winter suicide plan

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Tang Fengxing became passive and active after being kissed by me, lingering on my tongue, stroking the itchy flesh on my palate that he likes, and the tongue collided with ambiguous sounds when the fragmented tongue and tongue intersected.Tang Fengxing's hand began to dig into my sweater restlessly, and a small flame began to spread into a big fire.

Before things get serious, rationality tells me to slow down the fire first, otherwise big things will happen in public.

I grabbed his hand and let go of his mouth.

"Do you like the gift I gave?" He panted on my shoulder, his ears still red in the dim light, and I touched his lips to wipe away the water stains.

He cupped my head and said, "I really like it."

I held his hand, and the two of us walked on the bridge, exhaling white air incessantly, with the burning heat of the intimacy remaining in our mouths.

As I thought about it, Tang Fengxing said, "When did you find the apartment?"

"Please ask Li Yi to find it this month."

Tang Fengxing stopped: "So you are looking for Li Yi because of the apartment?"

"Otherwise, I have nothing to do and promised to help her. I don't want to sleep at night. My memory will be better during the hypomanic period. I can't waste this energetic time. I simply start reviewing the forgotten things, look at the real questions and some case lists. Thinking about renting a house and having to buy some furniture for us, I helped Li Yi while reviewing."

"But it's not like being together every day. It's the library, eating with her, and getting out of her car."

"I asked you to eat and you didn't go, I thought..."

"What do you think?" I turned to him.

"I went to the library and saw you talking and laughing. You didn't smile much at me. I think you like Li Yi and don't like me, just because I treat you well, so you don't want to owe me favors." Tang Fengxing Hugging the flowers, I was a little embarrassed to cover half of my face, and the tone should be as wronged as I wanted.

I found out that Tang Fengxing was really in line with what Tang Rumeng said, a little turmoil would turn everything into a fire, but I think it was because the four-year secret love came true, and he didn't believe that I really liked him.

After all, what happened after I first got to know him, I refused to communicate with him at the beginning, and drew a line with him by paying back the money, all of which he served me one-way, the memory is a bit sad.

"Didn't I say that I don't like girls? Why are you always suspicious and bold? Besides, I don't care about the past or the present, so how can I still have the energy to think about love? I don't know the real I haven't talked about what is right in love, and I don't understand these things about love and love, but you are my first love... Please take care of me and teach me more."

I can't comfort people, and I can't organize a good word.

"You talk one after another, you seem to be quite skilled... that girl came out from barbecue and drinking that day, and you just pointed at her and said you like this type of girl." Tang Fengxing squeezed my chest hand.

I was taken aback: "Do you still remember this, I was... I lied to you and made up nonsense, do you really believe it?"

Tang Fengxing glanced at me and kept looking down at Lu: "I will believe everything you say."

There was a sharp pain in my heart, and my heart was squeezed by the palm of my hand.

I bumped him on the shoulder: "If there's anything else you're uncomfortable with, tell me all about it. If you don't tell me, how would I know what you're thinking?"

Tang Fengxing stopped, and he looked at me: "How many 'Li Yi' will there be in the future? In the future, you will have to graduate and work as an intern. How many 'Li Yi' will come to you like that in the future? Is that every day? Everyone wants to do this?"

"Everyone on the anonymous wall said that you are worthy, so I can only continue to do it..."

"What?" I leaned over and asked him.

"Underground...lover...well." He stammered out the word.

I understand, Tang Fengxing is just jealous, he just cares about me sticking to Li Yi for too long.I let out a sigh of relief and said, "No, there won't be any. If she gave me money, I have to have a good service attitude. My face is almost frozen from laughing this month. I want to earn living expenses. Can you rub it for me?"

I took Tang Fengxing's hand, Tang Fengxing touched it, and nodded, but his expression didn't improve, and there was gloomy gloom in his eyes.

Doesn't seem to be satisfied with my answer.

