After drinking two small glasses of red wine, the wall clock in the living room stopped at twelve o'clock on time, and it was my birthday.I was looking forward to my birthday with Suman, but it seemed destined to become a meaningless unit of time in this lonely night, passing by little by little.Holding Suman’s nightgown crookedly on the sofa, I stared at the high ceiling, the gorgeous crystal chandeliers were dotted with stars in the night sky, and the lonely and seductive colors flowed in the night, as if deep into the soul The thorough baptism made the secrets I wanted to hide deep in my heart come to the surface one by one.
No matter what year my birthday is, I have only one wish, which is the red sign that was hung on the wishing tree: Jimo Si returns to Suman, and I hope that in this life, I will be safe and peaceful.I believe that man will conquer nature, and I believe that everything depends on man's efforts. As long as I keep making such a wish every year, God will one day realize my dream.I am conscientious and kind, I try my best to live and never do evil, but I was born ordinary but so lonely and courageous, God should not be so thin on me.
I don't know how I fell asleep, and I don't know how long I fell asleep. In a blur, it seemed that Manman came over and rubbed my fingers hanging on the floor.My mind was still confused, I just touched it with my backhand and whispered: "Don't make trouble..."
It was quiet for a long time, and after a while, there were faint rustling sounds in my sleep. First, there was a warm touch on my cheek for a short time, and then the soft touch spread from my neck to my feet.As a result, the coolness of this rainy day and night was blocked out without reservation, and I curled up into a ball, only a sigh of satisfaction escaped from the depths of my throat.
so soft... so comfortable...
There is a faint fragrance of flowers in the breath, and the fragrance that is familiar with the deep texture seduces my restless soul that has just calmed down, like a flower bud showing its head after the rain, finally blooming completely under a thunderstorm.I suddenly opened my eyes wide, sat up, and stared blankly at the window where the rain was still falling, the sky blended light and darkness into a light and oppressive paleness, it seemed that it should be early in the morning.
The thin blanket fell to the floor, and my thoughts still couldn't recover from the fragments of a few minutes ago.Has anyone been here?Who will it be?Zhong Xia, or Miao Sa, or the person I most look forward to but dare not think about——
Or, I put it on myself and just don't remember?
Picking up the blanket in a daze, the moment I got up, I found that the wine on the coffee table next night was gone, and instead there was a bouquet of pure white lilies. It was such a big bouquet that I needed my whole hands to hold them tightly. in my arms.
Is it a dream?I couldn't help but laugh, saying that dreams are a response to reality, the most honest and undisguised, because it is too bleak and lonely, so does this kind of comfort appear in dreams?Staring blankly at the clumps of proud blooms, they are soft, cool and fragrant, pure white without any impurities, they have always been used to praise love, and they are solemnly and carefully delivered to the lover's hands. , love each other.
Heart-to-heart bond, what a beautiful blessing, but why is the person I want to have heart-to-heart bond with so many mountains and rivers?
Sitting blankly for a while, Manman arched over again at some point, eagerly circling around my feet to attract my attention.I stood up and followed it in a daze, struggling and dissociated in this dream-like emotion while walking. Is it a dream?Yeah?But if it is a dream, why is the feeling that Manman touches me so clear?But if it's not a dream...
Walking through the long aisle, Manman stopped in front of a room. This is Suman's piano room, where she plays the piano or reads books in her spare time.I saw that the door of the room was ajar, and Manman was even raising his foot to knock on the door, and he had already anticipated something while his heart was moving.The palm is clinging to the door, struggling for no reason: one voice is saying, push, you will know if you are dreaming when you open the door; while another voice is saying, don’t, don’t push, just let time stand still for a moment, You will never be disappointed if you don't look for hope!For the first time in my life, I realized that it takes so much courage to push open a door.
Just when my arm was almost out of strength, the door suddenly opened, and I was surprised to find that it was Manman, who successfully opened the door and ran in first.That brave and lonely little body is like a moth that has decided to let go, even if the ultimate fate can only be a flame of destruction.
My emotions were completely reflected in it.
The moment he raised his eyes, he had already lost all speech and even consciousness.The lights in the huge piano room were not turned on, the curtains were drawn open, and the half-dark light and shadow shrouded the entire room through the huge glass windows, including the woman.She was standing in front of the window facing the door, leaning slightly on the snow-white piano, holding a glass of red wine in front of her but not drinking it, her slender palms were pressed against the crystal glass, and as she swayed unconsciously, the dark red wine Cast a light and shadow on the wall, surging like a wave.Her long hair covered her shoulders, she was only wearing a thin long dress with a thin collar, and her beautifully shaped arms and calves were bare, and the movement of slightly embracing her arms made her look so soft and fragile—perhaps, this is her essence, The night and silence peeled off her invincible camouflage during the day, the real her, the unknown one, is in this chaotic shadow between day and night, one person and one piano, independent of the world.
