The life of a despised omega

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The operation was scheduled for Monday morning, and I was sent to the ward for all-round observation.

In order not to make any mistakes, Gong Huanshen arranged Ling Jia by his side to take care of him.

On Saturday morning, Ling Jia stood by the window looking at me and asked, "Are you really planning to donate your body?"

I smiled: "Otherwise, what else can I do?"

"You really don't plan to live?"

I bit the apple: "Life is meaningless."

"Okay." He took out his phone and looked at it, swiping the phone and said in a joking tone: "You have been miserable all your life, and you haven't had a good life."

"Really?" I replied to him: "I feel that there are quite a lot of good times."

For example, during the time in prison, I only need to do labor, and I don’t have to think about anything, which is quite relaxing.

Another example is the time when I lived with Zhu Lin, I ran around for my life every day, and I had nothing to worry about except being tired.

For example...the time when Yun Zhan was cheating...

Had a good time.

The vibrating sound of the phone called me out of my past happiness. Ling Jia looked up at me, shook the phone and said, "I'm going to answer the call."

I smiled and asked, "Do you have to report to me when you answer the phone?"

Ling Jia didn't say anything, just smiled at me and strode out of the room.

On the day of the operation, Gong Huanshen didn't let Xiaoshuang see me, and I watched them tenderly from the other side.

Gong Huanshen grabbed Xiaoshuang's restless hand, and softly comforted her: "Don't be afraid, just sleep and you'll be fine, and you'll be fine when you wake up."

"Really?" Xiaoshuang almost sat up, "Can my body really get better? You didn't lie to me?"

The doctor beside him showed a smile to Xiaoshuang, "It's true, you will be completely cured after the operation."

After Xiaoshuang was pushed into the operating room, the doctors and nurses came to push me in after making sure that she fell asleep.

The moment before entering the operating room, Gong Huanshen said thank you to me.

I pretended not to hear.

Xiaoshuang lay quietly on my left side, with various catheters and instruments inserted into her brain.The doctor injected medicine into the vial above my head, and it didn't take long before my head became groggy.

Accompanied by the sound of Didi Didi, I seem to have entered another world.

This place is not as bizarre as previous dreams, they are romantic and warm.

I stood under a warm yellow sky and watched Xiaoshuang painting the afterglow of the sunset on a grassland. Gong Huanshen behind him took a camera to record this beautiful landscape painting.

Xiaoshuang turned around and smiled brightly at Gong Huanshen, the bright smile made Gong Huanshen freeze in place.Xiaoshuang softly asked, "Are you patting me?"

Gong Huanshen nodded blankly: "You are so beautiful."

Xiaoshuang gestured to the camera with her paint-stained hand, "That should be a better shot."

Gong Huanshen picked up the camera and frantically pressed the shutter.

The two went to many places together as friends, they galloped on horses, they ran against the wind, they hugged each other on snowy mountains, kissed under the stars...

They are in love.

On the night when the relationship was confirmed, Xiaoshuang sang a song on the stage, which was Xiaoshuang's confession to her partner.

All good things applaud them.

I feel happy, as if the past is my own experience.

Suddenly, my body turned into a puff of smoke, which scattered into Xiaoshuang's body along with the wind.

I am Xiaoshuang, those experiences are all the beautiful past between me and Gong Huanshen, Gong Huanshen and I are lovers, we love each other very much.

"operation failed" "operation failed" "operation failed" "operation failed"

"Did you hear any sound?" I asked the man in my arms, "I seem to have a sound playing on a loop in my head."

The person in front of me let go of my arms, and he faced me and said, "No, where is the sound?"

The person in front of him has slightly curly hair, a pair of big watery eyes with a pair of light brown glass pupils, and a pair of thin and thin light-colored lips under a straight and small nose.

The body also exudes an elegant gardenia fragrance from the inside out.

A name unconsciously popped into my head, this person is Su Yuan, my same-sex partner.

No, what happened to Gong Huanshen that I saw before?

