Dazai is so cute

I once thought that it would be great if I could continue living with the two of Dazai.

But I never thought that this beautiful and warm life is actually a beautiful and illusory castle in the air, which cannot withstand any blows.

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Mori Ogai is missing.

Osamu Dazai became the leader.

I heard the news when I got back from a business trip overseas.

Ashamed to say, the first thing I thought of was not the whereabouts of the leader, but whether something happened to Dazai.

After all... This seems to be the succession of the duck to the shelf, and Dazai's physical skills are only below the middle level, so it must be very dangerous!

I was so anxious that I went directly to the Port Mafia building, but saw a pile of corpses at the entrance of the hall.

is the assassin.

I am very sure.

I went directly to the chief's office. In addition to Dazai who had changed into the chief's attire, there were also some middle-level staff and the elder sister.

They stood in a strange position. The eldest sister stood in front of the table, vaguely including Dazai in the protection range of [Golden Yaksha], while the three middle-level staff were half kneeling on the ground, sweating profusely.

I took off my hat, bowed my head slightly, and bowed.

"Good day, Chief."

"........."

The atmosphere in the room suddenly froze, and then, a chuckle sounded.

"Sister Hongye, I will leave these three people to you."

"The servant takes orders."

When Sister Hongye walked past me, she sighed imperceptibly.

The door of the room was closed, I straightened up and looked at Dazai who was sitting on the chair.

He changed the bandage to cover one eye, and he seemed to be thinner, did he not eat well?

"Nah Zhongye," he tilted his head, his voice was as coquettish as ever, "why didn't you call me by my name?"

why…?

Naturally because... you are the leader now, and I'm just a cadre.

I can rely on you as a partner, I can rely on you as a cadre...but I can't rely on you as a leader.

This will only work against you.

So I lowered my head again: "You are the leader, I am the subordinate."

"The gift cannot be neglected."

"........."

The room was eerily quiet for a moment.

I'm a little overwhelmed.

Did I say something wrong?Dazai seems...unhappy?

"Aah~"

There was a tinge of sarcasm in Dazai's voice.

"...little slugs are boring."

*

Since then, the relationship between me and Dazai has dropped to a freezing point in an instant.

I don't know what I did wrong, I don't know what Dazai is thinking, and I don't know how to get back to the way I was before.

I can only rely on my status as a subordinate to occasionally dissuade Dazai from his 'crazy'-this man is so cruel that he doesn't even eat or sleep.

Although...every time Dazai ordered him to drive him away.

...what should I do?

When I was a partner before, I could grab Dazai by the neckline and force him to rest on the bed, or I could think about how to get him to eat more for this guy who doesn’t like vegetables so that he wouldn’t be in trouble. degree of malnutrition.

At that time, Dazai was full of energy, with radiance in his eyes, he would often hug me and be lazy, and sometimes he would rush to finish the work, just to go home and eat that bite of crab.

But not anymore.

That guy is lifeless now, and his eyes have lost their light, like... an old man who has sunk into the graveyard.

When my name was called, there was no such a coquettish taste, and the voice was not soft, but flat, calling without any tone.

…what do I do?

*

The eldest sister left.

It's not right to say leave, it's just that Dazai gave the elder sister a long vacation.The salary is still given according to the cadre level, but...for the time being, I will not return to the port mafia.

And now, apart from Verlaine in the dungeon, there is only me among the cadres of the Port Mafia.

As for A, who bought the cadre position with money, he was executed for treason when Dazai became the leader.

I originally thought that after my eldest sister left, my work would be busier, but I didn't expect any change at all.

I broke the pen in my hand.

When he hurried to the chief's office, he saw Akutagawa Silver standing at the door.

"Mr. Chuya."

"...Where's the leader?" I saw her holding a cup of coffee and clenched her hand, "Forget it, don't let anyone in."

I broke into the office and walked straight towards Dazai.

"...Zhongye?"

Dazai was obviously taken aback by me, he held his pen, and said indifferently: "Without notification...?! What are you doing?!"

I picked Dazai up in my arms, and from the corner of my eye I saw the documents on the desktop—that originally belonged to the scope of my eldest sister's work.

...too light.

Frowning, I threw Dazai on the bed, and pressed his shoulder: "Sleep."

Dazai glanced at me and smiled: "Tell me, the leader, in a commanding tone, does Chuya want to plot rebellion?"

"The port mafia cannot undergo a second leader replacement in a short period of time."

I don't want you to die.

"So you must take a good rest."

"...ha." He let out a short chuckle, and then laughed uncontrollably, "Haha...hahahahaha..."