Since when did I let you be so lonely.
The nails have sunk deeply into the palm of my hand, but I can't feel the slightest pain.
"Sigui?" In the backlight, her eyes collided with mine suddenly.The wine was put on the piano, and she came over to me.
It seemed as if she had waited for centuries, before she came this night.My breathing almost stopped, I couldn't move my body, I couldn't speak, and even my eyes seemed to be sick. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't see her long hair, her fingers, and her eyebrows clearly.She walked towards me with elegant and firm steps, but I backed away like a frightened little animal, holding a knot in my heart that entangled my soul.Her fingers paused awkwardly in the air, like a dying white bird flapping its white wings helplessly for the last time, she stared at me with an alluring serenity and tenderness, allowing me to almost drown myself in my empty and sad mood.
"Tell me you're real," I whisper hoarsely, "do you disappear as soon as I touch you?"
"I'm back." Her eyes were full of moonlight, which was different from any other side in the past. At this time, she looked so lonely and weak, as if her whole body exuded a depraved atmosphere.
The heart seemed to be roughly grabbed out and thrown into the strainer. After being squeezed layer by layer, I seemed to have reached the end of my life.She said, "I'm back." Really?Did you hear me right?When I came back, thinking of these two words gave me a sense of revived warmth. As long as she comes back, our family will still exist. At least in this house, she will still belong to me and only belong to me, right?
While I was in a daze, her fingers finally managed to touch my forehead, trembling slightly, and stopped on the ugly plaster. "what happened……"
The sudden surge of despair mixed with sweetness caused my body to completely stop functioning. I didn't know how to respond at all. I could only cry silently, letting the tears flow wildly and recklessly, and the next second, He raised his arms and hugged her tightly.My body temperature is hot but she is so cool, tears fell from my eye sockets and then slid into her neck socket, just a short while, a large area of her neck was already wet.I couldn't say anything, my brain seemed to be burned out by the high temperature, I could only hold her desperately, cry desperately, and use that desperate gesture to prove that she is in my arms and by my side.
"The wound on the head, what's going on?" After a little calm, she held my face lightly, brushing her fingers over the wound on my forehead, with a serious expression on her face.
I shook my head, and hugged her tightly again before she tried to back away, not allowing the slightest distance to lie between each other, so close that they fit together tightly, and so close that we share blood.Even though I was hurt like this, I sadly found that I had no resentment at all. As long as she came back to me properly and stayed in my arms like this, I didn't care about anything.
Caressing her soft porcelain nape, winding the hair around my fingertips little by little, I stared blankly at her dusty face.The love for her corrodes my heart like strong acid, from the pain of flesh and blood to the direct blow to the soul, I can almost see the flesh and blood being dissolved into bubbles little by little with my own eyes, gradually disappearing.Tears fell on my lips, and I murmured: "It's the first time I found you so beautiful, but you are as beautiful as a firework." It's a firework, the beauty that is fleeting, the bubble that will eventually disappear in the sun, ridiculous I still desperately want to keep her forever.
Su Man's eyes froze slightly, and she smiled softly after a while. "I'm not a firework, Sigui, I'm really back." She took my hand and gently pressed it on my face, the gentle meaning was like a gradually spreading water halo, from the eyes to the whole body, so softly contributing.The embrace she opened after that is an invitation that I can never refuse in my eternal life. All the sadness and sadness can only obediently disappear in her gentle kingdom, and I am willing to sink.
"I ask for your explanation." Looking at her through the mist of tears, there was a touch of tiredness and sadness in her eyes. Her thoughts were on the verge of breaking out. I knew that if I didn't ask, maybe she would hide them all again, and then calmly move on with her life.
She smiled slightly, her fingertips lightly brushing the tear stains on my face. "Before then, shouldn't you also give me your explanation?"
"Is it a head injury?" I couldn't help being swept away by her all my soul, and my eyes followed her guidance ups and downs, "I accidentally hit it, it was just an accident."
"You have too many accidents, Sigui." Su Man frowned slightly, his tone suddenly turned severe. "I just disappeared for a few days and you feel so sad, have you thought about it for me?"
Even with such a serious expression, it's also unsettlingly beautiful.I slowly lowered my face. "I'm sorry, I was wrong about the car."
"I don't want to blame you, because I know you well. Sigui, I just hope you can promise me one thing."