The clips kept flashing back, and the people who looked at and smiled with me on the grassland and embraced affectionately on the snow-capped mountains all changed their appearances.

Those memories with Gong Huanshen are all fake, Su Yuan and I are the real couple!

The warm yellow sky dimmed all of a sudden, a violent pull made me have a splitting headache, and my soul seemed to be pulled out of my body in the next second.

It was completely dark, and I was pulled into a body by a strong force.

Memory error, I am no longer Bai Shuang...

I became that annoying Tang Yuan again.

"Cry, cry, cry, cry again, and I'll throw you out to feed the dogs! I couldn't think about giving birth to you two bastards, little bastards, get out of here, I'll give you nothing to eat!"

There were all kinds of obscenities and abuse in my ears. I was trapped in a corner of my body and could not move. The owner of the body was crying loudly at this moment.

My eyes lit up a little bit, and I saw an extremely familiar scene.

Rotten and old furniture, dilapidated and leaky walls, rats and cockroaches running around, I returned to the big shed in my memory.At this time, the woman lying on the wooden sofa full of foul words was the mother Tang Yi in my memory.

And I, living in the body of my childhood.

Little Tang Yuan tremblingly approached Tang Yi, grabbed her skirt with her small hands, and cried, "Mom, I'm hungry, I need something to eat."

The woman on the sofa gave Tang Yuan a disgusted look, and impatiently kicked him to the ground, "Get out, I don't have any, go and pick up what you want to eat!"

A pair of small hands helped him up, and I looked through Tang Yuan's eyes, the one who helped him up was a four or five-year-old child, and this person looked exactly like me when I was a child.

Tang Yi yelled at the top of her voice, "Tang Shuang, take your brother away, don't fucking bother me here."

Tang Yuan was terrified, rushed up to hug Tang Shuang and shouted tremblingly, "Brother..."

Tang Yuan called him brother?

I had a brother when I was a kid?

But why am I not impressed?

The child named Tang Shuang led Tang Yuan out of the door, "Xiaoyuan, be good, brother will take you to find something to eat."

Tang Yuan sniffed and wiped his nose with his hands, and followed his brother out of the shed.

It was raining outside, Tang Shuang asked Tang Yuan to hide from the rain under the eaves, and went to find food by herself.

There are many food stalls on the side of the road, but when Tang Shuang goes to ask for food, not only can't get it, but she is also scolded. Tang Shuang can only look for it in the trash can next to the stall. Yuan eat together.

After Tang Yuan was full, he went to find something to eat with Tang Shuang.

I watched them search in my body for a long time, the uneaten bread of others, the leftovers thrown away, the unfinished bones in the dog bowl...

Every time they find one, they will be happy for a long time.

I stayed in little Tang Yuan's body for a long time.

During this period, Tang Yi never ignored them. She went out every morning and came back at night, and often locked the two brothers in the house, and even hit them when she was in a bad mood.

The two often have nothing to eat, and when they are really hungry, the neighbors will always give them something to fill their stomachs.

When she grows up, Tang Shuang will take Tang Yuan to school to find food.There are many picky eaters in the school, and the students will throw a lot of things behind their backs, and all these things will go into Tang Shuang and Tang Yuan's pockets.

In addition, Tang Shuang will take Tang Yuan to listen to the teacher in the classroom outside the window. Tang Shuang is smarter than the students in the classroom. It has been written smoothly.

After he learned it, he would teach Tang Yuan, and all the characters Tang Yuan could write were taught by him.

It was discovered later, the teacher did not let them stand outside the window, there is a spare place in the corner of the classroom, if you want to listen, you can go to the classroom to listen, but only one person can enter the classroom.

Tang Shuang said that the two were twins, and they took turns in the classroom every day, so no one else could tell anyway.

Staying in the classroom is very boring, so let Tang Shuang go when Tang Yuan doesn't want to go.Tang Shuang liked class very much, so Tang Yuan asked him to go every day. Whenever he was in class, Tang Yuan would squat on the road outside the school to pick up bottles and wait for him.