I grabbed his hand that was about to leave my face: "Tang Fengxing, why do you listen to groundless rumors, why do you think it yourself?"

"Come and listen to the party to clarify for you, isn't it okay?"

"Li Yi is the employer, I am the employed, and we have a clean transaction relationship."

"But you are different. You are the one who loves me, and I am the one who is tempted. We are a pure love relationship."

Seeing that there were tears in Tang Fengxing's eyes again, I quickly kissed his palm and said, "Take out your phone, it will be New Year's Eve in a few minutes."

He didn't know why, so he took out his mobile phone according to my intention.

The whistling wind whistled in our ears, and the snow began to fall a little bit.

I turned on the phone and threw the video to him and said, "Record it to me." I ran a little farther, saw the snowflakes dancing under the beam of light from the street lamp, and turned around and asked loudly, "Tang Fengxing, do you like Chen Shuning?"

The moment Tang Fengxing grabbed his phone to take a picture of me, he was stunned for a while, and muffledly said, "I like it."

"It's time for you to ask me."

He and I have a good understanding, he stammered out, a little too embarrassed to say: "Chen Shuning, do you like...do you like Tang Fengxing?"

I ran back and hugged him, the phone was knocked unstable, shaking the screen, I hugged his neck loudly and said: "I like it, I like it very much, I want to be together forever, like it for a lifetime."

I didn't have a plan this time, and I wanted to possess Tang Fengxing out of control. That kind of obsessive love made me, who didn't drink alcohol, completely drunk.

I hooked Tang Fengxing's neck, he was still holding his phone in a daze, his eyes were red from crying, although I didn't feel better, I said my blessings seriously: "Today is the last day of 2016, I wish you all a new year It's safe and sound, and it's going well. And..."

I paused, kissed Tang Fengxing's face and said, "Boyfriend, let's say Happy New Year together."

We faced the front-facing camera and shouted together on a cold winter night on a footbridge with few people: "Happy New Year!"

After recording, I directly decomposed each 10s of video smoothly, and sent them to my circle of friends in the order of speaking.

After everything is done, turn off the phone, and the indiscriminate bombardment of information disappears in this extinguishment.

I shook my phone at him and said, "Tang Fengxing, are you satisfied?"

I saw him approaching me with the bouquet of flowers in his arms. He hugged me and pressed me against the railing. My waist was hurt by the metal of the railing.He attacked my lips relentlessly, biting so painfully that he wanted to eat me.I grabbed his hair and pulled him away gently.

The bottom of the two of us couldn't help butt against each other, obviously we couldn't support it anymore.

"Would you like to take a look at our apartment? It's late at night, and it's time to do something that adults should do, don't you think?"

I guided his hand into my pocket, obviously he touched the small square box in the pocket, I whispered in his ear: "Student Tang Fengxing, strawberry flavor, do you want to try it and see if it tastes good? "

As soon as I opened the door of the apartment, the light didn't turn on in a hurry, the door closed immediately, leaning me against the door, he circled my wrist, and began to attack my jaw, biting like crazy, the upper and lower lips Sucked by him several times.

In the fog, Tang Fengxing's hands, which were half pushing and half pushing, had already started to pull the clothes automatically. I couldn't breathe, and the tips of my noses were squeezing each other.I bit the tip of his tongue, and he let go of the pain.

I fled in a hurry, panted for air, and turned on the light.

I leaned on his shoulder: "Tang Fengxing, wait...wait a minute, wash first...don't worry."

I ruined the atmosphere, his face was flushed under the incandescent light, and his eyes were foggy.He suddenly remembered something, let go of me nervously, and grabbed the corner of my clothes: "I...for the first time..."

"It's okay, wash it first, I'll teach you." I took out the two sets of cotton clothes I bought before from the closet, and turned on the water heater.

