The life of a despised omega

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The eye went on for a few months and I could see a little bit of light, but didn't tell anyone.

In the past few months, I have been very peaceful. Apart from eating and sleeping, I listen to the news every day.Ling Jia will not stay by my side every day, fans know that I have an accident, and there are a lot of things waiting for him to deal with in the studio.

Gong Huanshen seems to have encountered a very difficult thing recently. Every time he came to the ward to question why I didn't get up well, I always had extremely violent pheromones on my body.

As he wished, I pretended to be blind even when I recovered.

The moment the doctor removed the gauze, I could feel a strong light stabbing me.My eyes hurt from being stabbed, but I tried not to show any flaws.

"Open your eyes slowly, be sure to do so slowly." The doctor whispered in his ear.

According to what he said, I opened my eyes, and a figure in a white coat blocked a lot of light for me.The doctor waved his hand in front of my eyes, "Can you see clearly?"

I dilated my pupils and shook my head.

"Is there no light at all?"

I shook my head again.

"It shouldn't be." The doctor said, "It's been so long and it still doesn't work."

One hand pulled the doctor onto the back of the doctor's collar. I was taken aback and didn't notice that Gong Huanshen was in the room.

The tyrannical pheromone filled the room again, and Gong Huanshen asked the doctor: "Didn't you say it's only been a few days! Why is it still not good!"

The doctor replied tremblingly: "But, it may be the influence of psychological factors, so, that's why it hasn't recovered."

Gong Huanshen threw the doctor away and turned to me, his light blue eyes stared at me, I pushed him away and fell to the ground as if I couldn't see, "Don't come close to me, your smell is disgusting. "

He knelt down in front of me, "It's disgusting, but you can't get rid of it for the rest of your life." He lifted my chin, "I advise you to get well soon, I don't want a mutilated body."

I shook my body and asked him, "Why are you obsessed with my body?"

He shook off me and stood up, "You'll know."

Because the doctor said that my eyes were not getting better because of psychological factors, I was able to go out for a walk, accompanied by a girl in her early twenties named Jiajia.

When Jia Jia came to pick me up, I was in the bathroom throwing up, feeling exactly the same as I was in prison a few years ago, and I might be pregnant again.

Jiajia knocked on the door and asked worriedly, "You have been vomiting a lot these past two days, why don't you go check it out first."

I wiped off the water stains on my face and opened the door, "I always vomit when the seasons change, it will be fine in a few days."

"It's already summer?" Jiajia exclaimed

"Yeah, it's already summer."

I asked Jiajia to take me to the park for a stroll. There were not many people at this spot, but there were still people out of me. Two or three girls came up to me politely and asked, "Excuse me, are you Tang Ruxin?"

After hesitating, I nodded, and the three girls began to cry, expressing their worries and longings for me.

"Brother Nu Xin, your eyes..."

"It's almost done, don't worry."

Later, I took a group photo with them before leaving, and they cried and waved goodbye to me.

"Brother Nu Xin, you must get better."

"Take good care of yourself."

"Sister, take good care of brother for us!"

The sound didn't disappear until it was out of sight.

I asked Jiajia: "Why do people still like me?"

Jia Jia said: "You are a very nice person, it is normal for someone to like you."

This sentence is so funny, I am still a good person in the eyes of others.

I shook my head: "You read it wrong, I am a complete bad person. But I like to hear your words, thank you."

There was an advertisement posted on the light pole by the roadside, and I glanced at it with Jia Jiaduo behind my back.After writing down the content, I said I was a little tired, so Jiajia helped her into a coffee shop.

"Let's rest for a while."

She went to the bathroom, and I quickly left the coffee shop and entered the mobile phone shop not far away.

I didn't have any money with me, so I got a mobile phone on loan after filling in the information.

Putting the phone away, I pretended not to see and groped along the side of the road. Jia Jia rushed over to support me, "Why did you come out? You scared me to death."

I said, "I heard someone shouting for help outside, so I came out to see if I could help."

She breathed a long sigh of relief: "How can you be of help now, isn't it good to sit obediently?"

I pretended to be listless: "Yeah, what can I do as a blind man, I can't do anything well, go back, I don't want to go shopping anymore."

"That's not what I mean, I'm just too anxious..."

"Let's go back."

At night, I took out my cell phone and called the number advertised during the day.

I hung up when the phone was connected, and resent the message after adding the contact information.

