inexplicable fairy tale

The bar is very quiet. A middle-aged man sits on the semi-circular stage in front of him, holding a guitar and singing some country folk songs.Lu Xincheng has already reserved a seat, where he can see the stage without being disturbed by people passing by.

"Tong Xue, how is this bar? Fairy Tale, is it interesting?" Lu Xincheng asked with a playful smile.

I sat down, smiled and said, "Yes, I like it."

"Can you not like it? This is specially prescribed for you by someone!" Yueying said in a strange tone.

I looked at Yue Ying, and I felt that something was wrong with her along the way. When I said I didn't want to come out, she got angry and showed me a face.I couldn't promise her to come out, and she ignored me along the way.She said she wanted to eat, but she brought me to some bar, and what she said just now, made me even more puzzled.I asked: "Yueying, what do you mean? Can you just tell me what you have to say? Don't beat around the bush! You haven't given me a good face since you came back. How did I offend you? You say Come out, okay?"

"Hey!" Lu Xincheng acted as a peacemaker, "Speak up if you have something to say!"

Yueying glanced at Lu Xincheng and said, "Go and get the wine."

Lu Xincheng walked away step by step and turned his head three times, for fear that we might fight.Seeing him walk away, Yue Ying turned to look at me and asked, "Tong Xue, do you know who owns this bar?"

By now, I am a fool and I know it.But why does Yueying know?

Seeing that I didn't respond, Yue Ying asked again: "Tong Xue, why don't you want to go back to China?"

I looked at Yue Ying inexplicably, why did everyone chase me away?Is it wrong for me to stay in the US?I said coldly: "I want to study for a master's degree."

"Isn't it the same when you return to China for a master's degree? I know you don't like this place, why do you still want to stay?"

"Yueying!" I suddenly raised my voice, "Why don't you know why I didn't go back to China?"

"What's the matter? Didn't I let you guys have something to talk about!" Lu Xincheng walked over and brought back a large pile of wine.

Yueying picked up a bottle, raised her head and drank it.The singer on the stage was singing an English song in a low voice. He sang so devotedly and affectionately, as if the world no longer existed, only him and his guitar.I fell into his singing, a little melancholy and a little sad.Yue Ying suddenly put the wine on the table and started to cry, she said, "Tong Xue, I can't see it!"

I panicked, and immediately grabbed her hand and said, "I'm sorry, Yueying, I shouldn't be cruel to you, it's my fault. Don't cry, don't cry!"

Lu Xincheng had no choice but to lend his shoulder to Yueying, and wiped all his tears and snot on his clothes.Yue Ying looked at the bar with tears in her eyes, and said, "Do you know when this bar opened? A year ago! Why a year ago? Because you came to the United States a year ago! He dare not approach You can only open such a bar. When he is free, he will fly to the United States, not for anything else, just to sit here for a while and breathe the air of the same city as you..."

I tremblingly picked up a bottle of wine, tears falling down one by one.

"FairyTale? What a bad name? Isn't it because your name is in it? Fairy tale, hey, the story between the two of you is really like a fairy tale. Why is a fairy tale beautiful? It's because it's fake and unreachable! But I am I can't see it, why, why can't two people who love each other be together?" Yue Ying became more and more excited as she spoke.

"Don't say it... I know..." I choked up, as if a knife was gouging me out in my heart, and I couldn't bear the pain.

"No, you don't know!" Yue Ying stretched out her hand and shook it in front of my eyes, "Tong Xue, you don't know too much. You didn't ask questions and went to the United States, but you know that later What happened again? When my dad got sick, the company was in a mess. Several major shareholders joined forces to push my dad out. I was useless and couldn't help my dad. In the end, it was Mo Shaoqian who came to the rescue He! At that time, the Mo family was still in dire straits, but he took the risk to save my dad, and even found the best doctor to treat my dad. If it wasn’t for him, our family would have gone bankrupt long ago, so what is there to talk about? Studying in the US? My dad once teamed up with Mu Yongfei to plot against him, but he didn't care about it at all. By the way, do you know why I was able to come to the US so smoothly? It's him! He's like a god. Take care, let me accompany you without any worries! When I left, he said a word to me, take care of Tong Xue. Even if he didn't say anything, I knew I would take care of you, you are my best friend! At first, I thought you hated him, so I just mentioned him tentatively. I didn't expect you to react like that... Later, after a long time, I realized that something was wrong with you. I know, you don't hate him at all in your heart, you love him. I fell in love with him! At that time I was thinking, I must let you be together, I must make you happy! Mo Shaoqian, he is my benefactor, I am grateful to him, Tong Xue, you are my best friend, I There is no way to just sit back and watch! Really...I see you like this...I feel so uncomfortable..."

