Lord Grimth Returns - It seems like an old friend is coming

It was as if he was walking alone in an empty street, with the haze above his head trying to find the direction of the sun.For a long time, I thought we would never be together again, but you came back and gave me the hands to mend the sky, you repaired my sky full of holes, you brought the sunshine back to my life In, you let me no longer be afraid of everything I was afraid of, you made me dream again of everything I never dared to dream of——

You are so unique and precious, affecting every heartbeat and heartbreak in my life...

But now, Suman, where have you been?Where the hell have you been?You clearly said that as long as I wait for you one night is enough, you clearly said that you can't bear to make me wait any longer, you clearly said it!

I wanted to get up, but as soon as I raised my hand, I was knocked down by a sharp tearing pain in my back. I felt a clear sticky feeling between the skin and the clothes. I stretched out my hand and touched it. As expected, the wound was bleeding again up.

Even if the wound is stitched, it will bleed again, not to mention that I haven't had the heart to stitch it?

Sitting blankly in front of the large mirror in the bathroom, looking at the despondent shadow reflected in the mirror, his face was pale and his eyes were empty, as cold as a ghost, without body temperature.The blood had already solidified on my fingertips, and it was so fast that I could barely feel it had flowed through my body. I stood up tremblingly, but the hand holding the washstand slipped suddenly, and knocked against the corner of the pool with a bang. go up.

Without even humming, I slumped down on the floor tiles again, my eyes darkened and at the same time I felt a surge of * on my forehead, and then, there was a soft "squeak", and a drop of bright red on the light blue tiles was burning on the floor. head.

One drop, another drop, gradually merged into one piece.The viscous red liquid exudes a fresh rusty smell, and it diffuses quickly.

Staring blankly, suddenly, tears fell down without warning.I hurt myself again.Look, I'm just so useless, I'm always hurting myself, like I'm always losing you, keep losing you, over and over again!

I waded down on my back, no matter how painful the stinging fire on my back was burning my heart, the name was stuck in my throat like the poison on the top of a crane. "You said you would never lie to me again..."

"Why do you want to disappear!"

Tears mixed with blood stained my face and hands in a mess. I saw the mobile phone dropped aside and grabbed it in my hand like a drowning man seeing a life-saving driftwood. I pressed the string and saw it. It is a number that is firmly memorized.

"Sorry, the number you dialed has been switched off, please try again later."

Press again, press again, press again!Until I finally frantically smashed the phone to the mirror in front of me, watching it crack with a bang, it turned out to be an extremely beautiful death, the shattered light under the light was like the tears of an angel shed down the mortal world.

"Sigui! Sigui, open the door! Open the door!"

Someone... calling me?

As if floating alone in the boundless ocean currents, the body is ups and downs, and the soul has already floated up in the air, overlooking the demise of the body from a distance, and then split into two halves, one half is the pure white of heaven, and the other half is the darkness of hell.

Half of it is saying: don’t worry, don’t cry, maybe she has some unavoidable things and is delayed, she will definitely come back when she finishes her work, you have to wait for her well, you hurt yourself and wait for her to come back to see How sad should it be?

The other half was saying: Cry, cry as much as you want, she will never come back, how can a good person just say no, and if something happens, how can there be no news from her friends?Give up, she just doesn't want to see you, and doesn't want to be with you anymore.

Suman...Suman...

If the soul could call, I think I would have been hoarse, but the distance and the obstructed space are so solid and cruel that the longing cannot be conveyed, so what if a person is hoarse?

"Sigui, open the door! Open the door! If you don't open it again, I'll crash in!"

Ignoring the shouts outside the door, I settled down, ignoring the scratches on my hands and knees, found the phone among the debris and restarted it. The hair on my forehead was covered with blood, and my eyes were also covered with it. , I struggled to see the screen clearly.To find out Suman's number, I wrote word for word:

"I hate the way you talk, and I hate your silence;

I hate your indifferent expression, and I hate your gaze;

I hate that you're always right, I hate that you're always lying!

I hate you for making me laugh, and even more for making me cry!

I hate that you're not around, and you don't call..."

The back of his hand firmly pressed his eyes, and the new tears melted the frozen blood again.I held my phone and pressed it against my heart, unable to write another word.

But what I hate the most is that I can't hate you...

