The life of a despised omega

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The mobile phone I just turned on was stuck due to the flood of cursing messages, and the mobile phone at my feet made the floor buzz. I covered my ears and moved closer to the small corner of the bed and the bedside table.

The sound of rattling footsteps appeared again, and it even stopped in front of me.

Bury your head into your knees and you won't be able to see it. Bury it a little deeper, and bury it a little deeper.

I repelled it: "Don't come here, Yun Zhan will come back, it will be fine if Yun Zhan comes back."

A hand was pressed on my shoulder, and I flinched and kept hiding.

"Teacher Tang, it's me, Xiaomo."

"Xiaomo?" Without daring to look up, I bit my finger and asked, "Is Yun Zhan back?"

"Not yet, Teacher Tang, there is nothing here, open your eyes and take a look."

"Wang Jue, is she still there?"

"No, she's not here."

I dared to raise my head only after making sure that the room was empty. The room was quiet and there was nothing there. I took a breath and asked Xiaomo, "When will Yun Zhan come back?"

"Soon." Xiaomo helped me to sit on the bed, "Teacher Tang, let's eat something and sleep, maybe the boss will come back when he wakes up."

As she said that, she picked up the mobile phone on the floor, and the mobile phone stopped vibrating in her hand. She put the mobile phone in her pocket, "Teacher Tang, don't look at the mobile phone for now."

I shook my head and reached out to her: "You won't be able to see Yun Zhan's news after turning off the phone, give it to me."

Xiaomo hesitated for a while but still didn't give me the phone. She brought the food to me, "The boss asked me to keep the phone. I will notify you of the boss's news. Let's eat something and rest now."

It was Yun Zhan who asked him to collect the phone.

"Okay, then I'll listen to him."

The thick porridge and the steaming old duck soup were placed on the plate. Xiaomo put the spoon into my hand and tried to taste it. The delicious soup spread in my mouth.

When I swallowed it, the thick and delicious soup instantly turned into a blood-red and smelly thick liquid. They slid down the esophagus and invaded my internal organs. My stomach convulsed and twisted rapidly. Before he had time to put it down, a mouthful of blood sprayed on the dinner plate.

There was residual rancid liquid hanging from the corner of his mouth, and when he wiped it with his hand, his hand was covered with blood.

Looking up, there was no porridge and soup on the dinner plate, only a large plate of brains and blood.

Wang Jue, who was wearing a blood-red wedding dress, approached with a dinner plate, his mutilated and festered features twisted and approached me, "Hehehe—Tang Yuan, come and have porridge, it's delicious, hehe——"

She picked up the bowl of pale yellow brain juice and pinched my mouth to pour it into it.

I cried and begged her: "I won't drink, you go away!"

"It's delicious, drink some."

I shook my head frantically, "Don't drink, don't drink! Yun Zhan save me..."

My stomach was convulsing again, my struggle finally paid off, I pushed away Wang Jue who was in front of me, ran into the bathroom and quickly closed the door.Wang Jue caught up and scratched at the door with his nails, making a piercing sound like a centipede crawling on his body, tingling and trembling.

Scratches appeared one after another on the glass door, and the scratches turned into torn flesh, with thick red blood continuously flowing out of it.

Blood seeped out from the wall, mirror, and even the floor, more and more... After a while, the sticky and smelly liquid flooded my neck and sealed my mouth and nose.

Reincarnation of karma, retribution is not good, I was finally drowned in Wang Jue's blood.

The ear-piercing sound changed, and after two rapid bangs, there was a crash, and something broke.

The collar at the back of the neck was pulled up, and the suffocation was completely dissipated. The blood dripped down the nose and chin into the sink and turned into a wave of rippling water.

A pair of deep and dark eyebrows stared at me through the mirror, with deep eye sockets and blue pupils.The corner of the mouth raised slightly, and a trembling voice came out: "Tang Yuan, it's time to follow me."

Two people rushed in from outside the door and held my body, and I was forcibly taken out of the bathroom.