Suman's tolerance almost inspired new tears in me, and I choked up: "You say."
"Protect yourself, and treat it as for me." Suman's fingers gently caressed my face that was about to cry, "Who said it will last forever? If something happens to you because of others, you want What should I do? As if I never knew you? Or, live in the pain of losing you forever?"
"Don't, don't say it, it's all my fault. I promise I will never do it again. I will protect myself, and I will protect our relationship and you." Suman's words are like a lifetime. Like a magic spell, all my fighting spirit and vitality were instantly activated. I could barely speak, biting my fingers desperately to swallow the turbulent tears and speak a complete sentence.
She pulled me to sit on the sofa and wrapped my hands in hers. "With me, there will be many obstacles in the future."
"I know, but I'm not afraid!" I was afraid that she would say something like the hell it's better for me to separate temporarily, so I hurriedly emphasized it.
How could Suman not know my thoughts?She sighed and said softly: "Sigui, what you want is also what I want, but you can't let go with your current ability. There are some things that you can force yourself to act as if nothing happened, but I can't ignore it. It has to be faced."
I was completely speechless, and under her tender education, I could only nod my head.
"I promise you, I will find a way to divorce, but it may take some time." Suman said suddenly.
Did I hear you right?Suman, she... She actually promised me that she will find a way to divorce? !The sudden huge surprise was like a gust of wind, and I didn't even know what to say in response.
And at the moment when I was overjoyed, Suman's sweet and mellow voice sounded again: "And before that, I hope to protect your existence and our relationship. Sigui, do you understand?"
"Understood." I nodded blankly.Suman's words made me fall into deep thought, protect my existence?Does it mean that my existence has attracted someone's attention?And this person, will it be against us?
"Don't you want to know why I suddenly left without leaving you a word." Suman leaned on the sofa, sighed deeply, then raised his hand and gently pinched the bridge of his nose. "Now let me tell you, there are three reasons, one, because of my mother's temporary call; two, because of Xue Lin; and finally, because of that video."
I can understand because of her mother's call or because of that video, the former had to go, and the latter chose to forgive because she loves me, but this doesn't mean she doesn't care or get angry at all.But what happened because of Xue Lin?
The troubles in Suman's eyes surged, and she forcibly suppressed them. "She hired a private detective who has been secretly taking photos of us for more than a month. I was too careless. I have seen all the photos, and there is no problem when I look at them alone, but they are enough to alarm my father. I am afraid he will say You are at a disadvantage."
"You mean, Lin Xue threatened you with a photo?" I think I understand what's going on.
No matter what year my birthday is, I have only one wish, which is the red sign that was hung on the wishing tree: Jimo Si returns to Suman, and I hope that in this life, I will be safe and peaceful.I believe that man will conquer nature, and I believe that everything depends on man's efforts. As long as I keep making such a wish every year, God will one day realize my dream.I am conscientious and kind, I try my best to live and never do evil, but I was born ordinary but so lonely and courageous, God should not be so thin on me.
I don't know how I fell asleep, and I don't know how long I fell asleep. In a blur, it seemed that Manman came over and rubbed my fingers hanging on the floor.My mind was still confused, I just touched it with my backhand and whispered: "Don't make trouble..."
It was quiet for a long time, and after a while, there were faint rustling sounds in my sleep. First, there was a warm touch on my cheek for a short time, and then the soft touch spread from my neck to my feet.As a result, the coolness of this rainy day and night was blocked out without reservation, and I curled up into a ball, only a sigh of satisfaction escaped from the depths of my throat.
so soft... so comfortable...
There is a faint fragrance of flowers in the breath, and the fragrance that is familiar with the deep texture seduces my restless soul that has just calmed down, like a flower bud showing its head after the rain, finally blooming completely under a thunderstorm.I suddenly opened my eyes wide, sat up, and stared blankly at the window where the rain was still falling, the sky blended light and darkness into a light and oppressive paleness, it seemed that it should be early in the morning.
The thin blanket fell to the floor, and my thoughts still couldn't recover from the fragments of a few minutes ago.Has anyone been here?Who will it be?Zhong Xia, or Miao Sa, or the person I most look forward to but dare not think about——
Or, I put it on myself and just don't remember?
Picking up the blanket in a daze, the moment I got up, I found that the wine on the coffee table next night was gone, and instead there was a bouquet of pure white lilies. It was such a big bouquet that I needed my whole hands to hold them tightly. in my arms.
