "Tonight we are heading to Area C to bid farewell to them in a short time. Along with us are the captain of the special rescue team, Wang Qisuo, and the deputy captain, Fu Xuan."

Then he sighed and said, "Before you all joined the group, I have solemnly said that space-time restorers are a dangerous profession. We use the power of time to fight against time. This is a task we cannot refuse." .Our death will not be known to the outside world. If one day, we are trapped in time, and in the end, only our companions who fought with us will bid farewell to us.”

"You must still remember these words, and today, I want to say a few more words, I hope you can also keep them in mind in your future work."

"Please believe in the sanctity of this profession, even though he cannot be known to others. Please don't be too afraid of time, after all, we have been fighting against it for so long. Even if it is time, it cannot predict when the accident will come, Then we should enjoy the joy of the moment more, and not be in deep pain for a long time, this is a disappointment to ourselves and to those who left."

The personnel in Area C are the early victims in the space-time mission, and before them, there were also painful sacrifices.It is in this difficult process that they have summed up their experience.

But great experience is no guarantee, and there will be no sacrifices later.

Song Ting hopes that his team members can use the sense of mission and sacredness in their hearts to overcome the fear of sacrifice.I also hope that they can accept the departure of others with a peaceful mind.

The three team members replied loudly, "Yes, team leader."

Song Ting spread new drawing paper on the easel, and took a short time to draw a portrait of the five people who left.

Xu Yan always stood by his side, staring at his hand holding the paintbrush, waiting for him to gradually paint everyone's true appearance.

From Li Chang'an who is ordinary but unwilling to be ordinary, Xu Zhibin who is eager to be recognized by others, to Yao Xiaohan who is naturally optimistic, Fang Ying who likes to communicate, and finally Jin Mingqi who is obsessed with invention.

These character traits, Xu Yan derived from the portraits, were actually Song Ting's impressions of each of them.

Song Ting said, "We can't find their photos anymore, so we can only leave a portrait of them in this way."

Xu Yan replied, "I understand."

They framed five black-and-white sketches together, and these paintings will go to Area C with them and come to the rescue team in Area C.

They will arrange a secret and safe place for these portraits.

Xu Yan looked at each of the portraits again and couldn't help admiring, "Your paintings are beautiful. Everyone is very lively. If someone can see it, they will definitely feel that they are people who love life."