Xiaomo was imprisoned and covered her mouth and nose, and the whining sound leaked out from between her fingers.

"Gong Huanshen, what do you want to do!" I struggled and yelled at the person who was leaning leisurely by the door.

With a slight wave of Gong Huanshen's hand, Xiao Mo was let go.

"Mr. Gong, you can't..."

Before Xiaomo finished speaking, Gong Huanshen interrupted, "Tell Yun Zhan, this is just the beginning."

I wish I could tear Gong Huanshen apart, "What did you do to Yun Zhan!"

Gong Huanshen frowned: "It's too noisy."

The neck was pierced by a needle, and my body was instantly exhausted, my vision was blurred, and I fell on the shoulders of the person beside me.

In the chaos, two blue dots gradually stopped in front of my eyes from far to near. My chin was raised and I was forced to look directly at the chilling blue dot.

The faint voice in the ears seemed to be both happy and angry to the extreme.

"From now on, you are Xiaoshuang, and others have nothing to do with you."

"You're here again." A voice came out of the darkness.

It's the same person from last time!

I seized the opportunity and looked around: "Can you still take me out? I have to go out and wait for Yun Zhan, he will be anxious if I don't see him."

In the darkness, he didn't appear like last time, but the voice kept ringing around his ears.

"Tang Yuan, you need me very much now. So, I will help you."

"Thank you, then take me out, I want to see Yun Zhan."

The surrounding darkness disappeared, and the dazzling white light suddenly flashed. A blurry figure with backlight stood at the intersection of darkness and day. He stretched out his hand towards me, and his voice was soft and seductive: "Tang Yuan, come to me, let's go together." go out."

The legs walked toward him uncontrollably until the hands were in his too.The blurred face in front of my eyes gradually became clear. It was a face just like mine.

——You are me, and I am you.

As he said, he is really Tang Yuan.

I was led by him and turned around into the darkness.

I don't know how long I walked, he let go of my hand and took a few steps behind. When I didn't pay attention, he pushed my back violently, and I fell into the abyss.

And he stood on the edge of the abyss, gazing at me tenderly.

The eyelids are heavy and the surroundings are noisy.

The body is tired, but the mind is clear.I struggled to open my eyes and was surrounded by doctors in white coats. I asked aloud, "Where is Yun Zhan? Where is Yun Zhan?"

Nobody paid me any attention, didn't even look back.

I raised the volume again, "Where is Yun Zhan!"

They continued to ignore me like they couldn't see me.

Am I already dead?I closed my eyes again in despair.

But the noisy discussions around were still going on, they were speaking words that I couldn't understand, and they seemed to be about to quarrel.Tired of hearing it, I patted the bed and interrupted loudly: "Shut up!"

Now the sound is gone.The eyes opened uncontrollably, and there was a large and empty ward in front of him, and those people who had just quarreled in front of the bed all disappeared.

Ling Jia pushed the door in three steps and appeared in front of me. He asked me routinely: "Are you awake?"

I looked around and ignored him.

"I'm going to call the doctor."

With that said, he went out the door.

"Wait." I stopped him, "Did Yun Zhan come to see me?"

He stopped and turned to look at me, and I stared at him, waiting for his answer.

After a long time, he shook his head and said, "It's impossible for you to be together anymore, just give up."

"what do you mean."

He ignored me, opened the door and left the room.

I got out of bed and chased them out, but Ling Jia was gone, and everyone in the crowded corridor looked at me strangely, they were not the ones I was familiar with.

Their faces are sharp and angular, their nose bridges are high and their eye sockets are deep. Even their pupils and skin color are different from what I have seen before.This is not my country, I was taken out of the country.

Reaching out to grab a bearded doctor passing by, "Where is this! Why am I here!"

"Oh%2Cmagod%2Cyous cared the shit out of me!" The bearded doctor tore at my arm.

"I don't understand what you're talking about. Call Gong Huanshen, I want to see Gong Huanshen! Why did he bring me here, I want to see Gong Huanshen!"

