[Exorcist Boy] The whole world thinks I'm a cannon fodder

But he only stayed there for a few seconds. When I only felt numbness on my lips, before I had time to get excited or excited, I just stood there dumbfounded. The rabbi realized what he was doing first. , holding my shoulders almost with trembling hands, and pushed me away from him rather at a loss.

However, because he was too panicked, he didn't grasp the strength at all, and pushed me back, and I slammed straight into the direction of the wall.

"Sie, Sisi!" The rabbi had to rush over again in a hurry, propped one hand on the wall, and reached out to put the other hand on the back of my head in time—but damn, he was so close, it felt like he was holding me I'm stuck against a wall...

Isn't today... a little... too exciting...?

Of course, what was even more exciting was that after making sure that I was standing still, the rabbi immediately withdrew his hand from the back of my head as if he had encountered some scourge, and tremblingly took out the card from his pocket. The extremely familiar handkerchief started to wipe my mouth carelessly.

"Yes, yes, sorry," he wiped, and apologized to me incoherently, "I'm sorry Ceci, I... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry—"

I:"……"

I was completely dumbfounded. Although I have no experience in this area, but based on some common sense, it seems that the man should not react in this way... right?

No, the point is what am I going to say now?It doesn't matter?You're welcome?Or...thank you for the treat?

Wait, what am I thinking?

I hesitated and opened my mouth.

The rabbi seemed to be really frightened. Seeing that I wanted to speak, he pressed his middle finger and index finger to my mouth almost reflexively.

But he immediately let go, and then, as if he was afraid that I would say something unpleasant, he stammered and said sorry a few times, while backing away in a panic, and almost got caught one after another when he retreated towards the door. The chair tripped twice, and after flashing out of the door, when trying to help me close the door, I grabbed the doorknob several times in a row.

I:"……"

This person's operation was done in one go, and when I fully realized it, I was the only one left in the room.

I stood there for a long time before regaining my composure. I raised my hand and touched my lips tentatively and cautiously.

A little mushy...

Although the rabbi wiped it off with a handkerchief just now, I don’t know if it’s my illusion, but I can still feel that... Numbness.

My heart was still beating non-stop, with no tendency to slow down. When it slowed down, I found that my feet were as soft as stepping on cotton. I stood firm against the wall, paused, and didn't know. Drawn by some thought, he pinched his arm again.

……pain.

So just now, the rabbi really...kissed me?

The fiery orange finally faded.

With my scorching hot head on my head like this, I turned my head stiffly and looked out the window.

The western sky has finally turned gray, and the originally red sky has been dipping into indigo layer by layer. The setting sun sinks, and the twilight is getting darker. I don’t know what has startled the birds in the dense forest around the castle, and they are flying up. , went to the far sky, and the wind blowing in along the window was wrapped in a coolness that was not there before.

It's almost night.

I took a deep breath, took another deep breath, stood there for a while, and then calmly walked over to close the window, went back to the bed, took off my coat and shoes, calmly lifted the quilt and got into bed. Go in, lie down on the bed calmly... let out a super loud "Aw----!!!!"

So, so the rabbi really kissed me!

Wait, but, but, why did he kiss me?

He likes me...?

No, no, no, wait a minute, Master has specifically emphasized that the most taboo thing in this situation is to be self-indulgent and think too much.

Let me start by taking a good look at the time.

So I hid in the quilt like this, and began to recall the fragments of our relationship these days as objectively as possible, trying to find some valuable clues and evidence.

But the more I thought about it, the more I realized that my mind was completely muddled, not only was my thinking blank, but my eyes were filled with stars.

Forget it, don't think about it, he just likes me.

He has already kissed me, how could he not like me, it is impossible that as long as the relationship is good, friends can also kiss, kiss this place, right?

But...but if he likes it, why did he say sorry to me?

...No matter, even if you say sorry, you still like me.

Anyway... anyway, he just likes me.

He just likes me.

The heartbeat began to accelerate again on the basis of the original, and the space created by the quilt was extremely cramped, but at this moment, in this sweltering heat where you can hardly see your fingers and you can hardly breathe, it seems that you have been poured into the pure air. Extremely high honey, flowing slowly, a little sip is full of greasy sweetness.

I buried my head in the quilt at once, and rolled back and forth several times in a mess—then with a bang, I rolled myself to the ground, including the person and the quilt.

I got up from the ground very calmly, patted the quilt a few times very calmly, returned to the bed very calmly, and very calmly—holding the quilt, I started kicking my legs.

How to do.

I always feel so happy... so happy that I'm so happy...

Ah—how could you be so happy——

... No, wait, now is not the time to be happy.

The moment my IQ came back, I sat up suddenly, got out of bed and put on my shoes.

We must strike while the iron is hot and establish the relationship as soon as possible. Otherwise, what if the rabbi comes back to his senses, thinks about it calmly, and suddenly feels that it is a relative who communicates with each other between good friends—although he does not seem to be able to So, but what if?

But after I went out and searched around, the library, the lounge, the training ground, and even the small room where he lived with the bookman had the courage to knock on the door—thank God, the bookman was not there—but I still couldn’t find someone.

