winter suicide plan

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I opened my eyes unconsciously, the curtains blocked the light, and I couldn’t see the clock on the wall without glasses. I wanted to get up and check the time, but after thinking about it, what day is it today? Is there any class?Maybe not.

I felt a warm hand covering my stomach, and I was half nestled in Tang Fengxing's arms. I looked down and saw that I was completely naked, being hugged and sleeping by him.

It seems that I didn't want to wear clothes yesterday?

I clicked my tongue for a while, I was ashamed and threw my face home, my face became hot.Wanting to push Tang Fengxing away to get up, I moved a bit, Tang Fengxing subconsciously took my arm, kissed the back of my hand, I was startled, he hugged me tighter, and put his chin on my neck On the nest, exhaling hot air, whispering my name.There was no sound when talking in sleep.

My heart was beating numbly, I touched his fingers on my waist, couldn't resist the sleep and fell asleep again.

When I opened my eyes, the curtains were drawn, the windows were also opened, and the clothes hanging on the clothes rails by the windows were also taken away. There was the sound of car horns passing by outside, and the sound of children crying heartbreakingly.

Is this being beaten or something else, why are you crying so badly?

Suddenly there was the sound of hurried footsteps coming out of the toilet, the sound of slippers stepping on the wooden floor quickly, Tang Fengxing's mouth was full of foam, he was biting his toothbrush, and before he saw me, he asked me: "What's wrong, is it uncomfortable?"

It seems that he misunderstood that I was crying.

Have I ever cried like this before?

It seems that there is.

I smiled, twisted my muscles a little sore, turned to look at him: "I'm not uncomfortable, it's not me crying, it's the kid downstairs, not me."

Tang Fengxing scratched his hair in embarrassment, turned around and continued to brush his teeth, I also got under the quilt, embarrassed to look at him, but unconsciously smiled under the quilt, my mouth was a little hot.

After a while, a corner of the quilt was lifted, Tang Fengxing frowned and looked at me and said, "I saw that your complexion was not normal just now, and you were blushing strangely."

He touched my face, then my forehead, then touched his own contrast and said Chen Shuning, you have a fever.

In addition to being sore and sleepy, the fever may also be due to a misunderstanding just now. I feel good about myself and say, "I don't have a fever."

"It's not up to you if you don't have a fever." Tang Fengxing fished me out and asked me to put on my clothes: "If you don't wear clothes in winter, you will have problems if you don't have a cold or a fever."

We retreated from the room, and when we came out, the sun was shining brightly, the shadows of the trees were mottled, and the winter wind mixed with the temperature of the sun, reducing the biting cold.Under the warm sun, I felt dizzy and drowsy unconsciously, and my body became more and more sore and limp. I really felt like I was in my late teens, and I wanted to sleep after being exposed to the sun, and started yawning like a cat.

I closed my eyes unconsciously for a while, and was slapped on the face by Tang Fengxing. My ears were noisy, and all kinds of sounds poured into my ears. The tongue is pushed out.

After taking the new medicine for a week, I should have gotten used to it, why is it still so unconscious?

I try my best to open my eyes, but the eyelids are so hot that they feel sore and limp, as if soaked in lemon juice, the bones are almost burnt.When his icy hands touched my face, I yearned for the coldness on it, and stopped the hotness on my face for a while.

The waking time is too little, the body is conscious, but the eyes cannot be opened, and when I wake up, what I see is a corridor.

Looking around, there are hanging bottles nearby, mostly children.I sat on a silver-white hospital chair, covered with a black down jacket, and a little bit of sandalwood scent came out with my movements.There are needles pierced on the back of the hand, and small wooden boards are tied. This is not the treatment only for children.

My whole body is sore and uncomfortable, as if frozen, I want to move and shake off the ice scum on my body.

The shoulders were a little heavy, Tang Fengxing fell asleep with his arms folded on my shoulders, and the down jacket accidentally slipped and fell off, and he also woke up.

She looked at me sleepily, stretched her waist, and touched my forehead: "It's still burning, soon, we'll go back to school after hanging up this bottle."

"Well, I also have a lot of energy."

"Why did you tie a small wooden plank to me? I'm not five or six years old?" I saw the five or six-year-old boy hanging from the water in the back tied the wooden plank like me, and watched the small wooden plank in his hand piercing my body. Eye.

Tang Fengxing picked up the clothes, put them on, looked at me and said, "Well, when the doctor injected the needles, you almost jumped up, and you almost ran away because you were limping, you know, you are afraid of injections?"

"That's because I'm not sober, saying I'm afraid of injections, it's funny."

"I'm really not afraid. I was so afraid that I cried when I plunged in." Tang Fengxing said in my ear.