I grabbed him and didn't let go, yelling at him to take me to see Gong Huanshen.

There were all kinds of exclamations around me. I couldn't understand what they were shouting. When I realized it, the electric prod was already on the back of my waist. After a shock, I was forced to let go.

Ling Jia led a large group of doctors to surround me. They carried me to a small dark room, fixed me on a chair, and put on a helmet full of electric circuits and wires for me.

When someone pressed the remote control, electric shocks were transmitted from the head to the soles of the feet, and unspeakable pain swept through every corner of the body.

"Ah—" I yelled, "Stop—"

The people in front of me stared at me indifferently, and ignored me. They even increased the amount of electric shock.

"what!!!"

"pain--"

I don't know how long I was trapped in the chair, and when the electric shock ended, I was completely unconscious.They took off the helmet and dragged me out of the small room.

There are many small rooms like this on both sides of the corridor, and every time one passes through a room, various hoarse screams can be heard from inside.

It's the same as what I just called.

This is very similar to the scenes in the film and television dramas I watched before, and I probably understand where I am.

I asked the two people holding me: "This is a mental hospital, right?"

No one answered me.

Back to the room where he woke up for the first time, Ling Jia was waiting inside.

Lying on the bed, I asked him, "Where's Gong Huanshen?"

Ling Jia: "I don't know."

I accepted the reality that Gong Huanshen sent me to a mental hospital in another country.

But I promised to wait for Yun Zhan...

"I want to read the news, can I?" I asked before Ling Jia left.

"Bring it to you tomorrow."

Early the next morning, I was brought into the small room again, and a voice appeared while they were using various equipment that I didn't recognize.

He said to me in an unprecedented gentle voice: "Go to sleep, I will bear these pains for you."

"Go to sleep, wake up and everything is over."

This is another Tang Yuan.

After saying thank you, I handed over my body to this extremely gentle Tang Yuan, and fell asleep completely under his comforting sound.

Tang Yuan was gone when he woke up.

The only sound left in the huge room was my breathing.

There was a tablet next to the pillow, which should have been placed by Ling Jia.

Enter the name Gu Yin, and recent news appears on the page.

Gu Yin's identity and deeds were all revealed, smoking contraband, buying murder, fleeing abroad, murdering his fiancée... Everything was exposed, even the non-existent fabrications were all placed on his head.

Even the name Tang Ruxin appeared, and everything in Yandu in the past was exposed to the public, voyeurs, murderers, reform-through-labour prisoners, mistress... all kinds of words are synonymous with Tang Ruxin and Tang Yuan.

There is overwhelming abuse on the Internet, but the person concerned has never responded.

Yun Zhan should still be busy dealing with these messy things, he asked me to wait for him, so I just wait.

so tired.

I am very tired.

Heart is also very tired.

Holding the tablet, I closed my eyes.

For the next week, I would enter the small room once a day, and all kinds of equipment would appear one after another, but every second before starting the machine, Tang Yuan would always appear in time to take these punishments for me.

He never had unnecessary conversations with me, and no matter how I called him after the punishment was over, I couldn't call him out.

On a new day, the person in the white coat did not enter the room again. At noon, the person he most wanted to see opened the door.

Gong Huanshen was dressed in casual clothes and approached the bed with his hands in his pockets.

He looked down at me condescendingly, with a rare schadenfreude and mockery in his eyes.

"Is life here very interesting? It seems that your complexion is much better than before."

I looked directly at his slightly squinted blue pupils, "When will you let me go back?"

"It's impossible to go back, but you can still consider letting you go out of this place." Gong Huanshen leaned against the window and said as if watching a good show: "How about it, do you want to go out and have a look?"

I changed direction and didn't speak.

"It seems that you really like this place, but no matter how much you like it, there has to be a limit." Gong Huanshen walked up to me and grabbed my arm, his face was a little grim after exhausting his patience, "You don't want to go to this place today. I have to go too."

I was stuffed into the back seat of the car by Gong Huanshen.