There will be many passers-by along the way, and those who have empty bottles in their hands will throw them to Tang Yuan.

On a very ordinary day, Tang Yuan was picking up water bottles on the side of the road, and a car stopped and threw several bottles at him.I yelled in my body to tell him not to approach, but he still picked up the bottle and approached the car all the way.

In the next second, Tang Yuan was forcibly taken into the car.

They covered Tang Yuan's mouth and nose, and I lost consciousness after a while.

When I woke up, the surroundings turned into dilapidated iron factories, the air was filled with the pungent smell of rust and chemicals, and the dark yellow chandelier above my head creaked and swayed lightly.

Tang Yuan was tied to a chair, and there were many other people tied up like him in the room, big and small.

Tang Yuan was so frightened that he burst into tears after only one glance, and the soft sobs around him turned into yelling just like him.

The iron door was pushed open from the outside, and a man in overalls walked in and knocked on the wall with an iron rod, "Don't fucking cry, I'll send you back in a few days, and be obedient to me during this time, otherwise This stick is no longer hitting the wall."

The bang bang bang frightened everyone in the room, the crying stopped abruptly, and the room fell silent instantly, leaving only the echo of knocking.

After that, people were taken away every day, and they never came back after being taken away.

When taking people away again, someone asked: "What about those people who were taken away a few days ago? What did you do to them?"

The man in work clothes looked fierce, and said impatiently: "Those who haven't come back are going home. As long as you are obedient, you can go home early like them."

Everyone behaved well for the rest of the day, trying to get out of this room sooner.

Tang Yuan waited until the day he was taken away, and I could feel his excitement in his body.He obediently followed behind those people, for fear that they would not send him back if he was not careful.

They took Tang Yuan and an adult to another room. There were many people in white coats in the room, and they were moving around various bottles and cans.

After entering the room, someone stepped forward and held the two of them down. A gray-haired man in a white coat came forward with a red syringe. Half of his face was covered by a mask and no expression could be seen, leaving only a pair of sharp eyebrows.

The emotion in his eyes changed, the needle plunged down, and the adult beside Tang Yuan fell down so weakly.

Before I could recover, the limbs of the person lying on the ground were stiff and twitching, the veins were bulging, the whole body rapidly doubled in size, the face gradually turned purple, and the eyeballs seemed to be spit out from the blood-red eye sockets... …He was foaming at the mouth and struggling to grab Tang Yuan’s ankle, whimpering incessantly…

Tang Yuan was frightened and froze in place, forgetting to cry.

The people on the ground quickly stopped moving, and the person holding the needle in front of him kicked him and said, "It failed again, drag it out and bury it."

Immediately afterwards, he took another blue potion and walked towards Tang Yuan.

The person who fell on the ground has been dragged out, and the appearance of his hands and legs hanging down is constantly being staged in front of his eyes. The person who died tragically will immediately turn into Tang Yuan's appearance.I yelled at them to stop, but no one could hear me.

Tang Yuan trembled and took two steps back, but was pushed back halfway, his shoulders were pinned down tightly, and he could not move.

The man in overalls scolded impatiently: "You motherfucker, be honest, if you move again, your legs will be broken."

Tang Yuan nailed to the spot and wept silently.

The needle came closer to Tang Yuan's body... I followed Tang Yuan and held my breath in despair.

"What are you doing!"

When the needle was still a few centimeters away from Tang Yuan, a childish voice interrupted the movement of the person in front of him, and the hands that were close to Tang Yuan paused in mid-air.

A pair of skinny little hands pulled Tang Yuan out of the man in overalls, and Tang Yuan was blocked behind him.

His thin and feeble arms opened to block the person who was about to come forward, he glared angrily at the person holding the needle, and shouted without any deterrent force: "Don't hurt anyone!"