My face was hot for a while. Would I, Chen Shuning, do such a shameful thing? How could it be possible? Tang Fengxing lied to me and took the opportunity to make fun of me.

"You took advantage of my unconsciousness to make up and slander me."

Tang Fengxing breathed a sigh of relief, smiled without saying a word, and later said yes, I will slander you by making up.The nurse came over and said that my bottle was finished and the needle was about to be pulled out. I said oh, it is not usually possible to pull it out, and I need to remind me?

Wearing glasses, the young nurse said when pulling out the needle, "It hurts a little bit when pulling out the needle, bear with it, don't cry."

I heard Tang Fengxing's gloating laughter, muffled my voice, and hid my laughter. I bumped him with my elbow and politely said thank you to the nurse.

The little nurse smiled sweetly and asked me to press it with a cotton swab, and walked away with the bottle.

"Did I insult you?"

"No, I blamed you wrongly. Don't laugh, classmate Tang Fengxing." I just wanted to find a hole in the ground to get in, it's too embarrassing.

Back on the school dormitory road, Wu Huawen jumped out first, pinching my face: "Damn, why is your face like this, why are there scratches?"

Li Jingyuan also shouted at the mob: "Your face is so pale, where did you go yesterday?"

I pulled his hand away, one more thing is worse than one less thing, and I don't want them to know about these things, so I said calmly: "It's nothing."

Tang Fengxing fanned the flames and added fuel and jealousy: "It's nothing. Here and here were all beaten by Wang Gaoxu. The blood flowed all over his face. It's okay. Wang Gaoxu was beaten during dinner last night. Maybe he had a lot of nosebleeds. He had a fever this morning. I went to the hospital to hang up the water."

I pulled his trouser leg, glanced at him, and signaled him to shut up, Hans Christian Andersen didn't know how to make up stories.

"Damn it, the one in the first class is as good as two hundred and five, and the one in the lowly clothes?"

"Actually, I also fought back, which was more ruthless than him. It's okay now, so be it, and I will apologize to him." I smiled and smoothed things over.

Brother Zhou was the first to speak unconvinced: "What, why don't you talk about modesty first, you call it self-defense. Usually he comes to see you not pleasing to the eye. He came to the canteen to fight in the last debate. Turn over your rice. He is sour."

"It's been a long time. I used to humiliate him in public in front of my classmates. It's all right now."

The people in my dormitory also ran out, maybe it was a real wound on the face because the face was too pale, a group of people asked one after another, I said it was all right, and there was a little dispute.I made an excuse to fetch water, and quickly slipped away on the wheelchair, and the topic ended anticlimactically.

I went to the water dispenser in the corridor to fill water. Tang Fengxing asked if he wanted to help, but I immediately refused.I don't want Tang Fengxing to follow, because it's too embarrassing. When I see him, I think that my embarrassing behavior is like leeks, which grow one by one.

The water pressure was not strong enough, and the water flow was extremely slow. I waited helplessly.

There was a noisy sound from the other side of the dormitory. I turned my head to see that Wu Huawen, Brother Zhou, and Tang Fengxing were walking towards another dormitory around the corner. Isn't it Wang Gaoxu's?

It shouldn't happen, but with Tang Fengxing's strength in making up stories just now, it's not impossible to push him to do something.I also thought of him saying that he would deal with it and ask Wang Gaoxu to apologize first. I thought something was wrong, turned off the tap, and didn't take the water glass, so I just turned the wheel and went back.

This tmd Tang Fengxing won't make a big deal about it.

Before I arrived, I saw people in every dormitory coming out of the windows and coming out of the nest with the little sparrows, just to eat first-hand melons.

I heard Wang Gaoxu's yelling, and I was so frightened that I quickly turned around and shouted: "Tang Fengxing! You..."

After I shouted, I saw a group of people, my dormitory, Tang Fengxing dormitory, a group of people grabbed Wang Gaoxu's limbs, bumped his lower body against the threshold, and rubbed up and down. Wang Gaoxu was struggling up and down like a loach. They saw me and shouted loudly: "I apologize! I was wrong! Chen Shuning! I was wrong! I'm sorry, Chen Shuning! Stop swiping! It hurts!"

Tang Fengxing said, "Are you really aware of your mistake?"

"Really, I was wrong. Brothers, please do me a favor. I won't dare next time."

I understood instantly, watching the smiling faces of the people watching the theater gradually spread out, everyone in Wang Gaoxu’s dormitory was booing together, and they all had helpers, this familiar scene, as expected, the method of swiping the card has always worked, I am so salty Carrot light worry.