He suddenly nodded in disappointment, I didn't notice the moment he lowered his head.This water heater is the one that stores water, and it has to be boiled after one person washes.I went to wash it first. There were a few cases I put on the table a few days ago. I took a piece of white paper to write the verdict, looking for the feel.

As soon as I started writing, I became addicted to the sound of writing.I heard the bathroom door click shut and the sound of footsteps rang in my ears. Tang Fengxing adjusted the heating in the room before I stopped writing.

He took out the strawberry-flavored condom from my coat pocket and approached me: "When did you buy it?"

"After renting the apartment, I went to the convenience store downstairs to buy something, and I bought it by the way?"

He unpacked and said, "Can this make up the bill?"

"I said I can."

"Teach me, Chen Shuning, are you good at it?"

He came closer and pulled me into his arms.I looked at his drooping hair, my eyes met, and I thought to myself: It's over, it's another mouthful of vinegar.

I lay down relaxed, hooked his arm with my arm, turned off the light, and turned on the small light by the bedside, the warm yellow was dim, and the atmosphere suddenly returned.

"Yeah, I'm good at it, come and try?"

The inexplicable desire to win and lose between the men suddenly exploded at this moment.

He rubbed my neck and said, "So it started?"

I kissed his ear first: "Help me...take off my pants..."

When he took off the waist of my trousers, I said again: "It's cleaned up, I haven't been wearing underwear..."

"Today is a night of tossing."

The ear was right in front of my eyes, completely red, without any original color.I continued to tease him to see where the bottom line of his patience was. It was also the first time I tried this hobby of finding each other's sexual fetishes.

He leaned over and pressed his chest against my chest. He held my head and began to savor and rub my lips carefully. He bit his lip from time to time, licked it, and then slowly slid into my mouth.

I rubbed against his lips in accordance with his movements, changing positions, my waist constantly trying to twist.It's like a confidant, dizzy in the head, like floating in a dream, but fluttering like a wing.

My soft hands kept sliding down his shoulders, unable to wrap around his neck, he directly pressed one of my wrists, lifted it up, and launched another attack.In the kiss, I couldn't breathe and let out a broken gasp.

I couldn't help being deserted and surprised. It turns out that men can also make such delicate voices. Tang Fengxing obviously likes my voice. Panting heavily, he touched my cotton-padded clothes with his hands and rubbed my breasts. I couldn't help shaking my waist .His fingers were rough, with a strong sense of friction, but the pain was tingling with numbness.

My eyes were covered with mist, and he said in my ear: "Chen Shuning, don't you want to teach me, hurry up and teach me?"

"You... aren't you very up-to-date?" Tang Fengxing only started to kiss, then turned on the switch and took off his polite coat.

I moved my body, but the pen was not placed properly, and it was stuck on my waist.I arched my waist in pain, he stopped to touch the paper and pen under my waist.

He meticulously tidied up my scattered papers, folded the quilt and put it in the corner, and I just lay there watching his every move.The heating in the room was getting higher and higher, and there was already hot sweat on my forehead, and my body was hot and dry.

He tidied up slowly, not in a hurry at all, and he was completely different from the one who kissed him as soon as he entered the door.After he cleaned up everything, he touched my cheeks at close range, stroked my lips, the bridge of my nose, and the outline of my eyes, and began to gently bite from my neck to my Adam's apple. He kissed me, started to lick my tongue, and took another bite .

I comfortably cooperated with him and raised my neck: "Tang Fengxing...and..."

My reaction from below was fierce, he grabbed my life gate in an instant, and water began to emerge from the mouth of the bell. His palms were too rough, and the touch was like frosting, which made my waist spasm and tremble, and my legs automatically wrapped around his. waist.

Touching and kissing, I couldn't hold on anymore, I tilted my head, avoiding his breathless kiss: "You...what do you want me to teach?"

I stood up and wanted to help him express myself. I am not someone who only enjoys himself. I pulled down his trousers waist and met me with the hot sex. I looked up at Tang Fengxing in surprise: "Can I not today?" go in?"