This is the first time I have seen the street scene in this country. Everything is very strange. All the signs on the roadside are all in words that I can't understand. I am out of place here.

Ever since getting in the car, Gong Huanshen has been in a state of low air pressure, and his whole body seems to be saying that I am not easy to mess with, don't come close to me.

Half an hour later, the car pulled into a nursing home.This nursing home is different from the buildings seen outside. It is a standard domestic building, and the characters used are also Chinese characters that I have learned since I was a child.

The nursing home is full of familiar domestic faces at a glance, and walking in it makes me feel very cordial.

Gong Huanshen led me through the courtyard to the third floor, where the deserted place was not as lively as the two floors below.

It feels lifeless and lifeless.

Gong Huanshen was very familiar with this place, he pulled me across the corner and into a ward.

There is only one side of large one-way glass in the ward, and the opposite side of the glass is another ward.

What Gong Huanshen wanted me to see should be the people in the ward, so I looked through the glass.

There was a skinny man lying on the hospital bed. Looking closely at that face, he felt extremely familiar, a bit like... like when I was skinny.

The closer you look, the more it looks like it.

Gong Huanshen: "He is the Xiaoshuang you have always wanted to see, he looks very similar to you."

Xiaoshuang on the hospital bed was no different from a skeleton, her entire face had lost all flesh, only the layer of dark skin tightly adhered to the bones remained, her eye sockets were deeply sunken and her eyeballs protruded badly, and her eyes were exposed outside the quilt. The arm is not as thick as a bamboo pole.It may be broken if you are not careful in every move.

"This is Xiaoshuang...how did he...become like this?"

The pity in Gong Huanshen's eyes was completely revealed, "I'm sick."

"It can't be cured?"

"It can't be cured." Gong Huanshen said with a straight face, "I wouldn't be sick in the first place."

Gong Huanshen turned to face me, "Do you know why?"

His eyes were full of hatred, and that hatred seemed to be aimed at me. I was stared at the same place, and I shook my head unconsciously.

Gong Huanshen chuckled, "Of course it's because of you."

I?

How can it be?

I don't even know him?

Shocked, I asked, "How could it be me?"

"Have you forgotten? The Gardenia Omega you killed 11 years ago was Xiaoshuang's same-sex partner. The death of his partner made him mentally ill. It was not enough to have his own glands dissected, and even took forbidden drugs to die together. "

Gong Huanshen said very calmly: "It all stems from your feelings for Yun Zhan. You selfishly let so many people pay for it. Tang Yuan, do you have any guilt or regret over the years?"

"I was planning to stop before Wang Jue, but if you still want to entangle with Yun Zhan, then you can't blame me."

Gong Huanshen's pupils darkened, and he smiled ferociously and wildly, "Wang Jue, because you have been controlling me for more than ten years, you can intervene when she is about to live a good life. You can see that her whole life will be ruined." on you?"

"No, it's not like that, it's not like that, I didn't harm so many people, what happened to them wasn't because of me!" I pointed at Gong Huanshen with the glass, "You're talking nonsense!"

There was a violent coughing sound from the other side of the glass, and Gong Huanshen stepped forward and pressed my head against the glass, "Keep your eyes open, because how many people are suffering!"

Xiaoshuang's whole body was convulsing and twitching non-stop. He stared at the ceiling with teary eyes, and kept spitting white foam from his mouth.At this time, Xiaoshuang was like a piece of rotten wood floating on the water, full of scars, and might sink to the bottom of the water at any time.

"drop----"

The rotten wood sank, announcing the end of life.

Gong Huanshen shook off me and staggered towards the opposite side.

The doctor used the defibrillator, Xiaoshuang's body was shaken up and down, and Gong Huanshen knelt in front of the hospital bed and wept.

And all because of me.

Because of my feelings for Yun Zhan.

The children in the orphanage, Zhu Lin, Wang Jue... and the Gardenia Omega that I killed in the first place... were all caused by me.

The sound of rescue continued, but I saw Xiaoshuang's soul rushing out of her body and flying towards me, along with the people who died because of me.They surrounded me and told me that they died so badly, that they didn't want to die at all, and that it was all my fault.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry..."