I couldn't help crying: "Yueying, I... I don't know... So there is such a story behind it... Do you think I feel good? I feel bad too, but Mo Shaoqian... always let me see No way. He asked me if I would like to go back to China, but I hesitated for a moment, and he left me... Why did he? Why did he leave me without listening to my explanation?"

"Tong Xue, do you know how much your hesitation hurt him? He did so many wrong things back then, and he always felt guilty in his heart, so he did it silently without letting you know. He I think, if you can let go of those knots in the past, maybe you will be willing to come back. On Christmas Eve, I admit that I encouraged you to call Mo Shaoqian, and I want you all to be honest with your hearts. The result? You fell asleep after saying 'It's snowing' to the phone inexplicably, but he immediately booked a plane ticket and rushed over in the middle of the night. Why? Because this is your first time in a year Calling him once, and talking to him for the first time! Although it was only a few words, he seemed to see hope and came over immediately! That day Lu Xincheng took me to ice skating, in fact, it was our intention Without you, I knew he would come, so I deliberately made space for you. He was afraid that you would get suspicious, so he said he came to see me. He saw that you were bored at home alone, so he deliberately used the name of looking for me You brought it out because I wanted you to see the fireworks that day. I lied to you that my dad had a problem, but I didn’t go back to China at all. I just stayed with Lu Xincheng for a while. I want to give you some space to let You resolve each other's misunderstandings and don't torture each other anymore. In the end, Mo Shaoqian told me that he had returned to China, and before he left, he didn't forget to ask me to go home to accompany you! Tong Xue, I was really angry with you at that time, didn't you Seeing the way Mo Shaoqian left, he was devastated, as if he had lost the most important thing. I know, he thought he lost you, and you didn't want to go back, and you still blamed him... because of your point Hesitation hurt him, don't you know how sensitive he is? Even I, an outsider, can't stand it anymore, so I keep giving you shame, in fact, I know what I did is wrong, you are not wrong, I just... Poor Mo Shaoqian...Tong Xue, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have ridiculed you, I'm sorry..." Yueying said, crying again.

But I seem to have experienced a century, those words of hers hit my heart every sentence, I think of those times, think of those things that are wrong, now, I finally understand, and everything can finally be connected.I thought of the tired look on his face standing at the door, I thought of the way he couldn't hold back his laughter when he heard that cold joke, I thought of the lonely look on his face smoking while standing under the fireworks, I thought of him making excuses and saying "I'll get it My clothes", I thought of him carrying big and small bags of vegetables and saying "Do you want to fight a real person", I thought of the way he was chopping vegetables in the kitchen, I thought of the displeased look on his face standing at the door of the auditorium, I thought of him holding Holding my hand, I thought of the way he angrily said that I was promising, I thought of him turning his face to ask me if I would like to go back to China with him, I thought of the way he finally left in disappointment and left me with a sad back... In just one week, he left me with so many memories. Since when did I pay so much attention to him?Tears have already gathered into a small river, I seem to have returned to that day, the day at the airport, I was the same, and it was nothing more than a thousand arrows piercing my heart.

"Tong Xue." The expression on Lu Xincheng's face was serious, "I'm not afraid to add a few more words, I'm afraid even Yueying doesn't know about it. It's the first time I went to the house where you live. I was very puzzled in my heart. I stayed in the United States for a while when I was a child. At that time, my father took me to that house. It was the home of a close friend of his. I didn’t pay attention at the time. Little brother, treat me very well. Later, I came to the United States to study again, met Yueying, and found that you lived here. I was very surprised. It stands to reason that this kind of private villa would not be rented out, but at that time I also I didn't care, thinking that maybe the family had already moved away. I only heard of the name Mo Shaoqian for the first time on Christmas Eve. As you all know, I actually don't ask about anything in China. Those people were not very familiar with them, so I didn’t think much of them at the time. Until the first time I saw Mo Shaoqian outside the skating rink, I found out that he and