He kissed my lips, his pleasant voice confused me, and pressed my wrist: "No."

His hand moved faster, and the kiss was no longer lukewarm. He pulled around my tongue, as if he was about to pull out my tongue, and the base of my tongue began to ache.The lower body was comfortable and wanted to ejaculate constantly. He pressed his genitals against mine and rubbed them together.I also feel the rolling and beating veins, like the wonderful taste of life being connected.

I intertwined my fingers with him, tears came out physiologically, saliva flowed out of my mouth continuously, and my lower body felt intense numbness, like waves hitting the shore. I was photographed ashore by the waves, and the pleasure instantly invaded my mind. Put your arms around my back, skin to skin.

He gasped next to my ear, hot white liquid flowed down my abdomen, a little sticking to his body.Unwilling to admit defeat, I sat up, pushed him to the side against the wall, sat on his lap, brushed the hair out of my eyes, and took out a strawberry-flavored condom: "Today is my home game."

He pinched my waist, smiled fondly, watched me move, I opened the package and said, "How about I try this strawberry flavor first?"

I helped him put on the condom with my mouth, he couldn't believe it, he pulled my hair and said: "Chen Shuning, don't do this."

I grabbed his hand, with water stains on my mouth, and looked up at him: "Strawberry tastes good."

After I finished speaking, I licked it with the tip of my tongue. Tang Fengxing covered his eyes, and I heard his panting in the quiet room.I squeezed out a large amount of lubricating fluid, and this size went in. I had to expand it properly, or I would cry out in pain.

I stretched my fingers in unskillfully, but the fingers were not long enough to expand inside. The more he pinched his fingers, the stronger he was, as if he was holding back his seizures.I started to move and hold his cock to go in, swallowed a small mouthful, and I started to regret it.

It hurts, it really fucking hurts.

Tang Fengxing saw my frown, took my hand and said, brushing away my messy hair: "Why don't I do it today."

"Damn it, I've already done this, and you told me not to."

If I knew it earlier, I would not pretend to be X. This is the first time for me, thinking that even though I am down below, I can pretend to be proficient.

I started to bite his penis, went a little deeper, and rubbed against my wall, I couldn't help exhaling, but the penis under me was not as good as I wanted, and it became more and more difficult to penetrate. I supported Tang Fengxing's body Chest muscles, move down a little bit.

I ran out of patience, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, I sat down directly, the pain spread all over my body, I took advantage of his hip bone and exhaled uncomfortably.I hugged Tang Fengxing, and Tang Fengxing kissed my lips to relieve my pain: "So you are not very good at it, Chen Shuning."

I thought I was exposed, so I stopped pretending.It fucking hurts.I wrapped my arms around his neck, looked into his eyes, and kissed his eyes. The eyes are always full of broken light, full of water mist, and transparent mirrors.

So damn good looking.

Why didn't I realize that Tang Fengxing was so good-looking before.

I felt the connection between the backyard and Tang Fengxing, the sound of heartbeat and breathing, like a concert.

I seem to be sharing Tang Fengxing's sunny life.

I started to move up and down, trying to speed up the movement, and the waist he was pinching began to twist, making a series of noises, each sound getting higher and higher.The rhythm continued to fit, the pain began to transform into pleasure, and I unconsciously began to call his name: "Tang Fengxing..."

"What's wrong?" He touched the corner of my red eye.

"Tang Fengxing, I can't do it anymore, you can move." I leaned on his shoulder and panted, my waist was so weak that I couldn't support it anymore.

He hugged me and stroked my back to relieve my pain. Suddenly, he leaned up and drilled deep, like an iron rod hitting my backyard. I scratched his back in pain and couldn't bear it anymore. stop shouting.

One after another, I yelled: "Tang Fengxing, stop pushing, it hurts...it hurts...damn, it really hurts..."