Xiaoshuang came to the rescue, and Gong Huanshen accompanied him.With nowhere to go, I stayed in the nursing home as a volunteer.

I still pay attention to the domestic Yunzhan news, and the negative news has dissipated a lot.I am still waiting for Yun Zhan, what happened in the past is irreversible, I will repent every day in the future, and repent for all the mistakes I have made.

Everything is going in the right direction.

Will be fine.

I became friends with Xiaoshuang while working as a volunteer in the nursing home. He was very lonely, and every time he cleaned his ward, he would always pull me and talk a lot.

When chatting, I always quietly listened to him. I couldn't say a word to him in front of him. I was afraid that if I opened my mouth, he would collapse again.

"Xiaoyuan, you said we look so alike, could we be brothers!" Xiaoshuang asked while twisting the corner of her clothes.

"Oh, I forgot that you can't talk." His eyes that were lonely for less than half a second quickly lit up again, "Xiaoyuan, you can accompany me to a place."

I pushed Xiaoshuang to the end room. There were pictures on the whole wall of the room, and various paintings were placed in the center of the room.

The protagonists in the photo are Xiaoshuang and Gong Huanshen, or Tang Yuan and Gong Huanshen.

No one knows better than me when and how the photos were taken.

I didn't expect Gong Huanshen to use the photos in this kind of place.

Xiaoshuang looked at the photos on the wall with a happy face, "Look, these are photos of me and Ah Chen together, we were really happy at that time."

He looked at those paintings again, "These are all drawn by me for Ah Shen, they are very beautiful, right?"

"But now, there's nothing I can do."

I looked at those familiar photos and paintings, and asked, "Did you really experience these together?"

"Can you talk?" Xiaoshuang coughed violently after finishing speaking.

I patted him on the back to comfort him, "It's just that I don't like talking too much."

Xiaoshuang's eyes in the black eye sockets flickered, and his thin hands grabbed my wrist, "Then you can talk to me more from now on."

Looking into those expectant eyes, I finally nodded.

He replied to the question I just asked: "These are all things I experienced together with Ah Shen, I remember them clearly, his smile and gentleness are all engraved in my mind, and I can't forget them even if I want to."

On the way back, Xiaoshuang told every detail of how he and Gong Huanshen met.

"I can't remember many things about my childhood. They were all told to me by Ah Shen. He said that we met in a cave. At that time, bad guys caught us for experiments. We escaped and hid in the same cave at different times. cave, and then we chatted with bamboo chips."

"Later we finally met in the cave, and we made an appointment to escape together. But then I escaped first, and he escaped behind. After escaping, he kept looking for me. After finding me, we were together Together."

"He also said that a temple has been built in the place where we were arrested, and he would take me to see it if he had the chance."

He looked up at me with a look of waiting to be praised, "Do you think we are very romantic?"

It is because you have experienced these things together when you were young that Gong Huanshen is crazy about you.The person you love is not Gong Huanshen, but the boy you are willing to give up your life to be with.

But you forgot the boy, and the boy died at my hands.

Looking into those sparkling eyes, I couldn't say anything, I could only nod my head and say, "Well, it's very romantic."

Gong Huanshen was waiting in the ward, his face darkened instantly when he saw me pushing the wheelchair, and he said in a blunt tone, "Where did you take Xiaoshuang?"

Xiaoshuang hurriedly stepped forward to hold Gong Huanshen's hand, and coaxed softly, "Don't be angry, I asked Xiaoyuan to accompany me to the room at the end."

Gong Huanshen raised his eyes to look at me, and I understood what he wanted to say with just one glance.

Sure enough, he withdrew his menacing eyes and knelt down to look at Xiaoshuang tenderly, and asked softly, "Then what did you say?"

Xiaoshuang smiled all over her face: "I told you every detail of our time together."

Gong Huanshen glanced at me, "What about him? What did he say?"

Xiaoshuang: "They and we are very romantic."