Not hating at all, not hating at all...

The shouting outside the door stopped, and I heard the rustling of keys, again and again... I don't know how many times I failed and still kept trying, hehe, she must have thought I was going to commit suicide?

Haha... I rubbed my eyes and smiled like a bewildered man, suicide?How could it be, even if I want to die, I have to find that woman first, hug her fiercely, ask clearly why I did this to me, and then keep her by my side fiercely, creating a The house that no one can open will be locked inside forever with her.forever!

Finally, the door was successfully opened.

"I miss you! God—"

The girl's soft voice was forced into such a piercing scream, she must have been terrified, hehe, I could still smile at her slightly, before the last sliver of consciousness wandered away.

The girl screamed again, and almost fell to her knees beside me as soon as her legs gave way. "Sigui!" She bit her finger to suppress the exclamation that she blurted out, then turned around and ran like crazy - a few seconds later, I heard her crying in the living room: "I'm too sleepy, so I fell asleep Well... just a short while... woo woo woo... Sister, come here... Come here, Sigui is dying... It's so scary, she's dying..."

This girl cursed me again after nothing happened.

I smiled and fell back.My forehead hurts, but I don’t know why the pain is getting farther and farther away from me as if it has been pulled away from the nerves. I hold the phone tightly in my hand, as if I can hold the only lifeline that can connect with that woman again. .The blood flowed into the eyes, and the tingling felt like burning, but it didn't bring any discomfort. I could even smile to meet the courageous gaze of the girl after she hung up the phone.

"Sigui..." Her eyes were already red from crying.

"So tired..." I murmured.From yesterday to now, I haven't slept for two days, no more, no less, I'm so sleepy, I'm a human, I haven't turned into a ghost yet.

"Don't sleep, don't sleep! Sigui, wake up, I'll chat with you, please, I'll chat with you, let's talk about Vanessa, let me tell you about her childhood, it's funny ,real!"

Vanessa... my heart throbbed again, this name imprinted on my heart... I thought my body that should be cold, but could shed hot tears and blood, and the consciousness that I thought should be dead was sober beyond common sense And clearly, I even remember every word and every expression she said before she left.

"Thinking...Thinking..."

The sound finally became more and more distant, and the shadow in the illusion was torn apart by reality again. Will this time be the same as two years ago?

No, it's even worse than that, she's gone, and I'll be alone and missed forever, forever and ever.

No, don't do this... Suman, are you playing a cruel gambling game with me?You leave again and again and I stay again and again. I only have love and sincerity as bargaining chips, but you are also the banker of the opening.You can decide when to open the market to decide whether to win or lose and even decide whether to gamble, but I can only bet again and again.

I seem to understand your mood, but I seem to be ignorant.

But it doesn't matter, I can wait, as long as you are still here, even if you are far away.

I can really wait, all my life.

When I woke up, the smell of disinfectant filled my breath, and I could see that it was all white, white curtains, white mattresses, and white sheets.

"woke up!"

Someone uttered a depressing low cry, followed by a figure and rushed to my bed, with a heavy breath rushing towards my face: "You bastard!"

My collar was grabbed by a pair of hands, and it was strangled so hard that my neck suddenly hurt.

"Musa, let go."

The cold and indifferent voice remained the same, it was... Chu Xia?

I squinted my eyes, and finally saw clearly the figure condescending and grabbing me, it wasn't Miao Sa.

"Master..." I shouted hoarsely, trying to give her a reassuring smile, but I was surprised that the whole face was tense and painful like plaster, and it was already very uncomfortable to pull the corner of my mouth.

"How could I have an idiot apprentice like you?! You committed suicide for a woman? Can you do it? You, you committed suicide?!" Miao Sa's face was like an overturned soy sauce shop, red, green, and purple crumpled into a ball .

I?suicide?I felt helpless but I was powerless to refute, so I gave Zhong Xia the look of asking for help, hoping she could explain it clearly to me.

"Sigui, no matter how sad you are, you shouldn't be like this. You made us feel so sad. If I didn't wake up suddenly, I wouldn't know that you..."

I was wrong, I should understand that this wrong direction of public opinion was spread by this girl, and I actually expected her to help me rectify my name.

