Thousands of mountains are always pits

"I go out for a while."

The winter wind at two o'clock in the morning was biting, but Xiaoqing didn't feel the chill at all.

Leaning against the wall by the side of the road, she took out a cigarette from her coat pocket, lighted one lightly, and the faint flame flickered in the dark night. It was not until the nicotine was swirling in her lungs that she noticed the hand holding the cigarette. It was shaking.

The cold wind was trying to get in through the collar, and she was only wearing a navy blue thin sweater, the sleeves were rolled up to the middle elbows, revealing her jade-white arms.

This kind of dressing is okay for early autumn, but it is absolutely unreasonable in the cold winter months.

But Xiaoqing doesn't care. Thousands of years of practice have made her not afraid of these temperature changes. To a certain extent, she actually enjoys this biting cold feeling even more.

So it wasn't the weather that made her tremble.

Xiaoqing squinted her eyes and kept silent to the full moon above her head. She didn't smile wryly until a cigarette burned out in her hand.

After so many years, there is always only one thing that can make her lose her composure.

"I found him."

Xiaoqing still remembered how she reacted when she put the information about Xu Xuan's reincarnation in front of Xiaobai just now.

After so many reincarnations, even if the lifespan of human beings is limited, every time he sees him in reincarnation, Xiaobai always reacts like that.

The corners of her mouth were slightly hooked, and her expression was relaxed. She thought that those feelings would pass away quietly in time - but in fact, time would only make the nostalgia worse day and night.

Reincarnation, reincarnation, infinite reincarnation.

Overlap, overlay, overlay.

Deepen, deepen, infinitely deepen.

Whether it's Xiaobai or herself.

Until this time, when she saw Xiao Bai showing such a relaxed expression, she finally lost control of herself.

Even if Xu Xuan's information was placed in front of Xiaobai himself:

Like the countless previous lives, because he was sucked with energy, he looked like a little boy with a medicine jar, but he was still a good person, good enough for her to believe that he would still be able to protect Xiaobai well in this life.

This is enough.

Xiaoqing snuffed out the cigarette in her hand, and thought that Xiaobai didn't like the smell of cigarettes, so she specially cast a spell to make the cigarette on her body less pungent, so she folded her collar and turned back to the set with Xiaobai calmly. Bai lived in the apartment for more than twenty years.

In order to avoid people's eyes and ears, she had to change places with Xiaobai every once in a while, and every time, no matter whether Xu Xuan's reincarnation time came or not, more than twenty years was the longest period she could live in.

She is tired of such repeated days.

"Xiaoqing! You just..."

Back in the house, the green hairpin in Xiaobai's hand was extremely dazzling.

Xiaoqing slowly exhaled the cold air in her lungs, her voice seemed to be frozen: "Sister, I finally figured it out, I am different from you after all."

She looked at Xiaobai, and the corners of her mouth twitched slightly: "You can wait for Xu Xuan and give up the Dao of Longevity, but I can't."

Xiaoqing looked calm, and reached out to pick up the coat on the hanger, "I figured it out, I wasted so many years here for nothing, it really shouldn't be."

There seemed to be a bitter taste gushing out of her throat, Xiaoqing quickly bit the tip of her tongue, and said the organized language: "I really, really envy my sister and his previous... relationship. Both envy and blessing, sister You don't want to look for me, I've made up my mind, let's just leave now."

After speaking, fearing that she would regret it in the next second, Xiaoqing turned around and left in the form of a ghost, disappearing into the vast night.

Almost fled.

Before Xiaobai could react, he just felt that a piece of his heart had been ruthlessly ripped out. It was even as good as when Xu Xuan's spirit was about to be shattered—maybe even worse—after so many years, he remembered more or less It will reduce the pain.

She was almost about to chase after her, but her footsteps couldn't help but hesitated.

For so many years, Xiaobai has more or less noticed Xiaoqing's feelings for her, but he is not sure, after all, companionship and habits will interfere with too much judgment.Even if it was what she had guessed, there was nothing she could do but pretend to be stupid.

Although selfish, she had no other choice.

She has long been used to Xiaoqing's company, and also used to her never leaving, just like she has been used to restarting life after life with Xu Xuansheng.

The habit was so terrible that she didn't even realize that once she disconnected, she would be so at a loss.