Gong Huanshen relaxed visibly.

Xiaoshuang: "Is there a problem?"

Gong Huanshen carried Xiaoshuang from the wheelchair to the bed, "It's nothing, I'm just curious about what you guys said."

Xiaoshuang fell asleep and Harem Huanshen took me to another place. Immediately after entering, someone took me for a full-body examination.In the end, Gong Huanshen didn't intend to hide it from me, and discussed it with the doctor in front of me.

The doctor looked at the information in his hand and said: "Tang Yuan's body functions are perfectly compatible with Bai Shuang in all aspects, and he can undergo surgery. Currently, Bai Shuang's health is deteriorating, and the sooner the operation is better."

Gong Huanshen: "Understood, thank you."

After leaving the hospital, I asked Gong Huanshen: "What surgery? What do I need to do for Xiaoshuang?"

Gong Huanshen's eyes fixed on my face, and said coldly: "Memory transplant surgery."

"Memory transplant surgery?" I asked, "What is this?"

Back in the car, he threw me a voluntary body donation agreement.

Gong Huanshen: "This is your chance to redeem your sins, sign your name on this."

As long as you sign this agreement, your body will no longer belong to you.

I looked at the agreement and asked Gong Huanshen: "Do you want to transplant Xiaoshuang's memory into my body?"

Gong Huanshen hummed.

"And then? What about me? Am I still me?"

Gong Huanshen stared at me as if he didn't know me, "Tang Yuan, this is your responsibility, even if you don't want to, you must sign."

My hands and voice trembled uncontrollably, and I asked Gong Huanshen for proof, "I will lose my memory, right? There is no more Tang Yuan in the world, right?"

"So you won't sign?"

I throw away the agreement, "I won't sign it!"

Yun Zhan is still asking me to wait for him, I must remember Yun Zhan, I want to wait for Yun Zhan, I will never sign!

Gong Huanshen: "I'll ask for the last time, are you going to sign or not!"

"I won't sign!" I stretched out my hand to push the door, but the door was welded shut, and I was trapped in the car and couldn't get out.

"It seems that you still have hope for the one surnamed Yun, but it's a pity that people have long forgotten that you are married to someone else."

"What did you say?!"

Gong Huanshen threw over a mobile phone, and it was written on the screen that Yun Zhan, the young master of the Yun family, and Liu Shuyi, the daughter of the Liu family, held a wedding today.

The pictures are two marriage certificates issued by Yun Zhan two days ago, and the accompanying text is that all the news on the Internet are rumors, don't let the rumors hurt his real wife.

In the wedding photo, the two were smiling happily. Yun Zhan's eyes were all on the person beside him, and the person beside him was his official wife.

what about me?

What am I?

Who am I waiting for?

"You waited for him wholeheartedly, but he still left you and married someone else. Tang Yuan, you are not only pitiful but also ridiculous."

"I don't believe it!" Throwing the phone back to Gong Huanshen, I roared, "He's different from you! He told me to wait for him, then he will definitely come back to find me!"

"Tsk tsk" Gong Huanshen picked up the phone and dialed the number, "Don't you believe me? Ask yourself."

The phone was right in front of me, I wanted to ignore it, but when the "Hello" sounded, I went crazy and snatched the phone.

"Yun Zhan, it's me, Yun Zhan!"

"Tang Yuan."

"Yes, I'm Tang Yuan. I'm waiting for you, you will come to pick me up." I hoped, "Will you come?"

"Tang Yuan, I'm married." Yun Zhan's voice came from far away, "Don't wait, forget about the good life in the past."

"But...beep beep beep..." But you clearly said that you came to me after finishing the matter.

Gong Huanshen took back the phone, "Let's write back now."

For more than ten years, so many people have been harmed, but nothing has been gained.

Ridiculous.

The agreement was sent back to me, and I took a pen to sign my name.

The world would be gone without Tang Yuan.

no big deal.

The life of being hated and hated by others should have ended many years ago.

Disappearing in this form is the only good thing he has ever done.