"Hey, it won't hurt anymore." He kissed my lips, and I felt a little relieved, but the pain was really painful, and it made my calf tremble.

He turned me over, pressed my back, and pushed forward from the back, accidentally hitting my sensitive spot, I arched convulsively, and ejaculated under his motion.My waist softened, but it hurt so much, and I entered a burst of orgasm time.

But he didn't feel any reaction at all. He continued his behavior, pressed my waist, and sent his genitals inside. My eyes were blurred and foggy. I heard Tang Fengxing panting. I trembled and said: "Tang Fengxing, wait a minute...I've already ejaculated. Don't hit me...Ah!"

Tang Fengxing acted as if he hadn't heard him, he put his arms around my waist with all his heart, and inserted his penis deeper and deeper each time. I yelled loudly, but he didn't hear me, he just read my name in his ear: "Chen Shuning, Chen Shuning ..."

He entered my thoughts, and my lower body got up again. It was the third time. I couldn't imagine that it was the third time. Tang Fengxing hadn't ejaculated yet.He touched my stomach, touched the bump on the top, the moment he touched it, I started to tremble, I grabbed his wrist: "Don't touch, don't touch...Tang Fengxing..."

Tang Fengxing couldn't hear my voice at all. After touching it, he slammed into it again. I bit my lip in pain. He pressed the protrusion suddenly, and the electric current hit my waist directly, and I raised my waist tremblingly. Cum came out again on the sheets.I panted loudly, saliva flowed out of the corner of my mouth, and looked ahead in silence.

"Tang Feng..."

He turned his hands to look at my face and started kissing himself.Let me sit with my back to him, lift his crotch, and poke my sensitive spot again, he grabbed my two hands, I shrugged my shoulders, and started to cry: "Tang Fengxing, don't move, it's not just me Do this one time. Tired, I've ejaculated three times and can't...don't touch...don't..."

He whispered in my ear: "It's so beautiful...Chen Shuning, so beautiful." He touched the bump again, pushed it up again, and pressed it down. The back acupuncture point was hot, like spring water hitting my whole body.

My eyes were pale and I was dizzy. The genitals under my body gushed out like water and leaked on the white sheet.I cried aloud, regretting letting Tang Fengxing take the lead.

Will this kill someone?

The sound of my crying caught his attention, and he turned my face: "Chen Shuning, why are you..."

With a hoarse voice and gasping for breath, I couldn't support my upper body, and I couldn't lift my fingers up and said, "Tang Fengxing, I ejaculated four times. Don't you feel anything? It's not like I won't do it in the future."

He kissed my forehead: "Sorry, I can't help it..."

He rubbed my neck and said: "Chen Shuning, you are responsible. You have seduced me a few times. When I take a shower, I can see your waist and the beautiful line from your neck to your tailbone. I I can't bear it, sorry."

"Want to fuck me for a long time?" I directly pointed out what was in his words.

"Hmm...it feels a little nasty."

"Are you happy?"

"Hmm... cool."

"I'm happy too. Is this kind of mutually beneficial thing called dirty?"

"Then don't call it... what is it called..."

"This is called mutual love. Only when two people are in harmony can they feel happy, comfortable and refreshed. Do you understand, boyfriend, give me a kiss."

"Ah."

He kissed my lips contentedly, I thought it was over, and wanted to wash my body again.When he changed the condom again and stared at my movement, I realized something was wrong and started to run away. He grabbed my left ankle and dragged me back: "One last time, Aning, one last time. Reward me for these few days Today's training, okay?"

"Not good! Don't do it! Let go! Let me go!"

I don't even want to have it once again, it's cool, but the back really hurts.But as soon as he spoke, the murmuring voice began to work its magic, and my body obeyed him.As soon as I obeyed, I started to regret it.

After he penetrated again, I was unconscious, I don't know how many times after that, my eyes became dizzy, and I fell asleep in a gentle kiss.

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Chen Shuning's perspective (driving warning)