The honest person is you

-06-

Because there was a lot of commotion, Li Mei hesitated to ask about the fight between you and Liangmian Su Nuo.

You calmly flipped a page of the book in your hand and told him it was not a big deal.

After hearing this answer, Li Mei stared at your face quietly for a long time, but you didn't care about his gaze at all, and just buried your head in looking at the Chinese characters on the paper.

He probably felt that it was meaningless to ask further questions, so Limei turned to ask what you were looking at.

You close the book, put your eyes on the empty space and whisper softly: "Five colors make people blind, five sounds make people deaf, five flavors make people delicious, galloping and hunting make people's hearts go crazy, and rare goods make people's walking. It's a saint, and it's not good for you." For the purpose, so go and take this.”*

A puzzled look appeared on Lime's face.

You said to him: "Becoming an immortal and becoming a saint has always been considered the end of the immortal path."

Men, women... all ascetics are pursuing the same end.

When you were in Penglai, you sat cross-legged and chanted the scriptures every day. You had already memorized the scriptures back and forth, but since you came outside, you felt that all the words became more and more unfamiliar.

You ask Limay if he will be thirsty for money, taste, treasures.

"The rarer the rare treasure, the more it can make people behave badly." When you said this to him, you caught a glimpse of a wave of wavering in his expression.

Everyone has something to desire, without exception.

Limei suddenly asked you: "What about you? What do you want?"

Is it gorgeous clothes and beautiful decorations, or gold and silver delicacies?Or the powerful...

When you think about it, the master once asked you this question.That's when you worship under him.

He asks what you are asking for.

You were just a toddler then.

Lime took in your trance until your expression returned to normal.

You lowered your eyelids and said to Limei: "I want to reverse life and death."

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Lime can't understand what you think, and he can't understand what you do.

So you asked him why he followed the two-faced Su Nuo.

——Because he is the pinnacle of current curses, No.1 among curse masters, and the only one known as the "King of Curses" in person.

And in your eyes, that person is also your only one.

When you think of that person, you are deeply immersed in the memory of him, your eyebrows are lowered, and your posture is so soft that it is almost obedient.

Limei stared at you blankly, and raised his hand unconsciously.

At this moment, the two-faced Su Nuo came back.

His eyes fell on you with a sense of oppression, and then walked in front of you, looking down at you condescendingly.

Su Nuo on both sides grabbed your wrist and pulled you up. You didn't expect it, and you staggered a few steps when you stood up.This made you frown in displeasure.

He didn't seem to see Limei's existence at all, and he didn't tell you what to do, but just pulled you out.

Only then did you realize that it was winter again before you knew it.The cold wind is bitter, and the winter snow is rustling.

Su Nuo on both sides suddenly asked you if you remember how many winter days this was after you met?

"I can't remember." That's your answer.

The passage of time has disappeared in your eyes, not to mention that you don't care about anyone but that person at all.

Kuenze is a place where there is no seasonal change of warm spring. It never snows there. For a long time, you even forget that there are four seasons in the world.

But you remember very clearly that that person fell seriously ill on the first winter day after you came outside.

The doctor has prescribed the medicine, and you don’t want to use the handmaid’s hand, but squat in front of the stove and boil the medicine for him yourself. The smoke of the firewood and the smell of the soup are mixed together, and it doesn’t smell very good.

You filter out the medicine residue, return to the dormitory with the medicine bowl in your hand, hold his weak and hot body with your arms, and let him lean in your arms.You stroked his sweat-soaked hair, kissed his pale lips soaked in soup, and begged him not to abandon you.

The onmyojis in Heian-kyo said that the eminent monks of Higashi Yokokawa believed that the power of "mantra" has no limit.

So ruthless men abandon women at will, and resentment makes women become ghosts.The more casual you are, the more likely you are to reap the consequences.

Therefore, the more powerful the magician, the more cautious his words and deeds are, because language is a bondage, and every word he utters is a "curse".

You didn't believe it at first, because what you were taught was the edification of the immortal way-the immortal way does not repeat words, but repeats actions.

Abandoning one's own evil desires, taking medicine to make alchemy, doing good deeds and accumulating virtue... But the master who upheld these "truths" still died, so Madam Bian abandoned his ideas.

Your faith, which was gradually shaken by Mrs. Bian's actions, is becoming more and more shaky.

This makes you try to believe their "curse" for the first time.

You are already a rare alchemist in the world, not inferior to the old masters.

You held his hand tightly and told him over and over again the words that you hoped he could live.Perhaps your words really had an effect, and his body began to improve.