Chu Xia was still the most sober, she interrupted the other two's random speculation and slander. "Stop talking nonsense, whoever commits suicide will hit his head into the pool, wouldn't it be more enjoyable to just cut him straight?"

The words are not good, but at least the mind is clear.

"Then please explain why you did this?" Miao Sa argued.

"I accidentally bumped into it." I said hoarsely. "I'm sorry to make, you guys, worry."

"Is it really just carelessness?" Miao Sa still looked suspicious.

"real."

"Jimo, I have something to tell you about Vanessa." Chu Xia suddenly said.

Before I answered, Zhong Xia suddenly screamed: "Sister, you really know where Vanessa is?!"

Chu Xia nodded, "Vanessa is fine, she is at her mother's place in Philadelphia."

My mind suddenly settled, so Suman went abroad?But what can't you tell me when you go abroad? Even if you leave in a hurry and you can't notify me, you can still notify me after you arrive?

"Half-talking isn't your style, is it?" Miao Sa interrupted suddenly, and gave Chu Xia a cold look.

"I think maybe she only cares about this part." Chu Xia looked back at her expressionlessly.

"What are you talking about? Why don't I understand?" Seeing the two of them saying "you come and go" without being explicit, Zhong Xia was in a hurry. "And why didn't Vanessa tell Sigui when she went to Philadelphia, why did she have to be so frightened!"

"Then I have to ask her." Chu Xia frowned, "Okay, now that I'm awake, can you let me go?"

"Sister!" Zhong Xia's face turned pale, and his emotions suddenly became agitated. "You are as cold-blooded as Vanessa!"

"I'll go first." Chu Xia stopped caring about Zhong Xia's nonsense, turned her head and walked out.

Although I don't know what kind of muddled accounts are hidden in their stomachs, I still gently push Zhong Xia who is standing beside me. "Not yet."

Zhong Xia trembled like an electric shock, she didn't move, she looked away from the closed ward door, she sat down in a daze, and sobbed softly. "No."

"Don't lose your temper." I really didn't have the energy or strength to persuade her more.

She bit her lip, and the moment the tears welled up, she forcibly forced them back. "It's useless, she has always been the hardest-hearted, she said to go, she will definitely go. Sigui, I didn't find out until today, I just found out that they are all scary, like Chu Xia, like Vanessa, so they can really Just leave, it turns out that only fools like us will be left behind..."

Yeah, only fools like us are left behind.I chewed this sentence sadly, thinking of Suman who was thousands of miles away now, thinking of her leaving without saying a word, thinking of the dark 48 hours when I endured all possibilities alone.

Fools left behind...

"Vanessa went with her fiancé."

Miao Sa's clear and light words covered the hot weather in July with frost and snow. It is no exaggeration to say that my breath and the air around me seemed to be frozen.So, is it because of this that she chose to avoid me?Oh, my eyes must be sick, otherwise why can't I shed a single tear even though my heart hurts like a knife?

"As for why I didn't tell you, I think there may be another reason. Didn't you watch the video I sent you?"

"Video... video?" I recalled carefully, the video sent by Miao Sa, ah, the one I saw that day but didn't click on it?

"Really didn't watch it?" Miao Sa's expression was extremely complicated. She probably couldn't bear to look at my tightly wrapped head any longer to think about it. She sighed, took out her phone and pressed it a few times, then held up come to me.

I stared blankly.The sound is noisy, and the picture is not particularly clear. The viewing angle should be a video shot by a non-professional person with a mobile phone.The content of the screen is the day when Miao Sa was racing. I clearly saw myself appearing in the video. Miao Sa drove the car towards me...the perfect brake after precise calculation...the screeching sound of the brakes was followed by a wave of applause With applause... Miao Sa got off the car and walked towards me, then hugged me...

The video stops abruptly here.

My mind is messed up and there is a lot of information to sort through. "Sister Hua said that she has processed the video and video?"

"This was filmed by the fans themselves, and she only dealt with the part of the reporter." Miao Sa said, "This video has gone viral on the Internet, hehe, thanks to her, my car has been confiscated, and I was almost grounded .”

"Suman, she..." I think I finally understood the purpose of Miao Sa's video for me to watch, and wanted me to admit my mistake and apologize to her before Suman found out.But because of carelessness, I didn't watch it.

So, Suman really saw this video, and did she misunderstand something...