[Is it the Sky Eye Detective?It's not convenient to answer the phone, I said by text message. 】

Come back soon: [Yes]

[Find an obedient Alpha with blood-scented pheromone within a week, and prepare a fake identity of Licorice Omega, and send me a message when it's done. 】

After binding the bank card, I transferred a sum of money to the other party, 【This is part of it, there will be more after it is done. 】

【OK, the boss is so generous】

I am very aware of the symptoms of pregnancy, and now I must get rid of the evil seeds in my stomach.

A week later, the detective contacted me and asked what to do next, I asked him to get some medicine to put somewhere in the hospital where I was, and he quickly obliged.

The next day, I got what I wanted there.

Jiajia came in and asked, "What do you want to do today?"

"I dreamed of Zhu Lin last night, and he blamed me for not going to see him."

"Then I'll call a car."

On the way to the cemetery, I put sleeping pills in Jiajia’s water. After she helped me to Zhu Lin, she yawned repeatedly. I said, “Go and wait in the car, I want to be alone.”

She yawned and went down the hill to the car.

I took out my mobile phone and called a car again, and went to the place I had made an appointment with the detective.

The so-called detective was a boy of seventeen or eighteen years old, and when he saw me, he called me boss graciously.

Bloody Alpha is about my age, dressed in shabby clothes, and exudes a faint sour smell of sweat.

The detective boy helped to explain: "Because he is a deaf-mute, he is not very popular, so he makes a living by going down the well."

I said, "Let's go, get down to business."

In the car, I used the cosmetics prepared by Detective Boy to put on a simple makeup. It doesn't need to look good, as long as it doesn't look like Tang Ruxin.

Arriving at the hospital, Saiqian quickly made all the preparations, and Alpha's father, who acted as the villain in his stomach, signed an agreement to agree to the abortion.

The doctor shook his head and pushed me into the operating room.

The operation lasted 10 minutes. At the end, I asked the doctor: "Can we do the demarking operation together?"

The doctor took a look at my glands, shook his head and said, "You should have had a clear operation before, and the glands have been damaged a lot. If you do it now, you will probably lose the glands, and you will no longer be an Omega."

I didn't care and said: "Do it, if it's not an Omega, then it's okay, it doesn't matter anyway."

"The hospital has a rule that this kind of risky surgery cannot be done." The doctor hesitated and said: "Seeing that you have no relationship with your lover, it is not impossible if you really want to get rid of it. Your gland was damaged before. If you want to remove it again, you can only do it according to the course of treatment, but the duration will be longer."

"How long will it last?"

"A year or so."

"Thank you doctor, I see."

Out of the operating room, I asked Alpha to sign a consent form for marker removal surgery.

After making an appointment with the hospital for the next operation, I paid the final payment of the detective boy and took a taxi back to the cemetery.

Jiajia was still awake, and I sat in front of the tombstone and talked a lot to Zhu Lin.

Zhu Lin on the tombstone smiled innocently, showing all his eight big white teeth. The original photo was a group photo of the two of us in Xuandu. Only the upper part was taken. Looking at the camera like scissorhands.

I don't have a picture of him, but this is his phone screen saver.

I said sorry to him again, because I didn't care about him, and he didn't respond, just smiled at me.

I also smiled back at him.

Jia Jia rushed forward, sweating profusely, "I'm sorry, I've slept for too long."

I was very weak, and I couldn't hold it anymore, so I handed her my hand, "Help me down."

She wiped the sweat from her hands and took my hand, wondering: "Why are your hands so cold?"

Her lips and body trembled a little, and the moment Jia Jia got up with her hands, her legs became weak and she knelt down.

"What's wrong?" Jiajia asked hurriedly.

I grabbed her hand and stood up, "I've squatted for too long, my feet are numb, it's okay, let's go back."

I returned to the hospital and took a nap to recover my body. In order to maintain my health, I didn’t go out to hang out anymore. Instead, I went to the cemetery in the same way on the day when I needed to be marked and cleared.

Look, how bad my methods are, I still refuse to let him go even after Zhu Lin is dead.

It was the misfortune of Zhu Lin's life to meet me.

One course of treatment per month. After three courses of treatment, Wang Jue came to see me. I was still playing the role of the blind man and asked her indifferently: "Why are you here?"

"Come and see you, are you feeling better?" She said in a caring tone, but with a smile on her face.

That smile was even a little gloating, which was quite different from her usual one.

"As you see it."

Wang Jue: "Can't you still see it? That's a pity."

After saying this, she didn't continue, and I asked as she wished: "What's the pity?"

"It's a pity that I can't see my wedding with A Yin. You are my friend. Both A Yin and I hope that you will come to attend." She took out the red envelope from her bag and waved it in front of my eyes, making sure I couldn't see it. Just put the envelope in my hand.

"This is a wedding invitation, will you come?"

For some reason, my hand couldn't hold the heavy invitation, and it fell to the ground with my heart shaking.

Deliberately don't think about it, deliberately forget it, why do you still care so much?

Wang Jue picked it up for me, grabbed my hand and stuffed it in. She looked at me and smiled, "Why are you shaking so much? Don't you want to pick it up?"

I couldn't take it out, she pressed the invitation firmly in my hand, and said with a smile: "But what should I do, you have to accept it if you don't, Ah Yin and I are getting married soon, so don't worry about it." with him."

The smile on her face grew bigger and bigger, "Tang Yuan, let me ask you a question, you said I treated you as a friend, how did you have the nerve to snatch my fiancé?"

I shook my head: "I have given up."

"That's something you can't grab!" Wang Jue shook off me and stood up, laughing with tears streaming down his face, "Do you know how I stayed by his side? Do you know how much effort I have made to stay by his side? He is my last straw, I'm almost successful, you still come to meddle, do you know how much I want to chop off your hands that touched him, do you know how much I want to never know you, Tang Yuan , you have ruined the first half of my life, why is it still haunting me!"

"Do you know why you can't succeed, because Ah Yin already has someone in his heart, and even I'm a substitute for that person. But I'm better than you, and it's me who stays by his side openly."

"Tang Yuan, do you know? Seeing you circling around him makes me angry and funny. You are so mean and ridiculous when you lick like that."

She staggered unsteadily, then stood up straight and muttered, "But why am I not..."

"But I'm luckier than you, because I'm the one who stayed by his side in the end." She laughed softly, "What does it matter if you love him or not? I'm not the one who stayed by his side in the end."

After venting, she wiped away her tears: "Don't think about it in the future, Ah Yin will marry me, and I will soon have happiness and live a peaceful life, don't bother us, the invitation is just a blank piece of paper, come here The purpose of this is to tell you, stop thinking about things that don't belong to you, you are not qualified to go to our wedding, you should stay here and treat your eyes."

"Never see you again!" After she finished speaking, she walked out of the ward proudly like a white swan on her high heels.

I was still holding the red envelope in my hand, and it turned into a bloody mouth under my nose. The sticky white tongue of the open mouth wrapped around my hands, swallowing me inch by inch.

It slowly went up, and my hands were entangled in it. Behind my hands, my head and torso were all swallowed up by him bit by bit.

A dull and depressing feeling came over me, and a strong force tore my brain and internal organs. My heart, kidneys, liver, and stomach were all stripped out of my body, and I was completely turned into an empty shell.

An empty shell without a mind and without a soul.

They trampled on all parts of my organs recklessly, and the bone-piercing pain spread all over my body. I curled up and hid under the bed, begging them not to abuse me. I really hurt.

I pinched the flesh to resist the pain they gave me, and the bloody pussy turned into paper and fell into my hand to prevent it from deforming again. I tore it into pieces, chewed it and swallowed it into my stomach.

Finally, I no longer hurt.

A face suddenly appeared on the edge of the bed, and I flinched and hid in the corner.

A monster with blue eyes grinned at me, and he wanted to eat me.

He must be eating me.

I crawled and begged him: "Let me go, okay?"

He grinned wider, and said something I couldn't understand: "Tang Yuan, your eyes have recovered a long time ago, haven't you?"

I couldn't understand what he was talking about, so I kowtowed to him, begging him to let me go, but he stretched out his claws, and I beat and kicked his paws, crying, don't eat me, let me go, He continued to tug at my ankle as if he couldn't see.

The monster dragged me out, and I begged him on my knees.

"Let me go."

"You can ask me to do anything, don't eat me, okay?"

The monster yelled out the door when I was trapped, and soon an angel appeared. I begged him to save me and leave, but he didn't speak, and took a needle thicker than me and stuck it into my body.

I was weak and weak, watching the angel take off the mask, and the angel's face turned into a demon like a monster.

I fell into the devil's den.

Who can help me.

Monsters and demons were talking, and I pricked up my ears to hear their plans.

The devil said that there was a man named Tang Yuan whose condition was getting worse, and he was going to be sent to a devil's lair called a mental hospital. The monster said that it didn't matter, what he wanted was for Tang Yuan to go crazy.

Who is Tang Yuan?

I really want to tell him, let him run quickly, he can't be locked in the devil's den like me.

But I don't know him, so I can't tell him the news.

He is so miserable.