No one showed up in the cafeteria even for dinner.

It just took a bite of me, as for being so scared...

Without the military adviser Allen, I truly experienced what it means to be isolated and helpless, but there is nothing I can do if I can’t find anyone. I stood at the door on the ground of the church, looking at the thick night outside, thinking for a while, I can only make an empathetic decision to give others a space to be alone at night.

If the rabbit is forced to run away, it will be a big loss.

Anyway, it's only one night, so there's no time to talk about it tomorrow.

It just so happened to give me time to brew and brew.

But I never thought that it was because of such a decision that the rabbi and I were separated on the second day of kissing. After so many days of idleness, I was finally assigned by Komui. Task.

With the heavy responsibility of starting immediately, I walked out of the command room in a trance. I had just walked a few steps when my feet suddenly turned, changing from walking to fast walking, and then from fast walking to running. I went straight to the direction of the rabbi's room, waiting When I got there, I didn't have time to think about it, so I knocked on the door a few times.

"pull……"

Then I saw Shuweng's face with a pair of panda eyes appeared behind the door.

I:"!"

not good!Completely forgot that they lived together as master and apprentice!

"That," when I thought about degrading someone who was so hard to fatten up yesterday... No, I mean, it was so hard to drag the apprentice who grew up, I felt so guilty that I even stuttered when I spoke, "I , I'm here..."

"That kid, he went out early in the morning." The old man had a cigarette in his mouth and a newspaper in his hand. Before I could finish speaking, he said this with eyes that seemed to see everything.

……out?Where did you go?

I turned around and ran all over the headquarters, sweating profusely, but still couldn't find anyone.

"Rabbi? Didn't see it."

"For the rabbi, don't you two always get together?"

"No, I haven't seen him this morning."

"You mean a rabbi?" Finally, Jonny told me, "Ah, I met him at the underground channel in the morning, and he said he was going to the city today."

City, city?This hides me to go to the city?

Although I used to pretend most of the time, but this time, I really felt an almost aggrieved emotion rushing up.

No...wasn't it just a kiss, as, as for treating me like a snake and a scorpion again...

"Then he didn't say anything," I whispered unhappily, "When will you come back..."

"I didn't say that," Johnny shook his head and asked suspiciously, "Cersi, do you have any urgent business with the rabbi?"

"It's not in a hurry..." I was so anxious that I was about to die!

"By the way, you are going on a mission, right? If there is anything I need to tell the rabbi, you are welcome."

I don't want to be polite, but "Do you like me, because I can't say it first, so quickly say you like me" and other people tell it, I always feel that there is something wrong...

"That," I had to decline with tears in my eyes, and when I finally recovered my breathing, I suddenly thought of something, "Johnny, when you saw the rabbi, his state... no, it was his face, probably What kind of expression?"

"expression?"

"It's just...are you unhappy or something?"

"No?" Johnny recalled carefully, "The rabbi is always smiling."

I was slightly taken aback, but then I thought about it, this seems to be useless as a reference, because that, that annoying guy seems to be smiling almost all the time.

"However... Although the rabbi is always smiling, he always feels that today is a little different from usual—as if something good is about to happen, and he is very happy."

·

When I arrived at the underground channel, the explorers had been waiting there for a long time.

I took a long time to get on the boat and sat firmly at the stern. Seeing the explorers start to paddle and row the boat away from the shore, I opened my mouth and then opened my mouth again. I couldn’t hold it back and reminded him in a low voice: "You... Row a little slower."

Explorer: "?"

Explorer: "But Master Sisi, we still have to catch the train."

"...Then, on the premise of being able to catch up, row slowly," I insisted unwillingly, "the slower the better."

But no matter how slow I was, I still didn’t happen to meet the rabbi on the way back as I imagined.

My eyes slipped from the back of the explorers paddling to the kerosene lamp tremblingly holding the dim yellow light in my hand, and then to the side of the boat, looking at the dark river water with ripples and ripples below.

I never got to see him.

Really, just making some progress and going to the battlefield or something, why is this so like the plot in a novel...

"Master Sisi, what's on your mind?" A few days later, on the rumbling train, the explorer who sat opposite me and was sent by the local area to pick me up asked this question.

"I'm thinking about my future full of uncertainties." I held my chin in my hands, and while looking at the wilderness passing by outside the window, I replied very tragically.

"Is it about lovers?"

Um?Can you guess this?Is my expression obvious enough to be so directional?

In a momentary mood, I turned to the very strange-looking explorer on the opposite side, who had an East Asian face similar to Li Nali and Kanda.

"That," he suddenly pointed to himself, "Master Sisi, do you still remember me?"

"From what you said, I seem to have a little impression..."

No, not at all.

"Ah, you're the one—right? Didn't expect to meet again...?"

I don't know what the hell I'm talking about.

"Yeah, I didn't expect to be able to go on a mission with Master Sisi again." The explorer seemed very happy, paused, and suddenly thought of something, and asked me, "By the way, are you and your lover still alive?" Okay? Have you become a lover already?"