I don't understand, is this something funny?

"But I can't sleep." He untied his collar, "I order you, Chuya, to help me."

My brain roared, and I subconsciously took my hand back.

"...If Zhong is unwilling, then find someone for me."

Dazai sat up, untied his clothes slowly, there was nothing in his dark kite eyes.

"If you want to be clean, you can be a man or a woman."

He sneered.

"But now when everyone wants to kill me, maybe I will die on the bed first?"

I pushed him down.

I don't know why Dazai said that, but I don't want to see him having sex with anyone else, whether it's a man or a woman.

— Absolutely not.

"I see."

I kissed his eyelids.

"—— Dazai."

In the joy, I seemed to see the tears in the corners of Dazai's eyes. My back hurt a little from his scratching, but I felt joy.

Where does this joy come from?I have no idea.

But what I know is that I like Dazai because I am caught in the expression of lust, and I like the voice of Dazai calling my name amidst the crying sound of collapse.

We kissed.

We made negative distance contact.

We... should be lovers, right?

But...do I like Dazai?

I am not sure.

Does Dazai like me?

I do not know.

I just know... now it's fine.

That's... enough.

*

We have maintained this relationship on a weekly basis.

But... Dazai still looks like that.

I started to get scared.

I'm afraid that Dazai will one day die in a place where I can't see.

So every time I was on a mission, I rushed over without stopping, and rushed back like an arrow—just to get back to this man.

"That...Mr. Nakahara."

At the banquet, a certain young lady—sorry, I don't remember this person's name at all.She walked up to me, blushing slightly.

"Mr. Nakahara... Is there anyone you like?"

At this moment, what popped up in my mind was Osamu Dazai's face.

Ah...is that so?

I used to... like that person.

That's why I don't want to see that person have sex with other people, I don't want that person not to cherish my body, I don't want...that person to leave me.

I laughed.

"Naturally there is."

The face of the unknown eldest lady in front of her turned pale, and she hurriedly lowered her head: "I'm sorry...I was the one to be abrupt."

According to the knowledge I learned in the etiquette class, I apologized without pain or itching, turned around, and returned to my leader.

"...It's really boring."

My leader sighed softly, his voice was very soft, but filled with infinite fatigue.

"If you are tired, we can go back early to rest."

I looked at the dark circles under his eyes and said in disapproval: "Originally, you don't have to come to a banquet of this level."

Dazai smiled lightly, without any explanation, he said lightly: "Go back."

I lowered my head: "Yes."

*

Dazai might be angry again.

That's what I thought when I was driven overseas.

The forces of the port mafia stationed overseas have caused a small trouble, but this trouble does not need me as one of the five major cadres to solve it, but Dazai, the leader, asked me to handle it personally .

The only thing I can think of is...Maybe I pissed that guy off again without knowing it.

It was very hard to coax him well.

I looked at the jewelry in the window, but my eyes fell on the pair of platinum rings, and then I bought the pair of couple rings.

I regretted it after buying it.

Ahhh... that guy Dazai will definitely not want it, after all, if the leader and the cadre develop a romantic relationship... it seems, it's okay?

After all, if you don't try it, it's not like me.

With the pair of rings in my hands, I returned to Yokohama at three o'clock in the afternoon, Japan time.

When I was approaching the building, I saw... the falling figure of that person.

"Mr. Chuya?!"

I could no longer hear the cries of my subordinates, the road under my feet was crushed by me, and I ran straight towards that person.

hurry up!

hurry up!

Hurry up! ! !

However, as I got closer, I saw the expression on the man's face.

Serene, expectant, even he was still smiling, his exposed eyes were slightly curved, and his lips moved.

He is talking.

In also.

"boom----"

Red, overwhelming red came into my eyes.

I stood there blankly, bright red flowers blooming from the ground, blood wet the tip of my shoe.The man was smashed to pieces, his limbs were twisted, and his original handsome appearance could no longer be seen.

--why?

I heard my own screams.

"I won't stop you from committing suicide, so don't stop me from saving you. 』

...I couldn't save him.

I couldn't save...my lover.

"Mr. Zhong, Mr. Zhongye..."

There was a hint of panic in the subordinate's voice, ah, yes, the leader of the port mafia has died, and all members of the organization will be at a loss.

"...Block the surrounding area and inform the elder sister to come back."

I closed my eyes, my throat hurt, and I even tasted blood.

"The corpse... I will handle it."

The author has something to say:

Among the leaders: ...I failed...to save him...

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In the last chapter, you are also tempted by motorcycles, are you the devil wwww