Brother Zhou clasped my neck, rubbed my hair, and looked at Wang Gaoxu who was being held captive: "Chen Shuning, I covered you, don't do it next time. It's time to call it a day."

In fact, everyone was having fun, and the atmosphere was good. I slid the wheelchair over and saw the bruise on Wang Gaoxu's neck. The strength made it really strong, and I quickly said, "Sorry, I've done it before, and I didn't have time to talk to you." Apologies. There is safflower oil in the dormitory, if you need it, I can give it to you, or give it to you.”

Wang Gaoxu touched his lower body and looked at me in surprise, not expecting me to apologize.I held out my hand: "Why don't we shake hands and make peace today, we will graduate in one semester, and I really won't go to the debate competition. In fact, I watched several of your competitions. You are a very good person." debater. I said you were naive by mistake earlier, sorry."

When you are young and energetic, you have to argue with others, arguing with others, and feel that your reasoning is correct, but you value reasoning rather than emotion.As a classmate, of course I don't want someone to teach me how to do things in that tone.

But I don't regret what I said. After all, he actually knew that what I said was reasonable at the time, and he also improved in the later debates. It's just that I didn't give him a step down, and he couldn't save his face. He was the one who lost face in the game, and he was judged behind his back. It's him too, of course he hates me.

Let's talk about it and untie the knot, otherwise there will be conflicts later.He looked at my outstretched hand and shook it hesitantly: "Forget about safflower oil, it will be fine in a few days. But you really scared me yesterday, I really thought you were going to kill me. The eyes are all Red blood..."

I squeezed the armrests of the wheelchair, my smile was a little unbearable, fragments of flashbacks appeared in my mind, Tang Fengxing pinched his shoulders, and interrupted him: "It's noon, why don't you eat something?" Fan, can’t you justify it?”

"This... Let's talk about it first. Let me say sorry for accidentally hitting you. I'm also sorry for mentioning your parents. Even if I want you to scold me for a while, I have to scold you back. Ah forget it, my fault. Sorry."

"I heard the rumors, and I also knew that I said the wrong thing. It was too ugly. I thought you were always fooling around with your face. Although you are more handsome than me, you are dragging you to death. , look at mortals with a fairy face, I admit that you are a little bit better than me, but I can't understand it. I'm really sorry from yesterday to now."

The people next to me made all kinds of booing and "wow" for a long time, I smiled and said, "I accept it, I will take it as your compliment. Don't mention this matter in the future."

"Understood, who wants to praise you. That's it, that's it. I treat you to dinner, and I will pay you for your medical expenses, okay?"

He took out his meal card, and Wu Huawen snatched it: "Wang Gaoxu, listeners have a share, come here, everyone who listens can add a chicken chop at noon today."

Wang Gaoxu immediately went to grab it: "Damn it, Wu Huawen, did my money fall from the sky?"

I was secretly pushed out of the scuffle by Tang Fengxing to a small corner of the stairs, where he sat on the stairs and looked at me: "Just now you thought we were going to fight?"

"Yeah, I'm afraid that if you can do this, it will become a big deal when you fight. If you can't fight and get injured, do I have to take you to the infirmary with a limp?"

Tang Fengxing touched his hand: "This counts... are you worried about me?"

"No." I grabbed the armrest, smacked my mouth, recalling what I just said, I was really worried about him, forget it, I was worried, but I just refused to admit it.

He touched my hair, hesitantly and boldly wanted to pinch my face, but he was embarrassed, passed my face, moved to my hair and said: "Let's go, don't think about this It's over, it's over. Have dinner, max out Wang Gaoxu's card tonight."

I nodded and said, "I have something to tell you."

He squatted down, lowered his head, and turned his ears. I opened my mouth, closed my mouth again, and kissed his face. After he froze, I squeezed his chin and kissed his lips again. Within a second, I Keep a distance from him, lie down on the back cushion of the wheelchair again, and say with a smile, "Thank you, Tang Fengxing."

"Then when you want to thank me from now on...just..."

"Just what?"

"Just now..."

"Kiss you?"

He nodded sheepishly.

"Actually, there is no problem with kissing twice." I tilted my head to look at him triumphantly, his pure and unadulterated thoughts are really easy to guess.

He stared at me blankly, as if he was hit by something, his eyes sparkled, he moved his hand, lowered his head, stared at my lips, as if he was about to do it again.

Wu Huawen shouted: "Tang Fengxing, what are you two doing, why are you whispering behind us?"

Tang Fengxing and I immediately turned our heads, and he quickly stepped up, pushed my wheelchair, was furious, frowned and said unhappily, "Here we come."

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Chen Shuning's perspective