Tang Yuan tugged at the corner of his clothes, but he brushed off his hand in the next second.His dark eyes stared directly at Tang Yuan, and he pushed him out with a wrinkle on his face, "Run!"

The person who went up to chase Tang Yuan was hugged by the child's legs, and his whole face was wrinkled, "You run!"

Tang Yuan left him and stumbled away.

This scrap iron factory is on the mountain, and I knew where it was almost the moment I got out of the iron sheet factory.

Bodhi Temple.

The place where I once visited with Gong Huanshen.

So the person I met Gong Huanshen here is... Is it me?

Impossible, there must be a mistake somewhere, it can't be me!How could it be me who first met Gong Huanshen?

impossible……

Tang Yuan couldn't find the way down the mountain at night. It started to rain. When he was hiding from the rain on the cliff, he caught a stone on his foot and rolled into a cave.

It was much warmer in the cave than outside, and he curled up in a corner and hid all night.

The next day, Tang Yuan, who was looking for a way to go down the mountain, was taken to the room full of bottles and cans again. The person in the white coat didn't say anything, and inserted the needle into his body.

Tang Yuan didn't die in pain like the previous one, he was very sober.The person in front of him threw away the needle and excitedly pressed Tang Yuan's arms, his eyes stared and asked, "How does it feel?"

Tang Yuan's arm hurt from being pinched, and he lowered his head to bite the man's hand, "Let me go."

The man grabbed my hair and yelled, "If you move around again, I'll kill you, and I'll ask you how you feel!"

Tang Yuan cried and shook his head, "It hurts."

"Where does it hurt?"

"Head hurts." He touched the pulled hair.

"Oh." The next second the red medicine was injected into Tang Yuan's neck, half a minute later the man grabbed Tang Yuan again and asked, "How do you feel now?"

Tang Yuan sobbed: "No... no feeling, no... no pain."

The man pulled Tang Yuan to look left and right, and finally got someone to tie him to the side and then arrested another person who was about the same age as Tang Yuan.This time, like the previous ones, this person died while convulsing and foaming at the mouth.

The person holding the needle stared at Tang Yuan with interest and said to the others: "Shut up in the next room, so I can watch."

Tang Yuan was locked in another room, which was much smaller than the previous one, and only one person was locked up.

After a long time, it was dark, and there were people talking outside the door, one of which was the immature child's voice in the morning.

The door was pushed open from the outside, and a head popped out. In the morning, the boy put his hand between his mouth and said "shh", "Don't be afraid, I'm here to help you."

He frantically hooked Tang Yuan, "Come here, come quickly and I will let you out."

Tang Yuan looked at him stupidly, seeing that Tang Yuan was not moving, he walked into the house, took Tang Yuan's hand and walked out.At night, the mountains were so dark that he couldn't see his fingers. He took out a flashlight from his bag and illuminated the road in front of him.

When he came to a small road, he gave Tang Yuan the flashlight, "I only know this small road, you should be able to go down the mountain from here."

Tang Yuan asked him with a flashlight: "What about you, won't you go with me?"

He wrung his fingers, and promised: "They won't hurt me, I'll let the others go, you escape first."

Tang Yuan stretched out his hand and held him tightly, "Let's go together, we will die like those people here."

He pushed Tang Yuan's hand away, "You go first, I won't die." After speaking, he left Tang Yuan and ran back.

Tang Yuan chased after him with a flashlight, but he still disappeared.

Tang Yuan walked down the path, but he came to the cave where he hid yesterday, and there was no way around. He looked around and could only hide in again.

With a flashlight, I can see clearly what the cave looks like. There are many dry big stones in the innermost part, and there are many bamboo pieces on it...

This is the cave, the cave that hasn't changed at all.

how can that be possible?

How could I be him, how could it be the person Gong Huanshen has always kept in his heart.

That person obviously belonged to Xiaoshuang, so why did he become me?

Little frost?

Tang Shuang?

elder brother?

Xiaoshuang is my brother?

what on earth is it……