Is it a dream?I couldn't help but laugh, saying that dreams are a response to reality, the most honest and undisguised, because it is too bleak and lonely, so does this kind of comfort appear in dreams?Staring blankly at the clumps of proud blooms, they are soft, cool and fragrant, pure white without any impurities, they have always been used to praise love, and they are solemnly and carefully delivered to the lover's hands. , love each other.
Heart-to-heart bond, what a beautiful blessing, but why is the person I want to have heart-to-heart bond with so many mountains and rivers?
Sitting blankly for a while, Manman arched over again at some point, eagerly circling around my feet to attract my attention.I stood up and followed it in a daze, struggling and dissociated in this dream-like emotion while walking. Is it a dream?Yeah?But if it is a dream, why is the feeling that Manman touches me so clear?But if it's not a dream...
Walking through the long aisle, Manman stopped in front of a room. This is Suman's piano room, where she plays the piano or reads books in her spare time.I saw that the door of the room was ajar, and Manman was even raising his foot to knock on the door, and he had already anticipated something while his heart was moving.The palm is clinging to the door, struggling for no reason: one voice is saying, push, you will know if you are dreaming when you open the door; while another voice is saying, don’t, don’t push, just let time stand still for a moment, You will never be disappointed if you don't look for hope!For the first time in my life, I realized that it takes so much courage to push open a door.
Just when my arm was almost out of strength, the door suddenly opened, and I was surprised to find that it was Manman, who successfully opened the door and ran in first.That brave and lonely little body is like a moth that has decided to let go, even if the ultimate fate can only be a flame of destruction.
My emotions were completely reflected in it.
The moment he raised his eyes, he had already lost all speech and even consciousness.The lights in the huge piano room were not turned on, the curtains were drawn open, and the half-dark light and shadow shrouded the entire room through the huge glass windows, including the woman.She was standing in front of the window facing the door, leaning slightly on the snow-white piano, holding a glass of red wine in front of her but not drinking it, her slender palms were pressed against the crystal glass, and as she swayed unconsciously, the dark red wine Cast a light and shadow on the wall, surging like a wave.Her long hair covered her shoulders, she was only wearing a thin long dress with a thin collar, and her beautifully shaped arms and calves were bare, and the movement of slightly embracing her arms made her look so soft and fragile—perhaps, this is her essence, The night and silence peeled off her invincible camouflage during the day, the real her, the unknown one, is in this chaotic shadow between day and night, one person and one piano, independent of the world.
Since when did I let you be so lonely.
The nails have sunk deeply into the palm of my hand, but I can't feel the slightest pain.
"Sigui?" In the backlight, her eyes collided with mine suddenly.The wine was put on the piano, and she came over to me.
It seemed as if she had waited for centuries, before she came this night.My breathing almost stopped, I couldn't move my body, I couldn't speak, and even my eyes seemed to be sick. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't see her long hair, her fingers, and her eyebrows clearly.She walked towards me with elegant and firm steps, but I backed away like a frightened little animal, holding a knot in my heart that entangled my soul.Her fingers paused awkwardly in the air, like a dying white bird flapping its white wings helplessly for the last time, she stared at me with an alluring serenity and tenderness, allowing me to almost drown myself in my empty and sad mood.
"Tell me you're real," I whisper hoarsely, "do you disappear as soon as I touch you?"
"I'm back." Her eyes were full of moonlight, which was different from any other side in the past. At this time, she looked so lonely and weak, as if her whole body exuded a depraved atmosphere.
The heart seemed to be roughly grabbed out and thrown into the strainer. After being squeezed layer by layer, I seemed to have reached the end of my life.She said, "I'm back." Really?Did you hear me right?When I came back, thinking of these two words gave me a sense of revived warmth. As long as she comes back, our family will still exist. At least in this house, she will still belong to me and only belong to me, right?
While I was in a daze, her fingers finally managed to touch my forehead, trembling slightly, and stopped on the ugly plaster. "what happened……"
The sudden surge of despair mixed with sweetness caused my body to completely stop functioning. I didn't know how to respond at all. I could only cry silently, letting the tears flow wildly and recklessly, and the next second, He raised his arms and hugged her tightly.My body temperature is hot but she is so cool, tears fell from my eye sockets and then slid into her neck socket, just a short while, a large area of her neck was already wet.I couldn't say anything, my brain seemed to be burned out by the high temperature, I could only hold her desperately, cry desperately, and use that desperate gesture to prove that she is in my arms and by my side.
"The wound on the head, what's going on?" After a little calm, she held my face lightly, brushing her fingers over the wound on my forehead, with a serious expression on her face.