When he was able to get up from the couch, a priest from Harima came to visit him.

The other party was wearing a dark brown sweater, and he was an old man who looked dirty from top to bottom, but his name was "Michimit Ashiya", and he was a well-known magician.

When he saw you, Ashiya Michimi squinted his eyes and looked around, as if he saw something, he gave a puzzled "Huh".

You think he is a strange old man, but your husband can have a good conversation with him. Ashiya Domi told him about the strange things that happened in Beijing a while ago. Something has bitten off a piece of flesh.

When the ghosts walked at night, all the ghosts held the stump of the "Xinhuang", which was the corpse of Ping Jiangmen they had recovered from various places in the Eastern Kingdom.

The Pingjiangmen Rebellion has been put down, but someone wants to revive the Pingjiangmen who calls himself "the new emperor".

Ashiya Michimitsu got one of the arms during the Hyakki Night Walk, which is the reason for the scar on his arm.

He chuckled cheerfully: "Lovely guy..."

They didn't shy away from you, Ashiya Domitsu even asked your opinion, you thought about it, and felt that all of this had nothing to do with you.

The emperor in the palace is not your emperor, you were born in Xianyang, and you were ordered by the first emperor to go to the sea to seek immortality - that emperor has been dead for thousands of years.

Ashiya Michimitsu laughed out loud.

You turned to look at your husband, who smiled helplessly at you.

"What are you worried about?"

After Ashiya Michima left, you hugged his body and asked where his sorrow came from.

He caressed your cheek and told you softly, as the No. 1 person in history who openly rebelled against the Kyoto court and made himself emperor, even if Hei Shomon died, it didn't mean everything was over.

The He Mao family is the most respected family of onmyojis favored by the Holy One, and they cannot make a wrong move.

You want to share troubles for him, want to do something for him, but he just hugs you quietly, stroking your hair and back.

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The thick snow layer made it difficult for you to move an inch, and the way you frown fell into the eyes of Su Nuo on both sides. He laughed, hugged you in his arms, and let you sit on his arms.

"What do you want to tell me?" You asked him, looking at his face.

Su Nuo on both sides said: "Ping Jiangmen has been resurrected."

Your eyes widen at the words, and you grab his shoulders in disbelief, beckoning him to say it again.

Mrs. Bian has been trying to make alchemy for the resurrected master for hundreds of years and still failed. You tried your best after the death of that person, even at the expense of being with the double-faced Nuo... But Ping Jiangmen's death is only more than [-] years ago.

Words like "resurrection" have an irresistible allure for you.

Su Nuo raised his eyebrows on both sides, but he didn't repeat it.

He doesn't have a good temper, so it's really rare to be able to talk to you so calmly.

The expression on your face changed several times, and finally turned into a question: "How did he come back to life?"

"I don't know," said the two-faced Su Nuo, "I don't care."

He grinned loudly when he said this, not so much because he wanted to tell you the news, but because he wanted to see you in a panic.

and--

"The revived Hirashomon has also been wiped out by Abe Seimei again."

You stare at the two-faced Su Nuo intently, and he can even see the burning anger in your eyes.

Two-faced Su Nuo thought you were going to fight him again, but you just stared at him for a long time, and finally buried your face in his neck.

After a while, he felt water dripping on his neck. The warm temperature was not at all like melting snow.

Those are the tears you shed.

Two-faced Su Nuo broke your face, this is the first time he saw you crying.

What a weak and pitiful gesture.

He has seen you standing absent-mindedly in the sea of ​​extremely gorgeous flowers, he has seen you covered in blood due to out-of-control anger, and he has seen you talking and laughing in his arms with ease...

But even when you lost to him, you didn't show such a cowardly posture.

Two-faced Su Nuo only felt a burst of unspeakable irritability.

"do not Cry!"

You ignored his words, tears fell drop by drop, and warm water dripped on his hands.

The cold winter wind quickly took away the warmth of the water droplets, but the two-faced Su Nuo could not feel the cold at all, he only felt a nameless emotion that made him not happy at all.

Obviously at first you just wanted to mock you, that's why you talked about Ping Jiangmen's "resurrection", but your reaction surprised him.

He clicked his tongue and explained to you what was going on.

Ping Jiangmen was not really resurrected at all, but because of grief and hatred, he was used by "King Xingshi", so he devoured the flesh and blood of his wife and children and became a ghost.

It bears no resemblance to the resurrection you seek.

Su Nuo on both sides wiped away the tears on your face impatiently, but he didn't throw you out of his arms.

You grabbed his hand and rubbed your cheek against his palm.