The life of a despised omega

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In late autumn, the biting cool wind poured in through the cracks in the window. I leaned on the hospital bed and looked at the dead wood outside the window.

Two months ago, it was still a big green velvet umbrella, lush and graceful, and in a blink of an eye it became a tragic old man standing alone in the cold wind, emaciated, shriveled and sparse.

I should be like it at this time.

Haggard in shape and gray in heart, half dead.

I have been in this hospital for more than two months, and I have become like this.

There were footsteps coming from the door, neither light nor heavy, just like usual, only doctors and nurses could enter this ward.

The nurse opened the door and came in. I smiled at her and thanked her in a hoarse voice: "I'm going to trouble you again."

The little nurse's clear eyes were bent into a crescent, and I knew that the corners of her mouth were raised under the mask.

Because there is a saying on the Internet: the mouth can deceive people, but the eyes can't.When the mouth smiles, the eyes may not; but when the eyes smile, the mouth must also smile.

She smiled and stood beside my bed.

"Put out your hand."

I cooperated and handed her my hand.

The little nurse's hand was plump and soft, and it was warm when she held my hand.

"You can leave the hospital after hanging this bottle. You must have a good rest when you go back." She instructed while getting the needle.

I nodded to show I got it.

Being released from the hospital means going to prison again, and I will enter that dark and damp small room again.

Sensing my absent-mindedness, the nurse called my name.

She asked me: "Tang Yuan, why are you still depressed when you are about to be discharged from the hospital?"

I tugged at the corner of my mouth: "I'm very happy."

The nurse nodded and went out with the medicine tray, leaving me alone in the room again.

The marks on my body were washed off. This is the happiest thing in half a year.

I don't know who did the prison inspection half a year ago, and I didn't even know that I was pregnant, but I found out by myself in prison.As an Omega, I don't have to go to jail if I'm pregnant, but I didn't tell anyone.

I like that little dark room, it gives me more peace of mind than the few villas outside.

I do not want to go out.

But the child in my stomach cannot stay, he is my humiliation.

So after finishing the activity one day, looking at the dozens of stone stairs, I closed my eyes and rolled myself down from the top.My physical fitness has always been poor, and half my life was almost broken.

I was still conscious when I was sent to the hospital. After entering the operating room, I grabbed the doctor's hand and told him to keep me and abort the baby.

The doctor said that I was very ruthless, and I did this for the sake of miscarriage.Before I fell into a coma, he told me that the child could not be saved long ago, and what he was doing now was to save my life.

I smiled and fell asleep.

Less than two weeks after the rescue operation, I asked the surgeon again to perform a marker removal operation. Unfortunately, he did not agree after being shocked, and even said that I was crazy.

I tried every means to come here, not only to get rid of that child, but more importantly, to let me clear that disgusting mark.

The country has a protection policy for Omega. Once a lifetime mark is accepted, the mark removal operation must be performed with the consent of both Omega and Alpha.

Any party who decides or coerces without authorization will be punished by law.

It is already illegal to perform abortions without authorization in the hospital, and the doctors may be glad that the child was lost before I came.

I am already a sinner, and one more crime or one less crime has no effect on me.

Besides, I committed homicide of the worst kind.

There are people on duty every day in the hospital, and there are two guards standing in front of the ward door all the time. I can't find any other way.

I don't want that person's imprint to remain in my body forever, so this marking removal operation must be done.

So 10 minutes before the doctor came in to make rounds, I took a fruit knife and stabbed the gland at the back of my neck decisively.

It hurts, it hurts too much.

The bone-piercing pain almost made me faint, and physical tears flowed all over my face. It was very painful, terribly painful, but I had to endure it.

In the hazy mist, I seemed to see the smiling face of that person.

He is smiling at me.

"Don't worry, I will clean myself up, I just want to be your Omega."

Even if you don't like me.

The sweet scent of licorice instantly permeated the entire ward, and the strong and bitter pheromones drifted through the crack of the door to every corner of the entire hospital.

The doctor came quickly, and I fell out of bed in pain onto the marble floor.

The cold touch keeps me awake.

The dying fish is struggling, it believes that it can return to the sea in the next moment, even if it is not the sea, a shallow sewage puddle can save its life.

I was pushed into the emergency room again.

Remaining conscious, I grabbed the doctor's hand again.

"Mark...clear...remove...surgery..."

The doctor sighed and wanted to take my hand away. What I was holding was a life-saving straw that could not be broken.

In the end, the doctor seemed to have someone report it to the higher authorities, and the documents were quickly approved. The doctor performed a mark removal operation during the rescue process.

I narrowly escaped death.

It was painful but fortunately he survived.

I have committed another crime.

But worth it.

The sun hangs high, the earth is illuminated in a warm yellow, and the warm sunlight shines into the eyes, not dazzling.

It's a nice, sunny day in autumn.

I was discharged from the hospital on a day when the weather was fine.

I was escorted to a visiting room before being sent to prison again.

"063, someone is visiting the prison!"

The prison guard opened the iron door and let me into the room.

This is the first time since I was imprisoned that I entered this room, which is the only room that can communicate with the outside world. The room is not bad, and it is more than twice the size of the one I live in.

The only downside was the man sitting inside.

Gong Huanshen who will never be forgotten in this life.

I thought that when I saw him, I would go crazy and pinch his neck, and bite his flesh to make him feel the pain I had suffered.But I was unexpectedly calm, with my handcuffed hands naturally placed in front of me, and I looked at the person in front of the long table indifferently.

Gong Huanshen stood up, revealing all the strong muscles under the sports suit, which formed a sharp contrast with my skinny and short-lived appearance.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him indifferently.

He approached step by step, bent down and looked straight into my eyes, I could clearly see the gloating and contempt in his eyes, he bent down to my ear with disgust and whispered softly: "Of course I came to see my Omega history How are you doing?"

I distance myself from him.

"But seeing you live like this makes me feel relieved."

"Enjoy Tang Yuan." After he finished speaking, he kicked open the iron gate with his hands in his pockets, and walked away humming.

The sharp bang bang of the iron gate lasted for a long time, and I was stunned and did not move when I heard the two harsh voices.

After a long time, the prison guard opened the iron gate and walked in, "063! The prison visit is over, it's time to go back."

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