I shook my head, and hugged her tightly again before she tried to back away, not allowing the slightest distance to lie between each other, so close that they fit together tightly, and so close that we share blood.Even though I was hurt like this, I sadly found that I had no resentment at all. As long as she came back to me properly and stayed in my arms like this, I didn't care about anything.
Caressing her soft porcelain nape, winding the hair around my fingertips little by little, I stared blankly at her dusty face.The love for her corrodes my heart like strong acid, from the pain of flesh and blood to the direct blow to the soul, I can almost see the flesh and blood being dissolved into bubbles little by little with my own eyes, gradually disappearing.Tears fell on my lips, and I murmured: "It's the first time I found you so beautiful, but you are as beautiful as a firework." It's a firework, the beauty that is fleeting, the bubble that will eventually disappear in the sun, ridiculous I still desperately want to keep her forever.
Su Man's eyes froze slightly, and she smiled softly after a while. "I'm not a firework, Sigui, I'm really back." She took my hand and gently pressed it on my face, the gentle meaning was like a gradually spreading water halo, from the eyes to the whole body, so softly contributing.The embrace she opened after that is an invitation that I can never refuse in my eternal life. All the sadness and sadness can only obediently disappear in her gentle kingdom, and I am willing to sink.
"I ask for your explanation." Looking at her through the mist of tears, there was a touch of tiredness and sadness in her eyes. Her thoughts were on the verge of breaking out. I knew that if I didn't ask, maybe she would hide them all again, and then calmly move on with her life.
She smiled slightly, her fingertips lightly brushing the tear stains on my face. "Before then, shouldn't you also give me your explanation?"
"Is it a head injury?" I couldn't help being swept away by her all my soul, and my eyes followed her guidance ups and downs, "I accidentally hit it, it was just an accident."
"You have too many accidents, Sigui." Su Man frowned slightly, his tone suddenly turned severe. "I just disappeared for a few days and you feel so sad, have you thought about it for me?"
Even with such a serious expression, it's also unsettlingly beautiful.I slowly lowered my face. "I'm sorry, I was wrong about the car."
"I don't want to blame you, because I know you well. Sigui, I just hope you can promise me one thing."
Suman's tolerance almost inspired new tears in me, and I choked up: "You say."
"Protect yourself, and treat it as for me." Suman's fingers gently caressed my face that was about to cry, "Who said it will last forever? If something happens to you because of others, you want What should I do? As if I never knew you? Or, live in the pain of losing you forever?"
"Don't, don't say it, it's all my fault. I promise I will never do it again. I will protect myself, and I will protect our relationship and you." Suman's words are like a lifetime. Like a magic spell, all my fighting spirit and vitality were instantly activated. I could barely speak, biting my fingers desperately to swallow the turbulent tears and speak a complete sentence.
She pulled me to sit on the sofa and wrapped my hands in hers. "With me, there will be many obstacles in the future."
"I know, but I'm not afraid!" I was afraid that she would say something like the hell it's better for me to separate temporarily, so I hurriedly emphasized it.
How could Suman not know my thoughts?She sighed and said softly: "Sigui, what you want is also what I want, but you can't let go with your current ability. There are some things that you can force yourself to act as if nothing happened, but I can't ignore it. It has to be faced."
I was completely speechless, and under her tender education, I could only nod my head.
"I promise you, I will find a way to divorce, but it may take some time." Suman said suddenly.
Did I hear you right?Suman, she... She actually promised me that she will find a way to divorce? !The sudden huge surprise was like a gust of wind, and I didn't even know what to say in response.
And at the moment when I was overjoyed, Suman's sweet and mellow voice sounded again: "And before that, I hope to protect your existence and our relationship. Sigui, do you understand?"
"Understood." I nodded blankly.Suman's words made me fall into deep thought, protect my existence?Does it mean that my existence has attracted someone's attention?And this person, will it be against us?
"Don't you want to know why I suddenly left without leaving you a word." Suman leaned on the sofa, sighed deeply, then raised his hand and gently pinched the bridge of his nose. "Now let me tell you, there are three reasons, one, because of my mother's temporary call; two, because of Xue Lin; and finally, because of that video."
I can understand because of her mother's call or because of that video, the former had to go, and the latter chose to forgive because she loves me, but this doesn't mean she doesn't care or get angry at all.But what happened because of Xue Lin?
The troubles in Suman's eyes surged, and she forcibly suppressed them. "She hired a private detective who has been secretly taking photos of us for more than a month. I was too careless. I have seen all the photos, and there is no problem when I look at them alone, but they are enough to alarm my father. I am afraid he will say You are at a disadvantage."
"You mean, Lin Xue threatened you with a photo?" I think I understand what's going on.
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