...This question is really level, it actually sums up all my secret desires for the rabbi and the status quo of my relationship with him.

It's really... You can't judge people by their appearances, wait, you can't judge people by their appearances?

Through this way of asking questions, I finally successfully remembered that this is the newcomer who sent me to meet the rabbi and the others.

"Of course—" Facing my old friend, I felt a subtle sense of accomplishment, "I've become a lover."

Anyway, rounding it up is almost enough, even if it is not, it will be true when I go back this time.

...Yeah, it doesn't seem like a big deal when you think about it this way, anyway, you just need to wait until you finish the mission and go back.

But that being said, I didn't realize that my mentality was a bit broken until I actually did the task.

In fact, if I really want to say, this is the daily routine that an exorcist should have. Because the number of people is too small and the tasks are too many, the basic tasks are all done by themselves, gathering less and leaving more, and not seeing each other for several months One side is also normal.

But after eating and living with the rabbi, clinging to each other, and doing everything together for more than half a year, I began to feel unaccustomed to this kind of solitary life.

I'm starting to miss him, and I miss him... terribly.

The mission itself has no difficulty.

It is only required to solve the demons lurking in the local area and recover the holy rough stone that caused the strange phenomenon.

The holy word was recovered on the day it was borrowed there.But the problem is, I stayed in that small village for more than half a month in order to lure out that demon who is extremely vigilant, but also quite patient, and hasn't killed anyone since I arrived.

Later, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I dismissed the explorers and used hypnosis on the key suspects one by one.

Of course I haven’t forgotten the oath that Allen asked me to swear in Edo, but what he said was “If you abuse hypnosis again”, in order to avoid the suspicion of abuse, I deliberately changed the content of the hypnosis to “Smoking less, less hypnosis.” Drink, don't cheat, go to bed early, get up early" and successfully track down the demon who unfortunately didn't heed such good advice.

Then it's much easier.

After finishing the mission, I returned home like an arrow, and rushed back with holiness.

But he didn't want to be hit by a thunderbolt as soon as he returned to the headquarters.

"Rabbi?" Squad leader Liba put a thick stack of materials on the table, turned to me, "He and the bookman went on a mission, it seems that they left last night——huh? What's wrong with you, Ceci ? Why did you sit on the ground?"

The author has something to say:

"What? Sisi? Sisi left in the morning, and Komyi assigned her a task."

Bang—the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground.

Blowing the cold wind outside for most of the night, I finally realized that "I'm not willing to just keep the status quo", made up my mind, and ran to the city with a pair of dark circles to buy a big bag of delicious rabbi: sluggish.jpg

The rabbi during the months when he was on mission with Shuweng:

·The first day without Sisi: Ah——Have we been separated for a long time, I miss her so much——

·The fifth day without Sisi: Oops, is it old?Why can't I read newspapers and materials at all?

Tenth day without Sisi:

When recording, I accidentally wrote a few "Cecilia" on it. It's strange, why didn't I find this name so beautiful and beautiful before.

After a pause, I added "Lavi" next to the most beautifully written name, and so on, and suddenly found that these two names seem to match well——

After a pause, he drew a little Sisi with bulging cheeks eating puffs. After finishing the painting, he looked away and immediately looked away. He couldn't help but cover his face with one hand. Really, really , so cheating, she... how can she be so cute...

After regaining consciousness, the record was completely unreadable. In order not to be discovered by the old panda, a new record was created overnight.

The previous collection.

·The first month without Sisi: Repeat the above actions, and secretly bought a notebook to write Sisi’s name, but luckily the old panda man didn’t find out (really?)

·The second month without Sisi: When the old panda man said in a flat tone, "You said Miss Sisi's name in a dream last night", a sip of water was sprayed on the old man's face, and then he opened his mouth for a long time, saying a word Unable to speak out, he ran out in a panic before the old man's hair blew up.

·The second month and 10 days without Sisi: I started to ask the old man about my future apprenticeship, and the old man said that I was too overwhelmed to think about apprenticeship before I became a scholar.

·The second month and 21 days without Sisi: I tried to analyze the "relationship between apprentice and offspring" with the old man, and came to the conclusion that it is best for future apprentices to be their own children to be insured. For children, the first step...is to have...right?

·Third month without Sisi: The old man disagrees.

·The third month and two days without Sisi: The old man agrees!Although it was very abrupt, I always felt that something was wrong...but he agreed!He actually agreed!He actually agreed!

·This time I just wait to meet Sisi, really, I really want to see Sisi, I really... really want to see her.

On the other side, Sisi who didn't know this at all, only knew that she was left behind after being gnawed: Hello, your Sisi has been offline. Due to her long-term autism, she has become a Sisi ball at this moment. , you need to kiss, hug and hold high *10 to reopen.

Don't worry, let the rabbi scratch his head a little bit first, but Fatty will come to meet you soon.

[As usual, can I use your little jiojio to step on the author's favorite duck in the column (～￣▽￣～)】

By the way, take a sip of milk in advance: