The life of a despised omega

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I had a crush on someone until I went to prison.

Watching him from the window is my greatest joy every day.

I still remember that day...

The sound of cursing resounded throughout the villa, and Jiang Zhuhong's whip fell on me one after another. Maybe my back was already ripped apart, but it didn't matter, I didn't feel any pain.

The reason for being punished was simple. I was bumped into by my stepmother’s poker friends when I walked in from school. The wives teased me a few times. They said that I was a cute little Omega and would I like to go with them.

I replied no, saying that this is my home and I don't want to leave.

This sentence was heard by Jiang Zhuhong who came back from the entertainment, and the wives left. He got out of the car and dragged me into the living room by pulling my hair.

Then came the usual punching and kicking.

And I can only suffer.

How can a newly differentiated Omega fight against a powerful Alpha?

Jiang Zhuhong never shy away from servants when he hit me, what should the servants in the villa do, they can't see the scene of the living room.

"You are just like your bitch mother, you are flirting all day long, and you can't live without seducing people for a moment!"

"This is not your home, you may have forgotten your identity! From the day you entered here, don't even think about living a good life, don't try to get anything from me, you two are not worthy!"

"They all have the same fucking virtue, you bastard!"

"I came in as I wished, thinking that I have a good day waiting, let me tell you, don't even think about it!"

"If you dare to threaten me, I won't make you feel better."

The sound of whipping mixed with these obscenities penetrated into my ears. I have heard these words countless times, and he can only curse these, as if he didn't hear them.

Just pretend you can't hear it.

After the one-hour punishment was over, Jiang Zhuhong dropped the whip and went into the study, and I got up.

The ground was stained with my blood, and after simply cleaning up the blood on my body, I limped and deftly fetched clean water, then lay down on the ground again and wiped it off with a rag.

I am the only filth in this villa.

So can't leave a little mark and smell.

Aunt Zhang, who was in charge of the kitchen, came over and quietly handed me something. She looked at the closed study on the second floor and snatched the rag from my hand.

"Young master, your fever period is just these few days, you go up, I'll do it."

I looked down at the thing in my hand, it was the inhibitor.

Aunt Zhang, like me, is a low-grade Omega, and the inhibitors she uses are all the worst ones.I put the suppressant in my pocket and brought the rag again.

"Thank you, Aunt Zhang, I'll do it myself."

It's not good if you do your own thing and hurt others.

After finishing everything, I went back to the room, cleaned myself up, and put on the white shirt.

He's about to show up soon, seeing him like that is disrespectful to him, I can't bear to defile such a clean person.

I sat by the window as usual, with a strong expectation in my heart.

I expected that person to pass under my window as usual.

He has short and smooth short hair. Every time he passes by my window, the afterglow of the setting sun falls on his hair, and each strand seems to be shining.His sharp facial features are always cold when he is not smiling, but when he smiles, he is like the sun, warming and healing.

He is also in good shape, thin but not weak, just right.Perhaps it is exaggerated to say this, but every part of him is really beautiful, and it is my favorite appearance.

What I like most is his lips, which are thin and look a little tender. Every time the lips are slightly opened, the voice that makes me intoxicated will come out. I like his voice, even a little obsessed.

Everything about him is good, but there is one thing I don't like very much, that is his eyes, his eyes are very deep, one can't see the bottom, people don't know what he is thinking, every time he looks at people, I They all felt cool, and there was a smile on their lips, but the funnyness didn't reach the eyes, which was a bit scary.

By the way, he has a nice name: Yun Zhan.

Not long after, Yun Zhan appeared with a group of people. I don't know what kind of relationship he has with those people, but he seemed to be doing well.

Yun Zhan has friends, which makes me very envious.

I dare not extravagantly hope to appear in front of him, I am already very satisfied to be able to sit by the window and watch him quietly like this.

Yun Zhan seldom talks, and always stands aside, smoking a cigarette alone, he looks a little out of place in the lively crowd, but he just has a magical power that makes people focus on him.

His existence cannot be ignored.

When did he fall in love with Yun Zhan? It was probably the first time when Jiang Zhuhong whipped him out of the villa and curled up at the end of the alley to hide from the rain.

At that time, I was covered in bruises and dirt, and he didn't dislike me. He even left me an umbrella and walked into the pouring rain by himself.

Later I saw him again by my window sill, he was smiling, it was the first time I saw a person with such a beautiful smile, even though it was just a side face, even though the smile only stopped on the surface, even though the smile was not facing me of.

But I really like it.

At that moment, I felt that I fell in love with him, and I couldn't find a reason to like him.

I am the illegitimate son of Jiang Zhuhong.

Messing around outside and even killing someone, it's bad for his reputation, and he won't admit me in his lifetime.

My mother is a well-known singer. Singing is her lifelong wish. What she is most willing to do is to stand on the big stage and sing her own songs.

But from the moment she was pregnant with me, her dream was shattered.

Her love for Jiang Zhuhong surpassed her love for her dream, so she decided to surprise Jiang Zhuhong by giving birth to me.

When she came to Jiang Zhuhong with the report full of expectations, Jiang Zhuhong slapped her loudly.

Jiang Zhuhong ordered her to kill me in her stomach, but my poor mother got into a fight with him and wanted to give birth to me.

So Tang Yi seduced the president of the Jiang Group at the reception, made a fuss in public at the reception, pretended not to be a good singer but wanted to be a mistress, and the news that she wanted her first love to pay for the wild species that came from nowhere was flying all over the place.

People all over the world spurned and abused her.

She explained that no one believed it.

Since then, singer Tang Yi's reputation has been completely ruined, and she has been in decline.

She put down everything and went back to the countryside with a big belly. The people in the country scolded her for being undisciplined and for being pregnant with some kind of bastard. Her family didn't recognize her, and those villagers who were usually favored by her forced her out home.

She was pregnant with me and returned to the big city that couldn't accommodate her.

I found a shed and gave birth to me.

My mother suffered from postpartum depression after giving birth to me, crying all the time, and scolding my goddamn father in front of me every day, saying that he is a heartless man who marks other people's lives without caring about their lives, saying that he said this and that .

She sang all day long and didn't care much about me. I grew up on the charity of my neighbors in the shed.

The neighbors said that I was very good when I was young, I didn’t cry or make trouble, and I would knock on their door when I was really hungry. When I asked for something, I would eat a little by myself, and then I would give it to my mother who was about to go crazy.

I remember them all.

Others think that my mother doesn't love me, but I know that I am very important to her.

Every night she would hug me and sing nursery rhymes in my ear to lull me to sleep.

I fell ill a week before entering the villa. I couldn’t keep up with my nutrition for a long time, and I fainted on the way to school.My mother was like really crazy at that time, holding me and never letting go.

The treatment required a lot of money, and my mother couldn't afford it. During that time, she left me at home and asked the neighbors to take care of her. She dressed up and went out by herself. That was the first time she gave birth to me. That's when I felt She is beautiful, neighbors always say that I look a lot like her, and I should be pretty too.

She goes out every day full of energy, and finally comes back with a heavy body, and will come to hug me to sleep again after staying in the bathroom for a long time.

The condition didn't improve, I lost weight day by day, I couldn't even eat, and she didn't have the energy to go out again.

I lay on the bed and looked at my mother, and yelled at her sickly: "Mom... I feel bad... I hurt..."

My mother watched a male alpha on TV and ignored me, and then I saw her go crazy, she threw all the pots, pans, tables and chairs on the TV, and the TV was scrapped in front of my eyes, and I never Can't see the cartoon anymore.

Hearing me cry, she hugged me and cried together, she whispered in my ear.

"Yuanyuan, I will make you well, and I will let you live a good life."

After crying and falling asleep, I felt that she was running behind my back. When I woke up, I found that I was at the gate of someone else's house.

I asked her, "Mom, where are we?"

She said, "I'll take you to find Dad."

dad?I really want to find my father. After having a father, my mother should not cry so much.

I looked at the big palace-like house, and asked, "Does Dad live here?"

"We'll live in this too," she told me.

I believed it, and finally I moved in, but she was gone.

The last time I saw her, she was out of breath from crying, and it was a bit scary to cry and laugh at the same time.Before I was taken away, she wiped away her tears and said to me with a smile: "If possible, can we learn to sing when Yuanyuan grows up?"

I don't know what she used to get me into this villa. She died the second day I came in. It is said that she drank too much alcohol in a happy mood, suffered a cardiac arrest, and died after rescue failed.

My existence cannot be seen, so I lived in this big palace-like house as a servant, and had a room of my own.

This room was the entire activity area of ​​our shed.

But I didn't live the life she wanted me to live, and I'm sorry for her.

It seems that all I can do is learn to sing.

I often wonder if she will regret giving birth to me.

Fortunately, there are two people in this villa who treat me well, one is Aunt Zhang, and the other is my half-brother.My brother’s name is Jiang Zongyao. Every time I was whipped by Jiang Zhuhong, he would come upstairs to see me and apply medicine to me.

I would love to call him brother.

I am very happy that Jiang Zongyao didn't come into my room today, because I can focus more on watching Yun Zhan. Friday afternoon is a fixed time. At this time, Yun Zhan will pass by here with his friends, and then they will walk into the distance together that alleyway.

But today seems to be a little different. It stands to reason that they have already entered the alley at this time, but today they have not moved, and everyone's face is very serious.

Yun Zhan's eyebrows seemed to be wrinkled. I wanted to take a closer look, but I curled up for too long, and my feet were numb. I bent down and beat my legs. When my legs were fully stretched, I looked up again. Those people were no longer there. up.

I tried to keep my body as high as possible, moved my whole head out of the window, and raised my eyes again. A pair of bottomless black eyes stared at me. Yun Zhan was wearing a hooded sweater and a black jacket. He put it on his head, and he stood there with his hands in his pockets and stared at me.

I looked directly at the past, and felt that Yun Zhan was handsome and... dark.

I saw him move his mouth, but no sound came out, probably because his tongue was stuck in his mouth, coupled with his eyes, it was beautiful and... scary.

This time, I understood the emotion in his eyes, and I was very upset. He looked a little fierce, and I always felt that he would come up and strangle me the next moment.

I dare not move.

He looked at it for a while, then raised his foot and left in the direction he came from.

This is the first time I've seen Yun Zhan like this, I'm not afraid, just a little...curious.